[13 Jul 2009|12:05am] winterxgirl1220 Hi you can call me Lina I had an account before but now i have a new one just saying heyy to everyone and that i love meeting new people so feel free to add me =) been diaognosed with anorexia and compulsive exercising for almost two years had anorexia for about three years now I am 16 and a half years old and live in new york(not NYC) Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[11 Jul 2009|11:09pm] l0velybones  can anyone recommend good laxatives? Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

Diet pills? Yes or no? [10 Jul 2009|07:49pm] erikjavert24601 Guys, fasting just isn't enough, I need a boost. I've heard horrible things about diet pills, but I also know people must use them and still be alright, or else they wouldn't sell them. So, basically, are they safe to use? Will they help at all? Would it be worth it just for a placebo effect? (the ones I bought are Dexatrim 7-complex, or something like that) 1 | Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[02 Jul 2009|03:35am] ca_100 Favorite Diet Food: grapefruit Favorite Binge Food: carbs Favorite Exercise: snowboarding , kickboxing Thinspo: thin ppl Where Do You Slip Up? at home or drunk When Did It Start? 18 Does Anyone Know? no Do You Want Help? i want help to lose weight ! How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? i try for 600 or less . average is 1000 . binge days is 1400 ='( What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? disgusting flab and fat. ew Are You In A Relationship? no Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? ugh fat Are You Depressed? i'm not sure Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? no Ever Been To A Psychologist? no PEOPLE - [X ]they used to- :( ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic [ X] call me fat [x] say I’m skinny [ X] say I’m ugly [X] say I’m pretty [X] spread rumors about me [X] force me to eat [ X] say I eat too much [X ] wish I’d eat more [X] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic I WISH - [X] I was THIN [X] I had a better body [X] I didn't have to eat [X] I could control myself [x] I was under 110lbs [X] I could avoid food [] I could hide what I am [X] I wasn’t fat [X] I was pretty [ ] I could stop being ana/mia I LOVE - [] feeling hungry [X] seeing a difference when fasting [] shaking [] being weak [X] losing weight [] being anorexic/bulimic [X] green tea [] diet pills [X] being able to turn down food [X] feeling good about myself APPEARANCE [ X] I am shorter than 5'4. [X] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ X] I have many scars. [] I tan easily. [] I wish my hair was a different color. [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [] I have a tattoo. [X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [X] I have/had braces. [X]contacts] [X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [X] I have more than 2 piercings. [X] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles. FAMILY [X] I've sworn at my parents. [] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child. EMBARRASSMENT [X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [] Disney movies still make me cry. [ ] I've peed from laughing. [X] I've snorted while laughing. [ X] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [ ] I've glued my hand to something [X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [] I've had my trousers rip in public. RELATIONSHIPS [X] I'm single [] I'm in a relationship. [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [ ] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [] I've cheated in a relationship. [ ] I've gotten divorced [X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [X] I've kept something from a past relationship. SEXUALITY [X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [X] I've had a crush on a teacher. [X] I am a cuddler. [] I've been kissed in the rain. [X] I've hugged a stranger. [X] I have kissed a stranger. HONESTY [X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [] I've snuck out of my house. [X] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [X] I am keeping a secret from the world [X ] I've cheated while playing a game. [ ] I've cheated on a test. [X] I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES [X] I've consumed alcohol. [X ] I regularly drink. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ X] I shut others out when I'm upset. [] I take anti-depressants. [X] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. [X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [] I've hurt myself on purpose. [] I'm addicted to self harm. [X] I've woken up crying [X] I've lost weight [X] I've gained weight [X] My weight holds me back [X] Weight consumes me [ ] I'm at my thinnest [X] I'm at my biggest [ ] I've lost weight and kept it off [X] I've lost weight but gained it back [X] My weight affects my mood [X ] I weigh myself daily [] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me [] I thrive on compliments [X] I feel bigger than people who are my size [] I feel happy when I'm hungry [] I get depressed after I eat [X] I've skipped a meal [X] I've thrown food away [X] I've spit food out [X] I've fasted [] I've taken diet pills [] I've used laxatives [X] I've purged [] Bulimia [X] Anorexia [x] Ednos [] Orthorexia [] Over-exercising [X] Binge eating [X] I exercise [X] I exercise so I can eat [] I work out secretly [ ] I work out daily [X] I exercise to counteract eating [] I've fainted from exhaustion [X ] Weed [] Cigarettes [ X] Alcohol [] Diet pills [ ] Pain killers [] Anti-depressants [X ] Ecstasy [ ] LSD [ X] Mushrooms [ ] Speed [ X] Cocaine [ X] Other [] I keep my eating habits a secret [] I have a ED blog [] I look at thinspo [] I collect thinspo [ X] I condone pro-ana/mia sites [X] I count calories [] I've had negative intake days [X] I avoid food [X] I hate food [X] I love food [] I want to be this way [X] I don't want to be like this [X] I wish I could have more control [X] Being thin is my top priority [] I don't want to get better [] I am in treatment [X] I'm doing this for me [ ] I'm doing this for someone [X] I'm doing this to prove myself Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[02 Jul 2009|03:29am] ca_100 Hey all !! How's it going ? Name: ca_100 Age: 21 Weight: 111-114 fluctuates BMI: 20.3  kg/m2  Short term goal weight: 105 Long term goal weight: 100 Current eating disorder: ana Do you ingage in any form of SI: no How long have you had an eating disorder? 