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21 August 2008 @ 05:30 am
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I've had the best conversations (its been a while) this morning.

I feel so rooted in my beliefs, and whole - like the Earth is new again. I have trust issues, but it wouldn't seem like it if you could hear us talk. I open up like flowers in spring; they the sun and rain, and I feel so tended to by these natural gardeners.

Thank you, Lissie, and Breanna.

I love to listen to your thoughts, you just let your heart do the talking.
 
 
Current Mood: bliss.
 
 
21 August 2008 @ 10:41 am
 


Pardon me if I seem a bit dazed, but I just came away from reading two amazing crime novels called Men Who Hate Women (or The Girl With the Dragon Tatoo) and The Girl Who Played With Fire, both by Swedish author Stieg Larsson. They're a huge, 500-plus-page opus, multilayered, multi-character tales by a writer of some considerable power. Full of social conscience and compassion, with great insight into the nature of moral corruption, they just knocked me out. During the time I had my nose stuck in its pages, I was thoroughly consumed by the work, and in those periods when I had to put the book down, I found myself grumpy and anxious to return to Larsson’s narrative. And when I finally finished them, I was still unable to sleep, my head filled with the high-definition world that this author has crafted, and his powerful characters. On the one hand, those books drained me emotionally; but they also filled me with emotion.
What’s most interesting about those books is the vast array of characters with which Larsson populates them. Captivating, as well, is the unfamiliar landscape against which this yarn unravels to its unexpected and chilling conclusion. The two principal characters here are a disgraced journalist and publisher, Mikael Blomkvist, 43, and his 24-year-old partner, the enigmatic and deeply troubled and fascinating Lisbeth Salander. In the spirit of the approaching year, let me make a prediction: this pair will soon join the pantheon of great crime-fiction protagonists.

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo finds Blomkvist being hired by wealthy 82-year-old Henrik Vanger, a former corporate exec, to determine whatever became of Harriet, his brother’s teenage granddaughter, who vanished four decades ago from a family reunion being held on the Vangers’ private and secluded island. No corpse was found. No witnesses came forward. And no evidence of Harriet’s fate ever turned up. Her disappearance is a complete mystery; nonetheless, Vanger believes the girl was murdered by a member of his own clan. Blomkvist, in a bad odor since losing a libel defense against a Swedish industrialist, and seeing Millenium--the magazine he publishes--suffer as a result, decides to take this case on. His incentives? Vanger’s offer of financial assistance and his suggestion that he has proof of the smugly victorious industrialist’s corruption.
So begins this twisted tale of family secrets, dastardly motives, and compassion that transports Blomkvist from a desolate Swedish island during a frigid winter, to London and then on to Australia. Salander joins forces with Blomkvist for the novel's second half, a 24-year-old anorexic and bisexual loner with multiple piercings and tattoos, a history of mental illness, a photographic memory and some useful – and never explained – computer hacking skills.
It isn’t long before both characters find themselves as much the hunted as they are the hunters, and it will demand all of their combined skills to untangle themselves from the wickedness imbuing the events that have shaped the Vanger clan.


In Fire Lisbeth Salander is a wanted woman. Two Millennium journalists about to expose the truth about the sex trade in Sweden are brutally murdered, and Salander's prints are on the weapon. Her history of unpredictable and vengeful behaviour makes her an official danger to society, but no-one can find her anywhere. Meanwhile, Mikael Blomkvist will not believe what he hears on the news. Knowing Salander to be fierce when fearful, he is desperate to get to her before she is cornered and alone. As he fits the pieces of the puzzle together, he comes up against some hardened criminals, including the chainsaw-wielding 'blond giant' - a fearsomely huge thug who can feel no pain. Digging deeper, Blomkvist also unearths some heart-wrenching facts about Salander's past life. Committed to psychiatric care aged 12, declared legally incompetent at 18, this is a messed-up young woman who is the product of an unjust and corrupt system. Yet Lisbeth is more avenging angel than helpless victim - descending on those that have hurt her with a righteous anger terrifying in its intensity and truly wonderful in its outcome.


