| Because I am so in love... |
[12 Oct 2008|11:25pm] |
You should be too.
♥ Shawnee
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| Unnamed Tie-Dye Pony WIP |
[12 Oct 2008|08:16pm] |
I'm working on my third custom pony. She's a styling pony, which means that she's huge. Like, about ten inches tall. I went with a theme that matched her existing hair, since I've heard that rehairing a styling pony takes forever. I'm probably not gonna mess with her eyes either, they're already a nice rainbow pattern. I'll be adding more details later, jewelry and hairstyle and such. But the painting, at least, is done.
She doesn't have a name yet, so feel free to suggest one. ^_^
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| Haluat pois, et silti tiedä missä hyvä ois. |
[12 Oct 2008|11:02pm] |
Tänään oli aamullapäivällä kamalan levoton olo, sanan huonommassa merkityksessä. Missään, kenenkään kanssa, mitenkään päin ei ollut hyvä olla. Nukuin aamupalan jälkeen päivälliseen asti, vaikka Elina yrittikin saada mua ylös, tekemään jotain, suuntautumaan ulospäin sen sijaan että hautoisin yksin asioita. Iltapäivällä vaihdettiin ihan vaan muutama sana Inkan kanssa, ja sain rauhoittavan jota mulle on määrätty käytettäväksi tarvittaessa.
Mörkö kävi tänään ♥ Mulla oli sen hetken niin hyvä olla, ja kun tulin takaisin osastolle lähes tunnin lenkin jälkeen, itkin hississä eroahdistusta. En olisi tahtonut päästä koirasta irti.
Huomenna lähdetään Oonan kanssa vähän pidemmälle matkalle, käydään Prismassa ostamassa kaikkea kivaa. Inka sanoi, että saadaan mennä kunhan ei osteta "puukkoja tai puntareita". Just joo.
Jälkikirjoitus: Kerrottakoon vielä, että niin kamalasti olen viime päivinä halunnut satuttaa. Olen pysynyt siitä erossa vain siksi, että tiedän siitä seuraavan uloskirjauksen. Sen verran sentään ymmärrän, että ulkomaailmassa en tässä mielentilassa selviäisi. Toivotaan, etten tulevaisuudessakaan sorru.
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| I will buy you a new life perfect shiny and new lol... |
[12 Oct 2008|01:38pm] |
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KALAHARA: I Will Buy You a New Life - Everclear http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIukr8dADDM
KALAHARA: I wanna guy to buy me a new life
KALAHARA: lol
KALAHARA: I love Everclear
keepswimming02: yep
KALAHARA: I wanna guy to come to my door singing
keepswimming02: i'll take one that cooks
KALAHARA: unfortunately guys like this don't exist
keepswimming02: Wanted: A singing cook!
KALAHARA: hahahahah
KALAHARA: Good luck with that one sister!~
( Animation by Zank Frappa )
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| What a Uprising can lead to... |
[12 Oct 2008|10:02am] |
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Manga Graphix: i just had my shower with my new soap i got at the soap place
KALAHARA: you in a soap store?
Manga Graphix: yep
KALAHARA: are super heroes allowed foo-foo stuff like scented soaps?
Manga Graphix: i think so
KALAHARA: lol
KALAHARA: so what is your man scented poison flavor?
Manga Graphix: its called uprising, kinda lemon/coconut
KALAHARA: lol seriously? your wearing a Uprising?
Manga Graphix: yep
KALAHARA: sir you realize given your profession and connection to Lex-Corp this could be perceived as a plot and subterfuge?
Manga Graphix: maybe
KALAHARA: so if your wearing "Uprising" bubble bath I can only assume your wearing "Certain Death" deodorant?
Manga Graphix: close
KALAHARA: or "Sinister Snafu" shaving cream?
Manga Graphix: roflol
Manga Graphix: man i need that shaving cream
KALAHARA: I own the (Tm) on that one
KALAHARA: but you could buy into the stock if the market wasn't so shaky
Manga Graphix: roflol
Manga Graphix: shmoo stock?