3.5 years What do you wish to recieve from this community? encouragement Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[29 Jul 2009|10:05pm] retrodancer [ mood | gloomy ] Favorite Diet Food: raw salad Favorite Binge Food: carbs, ice cream Favorite Exercise: pilates, ballet, yaga ball Thinspo: hayden panettiere, kristen stewart, thin people Where Do You Slip Up? when people are around When Did It Start? around 11 or so...im 23 now Does Anyone Know? My friends. Do You Want Help? sometimes i think maybe, but then again no its my lifestyle How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? 500 to 1000 on a non purging day..usually less...Alot more if i binge and purge. Usually just dont eat, its easier. What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? Fat, ugly, not a happy person Are You In A Relationship? nope Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? Fat right now Are You Depressed? no Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? no Ever Been To A Psychologist? yes PEOPLE - [ -they used to- :( ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic [ ] call me fat [x] say I’m skinny [ ] say I’m ugly [X] say I’m pretty [] spread rumors about me [X] force me to eat [ ] say I eat too much [X ] wish I’d eat more [] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic I WISH - [X] I was THIN [X] I had a better body [X] I didn't have to eat [X] I could control myself [x] I was under 110lbs [X] I could avoid food [] I could hide what I am [X] I wasn’t fat [X] I was pretty [ ] I could stop being ana/mia I LOVE - [X] feeling hungry [X] seeing a difference when fasting [] shaking [] being weak [X] losing weight [X] being anorexic/bulimic [X] green tea [X] diet pills [X] being able to turn down food [X] feeling good about myself APPEARANCE [ X] I am shorter than 5'4. [X] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ X] I have many scars. [] I tan easily. [X] I wish my hair was a different color. [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [X] I have a tattoo. [X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] I have/had braces. [contacts] [] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [X] I have more than 2 piercings. [X] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles. FAMILY [] I've sworn at my parents. [X ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [X] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child. EMBARRASSMENT [X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [X] Disney movies still make me cry. [ ] I've peed from laughing. [X] I've snorted while laughing. [ X] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [ ] I've glued my hand to something [X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [] I've had my trousers rip in public. RELATIONSHIPS [X] I'm single [] I'm in a relationship. [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [X ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [X ] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [] I've cheated in a relationship. [ ] I've gotten divorced [X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [X] I've kept something from a past relationship. SEXUALITY [] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [X] I've had a crush on a teacher. [X] I am a cuddler. [] I've been kissed in the rain. [X] I've hugged a stranger. [X] I have kissed a stranger. HONESTY [X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [] I've snuck out of my house. [X] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [X] I am keeping a secret from the world [ ] I've cheated while playing a game. [ ] I've cheated on a test. [] I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES [X] I've consumed alcohol. [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I shut others out when I'm upset. [] I take anti-depressants. [X] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. [X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [X] I've hurt myself on purpose. [X] I'm addicted to self harm. [] I've woken up crying [X] I've lost weight [X] I've gained weight [X] My weight holds me back [X] Weight consumes me [ ] I'm at my thinnest [X] I'm at my biggest [ ] I've lost weight and kept it off [X] I've lost weight but gained it back [X] My weight affects my mood [ ] I weigh myself daily [X] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me [] I thrive on compliments [X] I feel bigger than people who are my size [X] I feel happy when I'm hungry [X] I get depressed after I eat [X] I've skipped a meal [X] I've thrown food away [X] I've spit food out [X] I've fasted [X] I've taken diet pills [X] I've used laxatives [X] I've purged [X] Bulimia [X] Anorexia [x] Ednos [] Orthorexia [X] Over-exercising [X] Binge eating [X] I exercise [X] I exercise so I can eat [X] I work out secretly [X ] I work out daily [X] I exercise to counteract eating [] I've fainted from exhaustion [ ] Weed [] Cigarettes [ ] Alcohol [X] Diet pills [ ] Pain killers [] Anti-depressants [ ] Ecstasy [ ] LSD [ ] Mushrooms [ ] Speed [ ] Cocaine [ ] Other [X] I keep my eating habits a secret [X] I have a ED blog [X] I look at thinspo [X] I collect thinspo [ ] I condone pro-ana/mia sites [X] I count calories [] I've had negative intake days [X] I avoid food [X] I hate food [X] I love food [x] I want to be this way [X] I don't want to be like this [X] I wish I could have more control [X] Being thin is my top priority [] I don't want to get better [] I am in treatment [X] I'm doing this for me [ ] I'm doing this for someone [X] I'm doing this to prove myself Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

