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proanorexia @ 2008-07-21T21:05:00

2008-07-21T01:06:45Z

oh my god,
my american/canadian friends,
turn on TLC immediately.
the most disgusting show is on,
and i don't think i'll ever eat again.

i've already puked twice in five minutes.

(((((((GROUP HUG))))))))

2008-07-21T01:02:58Z

For all ma' girlies!

Come join teh-huggles and get that good energy flowing amongst us all!

i miss this place

2008-07-21T00:44:34Z

:(i miss you all!! :( i have to sneak on here on my momms computer cause we'll still be in florida for 9 more days. i'm already burned but i've only been here for a few days lol. send me emails if you can or want lol (iheartpinkspider@aol.com)..i can get on there no problem.
but its been like 3 days and i haven't binged..purged..or eaten over 700 c als! woo. i think i'm losing weight but i dont have a scale..

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T20:42:00

2008-07-21T00:44:12Z

It seems like no matter how many calories
i cut out or how much i exercise, i just don't
get results. Anything to boost my
metabolism.
I: drink tons of water and exercise. my mom
is getting me apple cider vinegar.
those are the only things that i
know of.

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T19:38:00

2008-07-21T00:42:16Z

Ok so please help me with this dilemma
Lets say when I first "started my ED" I ate 500 calories a day and exercised for about an hour and one half I got to 74 pounds..Entered recovery..Am healthy..Then I start b/ping restricting gain weight from that.Now my metabolism is royally fucked..In order to lose again (I just want to be 100, not 74) how much would I have to eat calorie wise and how much would I have to walk to lose a substansial amount..I know this sounds bad but girls relaspe all of the time and lose, so you have to have SOME metabolism?

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T20:29:00

2008-07-21T00:33:18Z

im feeling really sick
so i thought if i prepared the smallest lowest cal of something i would stay concious.
and im sitting here laughing cause every attempt i failed.
it burnt, or we had no milk to make it, or it smelt gross, or my favourite, IT BLEW UP.
everything that could go wrong did.
maybe it was kind of a sign that i should just pull through and not eat.
its kinda funny, well to me at least.
so all ive had today was a few chocolate chips (my mother was baking)
man, i never thought i'd be thankful at how much of a terrible cook i am. :P

Help

2008-07-21T00:23:14Z

So I went off the rails about a week ago and binged for the whole time, I'm extremely ashamed and just thank goodness that this is an anonymous site so that no one can laugh in my face about how weak I am.

Now its time to get back on track and get rid of the fat.

This is my current status, goal, and whats required to get me there:

	KG	LB
Current Weight	50.7	111.5
Goal Weight	45.0	99.0
Total Loss Required	5.7	12.5
Daily Loss Required	0.5	1.1

Calendar of Loss
21/07/2008	50.2	110.4
22/07/2008	49.7	109.3
23/07/2008	49.1	108.1
24/07/2008	48.6	107.0
25/07/2008	48.1	105.8
26/07/2008	47.6	104.7
27/07/2008	47.1	103.6
28/07/2008	46.6	102.4
29/07/2008	46.0	101.3
30/07/2008	45.5	100.1
31/07/2008	45.0	99.0

I'm counting on you guys for support!

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T19:20:00

2008-07-21T00:22:20Z

What do you think about fasting? I'm torn between eating nothing and worrying that my bodies in starvation mode... which you do you prefer, fasting or restriction?

hooray for being accepted!

2008-07-21T00:20:20Z

hey everyone! i'm new here. it's taken months for me to be accepted and i'm happy about it? i suppose that's kind of lame.

anyhoo, i'm different than most of you here because i'm supa fat.

stats:
5'4"
cw: 134
hw: 136
lw: 113
gw: 100

anyone similar to me? i'm guessing that's a no.

on a reverse thinspo note..anyone in the u.s. check out TLC (ch 52 for me). there's this like 340 lb kid who's at fat camp. haha woot!

later chickysss.

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T18:18:00

2008-07-21T00:19:46Z

There's a l ot of sadness floating around today, so I thought I'd make everybody feel better about their intake. This morning was the weekly family breakfast at Village Inn (for those of you who don't know what Village Inn is, it's basically Denny's, or run-of-the-mill diner). I had two over easy eggs, three small pancakes, and some hashbrowns, topped off with a large coke.

THEN we went to see Mama Mia, and I had another large soda, and shared some popcorn with my husband and mother-in-law. And for dinner, well, who knows! The day isn't over yet and I bet I've had close to 5,000 cals if not more. So feel good loves, you've all done AMAZING today.

<3

Panic attacks?

2008-07-21T00:17:34Z

I haven't had them for months. Used to get them in maths exams. Now I get them for no reason.

