Out of the Blue and Into the Black [Mao] [Sunday July, 6th, 2008] incomplete_eden [ mood | blank ] Kisaki, of course, had personal hopes and dreams. Redemption had briefly been one of those dreams, but he was as lousy and unhappy with trying to redeem himself as he was losing himself in what should have been merry torture and slaughter. He had tried to be a decent parent, but was as clueless as ever, and Reita had done more parenting to Kaiya in the end than he personally had. As a doctor he had proven himself useless, as a caretaker inattentive, as a boyfriend he had been a class A reject, as friend he had simply failed. It was rather a lot of colossal failures, and he was too much of a perfectionist (though he had managed to be a wonderful flop at reaching his ideals in that area as well) for them not to add up until he quite reached boiling point. With perhaps the first quiet sense of peace he had since he had come to terms with the first major betrayal in his life, Kisaki had sat down, typed up a letter detailing his resignation, and then carted it to Mao's office. He gave a knock, hoping that Mao wouldn't be in and thus he would be allowed to simply shove the letter underneath the door. 58 drops of poison

The Search [Open] [Monday June, 30th, 2008] incomplete_eden [ mood | thoughtful ] Kisaki sat at his desk, quietly looking through file after file. He was looking for Riku, before he was Riku, in about twenty years worth of patient files. His cell was flipped open to the picture he had snapped the other day of the receptionist. The majority of the files had pictures to go along with them, but there were the occasional folders that were missing the valuable information. In those cases, he had to go by what he knew of the receptionist and how well the description of the unknown patient matched Riku. As long as the receptionist had been telling the truth the other day (and Kisaki believed he was, having seen how the midget reacted to a trigger), then he was so far 0 for 0, and two years. Not that he was speed-reading, by any means. Previous patients of his who were no longer at Saitoh were once more visited, and once or twice some random patient caught his eye and inflamed his curiosity. In the end though, it was really just busy work. He was trying to keep himself busy enough that he was not given an opportunity to think about anything but the files he read over. When it failed, he took a cigarette break and tried to imagine on whether it would be fun to hang someone over a building's edge without intention of killing them. No, not for me. I'd have to drop them. No point in hauling them over the side and dropping them, without letting them hit the ground and maybe snap their necks in the process. Pleasant thoughts, but better those than others. The doctor snuffed the cigarette out and headed back inside. poison

OOC: MOD POST [Wednesday June, 25th, 2008] saitoh_mod [ mood | accomplished ] An almighty updates post. I know you all must be so thrilled. I had taken all the lists down in hopes of finding out who was active and who was planning on being more active before I put them back up. Due to complaining (xD Mild), I put them back up. I didn't save the original formats, so it's important to note that all of the lists have been changed, so please check them out! For the morbidly curious, I'll be putting up a log of what has changed in the mod journal itself. Besides the fact that the lists have been updated, I wanted to make sure you guys are aware of a few things: 1. Most of the requirements have been changed to a monthly version. Why? Because the activity level is that low. If we were to stick with bi-weekly, I'd have to cut about 90% of you. I'm a softie, I hate cutting people. This doesn't mean I'm not going to be jabbing you all in the ass until you snap-to though. :D <3 2. If you haven't notice, the Hook Up/Suggestion thread has been created. I've pinned it for the mod account, I suggest you all do it. (I'd also suggest that Kim updates the link list to include it, because I am totally not screwing with the layout. xD; Getting the Contact Us section updated was hell as it was.) You can also suggest things in saitoh_mod if you'd like to have a more private forum. Suggestions in the mod journal will be submitted every once in a while as a group to be discussed. 3. I've set the comments in the mod journal to screened. That way you guys can get ahold of someone even if we're not on AIM. As long as you've got saitoh_mod friended like you should, that is. 4. So. I was thinking about how to include the rooms that I go through the trouble of assigning you in more ways than just a simple location. Obviously patients are supposed to be in their rooms. Obviously, we have some that are residing elsewhere. Escapees are now marked with a **. Staff members, it's up to you to bring them back to their rooms. This should make it easier to tell who has escaped, and who is 'behaving'. 5. To also use the mod journal more than just to make these mod posts or to approve new claims, I'm going to also try to copy OOC posts (Mod, Hiatus, things like that) into it after they're no longer on the front page. This should keep the community cleaner looking, and that way we have some reference of who is where and what is going on without having to dig underneath a heap o'stuff. poison

Semi-back from hiatus [Sunday June, 22nd, 2008] illegaloverdose [ mood | awake ] You guys can start harassing me again. :3 But, I'm not always up for something. IM me if you want to play with Közi. ~Daniel/Ray poison