on the way [25 Jun 2009|09:45pm] xpukingglitterx   CW: 9 stone 8, 134 pnds 62.2 kilos  HW: 14 stone 2, 198.8 pnds, 90.17 kilos  LW: 8 stone 8, 123.2 pnds, 55.88 kilos  GW 1: 8 stone 8  GW 2: 8 stone, 115 pnds, 50 kilos So I may have kick started my getting back on track by cheating coz I kind of took a few too many laxatives. I know that there a method of cheating but I always loose like 4-5 pnds by taking them and I have not taken any in months. And look it worked because yesterday I was up at 9 stone 12 and now i am 9 stone 8. However it left me feeling really dehydrated and dizzy and everytime I got up I had to grab onto something to hold. Unfortunatly for me both my mum and my friend noticed so I was forced to eat but I did the whole chew it and spit it out into a cup and then drank enough so that I could purge up what I did accidently swallow. it's nice to have that feeling of control again and I really want to get back to my lowest weight. when I am at uni I wont have too many problems about prying eyes because  I will be living 6 hours away from home. I do want to pass uni though so I am a little scared that I will let this ruin my concentration levels when I am there or that I will become too weak to continue. I made myself a pro ana bracelet though which I will wear every day to remind me that I am aiming for something. I have given up on caring on whether people think I am sad and pathetic for this they were never as fat as I was before and they will never understand. this is not a want it is a need and if that makes me sad then so be it. love and hope to all. xxxxx Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

I'm so fat again! [10 Jun 2009|12:20am] seacret282 [ mood | blah ] I was at babysitting and I let the five year old take my picture with my iPhone. I was lying on the couch and looked like a pig/human. My thighs are massive, I have a gut. I didn't realize how bad I looked. I'm so motivated to look better now and lose massive weight and more importantly this time to tone up, but only lean muscle not bulky. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

