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| Thursday, August 21st, 2008 |
autumn_crimson
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9:11a |
she puts the weights into my little heart maizy's birthday is coming up on monday. it is hard to believe it's been 13 years since i scooped this little ball of love and sass up and felt the world move just a tiny little bit.
i didn't know then what i know now.
she has been one of the few dependable things for me ever since. she knows just what i need; and oftentimes, she's the only one that can reach me when i'm trapped in my head.
she has taught me what love is, what strength means, and what courage looks like. she has been through much adversity in her 13 years, but she bounces back faster than i do worrying about her. when she sees me upset that she's not doing well, she'll be the first one to comfort me, no matter how much pain she is in. even as i type i'm worried about her and her latest ailment, and she's sitting next to me just purring away. i can hear her secrets; i know she's telling me to stop, to let it be, to enjoy our time together and not worry about what may be coming around the bend. and god, do i want to just do that. but as she gets older and i see her aging, i feel what is normal for someone you love -- i would give it all away if it meant i could have her with me for that much longer.
i can't even begin to put it all into words, and i can't expect anyone to understand.
happy birthday, maizy. thank you for choosing me to share your life with.
Current Mood:  contemplative |
trauven
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1:39a |
Question Debbie stopped taking her breathing meds when she got depressed and thats how she died, so many times I would get depressed and she would tell me to not give up, no matter what, but she did, basically, so why do I need to hold on? This wont make sense, I am so angry right now but I am crying too, I cant believe this has happened and I feel anger at myself and at Bob her boyfriend, mainly at her, I feel almost hate for giving up. how many more? Casey and I were talking about God and how I dont want to believe in God, first I thought it was funny as its a standard christian line but she doesnt know my heart, deb did but I lost it and that was a while ago and I am still losing it, this is not happening, its not the future I planned for, but when is it? I sent Tammy an IM to let her know but she didnt reply or anything so fuck her too, I cant stand her either, I want to get moved and move on from this whole town, everyone here, everyone I met, every memory, everything. I hate it. http://www.metrolyrics.com/same-mistake-lyrics-james-blunt.htmlI dont know how I am going through this again, Matt was a hard loss, every thing, every was a memory, I mean every place, every song, every store was a memory and it tore me apart and nearly killed me but it didnt, I survived, I am a strong person, I made it through it but somehow here I am again, should I regret letting someone in that close? why do I care, its been a long time since we even spoke, I dont why I am damned upset and what I wouldnt give for a second chance again I am going to bed. Thanks for letting me vent and not make sense. Current Mood:  PISSED OFFCurrent Music: James Blunt |
| Wednesday, August 20th, 2008 |
yogaswirl
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11:05p |
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turi
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11:39p |
toxic Omg. it's all an illusion?! That said, I hope she does the VMA's. I'm sorta excited. Cause afterall she is the most * ~f a s c i n a t i n g~* woman in the world. |
aidy
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9:04p |
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volterra
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5:57p |
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somedayseattle
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7:33p |
Under the Table and No Longer Dreaming Dear LeRoi Moore, Goodbye, and thank you for everything. Respectfully, Chip |
somedayseattle
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5:57p |
I remembered Willie Nelson makes you cry The post title is a line from "I'll Play Angel" by The Star Room Boys. Download it. It is a great tune. The route I take home some days brings past the back of a cookie factory. Some days, when the wind is right and karma is in our favor, the air smells of warm cookies. Today was one of those days. A nice day, windows open and the smell of fresh sugar cookies. The small things, otters, the small things. Foreigner's tour is sponsored by A.A.R.P. Snicker, snicker. No, really....it is. Check this out. Tee hee. |
cwjennifer
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1:51p |
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cwjennifer
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11:39a |
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cwjennifer
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8:58a |
Dad update All tests are complete. Dad meets with the doctor tomorrow to discuss the results. I still maintain that if his healthy-eating, every-morning-jogging, clean-living self has cancer, I'm going to start doing everything that's bad for me. Current Mood:  anxious |
goldeygrad97
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11:31a |
This is SOOOOO My Dog....  see more dog pictures Not that she looks like that, but that's how she feels about fetching...she looks at us like "Hey, you dropped something." Current Mood:  amused |
cwjennifer
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7:15a |
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thenewwavechick
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12:32a |
Oh Cool
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Which CSI character are you?
created with QuizFarm.com |
| You scored as Greg Sanders You are Greg!