Manga Graphix: what are the benefits?
KALAHARA: all these products will be available on my showcase on the "Home Hero Shopping Network" when it premieres this fall
KALAHARA: well there are a lot of benefits in buying into the "Medusa House of Beauty"
KALAHARA: I can send you over some figures and sales analysis
Manga Graphix: lol
Manga Graphix: figures huh?
KALAHARA: yep lemme get my courier Fed-Snake Ex, you'll have it within the hour
Manga Graphix: roflol
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| Update |
[12 Oct 2008|08:19pm] |
Havent posted for a bit, Been busy. Went to the club on friday night with luke... IM pretty sure i put a post up saying we're back together....
Got completely trashed off my face dont remember half of it. but yeah...
hung out with him today asked him the question what are you thinking and said he was thinking about marrying me and out wedding night. So now im thinking all about weddings and marriage. we talked about it before and he was suprised when i said i would take his name.
But yeah i have inspiration to loose weight and that is to look good in a wedding dress.
Last time i lost alot of weight was for a formal and now i have new inspiration.
so quick update. Im happy xoxo
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[11 Oct 2008|09:10pm] |
Today: Got two new tires for the car. Fixed the awful *thumpthump* noise so all is good. It wasn't even that expensive.
Tonight: AUSA Lolita Sushi dinner was awesome. Yummy food and wonderful company. I can't believe that half our party didn't show, but they missed out. Too bad for them.
No outfit pictures from today because I'm lazy. I need to get more Lolita clothes because I'm enjoying wearing them all the time. No jeans = yey!
Right now I'm waiting for the hubby to come home with doughnuts. MMmmmmMMMmmm... can't wait!
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| Not always in a mood for Magic Mountain at Debi-land... |
[11 Oct 2008|12:04pm] |
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( Cleavage rant... )
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| Don't like something change something... |
[11 Oct 2008|09:20am] |
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Been sorta moody this week and keeping much to myself thinking on a lot of things. The main subject to many of the things wrong being is I'm just not happy in my life and I've been really slipping up and letting myself seep into a funk. I missed out on going with Denice to see Tanja and her baby Friday but I did send a gift. I just didn't think it be good to go visit a new baby with the tail end of this cold still lingering just didn't want to be toxic avenger girl or anything. Slept half the day away yesterday trying to catch up on lost sleep from the past few nights of nerve pain activity. Talked with Mac last night and he's starting on a new venture so I wanna be supportive on that so I'm giving myself this weekend to get my head together. In other new Meiji was kinda rough to work with earlier this week after me not handling her daily when I was sick but I have gotten her back to normal and she ate some banana and a sliced apple outta my hand.
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| Introducing the new love of my life... |
[11 Oct 2008|01:33am] |
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The pink GHD flat iron. It is so versatile! Also it heats in like 5 seconds! Amazing! This is seriously the best flat iron I have ever used! I love it!!!!!!
♥ Shawnee
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| I feel like something gritty today... |
[10 Oct 2008|12:49pm] |
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| OMG I hate her too! |
[10 Oct 2008|06:58am] |
Well McCain's new running mate, Sarah Palin, will definitely serve a purpose. She will confuse and distract female voters while pushing a male agenda.
So here are a few reasons I don't like her:
- lifetime member of the NRA (and supposedly hunts regularly)
- anti-abortion, yet still calls herself a feminist?
- pro-death penalty
- former beauty pageant queen...... because there has to be something pretty to look at while discussing the issues?
- nominated miss congeniality... do you think she includes this on her resume?
- anti-environment, for drilling in Alaska and removing tho polar bears protected status
- little political experience (4yrs on city council, 6 yrs as mayor of a small town, and almost 2 yrs as Governor of Alaska)
- prior work experience includes sports reporter and commercial fishing
- uncertain religious affiliation: Pentecostal, non-denominational and Lutheran?
