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16 July 2008 @ 03:33 pm
017  
[Filter: Public; Language: English]

dark
dark
dark

took noll who took him the darkness took him why who are you it calls the darkness and its claws scratch scratch on all the doors they're everywhere they're everywhere carving the S's the people of white its everywhere where is he i know you took YOU TOOK HIM AWAY GIVE HIM BACK TO ME OR I'LL KILL YOU i'll make everything into dust i will KILL YOU

No Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll Noll

answer.

please answer

gelieve antwoorden

please not vaarwell
 
 
30 June 2008 @ 11:08 pm
016  

[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

bad Felicia. I broke things. I made things into dust. I was bad to the people who have been kind to me.  only monsters do such things to good people and i did

not did not did not did

no. I must think. What did Rafael

oh right

[Filter: Sigils; Language: English and Portuguese]

hi

are you like me?

i dont know much but maybe we can be friends.

 
 
who: Felicia
what: Memories and musings; a Sigil in quarantine
where: In Rafael's custody [either at his house or his sisters', idk]

 
 
07 May 2008 @ 11:56 am
[Filter: Public; Language: Portuguese]

Something

Something on my neck what

what is that what is that what is that get it OFF I don't want it what IS it? get it off
 
 
05 June 2008 @ 07:21 pm
014  
[Filter: Public (unwittingly); Language: Spanish]

ahahahaha. dancing. the lights are dancing in my head they're making fun of me with their steps and brightness it's not broken im not broken cant happen now. papa papa be good felicia why do i always have to be good dont they know how hard it is when the monster eats it up gobble gobble troll under the bridge NO MORE I HATE IT

I HATE IT I HATE MONSTERS WHY CANT IT LEAVE ME ALONE BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD I HATE YOU

maybe if i scream loud enough

but its the monster's voice

i am the monster

noll lena stay away stay far away in brussels ive already said good bye
 
 
05 May 2008 @ 03:34 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

don't knock on my door. dont do that. i dont want it i don't want any more friends the monster takes them all away. i hate it. it eats up everything good. eats the flowers and the friends and the magic. go away get out of my head.

get out. you can't eat them i wont let you.








lena noll
 
 
04 May 2008 @ 10:44 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]













cant
 
 
 
03 June 2008 @ 02:11 pm
Who: Felicia and Oliver
What: Fel visits Noll...briefly.
When: Saturday, May 3
Where: [Brussels] The Hol manor

vaarwell / tot zeins )
 
 
Who: Felicia & Lena
What: Felicia visiting Lena in Brussels
When: Friday, May 2nd
Where: the inn where Lena is currently staying

welcome to my castle )
 
 
01 May 2008 @ 08:58 am
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

There was a little girl yesterday. She was crying so I gave her a flower. She smiled at me.

Because of this, I am happy. It is not a big thing, but it is enough, I think, to do something a little silly.

[Filter: Oliver Hol; Language: English]

Where does Noll live?

[Filter: Lena Sabo; Language: English]

I am coming to Brussels!
 
 
29 April 2008 @ 09:14 am
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

nonononono.

i lost it. it went down the drain. stupid felicia stupid stupid stupid stupid how could you do that? the magic how could you drop it so carlessly? no. no. have to run. get away. i can't stay like this right now.

buy bread for the ducks and calm down. six more. would have been seven but

Noll and Lena

they're still my friends they're still here and like me so it's okay. i still have six more. i'll be okay i'll be okay

bread. ducks. now.
 
 
28 April 2008 @ 06:35 pm
[ Filter: Private | Language: Spanish ]
...need me some fuckin' beer.

[ Filter: Public | Language: English ]
...okay, what the fuck is this?
 
 
25 May 2008 @ 08:17 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

i miss my papa.




Only a few more.

[Filter: Public; Language: English]

How is Noll? How is Lena?

Are Mr. Benedetto and Mr. Edmund okay?
 
 
23 April 2008 @ 12:52 am
How strange, how peculiar~
Another castle down~
What shall we do now and
Where can peace be found~?

What happens next, I wonder~?
And ponder over this and ponder~
And no answer can be found~
Will it be tomorrow another castle down?
 