It's like my voice in my head commentating on everything I do, and asking me why I'm doing it, but veeeeery quickly.

"Oh so you're going to turn on the straightners? W-why would you do that? Isn't that a waste of time? Why are you doing it? Why why why why?"

Any idea why I get them?

(Sorry about all the posts... in a inquisitive mood)

3 weeks

2008-07-21T00:15:30Z

Fastest way to lose 20 lbs in 3 weeks?!

Ht: 5'6
CW: 130
GW: 110

Somebody fix me! How do I get to 110 by Aug 7th?!

SMOKERS

2008-07-21T00:02:50Z

What exercises do you do? Since running is hard for me (breathing wise)..What exercises do u do and for how long?

proanorexia @ 2008-07-21T00:59:00

2008-07-21T00:01:38Z

THEY HATE ME BECAUSE I'M FAT

I'LL SHOW THEM

proanorexia @ 2008-07-21T00:53:00

2008-07-20T23:56:44Z

Does anyone else carry weight like me?
I am ACTUALLY overweight right, and since I've lost 20lbs in the last 3 weeks I've noticed something. I carry ALL my weight in a weird pouch on my stomach.
My collar bones, hip bones and ribs are visible... strange for someone of my weight, and yet I've got this massive pouch of fat inbetween my hips, inbetween my ribs and around my bust. I can actually hold the section in my hands seperate from the rest of me because it sticks out... it's so wierd.

I hope it shrinks soon. It's so depressing having a small frame and a massive stomach. I carry weight like a man.

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T18:54:00

2008-07-20T23:55:13Z

So if your metabolism is wrecked from Anorexia, u might as well keep on starving, because that is the only way to eventually lose weight right?

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T16:51:00

2008-07-20T23:53:08Z

i seriously think everybody planned out the day and put pills in my food or something, and made everything the perfect timing to get me angry. ughhh why are they doing this to me.

im never leaving my room

proanorexia @ 2008-07-21T00:35:00

2008-07-20T23:36:37Z

does anyone else over estimate their calories WAYYYYY too much?
i do that all the time. like one day i'll say i've had 600 calories, when thinking about it i'll have had 400 at the very most.
i call it "being careful". and rounding up to the nearest hundred.
why am i such a freak :(

x

mother says...

2008-07-20T23:24:41Z

does anyone else mother comment on how much better they looked when they were thinner....good lord....i know already i think about it every minute of every fuckin day....cant get a break from my mind or my mother....good lord...sorry to rant....but its like she doesnt think i notice how fat i am now...TRUST ME MOM I KNOW!!!!!!

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T19:16:00

2008-07-20T23:17:17Z

sunday should be official binge day.
i haven't yet, but i know will because
i suckkkkkk.

Sry rly off topic but i really need some advise..

2008-07-20T23:15:06Z

my brother raised me since i was 5 and always stayed with me... he's lik my best friend and we always have fun together... the only thing is that he won't let me have a guy friend or a boyfriend... I have a boyfriend now, but i'm trying to keep it a secret from him.. the only time i can talk to my boyfriend is from 8pm to 10pm... but my brother is starting to kno that i'm always on my phone and not spending time with him that much... it's hard to choose when to spend time with both of them because i really love both of them and don't want to hurt them..my brother knows the guy and he's starting to kno about us..he always tells me that if i have a boyfriend he's gonna shoot him and kill him and shoot me in a place that hurts but i don't die... I think he's joking about that but i'm just worried that i'm gonna lose my relationship with my brother and we're just going to keep on fighting everyday... bro brother is 24 and i am 16.. this is hard please help me... thanks soo much..

+, -, +, -

2008-07-20T23:12:27Z

What do you call it when youve been at the same weight since january ....
wait ..
+4lbs
=
____________
UNEXPLAINED FAILURE
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proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T17:08:00

2008-07-20T23:10:17Z

fuckkinnggg HATE my mom. and my friends.
all i want is someone to be on my side..but all my friends do is say it's because she cares and it's for the best.
i don't want to go to remuda.
i know it won't help..inpatient just made me worse before and i know it will happen again.
i don't want to recover.
why can't anyone understand that forcing me into recovery just makes me go further backwards?
all i've done today is cry. and eat.
:[

proanorexia @ 2008-07-21T00:07:00

2008-07-20T23:07:34Z

Must run. Must run. Must run.

proanorexia @ 2008-07-20T19:03:00

2008-07-20T23:05:42Z

Does anyone else just love looking at food? Looking but not eating? When I watch TV I love seeing commercials about food, I don't know why! And now I'm watching Willy Wonka and the Chocolate factory, just to look at all the candy!
Anyone with me here? Or am I just weird?