i hate myself [28 May 2009|03:52pm] wantbones18 Hi well i new to this. My name is gladys. Im 18 years old. I live in california. Ive had an ED for about 3 years now. Currently im bulimic. I fast and i usually never have something in my stomach. I have problems at home and with my boyfriend. Life is a living hell for me. My parents are not together any more and my mother wants to remarry. I dont agree of course. The seperation of my parents is the cause of my Ed well i started when they were getting seperated. Most of my family hate me and im a bother to everyone. I bother my boyfriends with drama at home and what i feel so actually i am the lonlest person in my house i dont talk to no one i usually dont eat and when i do i purge and i feel better. I hate my life its hell im a bother to everyone in this world. I hope to come here for support and to help with some tips on loseing weight since i am a fat cow. I hate me my body a soul. thank you all Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[28 May 2009|03:30pm] wantbones18 Are You Depressed? yes Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? yes Ever Been To A Psychologist?  no PEOPLE - [ -they used to- :( ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic [] call me fat [ ] say I’m skinny [ ] say I’m ugly [X] say I’m pretty [X] spread rumors about me [X] force me to eat [ ] say I eat too much [ ] wish I’d eat more [X] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic I WISH - [X] I was THIN [X] I had a better body [X] I didn't have to eat [X] I could control myself [x] I was under 110lbs [X] I could avoid food [X] I could hide what I am [X] I wasn’t fat [X] I was pretty [ ] I could stop being ana/mia I LOVE - [x] feeling hungry [X] seeing a difference when fasting [] shaking [] being weak [X] losing weight [X] being anorexic/bulimic [X] green tea [] diet pills [X] being able to turn down food [X] feeling good about myself APPEARANCE [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [X] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ ] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] I have/had braces. [contacts] I wear glasses. [X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [X] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles. FAMILY [X] I've sworn at my parents. [x ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [X] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child. EMBARRASSMENT [X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [X] Disney movies still make me cry. [ ] I've peed from laughing. [X] I've snorted while laughing. [ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [ ] I've glued my hand to something [X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [] I've had my trousers rip in public. RELATIONSHIPS [ ] I'm single [X] I'm in a relationship. [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [ ] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [X] I've cheated in a relationship. [ ] I've gotten divorced [X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship. SEXUALITY [ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [X] I've had a crush on a teacher. [X] I am a cuddler. [X] I've been kissed in the rain. [] I've hugged a stranger. [] I have kissed a stranger. HONESTY [X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [X] I've snuck out of my house. [X] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [X] I am keeping a secret from the world [ X] I've cheated while playing a game. [X ] I've cheated on a test. [] I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES [X] I've consumed alcohol. [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [X ] I shut others out when I'm upset. [] I take anti-depressants. [X] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. [X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [X] I've hurt myself on purpose. [X] I'm addicted to self harm. [X] I've woken up crying [X] I've lost weight [X] I've gained weight [X] My weight holds me back [X] Weight consumes me [ ] I'm at my thinnest [X] I'm at my biggest [ ] I've lost weight and kept it off [X] I've lost weight but gained it back [X] My weight affects my mood [ ] I weigh myself daily [X] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me [X] I thrive on compliments [X] I feel bigger than people who are my size [X] I feel happy when I'm hungry [X] I get depressed after I eat [X] I've skipped a meal [X] I've thrown food away [X] I've spit food out [X] I've fasted [X] I've taken diet pills [X] I've used laxatives [X] I've purged [X] Bulimia [X] Anorexia [x] Ednos [X] Orthorexia [X] Over-exercising [X] Binge eating [X] I exercise [X] I exercise so I can eat [X] I work out secretly [ ] I work out daily [X] I exercise to counteract eating [] I've fainted from exhaustion [ ] Weed [] Cigarettes [ ] Alcohol [] Diet pills [ ] Pain killers [] Anti-depressants [ ] Ecstasy [ ] LSD [ ] Mushrooms [ ] Speed [ ] Cocaine [X ] Other [X] I keep my eating habits a secret [X] I have a ED blog [X] I look at thinspo [X] I collect thinspo [ ] I condone pro-ana/mia sites [X] I count calories [X] I've had negative intake days [X] I avoid food [X] I hate food [X] I love food [x] I want to be this way [X] I don't want to be like this [X] I wish I could have more control [X] Being thin is my top priority [] I don't want to get better [] I am in treatment [X] I'm doing this for me [ ] I'm doing this for someone [X] I'm doing this to prove myself Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[23 May 2009|11:16am] abcdefghobson Hi, I'm Alissa.. I'm kinda new to this so I'm not really sure what to post. I guess I'll just put my stats. Name: Alissa Age: Fifteen Weight: 114 lbs Short term goal weight: 108 lbs Long term goal weight: 100 - 103 lbs Current eating disorder: Anorexia How long have you had an eating disorder? Four years, since sixth grade What do you wish to recieve from this community? Speak with people who understand, support Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[21 May 2009|01:48pm] missxtake00  Hey lovelies :) I'm new to this community so ... My name is Kimberly, I'm 18 and from NYC. I've had an eating disorder for many years and was diagnosed with anorexia last year. I've been in recovery and turned bulimic, which made me gain almost 50 pounds... Now I really want to stop binging and go back to a weight I would be happy with. I'm gonna post my stats later on, when I won't feel like a whale anymore.  Well, I'm really happy to meet you all, if you wanna talk on MSN or whatever, just ask me :) Love you already <3 xxxxxxxx Kim Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