 
21 April 2008 @ 07:33 am
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

Fifteen now. But! I have a job! I am helping a nice old lady sell flowers by the river. She does not pay me, but it is something to do, and I can take the flowers she does not sell home. I am using the Vino Verhde bottle as a vase, and there are many flowers now.

even if i run out of pills, there will always be flowers. so it's okay i think.

i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay. i'll be okay.

i'll be okay.
 
 
19 April 2008 @ 08:19 pm
[Filter: Private | Language: Spanish]
Daddy's gonna FREAK about this community stuff. He's never liked those MYSTERIOUS places like this. Lots of people here talking about weird stuff. Wonder if there's any people I know on this damn thing. I gotta poke around some.

[Filter: Public | Language: English]
HOLY CRAP. WHAT IS THIS PLACE? So many languages. Rad. This is TOTALLY RAD. I'm Emily and I'm in London. Nice to meet all of you.

[Filter: Japanese]
Who knows this? Come out, come out wherever you are!

[Filter: Spanish]
SOMEONE'S GOTTA KNOW THIS ONE!
 
 
18 April 2008 @ 01:33 pm
[Public // English]

oh1! my birthday, i survived it mostly. and came back to brussels. now i'm the oldest person in my family since a few hundred years. that's




that's a good thing right/
 
 
16 April 2008 @ 01:10 pm
[Filter: Public; Language: Portuguese and English]

I am feeling happy today! It is because I woke up and the radio was playing such a fun song. And the nice boy downstairs showed me how to put it here. He did not make me kiss him this time. i think the nice old man spoke to him about it after i told him. He said it was rude for a boy to kiss a girl like that. i did not think it was bad; just funny-tasting.:





Tengo la camisa negra
hoy mi amor esta de luto
Hoy tengo en el alma una pena
y es por culpa de tu embrujo
Hoy sé que tú ya no me quieres
y eso es lo que más me hiere
que tengo la camisa negra
y una pena que me duele~


^_^
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
 
 
15 April 2008 @ 06:54 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

I feel so confused. Watching the news, I want more than anything to call up papa and ask him to send money to the hurt people, but this I cannot do because I can't let him hear from me. I can't let him know where I am.

if i were normal i could help them. i could be a good princess and help people.

But I must think of a happy thing, too. The nice boy downstairs fixed my computer. I didn't even have to pay him! He said I could give him a kiss insead. I kissed him on the cheek like I did with papa, but then he fell on top of me and our mouths went together. I was scared until he let me up. He said I should come back but looked funny when he said it. I do not think I should, somehow.

i wish i knew more about boys who are not papas or princes. Maybe I could ask Mr. Edmund!
 
 
14 April 2008 @ 06:04 pm
☆4  
[ Filter; Public }{ Language; Spanish & English ]

Does anyone else speak Spanish, at least conversationally? I don't think I've seen a Spanish filter as of yet~
 
 
Current Mood: curious
 
 
14 April 2008 @ 02:09 pm
[Filter: Public, Italian, English]

Dear community,

I haven't even started yet and I'm already bored. This doesn't bode well.

I ran out of socks today. I think the neighbor's been stealing them. Must think of a suitable punishment later. Does someone here have my socks? I KNOW YOU HAVE MY SOCKS! GIVE THEM BACK OR I'LL KILL YOU![gone] Must buy more.

They won't catch me! THEY'LL NEVER CATCH ME! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA[gone]

Carry on with your pathetic little lives and entertain me.

Regards,
Charlie Brown
 
 
14 April 2008 @ 10:56 am
[Filter: Private; Language: Italian]

Anna continues to ask me to bring Selene here. To Rome. To the place that is in constant danger. She doesn't know that but it's hardly pleasing to me.

I'll admit one thing. That woman has given me an idea. It would allow me to travel less to see her and to be sure she's in good hands. Anna's hands are

I'll find a good doctor here. And a nurse. Why, beautiful Giulia could be of service. Maybe I'll leave more about that lover of hers in that case. And why limit myself to one nurse? Selene's unlikely to give a damn if I help myself. If she were awake, she'd


run away as fast as she could. Yes, it's best she transported here soon.

