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7/1/09 02:47 pm - [info]fattyemz

i haven't posted or a while but anyways, a few weeks ago was my exams so i let myself eat whatever i wanted but some reason i didnt want and i lost 4lbs- so happy! But that was a few weeks ago and now i have but that back on and i just wish i had the will power to stop eating. sometimes i dont even think, i get up in the morning and have a bowl of cereal afterwards i think why the hell did i eat that. its like i dont realise im eaten until afterwards when i feel guilty and when ive put on weight. i just eel such a failure, especially when i read some of your blogs girls when you say how much you have eaten, i usually have eaten at least 3 times as much, im such a fat pig. i dont know how you do it sometimes, man i wish i had the willpower to starve myself as much as you lot. i can do it for a little while then im back to pigging out again. :( someone help me!

xx

2/10/09 11:09 pm - [info]tjb09 - foods that fight bloat

If anyone knows some foods that flight bloat, please let me know.  I have to do some food shopping tomorrow and need to make a list.
Current Mood: annoyed

1/4/09 12:48 pm - [info]fattyemz

hey, omg i havent been on her for months and i just let myself go and im nearly 8stone and i hate myself for it.
well i recently watched some catwalks on tv and thought id share some pics that are going to keep my going and try to lose a stone(14pounds):









hope u enjoy!!


today so far i have had a muller yogurt-175cals and a cuppochino-70cals and im not eating anymore until dinner!
 

4/2/08 05:51 pm - [info]notsoperfect105 - yay!

I'm finally here! Hey everyone my names jen and i just got accepted. I've been reading your posts for a while now and i have to say, all of you are beautiful inspirational people. thanks for all the support i've gotten from u so far.
So here's my story: I met ana when i was 13.. been together ever since (I'm now 18). I'm 5'9"
cw:120
hw:150
lw:109
1gw:110
2gw:100

Today i started a fast and its going really well. just water and green tea. I've also been doing really well on staying under 300cals a day. besides a few binge/purge days. im hoping to start the abc diet soon(when i get to 115) and hopefully reach 100 by july.
Current Music: ted leo and the pharmacists-me and mia
Current Mood: bouncy

3/14/08 09:36 pm - [info]bfatlove - ahhhhh

Ok so i dont know what to do because my mom dosnt fully know that im anorexic yet and she found me on a pro ana site.ahh idk what to do because if she finds out im going to be going to counceling and my school counselor already suspects things so like what should i do to keep there minds at ease???  I dont want to get caught but i dont want to stop. I cant stop that would be silly. Yeah and another thing that bothers me is i have been getting these dreams that like im in a car looking out the window and then all of the sudden i blow up like a balloon and im really fat. and they started happening whenever i close my eyes now its bad. Idk what to do these things are making me sick everytime i see them. Idk i just need help if anyone has any ideas to make my life less stressful then tell me please. i need serious help!!!!!!!

3/14/08 01:41 pm - [info]fattyemz - into the routine

hey, havent written in a long time so thought ill say how i have been doing...
thnx to my food diary it is easier to count cals and how much i need to cut down, but now and then i give up for a moment and eat something really fatten and loads of it for example:  on monday i had 6 biscuits. ewwwwwwww      even worse yesterday i had 3 packets of walker crisps and today i had 2 fucking doughnuts,  like wtf??   last nite i slap myself round the face and sed im gonna starve myself today but no i caved in and had two disgustin doughnuts.

but ive been working it off,  every morning i do 128situps, 64bumlifts, 32pushups, load of different arm workouts, 48 leg lifts and back stretches (which i have to do for my ingury in my leg).  then ill do whatever more that will burn off what i have eaten today, sometimes i let myself off and just leave it at about 65cals but as long it is not over 100 im kool lol.

its so hard tho i wanna be just as thin as isabelle caro but its really hard to resist sometimes,  god why do food have to taste nice


ow ell,  ill have to be more strict on myself and since it is easter hols  my goal can be to eat 200 or less cals everyday and work it off of cause lol

love ya all,

emz xxxx

12/31/07 11:41 am - [info]fattyemz - greatness of coffee!!

hey, i havent written in ages, hope all is good and hope you all had a good xxmas!, 
just recently i have been doing quite well, its not a matter of i dont want to eat i just cant be bothered to make anything and i dont really fancy anything,
i also found out that coffee is good at making you not so hungry,  i use to feel really ill if i didnt eat anything in the morning, but now i have coffee in the moring instead of tea and it has made a big difference, im aint so hungry.  so whenever i really want some thing to eat ill have a cup of coffee.
because of that i have only been eating dinner which is about 300 cals- 300 cals a day is good for me =]

lv you all
emz xxx

11/22/07 11:01 am - [info]fattyemz - Long time no speak

hey, i havent written a blog in ages so how is everyone? happy dieting??
with me it is the usually, doing rubbish as usual, 600 cal intake but i walk a lot so maybe it may go down to 500  hopefully.
had my mock exams today and yesterday for my a-levels, chemistry was okay, prob got a grade b    art was boring just had to copy a sheet, today we has biology i done really well i probably got a  grade a   i think
i got my nipple peirced yesterday looks so cool lol

happy dieting everyone!!
lv emz xxx

11/2/07 03:17 am - [info]davybabyjones - still searching for a certain picture from a "thinspiration" site.

At *least* a year ago, I vividly recall seeing a "thinspo" (gag me) picture for which I've been searching for madly for the past three months.

It depicts a reasonably emaciated model on one side of a table of muffins/pastry things, and an attractively "healthy-thin" woman on the other, holding one of said sweet things inches from the other girls face, teasingly.

If you've seen it, you'd almost certainly remember. It was striking to say the least (.. and I'm not one to invest time in such frivolity on a regular basis.)

Does this ring a bell for anyone? Perhaps? I do so hope.. I seek it to add to a collage. It would be the metaphorical icing on my imaginary cake.

-Alex
Current Mood: hopeful
 

10/25/07 06:42 pm - [info]prettyisdead - plateau (still 95)

I got the idea of purging..
I just cant seem to get past spitting up.
What is the next step? 
This is big for me, I havent puked since I was like 11, and I had a stomach flu.
I need some advice !
Current Mood: bloated
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