Mod: Hook Up or Suggest Things! [Saturday June, 21st, 2008] saitoh_mod [ mood | hopeful ] This entry is dedicated to fighting the intense weed-like deadness that seems to happen to this place. Whenever you comment, either place Hook Up or Suggestion in the comment title. Declaring a Hook Up means that you have an idea for something you want to see happen. Maybe you watched something crazy go down, and you want something to happen similar, like a domino effect. Or maybe you just want to play with someone new. It takes all the guesswork and the waiting out. You no longer have to wait for someone to pop up on AIM, or for an Open thread to blossom in the community. Now you can just hit up this thread and BOOM. You're set. This is where you guys can go "Hey, I had this idea for this one scene where ______ is _______, and then someone comes along and ________. And then ________! What do you guys think? Any suggestions, any takers?!" Declaring a Suggestion means that you have this really brilliant idea for the entire community and you just direly need to share it. Like. Right NOW. Suggest it. People can talk about it, debate about it. If enough people vote for it, we'll take a look at whether it would be appropriate or not. 3 drops of poison

Moving Day [Open for Reita] [Monday May, 26th, 2008] incomplete_eden After some interesting goodbyes and paying the orderly who was babysitting Kaiya her overtime and then some, Kisaki spent a moment to rewrap his side. He wouldn't be going back down to the medical wing to get stitches again, they obviously weren't going to hold, so he'd just have to live with the results. He yanked on a fresh shirt and doctor's coat, then headed down to Reita's room. Reita was too cut off from the world. Reita was also back into the driver's seat, for the most part. So Kisaki would give him a bit more freedom and hope it would be enough. Pray that it and company and him would be enough to get Reita firmly back into control and kick Anui back to where he should be. With a huge exhale, Kisaki knocked on Reita's door before letting himself in. "Rei-chan?" 4 drops of poison

Morning After Syndrome [Open for Shinya] [Monday May, 26th, 2008] incomplete_eden [ mood | aggravated ] His hearing came back first, the low sound of annoyingly twittering female voices. Eventually he caught hold of a word, and thought incredulously to himself They're wanting to charge me to come in here because I'm in here so often? True, the nurses knew him on a first name basis. Nor did they particularly like him. But to complain that he was in there too much? Oh, honeydolls, if I didn't bring people and myself in when I'm hurt, then you would be bored out of your mind. Unless they were playing poker in the adjacent room, which meant that he was interrupting their game. Whatever. Blow me, bitches. He felt stiff, bruised, and his side was definitely killing him now. With an aggravated sigh as he opened his eyes, he got himself comfortable. He was about to ask them where they had shoved Shinya at, when he glanced around the room. They had been ever so kind to put him the same room. Priceless. Now to find something to throw at him to make sure he was still alive. 52 drops of poison

First Evaluation [Open for Shinya] [Sunday May, 25th, 2008] incomplete_eden Kisaki would, in most cases, like to consider himself true to his word. With this in mind, even though the thrill of the hunt had now dipped down to something much more mellow, the doctor made his way into the rec room, and from there down the three flights of stairs and massive lengths of confusing hallways to Shinya's current little home. It was with an almost polite knock that he let himself in, strode down the hall, and did an about face. "Shinya?" 53 drops of poison

Getting lost [Wednesday May, 21st, 2008] juliet_no_kami If there was one thing Maya was extremely good at..it was getting lost, period. It could be a place he had been going to for six years or six hours, it made no difference he was just as likely to get lost. This time was no different, as soon as he'd left the comfort of the first hall, putting his earphones in his ears, he soon found himself lost. And the fact of the matter was, he didn't even know what floor he was on at the moment. He hung his head in defeat as he looked around. None of it looked farmiliar, but then how much of the building was he farmiliar with anyway? It wasn't as if this place had good maps anyway. He closed his eyes briefly before opening them again. The scenery looked no differet. He let out a sigh, maybe just starting to walk around again would help him get back to the lounge. He started his music again, bobbing his head to the McFly song. Maya was soon so lost in his thoughts that he crashed into a wall, falling backwards onto his ass. He cursed, as he rubbed his nose, glaring at the wall, as if it would appologize. He didn't recieve the appology and tried to stand up, falling promptly back down. A frustrated sigh left his lips as he found stading was not a valid option at the moment. So he pulled his knees to his chest, laying his head on them and wrapping his arms around his legs. He would have to wait. 4 drops of poison

[Monday May, 19th, 2008] juliet_no_kami Your name: Takumi Jrocker: Maya Band: LM.C Jrocker livejournal: juliet_no_kami AIM: Paradise Eclipse MSN: Mine.hykkie@gmail.com E-mail: Riichi.Oya@gmail.com ( I'm in the business of misery ) 2 drops of poison

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