[Filter: Public; Language: Italian & English]

My. Poor Milan. You did not need that at all. At least all the important events ended in March[gone] Such a horrible thing to happen. I hope some of you did not have family attending that particular event.
 
 
12 April 2008 @ 07:04 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

lena is back in brussels now. it is her kingdom and she is safe there.

not sad not sad not sad for the best felicia not sad take your pills and be good

i hurt everybody and make them mad. it is good she is not here.

twenty four pills left.

monsters i hate monsters

no. i have to use the right words. i have to try to be good and make sense. even when the pills run out i have to try. for lena and noll and myself i will try. the dragon will not eat me so soon. especially not now when i still have my magic.

i will be good. i will make dinner and clean up and give the landlady some grapes. then tomorrow i will take my computer to the boy downstairs and ask if he can fix it. the screen is funny colored--greenish and pinkish.

"only the strong of heart can break the spell." smile felicia. smile.
 
 
12 April 2008 @ 11:02 pm
Brussels, Brussels
Your princess is here
Welcome me back~

[Filter: Alexis]

[address]
Come over~
if you want~

[Filter: Private; Language: Czech]

Dear Diary,

I wish I knew the magic Felicia needs. Poor, poor Felicia. There are no monsters. Monsters are just cursed people. But that magic...


Grandmother! She may know! Why didn't I think of it before?
 
 
10 April 2008 @ 04:09 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

it happened again. and i hurt my computer. the screen is cracked and it wont type like i want. i took two pills today and held them on my tongue all morning so they would last longer. they were bitter.

the nice old man who lives next door came to see what had happened last night. i did not tell him about the monster. i lied and said i did not do it over and over and he said of course not you could not do this you are not strong enough to break the window and chair and blow out the floor. but he did not know what it could have been. he was nice and told me about his grandchildren and helped me to stop crying. he maybe does not think i am normal anymore but that is okay because he still likes me enough to talk to me. the landlady was mad though.

i should find a different apartment but i like this one even with a cracked window and a patch of floor gone. i will simply not step there.

monster. i should not have hated. it makes me a monster too.

i have to make sure not to worry lena, either. lena is my friend and she came to lisbon for me all by herself. she would not lie or want me sad.
 
 
Current Mood: crushed
 
 
10 April 2008 @ 03:19 pm
✿4  
[Filter: Public ; Language: French]
I've finished reading Hamlet again. I think I'll start on Romeo and Juliet...

[Filter: Public ; Language: English]
Yet here, Laertes! Aboard, aboard for shame!
The wind sits in the shoulder of your sail,
And you are stay'd for.
There ... my blessing with thee!
And these few precepts in thy memory
Look thou character. Give thy thoughts no tongue,
Nor any unproportion'd thought his act.
Be thou familiar, but by no means vulgar.
Those friends thou hast, and their adoption tried,
Grapple them to thy soul with hoops of steel;
But do not dull thy palm with entertainment
Of each new-hatch'd, unfledg’d comrade. Beware
Of entrance to a quarrel but, being in,
Bear't that th' opposed may beware of thee.
Give every man thy ear, but few thy voice;
Take each man's censure, but reserve thy judgement.
Costly thy habit as thy purse can buy,
But not express'd in fancy; rich, not gaudy;
For the apparel oft proclaims the man;
And they in France of the best rank and station
Are of a most select and generous chief in that.
Neither a borrower, nor a lender be;
For loan oft loses both itself and friend,
And borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry.
This above all: to thine own self be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.
Farewell; my blessing season this in thee!
editted for it all ~
 
 
09 April 2008 @ 03:50 pm
003  
[Language: Mandarin]

JIAN WEN I AM STILL LOOKING FOR[gone] DON'T COME BACK. I DON'T MISS YOU[gone]

[Language: English]

...I feel old.
 
 
08 April 2008 @ 09:41 pm
[Filter: Public; Language: English and Italian]

Does anybody here know how to break spells or curses? Without princes, that is. I have no prince and do not think I can find one in twenty-seven days...

[Filter: Public; Language: Spanish and Portuguese]

Does anybody here know how to break spells or curses? Without princes, that is. I have no prince and do not think I can find one in twenty-seven days...
 
