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| 03:21pm 13/11/2008 |
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I'm having the most squeesome time at the moment. There seems to be 'established relationship excitement' flowing through my veins. My relationships are three years and five-and-a-half years old, but it doesn't feel it at all. It's very happy. >. |
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| GIP |
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| 10:08am 14/02/2007 |
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I'm so lucky. |
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| Oh, and an out-of-date squee. |
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| 01:32pm 02/03/2006 |
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Talking to D on Tuesday night, briefly.
I say "Thanks for ringing, honey."
He says "Thanks for being...[is thinking, I can hear the cogs]... you."
Not cheesy or as a 'line' but quite genuinely. What a sweetie. |
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| text from A last night: |
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| 01:31pm 02/03/2006 |
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> You are so lovely, amazing & beautiful. Night gorgeous x
*speechless squee of shock*
OK, that's more fullon than I though. Which is, if I'm honest, slightly worrying. But COOL!
Hurray! |
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| Squeee! girl! |
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| 05:57pm 28/02/2006 |
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I'm having some huge squees about this lass. Don't think it's any deep romantic or really significant relationship, just lots of good communication and sex, but I find myself squeeing because:
She was so excited to read an email I'd sent her that she skived off work and went home
She says she was thinking of me last thing at night
and generally happy things and *bounce* SHE REALLY LIKES ME!
*squeeeeee!* |
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| Squee! |
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| 10:33pm 03/02/2006 |
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mood:  loved
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Not only did he not mind when I phoned him up to say goodnight even though we'd already spoken, he also sent a really lovely text message just after we finished talking. |
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| Oh I are pathetic. |
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| 10:25pm 17/12/2005 |
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Rushed to my email as soon as I heard the beep, but it wasn't from D. :o(
Patience, grasshopper. |
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| Jacob is an angel. |
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| 05:11pm 17/12/2005 |
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We're very happy at the moment.
And he's finished work for a while, hurrah, I get to have him at home with me.
We're going to have a soppy pretend-Christmas on Tuesday, can't wait. |
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| Tonight I squeed at someone |
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| 01:26am 07/12/2005 |
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and they squeed right back, hurray! It was nice to be with someone who understands what this stuff means to me at the moment. In contrast to the next person I squeed at who was extremely dismissive. But undeterred I also mentioned it to another, who was in raptures for me also.
And to top it all (well, in a way) there were two emails witing when I got home. :o) |
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| I can feel fifteen about this relationship in bad ways as well as good. |
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| 09:29pm 05/12/2005 |
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And this is obviously the place to do that, as well as squee, so: bah no email! Bah bah bah. I are a sheep, in fact.
No email and I'm all excited and... not obsessing, but focussing.
It just makes me write more mail. :o)
Still he's posted -something- which makes me feel a bit better, even if it wasn't for me, so couldn't be what I was hoping for.
I'm not yet ready to admit that I'm counting the days, mind (but then so is he :oP ) |
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| I'm sick |
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| 04:30pm 05/12/2005 |
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He, bless him, bot only took the child to school and collected him, he's alos downstirs right now making me boiled eggs and bread and butter fingers. |
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| *click* *click* |
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| 10:45pm 28/11/2005 |
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(There's a linguistic problem here. I would normally call this kind of thing a crush, but it doesn't fit because it's not of a romantic nature. Obsession is a little too strong, but will probably do.)
I've done very well during this obsession to not sit sighing staring at the phone, nor hit 'check mail' every other second, but tonight I am fixating on my Inbox quite a bit. I can't even remember for sure that he said he would write me mail tonight. And even if I think he did, and that he meant what I thought he meant, I'm not entirely convinced it was -this- Monday. And even if it WAS (actually, come to think of it it must have been, logically. *relief*), of course he may not have the time, and I don't blame him. So still I wait.
It struck me today how surprising it is that I can still feel this way after so long with no input, while giving so much output. That I have sustained this frame of mind and not gone cold, or angry. Hurray.
EDIT on Tuesday morning: Bah, no mail. So I turn my attention to obsessing on the possibility of a phonecall tomorrow. |
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| One squee each. |
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| 12:58pm 27/11/2005 |
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Squee for D because with him everything is so simple and I know who to be.
And BIG squee for J for STILL being the most incredibly understanding, chilled, contented and unguilting person ever in the world ever. We had an incredibly good heart-to-heart (or other body part) this morning and we feel much better, and he was so sweet. And he has very nice kisses which he let me share. I can't believe how quickly he smiled at me after I was being terrible. What a wonderful man, what I lucky xanna I am. |
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| More squee_notboyfriend. |
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| 12:27am 18/11/2005 |
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Squee squee squee, bounce bounce bounce, he's really into me, hurray! Like way more than I thought.
And Jacob doesn't mind at all, hurray hurray.
This is so ace.
(Brain is shouting negative things at me, cautionary and paranoid things, some of which may be true, but fuck it I'm tired of being cynical, I don't care who says 'I told you so' at the end, because I told me so first, or I would if I didn't have my fingers in my metaphorical inner ears blowing raspberries and singing 'la la la, I can't hear you'. I'm just going to enjoy it for a while because actually I'm having fun and hard as I try I can't see any danger that's actually significant. Thank you. EOR) |
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| Squee! notboyfriend. |
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| 06:35pm 14/11/2005 |
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Squee Master! Had a fantastic rendez-vous with him this weekend. yumyumyum. It all seems to be going terribly well, after a pretty rocky start. hurray! |
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| Squee jacob! |
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| 09:00pm 18/10/2005 |
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I'm definitely being especially soppy about him at the moment.He looked all gorgeous this morning with his hair down (however briefly) and he's always so generous-spirited and supportive. *sop* *squee* |
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| Still life |
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| 04:51pm 09/06/2005 |
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Not really a 'squee' as such, but ... I just want to post somewhere public-ish to say that I still love ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) addedentry, even though things are pretty un-squee-ish at the moment. He's already stood by me through crap that no boyfriend should have to put up with, and though he treads on my toes sometimes and though I don't understand why he loves me I do believe (at least in the bits of my head that aren't broken) that he does.
And I want things to work. More than I've ever wanted anything.
And I hope he doesn't mind me using this photo. It sits on my computer at work, and you know how something that's always there just becomes part of the scenery, that you barely notice until it's not there? Well, somebody had moved it this morning (probably a cleaner, or the Helldesk breaking my computer again) and I felt all upset when I saw it wasn't there. It was only 30cm away on the desk, but still.
Oh I do just wish I could be less of a hopeless case. As a girlfriend, as a friend, as a person, everything. :-( |
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