hollywood miracle diet [20 May 2009|02:04pm] tiki_face [ music | Goo Goo Dolls - Dizzy ] So I've been drinking this hollywood miracle diet thing all morning without eating any food. It's some form of detox that's supposed to make you lose 10 pounds in 48 hours. Hasn't done anything to me as of yet. Will let you know in another 24 hours I feel so effing fat, after my freind measured me yesterday to make me clothes. Even though i'm 2 inches smaller all around my body from the last time she took measurements. 1 | Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

Im new [12 May 2009|06:28am] blazorrade013 [ mood | awake ] [ music | If today was your last day - Nickelback ] Favorite Diet Food: yogurt Favorite Binge Food: pasta or potatoes Favorite Exercise: walking, hiking, swimming, yoga Thinspo: lj, pictures of skinny girls, friends who are thinner than I am Where Do You Slip Up? around family, around some friends When Did It Start? Maybe when I was 12.. im 24 Does Anyone Know? no Do You Want Help? No How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? Sometimes none and sometimes up to 1000.. it has been near 600 lately What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? An ugly fat girl full of scars Are You In A Relationship? yes.. Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? normally the fat one..but normally taller of the girls.. Are You Depressed? yes Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? yes Ever Been To A Psychologist? yes.. am in therapy PEOPLE - [ -they used to- :( ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic [X] call me fat [ ] say I’m skinny [X] say I’m ugly [] say I’m pretty [X] spread rumors about me [X] force me to eat [X] say I eat too much [ ] wish I’d eat more [X] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic I WISH - [X] I was THIN [X] I had a better body [X] I didn't have to eat [X] I could control myself [] I was under 110lbs [X] I could avoid food [X] I could hide what I am [X] I wasn’t fat [X] I was pretty [ ] I could stop being ana/mia I LOVE - [] feeling hungry [X] seeing a difference when fasting [] shaking [] being weak [X] losing weight [X] being anorexic/bulimic [X] green tea [X] diet pills [X] being able to turn down food [X] feeling good about myself APPEARANCE [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [X] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [X] I have many scars. [] I tan easily. [] I wish my hair was a different color. [X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [] I have a tattoo. [X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] I have/had braces. [contacts] I wear glasses. [X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [X] I have more than 2 piercings. [X] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles. FAMILY [X] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [X] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [] I want to have kids someday. [X] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child. EMBARRASSMENT [X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [X] Disney movies still make me cry. [X] I've peed from laughing. [X] I've snorted while laughing. [X] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [X] I've glued my hand to something [X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [] I've had my trousers rip in public. RELATIONSHIPS [] I'm single [X] I'm in a relationship. [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [X] I've gone on a blind date. [X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [X] I miss someone right now. [X] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've cheated in a relationship. [ ] I've gotten divorced [X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [X] I've kept something from a past relationship. SEXUALITY [X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [X] I've had a crush on a teacher. [X] I am a cuddler. [X] I've been kissed in the rain. [X] I've hugged a stranger. [X] I have kissed a stranger. HONESTY [X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [X] I've snuck out of my house. [X] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [X] I am keeping a secret from the world [ ] I've cheated while playing a game. [ ] I've cheated on a test. [X] I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES [X] I've consumed alcohol. [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [X] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I shut others out when I'm upset. [X] I take anti-depressants. [X] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. [X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [X] I've hurt myself on purpose. [X] I'm addicted to self harm. [X] I've woken up crying [X] I've lost weight [X] I've gained weight [X] My weight holds me back [X] Weight consumes me [ ] I'm at my thinnest [X] I'm at my biggest [ ] I've lost weight and kept it off [X] I've lost weight but gained it back [X] My weight affects my mood [X] I weigh myself daily [X] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me [X] I thrive on compliments [X] I feel bigger than people who are my size [X] I feel happy when I'm hungry [X] I get depressed after I eat [X] I've skipped a meal [X] I've thrown food away [X] I've spit food out [X] I've fasted [X] I've taken diet pills [X] I've used laxatives [X] I've purged [X] Bulimia [X] Anorexia [x] Ednos [X] Orthorexia [X] Over-exercising [X] Binge eating [X] I exercise [X] I exercise so I can eat [X] I work out secretly [X] I work out daily [X] I exercise to counteract eating [X] I've fainted from exhaustion [X] Weed [X] Cigarettes [ ] Alcohol [X] Diet pills [X] Pain killers [X] Anti-depressants [ ] Ecstasy [ ] LSD [ ] Mushrooms [ ] Speed [ ] Cocaine [X] Other [X] I keep my eating habits a secret [] I have a ED blog [X] I look at thinspo [X] I collect thinspo [X] I condone pro-ana/mia sites [] I count calories [X] I've had negative intake days [X] I avoid food [X] I hate food [X] I love food [x] I want to be this way [] I don't want to be like this [X] I wish I could have more control [X] Being thin is my top priority [X] I don't want to get better [] I am in treatment [X] I'm doing this for me [ ] I'm doing this for someone [X] I'm doing this to prove myself Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