Greg Sanders |
| 80% | Warrick Brown |
| 70% | Gil Grissom |
| 70% | Al Robbins |
| 65% | Jim Brass |
| 50% | Nick Stokes |
| 25% | Sara Sidle |
| 25% | Catherine Willows |
| 15% |
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 Okay, I wish I was Gil. I still can't believe William Patterson's leaving CSI. It's not going to be the same without Gil. |
_manhattan
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12:12a |
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| Tuesday, August 19th, 2008 |
goldeygrad97
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10:42p |
Aberdeen Crotinis OK ladies - we need to get started up again now that summer's coming to a close. Mr. G has gigs on the 27th of September. Is anyone else free that night? Is it time to get back into knitting?? I'll send out an email, but you can let me know here too. Current Mood:  creative |
somedayseattle
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9:07p |
everyone out of the pool !!! So, ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tinytadpole and I went down to Time-Warner Cable (Thieves! Bastards! Crooks! And, unfortunately, the only game in town.) and got a new cable box. As usual, it came fully stocked with HBO, SHO, etc. Usually after a day or two, these channels disappear. So we spent the weekend watching/TiVO-ing some flicks. We watched 'Little Miss Sunshine', 'Talk to Me' (featuring one of my favorite actors, Don Cheadle.) and 'The Bad News Bears'. We taped, and will eventually watch 'The Black Crowes Unplugged', 'Harold and Maude' and Mr. Bean. Huzzah for free stuff! We also pict up a movie package featuring IFC, The Sundance Channel and FLIX. (Thankfully only $2.95 for 5 channels!) I lerve me some indie films, and now I shall get my fill. If you now of anything playing on these channels that I need to see.........feel free to tell me! Zach De La Rocha's new project has come out. It is a 5 song E.P., and his new band/project is called Lion For a Day. Really cool and creative stuff, but it's been 8 years since he last recorded with Rage Against the Machine, and all he can pony up is 5 tracks? C'mon now!! Other than this, not a lot has been crackling on PlanetChip. But once something does, you'll be the first (perhaps second..........possibly even third) to know!!! |
weisshund
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7:42p |
Before I leave Something to pass the time while I wait for my printer to quit acting wonky to print my boarding passes. Current Mood:  bored |
cwjennifer
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1:24p |
Quote of the day
"Jennifer, come join the Technical team. All you need is a high tolerance for pain."
*hive fives co-worker* |
cwjennifer
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1:15p |
Thought of the day "Anger is like drinking poison and hoping your enemy will die." Current Mood: pensive |
goldeygrad97
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12:58p |
ARGHWORKGHHHHHHHH Please help me, I drowning. The work today, she is too much. Can't see daylight because of all the files on my desk....can't breathe....going down for the third time....
What? Did you just call me dramatic? Hmph.
Current Mood: busy |
cwjennifer
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9:45a |
LMFAO!!!  Current Mood: amused |
| Monday, August 18th, 2008 |
yogaswirl
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10:34p |
Mmmm, yoga I hemmed and hawed all the way home from work about if I should go to yoga class or not -- I got there a few minutes early and had my clothes & mat, so I went for it. It was such a nice slow & juicy Vinyasa class, and although my knee still hurts now, it was very good for me. Yay. I am starting a new nightly ritual of "detox tea" for organ health -- my MD says my liver is wonky. Some of you are probably saying, "Yay, you drink too much, it's about time!" Some of you are probably saying, "Heck, what does your MD know?!" I hear both of you and put stock in both camps, so it's detox tea 6 days a week and a glass of wine maybe once. Seeing as I just paid off $1500 of a debt I knew nothing about, I should be saving money and not buying wine anyway, right? Right. Lately, I feel like Carmen used to, and think to myself, "OK, where's the camera?" I cannot make this drama up. Rack up one more in the "random & vague journal entries" column. Current Mood: thankfulCurrent Music: Olympics |
| Tuesday, August 19th, 2008 |
_manhattan
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12:28a |
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| Monday, August 18th, 2008 |
moondustwolf
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11:44p |
Fandom Notes/Etc. To New Adventures of Old Christine: Why do I keep getting pulled into new shows? I used to fear that I only had Ugly Betty and would go to pieces if it died. Now I have like 8 shows I'm semi- to completely obsessed with. And why the bloody hell isn't your fandom bigger? To Ugly Betty: I can haz cast pics or new promo nao? To In Plain Sight: WTF was that finale? I love you, but I don't love family!angst. Where was the Mary/Marshall? To Harry Potter: FUCK YOU, WB. ~~~~~~ Going back to campus this Saturday or Sunday. Finally will have my own room the whole year, so so long as my roommates aren't screamers like some of the last ones, this last year should be fantastic. But I really need a job because I really, really need a new laptop. In other news, people are coming to rip our our old driveway and put down a new one starting tomorrow. So everything in our garage is either in the basement or outside the sliding glass doors in the backyard. The neighbors propbably think we're crazy. Current Mood: fangirly |
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