 
Current Mood: curious
 
 
07 April 2008 @ 08:54 pm
[Filter: Private ;; Language: Dutch]
I know that I agreed but that doesn't mean that I have to say anything to them. I refuse to.


[Filter: Dragomir]

So I heard through the grapevine that you had come over to pay my brother a visit while I was out and left before I got back home. Idiot! You should have stayed, I have a punch that's waiting for you.[gone!] It's a shame 'cause it would have been nice to see you~

...it would have also been real funny to see you getting tackled and welcomed by the dog too. Sparky loves visitors


[Filter: Public ;; Language: English]

Mm~ There was this real cute dress that I saw the other day, while I was out running errands for mama and papa. When I get my allowance this Friday, I think I'm going to go and buy it I have an idea of what I can wear it too.

And since I'm curious; what's your favorite kind of chocolate: Dark, milk, or white?
 
 
06 April 2008 @ 01:49 pm
[Language: Italian]

Come to a halt, have we? ♥ But it's not as if I know what to share with most of you. No offense intended!

What to do today~

[Filter: Vittoria; Language: Italian]

This isn't the least bit awkward, no. Especially not since you told me about your invite here.
 
 
05 April 2008 @ 08:58 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

The faerie princess is coming to see me tomorrow. I need to buy things. Food. I don't know what she likes to eat. I should have asked. Stupid Felicia. Stupid not to ask. I guess bread will work; even ducks like bread. I'll buy some for the ducks, too, so I can feed them while I wait.

Ana, my nanny, used to make lists when she needed to remember things. Maybe I should make a list, too.

Things to buy:

1.) Bread for the ducks and the princess.

Will she want to stay with me? or will she stay at a hotel? I don't know. Mama always let people stay with us, but our house was big big so--

Maybe a mattress in case? But I need to be careful with my euros, and I don't have much furniture of my own. Ana always said that even if you have a lot of money you should be careful with it, which makes since to me.

Oh right Ana's list.

2.) A mattress?
3.) Vinho Verde--The nice old man next door said I could have some anytime. Maybe I'll give him some bread too.
4.) Pastéis de bacalhau


And I have to remember to clean my apartment and bathroom, too.

i'm nervous. what if she thinks i'm wierd and doesn't want to talk me any more? but maybe it doesn't matter to faerie princesses if your mind doesn't work like everybody else's or if you don't know how to cook anything but toast. I hope so.
 
 
04 April 2008 @ 08:56 pm
two.  
[Language: Italian & English]

I'm home. And out of cigars.

[Filter: Rome Black Order; Language: Italian]

Don't contact me if you don't need me. If I am out of the country and you require me, then you will have to wait while I arrange a ticket home. Deal with whatever your problem is on your own until then. I'm sure you will be able to considering your position. Do not attempt to dictate any laws or rules to me because you will go unheard. I know what to do and how to conduct myself.

Above all, do not annoy me.

God help you all but I hope some of you have common sense.
 
 
04 April 2008 @ 01:09 pm
[Filter: Private; Language: Spanish]

My own computer. I bought it myself; it knows me. It has my pictures…

Why does this computer have my pictures? I haven’t seen these. I don’t know these. Is that my face? Do I look like that? I look bad.

I should smile more, maybe. I need to use a smiling picture. It might help them like me. Because I think I like them. I want them to like me.

I have to stay calm. They are words on a computer screen. Nothing more. I can mess up and say the wrong thing and I don’t have to worry. I won’t see them. But what if Mama sees me? What if she and Papa see the pictures and come looking for me? I can’t think like that, though. I have to have to have to stay calm because I only have thirty pills left and I need to use them and at least see if one person besides Papa or Mama would care if I’m gone. Because I don’t want to be crazy. More than that, I don’t want to cause them more pain. But but but—not the point focus Felicia. Deep breath. Say something to them not weird. You can do it.

I can do it.

[Filter: Public; Language: English and Portuguese]

Hello; my name is Felicia Soaresý. It’s very nice to meet you all!

[Filter: Public; Language: Spanish and Italian]

Hello; my name is Felicia Soaresý. It’s very nice to meet you all!
 
 
 
 

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