Lisbeth Salander is the best character I'v read in years.
Lisbeth is basically a sociopath, having no emotions and no attachments to other human beings. She also wears leather and t-shirts with threatening slogans and has facial piercings and drives a motorcycle.
So naturally she’s a total psycho.
But Lisbeth would rather hack computers, working as a private investigator, than hack up other people. She is at once a vision of female empowerment – a kind of goth-geek Pippi Longstocking – and an echoing agglomeration of clichés, not least in the scenes where she is viciously sexually assaulted by her mental health worker and proceeds to take her revenge. She is the real heroine of the saga.


I want the third book.
Right now.
Please? ;;_______________;;
 
 
21 August 2008 @ 01:30 am
frames. frames. just frames  
LISA mini!project.... WOW SO NOT TAKING 20 MINUTES AT ALL.

BLOODY HELL. CROPPING IS TAKING FOREVER.

THE THINGS I DO FOR YOU WOMAN.

the glue-thingymabobber i set out... is DRY.

shit son.
 
 
21 August 2008 @ 02:22 am
Writer's Block: Remembering Summer  
Care to reminisce about some favorite (or not so favorite) summer memories?
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I feel like I've done so much compared to other summers. I have actually been very, very impressed and content with it for the most part. Everything awesome or not so awesome about it, I have written in here already, but let's relive some of it anyway.

... in the form of photos.
... and no words of explanation or description whatsoever.



summer. ♥ ♥ ♥ definitely one of my most memorable.

FUCKING A I WANT TO SAY SO MANY THINGS ABOUT THIS. BUT I CAN'T. SO. bonus points if you know what half of this stuff is and why I put it in here. ♥
 
 
Current Mood: content
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 11:50 pm
In a much more upbeat tone...  
Real life update...

Today was kind of boring.
Slow day at work, so cleaning to be done basically.
Still like my job though. Always a plus, y/y?

Starting next week I AM GOING TO BE A BUSY BEE!
The only day where I'm NOT doing something all of next month is Sunday.
I'm actually really looking forward to this.
I can see you all going o.O
But I need this, this having a life, this accomplishment feeling.
It's a good thing for me.

Here's my schedule for september

Monday:
11am-3pm Work
5:15-6:45 Fundamentals of Music
7pm-9:45pm Piano

Tuesday:
1pm-4:45pm Advanced Web Design
7pm-9:45 Introduction to Social Work

Wednesday:
11am-4pm Work
7pm-9:50pm Environmental Issues (at the campus building by my house)

Thursday:
11am-8pm Work

Friday:
11am-8pm Work

Saturday:
11am-5pm Work

Sunday:
Nadda



Note:
Also piano practice at least an hour a day.




*sigh*
still battling cancellation depression.
so hoarding Selena Gomez pictures.
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 07:52 pm
000.  
FRIENDS CUT


I figured I'd just forget all about the whole ~comment to be kept business that I did last night so I just cut people who didn't comment me at all and rarely ever updated their journals, or people who just randomly disappeared. So yeah, if you were cut, please remove me from your flists as soon as you can. Good luck with everything, you guys! ♥
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 07:24 pm
ducky!  
1. KDFJKSDJFIETJFOSDJNFOEFGNDSKJNFjfd JON & KATE PLUS 8!! MARATHON!!!

Yes. I love this show. lol I am such a sucker for cute kids.

the end.

2. And then I saw Dances With Wolves with Mary McDonnell. It was very timely. Just so you know Marg's in Mr. Brooks with Kevin Costner, which I hope becomes a trilogy!

note to self: start that bloody spam naw, woman.

3. I am watching CSI on Spike, because they love Catherine episodes. My hatred for Sara Sidle is definitely justified.

The House fandom thinks House/Cameron is cracktastic. Hai. Meet Grissom/Sara, House/Cam's older, buff lesbian, twin brother.

