mistaken_identity* ([info]ashleh88) wrote in [info]proanorexia,
@ 2008-07-02 22:37:00
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 i cry myself to sleep every night.
im tired of this
i just want to die
im done fighting
i just want to quit
there isnt even anything to live for
im finished.

<someone..please help me?>

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[info]iwishiwasfree
2008-07-02 09:41 pm UTC (link)
I feel the same.

I feel if I get better, I could be okay, but I just can't fight it to get better. And neither can I live like this. I wish I didn't have to wake up tomorrow.

:(

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[info]capteurdesreves
2008-07-02 09:43 pm UTC (link)
last summer I cried everynight in my bed. I couldn't even fall asleep. now, I feel loads better. I know I'm still dealing with this but I have gotten better. and you can definitely do it too


i bet you're lovely, and you don't deserve this

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[info]justloveme25
2008-07-02 09:43 pm UTC (link)
I'm here to help you darling.

What do you need? Please don't say that you're finished

I feel lower than I have for months, but i'm telling myself I have to keep going, to remember the good times for what they were/are.

xx

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[info]sydney_x
2008-07-02 09:44 pm UTC (link)
I wish i could help you, i really do. Id give you a huge hug right now if i were there. I hate to see people so sad, i wish i could just take all the pain away. I wish we could all be so happy and look and feel beautiful. I know its a long hard struggle, but please dont give up <3

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[info]sevenwings
2008-07-02 09:44 pm UTC (link)
sweetheart. I know how your feeling. I was lay in my bath crying uncontrollably only hours ago.

You are not done. I'm here for you darling. Please never give up. I know how it feels. I feel like i want to give up but its those special people that help you along the way

i love you and i want you around.

xx

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[info]lauretta_87
2008-07-02 09:44 pm UTC (link)
Sweetheart, many of house wish to "not wake up" tomorrow. But babe, you are worth to keep living this life and you know "sooner than it seems life turns around" and it will happen. Soon things can turn around and this hard time can ease and some happiness will come! You just need to stay strong and i promise that things WILL get better! Sweetie if you need to talk you can count on me. But please, dont give up! You're much more worth than that.

*HUGE HUG*

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[info]papiliosennae
2008-07-02 09:45 pm UTC (link)
hun, I know how you feel; but just hang in there, alright?
It will eventually get better, it must!!!!!
so, unless you are willing to seek professional help right NOW, just try to do something you really like
love and (((hugs)))

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[info]harperx
2008-07-02 09:46 pm UTC (link)
i know how you feel...but honestly dont do something drastic.
We're all here for you.. you cant be tht final..! xx

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[info]ashleh88
2008-07-02 09:48 pm UTC (link)
i just want it to be over

:(

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[info]sydney_x
2008-07-02 09:56 pm UTC (link)
It will be over, but not now. Things have to get better first.

My favourite quote:
"Everything will be ok in the end. If its not ok, its not the end."

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[info]tattoedskinny
2008-07-02 10:05 pm UTC (link)
i cry myself to sleep a lot of nights so usually i just don't bother trying to sleep. every morning when you wake up, look in the mirror and tell yourself something positive and repeat it a few times. every day think of something new to tell yourself. but don't forget.. it is ok to cry, everyone needs it from time to time.. =)
its ok to cry :)
it doesn’t even mean that you really want to die - it only means that you have more pain than you can cope with right now

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