who: Michael and Samail
where: The Dome of the Rock
what: J-town fainaru batteru!


( Taking us home where dust once was a man )

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One last grand show, one last performance.

Exit, stage left.

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If I can't have ve'atah timshol bo I might as well have a good FUCK YOU DESTINY.

Watch this.

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Dear Santa,

most people right now would be talking to their God or whatever, but he never did anything for me and at least you always delivered, man.

so i've decided that I am cool with dying today. i really didn't have any plans otherwise, and seeing as this city is going to be destroyed because i know Sam won't let it not and it's not like the seals have done jack so far to stop us- well they have but not very successful attempts.

mom and dad and Adam and everyone are probably out of town by now. Have to continue on the Knighthood, or whatever the fuck they do. they never hugged me enough anyway.

i don't think they hugged me period.

ANYWAY, i guess this is destiny and all so there's no use fighting it- right? but that's kind of lame seeing as people always said that you had to do good things or else you'd burn forever in the flaming pit of Evil. but then there's Destiny and that says everything preordained anyway so there's no use in going against it.

That's lame.

but yeah. All I want for christmas is some big explosion, my pancakes not to burn today, and for Agnes and all the babies to go to heaven. I mean, if there is a heaven. i'm not going to it, either way.

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sha la la la la la~

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The um smart thing to do would be to leave. But um I think it’s too late for that now. Besides… um I told Ion that I would stay with him. Even if I… even if I die.

I really do like him…

It’s the right thing…

I should call my sisters one last time…
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[Private in Hebrew]
Either way it'll be over for me.
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Oh well!

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Well then.


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At least it won't be boring.

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Well, at least now the gang knows I might not make it.

Maybe I'm being stupid. Sure, things got all fucked up somewhere along the line, but it's not like I can't fix it. Don't burn things or kill people once this is over, go home, start over at a new school and get a job...

I dunno.

Just seems easier to let fate sort everything out.

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It...all comes down to here.

Do I have anything left to be said that has not already been said?

I'll give everything I have to give, and whether that will be enough...remains to be said.

Perhaps someone will remember us, and perhaps not.

Sister...

I may see you soon.

But I will not give up. As long as we are alive, there is hope.

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This is either the end or the beginning. My beliefs state that we are supposed to believe in the coming of a Messiah, but this world has seven "Messiahs" and not all of them are here to be saviours. If that is so, then they are merely tools, prophets, just as the others have been before. There is a question as to what this means.

I cannot figure it out. It would take my whole life to figure it out, and that may end tomorrow.

In my time, I have done my best to protect the citizens of the earth so that they might embrace the coming of the Messiah. Our side's Michael has done his best, and he will do it tomorrow, but it has consistently proven to be not enough. My faith has been shaken by these failures, by my failures, and I wonder if I am nothing more than a man trying and succeeding at very little. It took this to shake my faith. Not the abandonment and not the home and not everything that has happened to Liora; it took this.

I have lost half my vision, but if we lose tomorrow, at least I will have less of a chance to view the end. If we win tomorrow, then I will take in the sight gratefully.

But I believe I have to fight for that sight, and fight for the Messiah, even if that Messiah's name is not Michael and he is another that must find the strength for us to move forward, so that we might finally meet our Messiah.

I will do my best. I will do it for you, Liora, and I will do it for my Creator. If I kill or am killed, I will have this. That will have to be enough.

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You saw what they said. We're going.

This is ... kind of it.

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If you're in Jerusalem and you're not part of the war, you should leave. Tonight. I don't know how things will go tomorrow, but you need to get out anyway. There's not much left of the city.

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you can't always get what you want.

(but if you try sometimes you just might find
you get what you need~)

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brb going to raid (literally) nearest store for hot cocoa mix.

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So this is it.

...Lainie, I'm sorry. I know you're probably pretty disappointed with me. I dunno, I kept thinking 'what am I gonna do with the rest of my life', the old gang's moved on, Mom and Dad are still all fucked up...it drove me crazy and when fate picked me to be an Angel I figured 'the hell with it'.

I guess I just got tired is all.

If the city survives...maybe I'll go home after all. Maybe I can snap Mom and Dad out of their funk...maybe I'll stay here and make up for all the damage I did.

Hah, but I've killed. I've destroyed. They say there's no going back after all that.

Maybe I should just let fate decide for me.

I'm so sorry.

So who'da thunk it, but there's one barrier left, and if you guessed "That big ugly yellow-topped thing that we've rather conveniently left standing," you've won the prize! If you didn't guess it, you probably need your eyes checked, because we've left enough rubble around to make it stand out.

But you know, I never really paid any attention to religious crap, but I think there's the little matter of those signs. You know, the ones that say the Torah forbids entry to the Temple Mount? I don't have a problem with them, and I can't imagine any of you would come this far and be troubled by a little thing like that (especially since I can't imagine כָּרֵת is any faster of a death than me destroying the city), but I thought I'd remind you all the same. I'm not making any one come, after all. It's all your own choice.

When you're all done with your second and third thoughts and done gathering up your noble courage and your will to fight for what you love or whatever else, I'll be waiting for you all with some kerosene and explosives on the 14th.

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It's selfish of me, and when have I ever not been? Damn funny time to be unsure of my motivations.

Fucking girl music is making me sappy. I've got a final act to write, and I've barely started on the choreography and dialogue. I don't know that I'll have time to learn my lines well enough, but the audience won't know if I ad lib a little in the third scene. Hah.

If the words fail me in my moment of triumph I can always just steal from good old Bill.

I 'gin to be aweary of the sun,
And wish the estate o' the world were now undone.
Ring the alarum-bell! Blow, wind! come, wrack!
At least we'll die with harness on our back.

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This is um the first birthday we haven't spent together.


I'm glad she wasn't here though, I wouldn't want her to get hurt. But I really do miss her.

I um... don't know what to do.
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[Filter: Ion]
Um I don't know if you're busy but um I attempted to make a cake and well if you would like to come over or something?

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suddenly, puppies. Puppies everywhere.

Though I did bring those kittens too cause they looked really sad alone and i think there may or may not be a tarantula somewhere in the house.

but after i started to think about them I got kind of depressed cause I probably won't be around to take care of them very long and they'll probably go down with the city and I guess I could try to get them out but i don't think it would be very easy between burning down Important Religious Sites to stop and go 'hey would you like to adopt something small and fluffy today while you're fleeing for your pitiful lives~?'

yadda yadda yadda APOCALYPSE. i think i am naming one Dou in honor of that one guy who was awesome before i got here.

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The question is, what to do after it's over?

Guess I could go home. Somehow I don't feel as compelled to stay away anymore.

We'll see.

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Insert not-so-cryptic bullshit here or something ummm

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November 20th. A week from now. We're destroying the Al-Aqsa Mosque.

I want this place as close to in ruins as it can be when this all ends. Destroy whatever you want in this city. I want to see it all laid to waste before we end this. If you need help of any sort to accomplish something, let me know.

I'll tell you the date for the last one a little later.

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If you're still reading this, then you've been warned, and you're clearly fucking retarded. This isn't your last warning - you've gotten that already. This is just to let you know that the final days aren't just coming, they're here. I hope you're really good at dodging buildings.

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I um hadn't realized it had almost been a month since the last time I posted. I guess I've been too worried.

Miriam hasn't told me if she is coming or not, I guess I should hope that she isn't, but um not in a rude way. But um I'd rather not have her here where she could get hurt. Not that um I'm in a better spot...

But I can't leave, as long as he's here I can't.
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