4.
Me: Anyway... why would hard wood be a euphemism for an erection? It sounds more like an aversion. I mean, fucking mahogany... sounds hurtful.
Gomey: Hard wood for me entails splinters. Which is not only seemingly painful (I write seemingly because I'm sure there are some crazies out there who might like the occasional shard of wood in the hoo-ha) but also rather inconvenient. I mean, if it's lodged and then going to the bathroom? Wood rots, even the smallest of pieces.
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 06:33 pm
5 reasons why twilight SUCKS!!  
TWILIGHT SPOILERS!!

so my sister bought twilight. her thinking was that everyone was raving about it so why not check it out. she read it, then i borrowed it from her. needless to say i was dissapointed. these are my complaints:

1) writing in the first person is difficult. why? it's very hard to SUCCESSFULLY get a GOOD sense of the other characters and what their relationships are with ONE ANOTHER when u're only reading one person's point of view. for a book that contains more than 300 pages i think it might be near impossible. however there ARE writers who successfully do it. khaled housseini for example, is one of those authors. we get a very strong sense of not only the main charcaters, baba, Hassan *sniff*, rahim khan, assef, etc. but also the minor characters and how they relate to one another. in this stephanie meyer FAILED.

2) the feelings between bella and edward went from 0-110 in a very unrealistic period of time. love at first SIGHT?!?!? excuse me for scoffing but it's just so effing cliched. ok. so they weren't exactly "in love" when they first met each other but he was attracted to the smell of her blood. alright. i'll buy that. but bella? we are made to understand that bella has these deep feelings for him, but it never explains why. one minute she's nervous around him and infatuated, and the next she's irrevocablly in love with edward cullen. what a JOKE. maybe this will be explained in the later books, like their soulmates or something (which i can get), but for now, there's a lot of useless emotion being written about edward and bella, but no sense of where it's coming from or how it happened.

3) edward cullen has an alias. his name is GARY effin STU. for those who know nothing of fanfiction here's the breakdown. gary stu is the male counterpart of mary-sue. a mary-sue character is just a quick way of describing a female character who is the ultimate cliche. i don't feel like doing unnecessary thinking, so i copied and pasted the definition. "Mary Sue" is an unkind term used to describe a certain kind of character, a style of writing. She is created to serve one purpose: wish fulfilment. A mary-sue is beautiful beyond description without knowing the beauty she has or how her beauty effects other ppl. She is resourceful, but usually is always in danger and needs to be rescued. The term is also associated with over-the-top character features, such as exotic hair and eye colors, mystical or superhuman powers greater than those of the other characters, exotic pets, possessions or origins, or an unusually tragic past." i DON'T think bella is a mary-sue, though she comes dangerously close. but edward "i'm perfect" cullen is definately a gary-stu! gary-stu is the perfect romantic man. tough, maybe mean to everyone else, but sweet and loving to his woman. stronger than the rest and the best at EVERYTHING. if bella says how beautiful edward is one more time, i SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!! i get it. the man is gorgeous.

4) vampires don't SLEEP?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? ok. i know she was trying to be different and wanted to give her vamps a unique trait, but no sleep? one simple psychology class teaches us that sleep is imperative to our sanity. without sleep we'd all go insane, i don't care IF u're a vampire. i tried to ignore that fact in the book, but it was so unbelievable it was laughable. i mean what is the point of ur existence if ur day just keep going, and going, and going....i've read several novels with vampires, because who DOESN'T love vampires, and in all of them they were given some unique trait that was all that author's creation. ex: gemstones that let u step into daylight, lamia (born) vampires, human blood carrying oxygen that vamp blood doesn't have, etc. all of them were believable. as if complaints 1-3 weren't bad enough. in the anime naruto, there's a character who doesn't sleep and is fucking INSANE, but we love him anyway. when he finally reclaims his sanity he's able to sleep for the first time in his life b/c everyone KNOWS, even in anime, that sleep=sane. 

