Muse: Pam Beesly
Location: Town Square
Open or Closed: Open
Rating: PG-13 for minor swearing
Summary: Pam's not in Scranton anymore. She doesn't know if that's good or bad.
Pam lets out a sigh as she slides the gearshift into park and slides the emergency brake into place. She shoots a glance at the clock and decides she has five more minutes before she has to go into work. Letting her body slump into her seat, she itches the bridge of her nose and cranks the volume up on the radio. Gerry Rafferty's voice comes out from behind the speakers;
it was you, woman, right down the line, he sings, and Pam feels a pang in her ribcage. (Jim. It's not me anymore, is it, Jim? Not for you.)
She doesn't want to go into work. She doesn't want to see Jim bend over next to Karen's desk, his breath tickling her ear and his arm slung casually around her shoulders. She doesn't want to look at the picture of Scranton Business Park that she'd painted that Michael had hung on the wall (it's a living testament to her failure, she thinks; it's fucking
motel art, and then almost laughs out loud at how ridiculous that sounds).
The clock says 9:02. Pam resigns herself to her fate with another sigh and a pinch to the bridge of her nose.
She steps out of the car, feeling the familiar concrete under her Keds. She turns back to lock her car -
and it isn't there.
Pam blinks, unsure of she's really seeing what she thinks she's seeing.
What the fuck happened to my car? and
Where the hell am I? flash through her head, followed shortly by
Oh God, I really am losing it. She squeezes her eyes shut and tries to rationalize the situation; after all, she thinks wryly, that's what she's best at. Everything always has to make sense for little old Pam. No chance is worth taking. Keep things simple. Jim's face pops unbidden into her head, eyebrow quirked as if to say
Look what you got yourself into this time, Beesly, and she groans. In a misguided attempt to get that goddamn smile of his out from behind her eyelids, Pam opens her eyes.
She seems to be in some kind of town square. She is definitely not in the Scranton Business Park in the middle of January - in fact, whatever quaint little town she
is in seems to be in the early days of summer.
This is just one more bullet on the list of things in her life that don't make any
sense.
Pam slides to the pavement without thinking. She sits on the concrete, feet planted firmly on the ground in front of her, and decides that just this once, she doesn't want to think about
anything.
She closes her eyes.