New [21 Apr 2009|09:55am] o0scene_queen0o [ mood | calm ] Hi, im new here, sooo heres my stats! Name: Bobbi Jo Age: 21 Current Weight: 136 -----EWW. Short term GW: 115 Long term GW: 95 Eeating Disorder: Ednos Im really looking for support, encouragment, tips and friends! i do so much better with help! I have aol IM its o0DancinQueen0o Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

Hello [20 Apr 2009|01:53pm] kitkat197524 Name: Terri Age: N/A over 21 though lol Weight: 107 Short term goal weight:102 Long term goal weight: 97 Current eating disorder: anorexia How long have you had an eating disorder? For about 2 years What do you wish to recieve from this community? Speak with people who understand Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[13 Apr 2009|01:22pm] kate_noel1990 [ mood | content ] application Name: kate Age: 18 Weight: 119 BMI: 19.2 Short term goal weight: 105 Long term goal weight: >95 Current eating disorder: anorexia How long have you had an eating disorder? 6 months (also had when i was younger 13-14) What do you wish to recieve from this community? support and a little inspiration Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

newbie [13 Apr 2009|11:57am] kate_noel1990 [ mood | optimistic ] hey everyone i am kinda new at this so i guess ill just give you a little info on myself. i am 18 (almost 19). my heighest weight was 182lbs and my lowest/current weight is 119lbs. i am 5'6" and my overall goal weight is 105lbs. i am currently on a fast. it's day 2 for me and i feel very STRONG! and i love it. ok well is anyone else on a fast? 1 | Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[13 Apr 2009|07:41pm] wtfhopeless [ mood | lonely ] Name: Crackers (nickname) Age: 15 Weight: 130lbs Short term goal weight:115 Long term goal weight: 85 Current eating disorder: anorexia How long have you had an eating disorder? For about 2 years What do you wish to recieve from this community? Speak with people who understand. 1 | Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

Freaking out - little red spots??? [02 Apr 2009|12:19am] erikjavert24601 Ok, I don't usually vomit, but today i messed up big time and just needed to get all that shit out of my body before i absorbed any more calories. So I purged about an hour ago, and I just looked in the mirror and noticed a whole bunch of tiny red spots under and around both of my eyes - they don't hurt and they don't itch and they're not bumpy - it's like they're red freckles. Did my purging cause this? Is this normal after intense vomiting? I just figured this was the only place I could ask - I'm freaking out!!!! 1 | Nothing tastes as good as thin feels

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