5) how anti-climatic was the end? just when i thought there was a purpose for me reading the book and things were getting interesting, bella wakes up and the fighting is DONE?!?!? i really don't need to get into this, as the words anti-climatic speak for itself, but JEEZ, what a shit way to get out of a potentially bad-ass fighting scene.

that said, all was NOT lost. my favorite characters are jasper, alice, and jacob. carlile and charlie aren't bad either. i think i might like the other cullens, but again, first person POV gave me no sense of who those people are. all in all twilight is decent at best. i think i might've really loved this book if i were 14. that is NOT an insult to anyone who likes it and IS older than 14. it's just at 14 i wouldn't have cared or even noticed any of the stuff i've ranted about. who would care when there's the perfect love of edward and bella to be satisfied with?

should i put this behind a cut??? comments are encouraged. do u agree or disagree? or do u not care. let me know :]
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 03:22 pm
A moment for you...  
A moment for you...

Give yourself a priceless gift today. Let go of an old hurt. Forgive yourself for any mistakes. See your strengths instead of your flaws. Tell yourself: I can instead of I can't. Believe that dreams come true. Drop something from your to-do list. Relax. You give so much to others, you deserve a present too. And being good to yourself is free!

*smiles*

**Sidenote: Cantelope is so refreshing!
 
 
Current Mood: grateful
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 12:42 pm
Tutorial #5: Grey's Anatomy Drowning Colouring Tutorial  


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NOTE: These other examples might include slight modifications…


Hey!
I know I've been quite busy on LiveJournal lately - 3 days in a row. Whoo! But I thought it was time for a new tutorial. This colouring was inspired by the special three-part Grey's where Meredith almost drowns. I wanted a very desaturated dreary look to capture the mood of those episodes. Hope you like!

IF YOU'RE TRYING OR MEMMING PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT.
I like to know who's using my work. Love to see your results as well :)
Please don't claim as your own work.


The last girl and the last reason. To make this last for as long as I could. The first kiss and the first time. That I felt connected to anything… )
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Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Make This Go On Forever - Snow Patrol
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 12:06 am
Twitterings of the Day  

12:10 I can't believe Sick Puppies are going to be in Idaho the same weekend we are. Fate? Probably not. I wish we could go!!

Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter from
Mindy's Twitter page
. Enjoy.
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 09:59 pm
time traveling soul  

She once told me I had an old soul.

I can't quite grasp it yet. But the way she looked at me that day, i'll always remember it. Like she looked up to me, while looking straight into my eyes. It was brief, and I hadn't thought about it since then. You ever get that feeling?

Old soul. Hmm, maybe I've already lived once - twice before.

I don't know how I feel about that. I feel as though I should, if I've done it before.

Aren't we always moving on from something beyond what's veiled before our eyes. And we don't know what trigger these emotions and their adaptations, and we're left with thoughts and considerations. I guess change feels natural, and not impelled by anyone else but ourself.

I guess there's a recycling process about life lessons; it just depends which life you use them in.

 
 
19 August 2008 @ 11:45 pm
 

I just finished A Hard Day's Night.... it was so funny and adorable.
Definitely made me love Ringo more....and George (:
...note the new icon.


anyway, I loved it and will probably watch it 1000x more.

 
 
Current Mood: mischievous
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 10:42 pm
DISCUSSON - euthanasia  
I'm pulling a response to THIS POST and opening up another one of these discussions.

→ previous discussions;
homosexual derogatory terms, "gay", being politically correct in terms of race, female masturbation, abortion, lesbians, friends with benefits, porn, etc.

question;
What are your thoughts on euthanasia?

liss' thoughts;
I don't think I'm one of those people who is against it at all. If someone is in pain or if death is an inevitable option in the near future and they want to be put down, I have absolutely no moral problem with that. It's their life, it should be their death. Something I DO have a problem with in this regard is like, if the patient doesn't want to die or can't speak about it or has no say in it at all, and their family decides to put them down when they still want to live and fight. I have issues with that.

DISCUSS.

→ Ask questions.
→ Have an open mind.
→ Be respectful.
→ IF YOU FEEL STRONGLY ABOUT SOMETHING, FIGHT FOR IT.

If there's ever an issue of controversial nature that you'd like to discuss,
→ COME OVER HERE and leave a comment.
Nothing's off limits.
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 09:57 pm
A Stardust Picspam  
So basically, I want to kill myself because this picspam took up the better part of my day. My computer decided to crash right in the middle of everything so i had to redo most of it and it pretty much set everything back. I'm surprised that I even got to post it today because it was such a hassle. I can't say it wasn't fun, but honestly, I think I'll stick to shows from now on or shorter things, IDK. But here you go, hope you all enjoy :D

p.s I'm sorry for the obnoxious amount of Yvaine and Tristan, but honestly, they're so cute.





It's also necessary to post the Stardust song because it's freaking great. song

And my coloring .psd will be up for all of you guys that want it, because you know, I'm arrogant enough to think that people would actually like my coloring. .psd
 
 
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Rule the World||Take That
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 08:23 pm
I've been uploading since 1PM wutttt.  
As promised, here are the pictures from NJ and RI! These pictures have not been altered in any way by photoshop or the like. It was hard to get any decent pics of Jeremy or Taylor, as they were on the other side and the smoke made it really hard to take decent pics. I'll try for some more on the 28th! The teaser pic is probably my favorite picture I've ever taken at a show, ever. The way the light hits right where their hands are...I love it!

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Tons of pics! Dial up would not be happy! )
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19 August 2008 @ 08:03 pm
stuck in a rut  
now that work is ending and sophomore year is beginning, i've been thinking of a new hairstyle. i've already done highlights, and as pretty as they were, watching them grow out were a bitch. i've been considering bangs for the longest time. i already have gotten the side-swept bangs but since they've grown out, now i think i want to try the straight front ones. worst case scenario; they don't look good? well then, ill just wait for a few weeks as they grow out and then ta-da! new side bangs again ;) hahaha

my only problem is that i have the worst luck in correctly finding the type of hair i want in a photograph. i've got shoulder-length wavy hair (that is almost always straightened) and my forehead is considerably smaller than most, so i'm not looking for the think, blunt bangs liiiike tyra banks but rather thin, piecy ones. and that's just the problem. i don't know of anyone that has them haha. so i need help! i'm making an appt for the weekend so i'll need to know before then. can you guys recommend any pictures/styles for me? ty!
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Current Mood: confused
Current Music: we shot the moon
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 05:07 pm
FUCK ME, EDELSTEIN!!! <- I NEED TO MAKE UNDERWEARS!!  
LIKE I FUCKING TOLD LISSIE:

I AM SHITTING BRICKS
AND SHE'S ALL SMILEY!! SHE AND KAL ARE THE ONLY ONES IN THE SHOOT.

ALL THE RED HAS INDUCED NOSE BLEED.
BRB. I SHIT YOU NOT.
EDIT: AND THE HEELS!!! IDK, I'M A SHOE WHORE.
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 11:54 pm
MUSIC VIDEOS .  
 Hello everyone!
 For the last three weeks I've got quite a few new ideas for making a new music video. I really want to make it, but it always takes so long to fit the clips together and picking the right music.. & when I think of that, I close my Windows music maker again.. So instead of making a new one, I decided to put all my music videos in one post and share them with you.


IT MAKES ME MELLOW RIGHT DOWN TO MY SOUL . HE GIVES ME CRAZY LOVE . )
 
 
Current Location: Hillegom
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Jason Manns & Jensen Ackles - Crazy love
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 05:56 pm
 
It is entirelly neccessary for me to post really quick to get out my SUPER WAVE OF RAGING ANGER...

I HATE YOU FUCKING WARNER BROTHERS! FUCK.YOU.. PLZ DIE.

And that's why I'm a sad Harry Potter fanwhore, because I'm this upset at them for pushing HBP back til NEXT FRIGGEN JULY.
 
 
Current Mood: infuriated