- She is seen as ideal because her son is being deployed to Iraq.....how does that speak to her credibility as a candidate?
- children with crazy names: Track, Trig, Bristol, Willow, and Piper.... i feel sorry for them!
- married to high school boyfriend.... come on how about some exploration!
- husband works for BP oil.... hmm she is neutral right?
- Palin stated: "It was rightly noted in Denver this week that Hillary left 18 million cracks in the highest, hardest glass ceiling in America," she told the crowd. "But it turns out the women of America aren't finished yet, and we can shatter that glass ceiling once and for all." How is electing a woman who is against most women's issues shattering the glass ceiling? We might as well elect a mannequin.
- She was only selected to take away votes from the democrats, not based on her credentials or skills
- Sarah was chosen over many other more qualified and experienced women such as Senator Hutchison or Snowe
- John McCain, who has previously called his wife a cunt, probably has one intention in choosing Sarah: she will be a pretty face to campaign with and deceive the consciences of women but if elected, will be asked to keep her mouth shut and submit to his paternalistic, male dominated world view ( which she seemingly already has )
This came from here
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| Pretending there's glamour and candelabra when you're drinking by candle light. |
[09 Oct 2008|11:47pm] |
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Friends?
The title is thrown around so loosely.
Many call me a friend, but am I?
I call people my friends, but are they?
I have some great friends.
There's Amore and even though she has pissed me off a time or two I love her to death. Real friendship doesn't fade just because you get into a spat. It has nothing to do with how many cookies she buys me. It has everything to do with the fact that I trust her. The fact that I know if I were to fall flat on my face she would be there to pick me up and dust me off. Just like I would for her.
I know she's a real friend.
There's Jaxi who has never really pissed me off and I've never fought with. Sure she's a busy lady and I don't get to spend enough time with her but I love her to death. Home girl goes to school and works a very important full time job. I know no matter how busy she is, if I need her she's there. Like when I broke up with Adam and I was a hot mess. She had papers due for school and needed sleep but when I called her crying she hung out with me all night and made me laugh until my face hurt. When Yuki was dying she was there to take me to the animal hospital even though she had to get up the next morning. I would do the same for her.
I know she's a real friend.
There is Candice who I've known forever but never started hanging out with regularly until recently. She's amazing. No matter how life is dragging her through the dirt she still manages to stay upbeat and positive. I think it is sooooo important to have positive people in your life.
I know she's a real friend.
Then again there are those I'm not too sure about...
There is the woman who claims to be my "friend" yet my ex would always tell me how she said I was using him and he needed to break up with me. He would also say that she relayed information to him from my myspace when he was off my friends list.
Who do I believe?
There is another woman who claims to be my "friend" yet she puts me down every chance she gets. Making comments about how she hates my hair color when she can barely care for hers. Making comments about my weight when she is constantly gaining weight her self and I am losing it. She also criticizes my life as much as possible. She will talk down about my job when she hates her own and I am relatively happy at mine. She talks shit about the men I date yet she has never had a boy friend herself. In fact she has slept with the one she claimed to dislike the most.
Is my self esteem worth it?
There is the "friend" who seems to do nothing but complain about the rest of her friends which makes me wonder... What does she say about me? Am I just another thing to complain about to the other people she calls friends?
What's the point of being left wondering?
Then there is the "friend" who is so desperate for attention they will try to make me look bad only to make her self look better. The friend who always wants me to take the back seat of her life that isn't half as fabulous as mine in the first place.
Is standing in the shadow so I am not to shine as bright worth it?
Then there is the girl who calls me a friend yet she tries to fuck every man I'm ever slightly interested in. Yet if she starts to see a guy who was my friend first all of the sudden I am trying to steal him and I am the one screwing them behind her back. At least that's what she tells everyone even though it's not true.
I know this one isn't worth it and I seldom come into contact with her anymore.
Why do I allow these people in my life? Is it because I generally care about them? Or is it because I want to pass the time? It's not the fact that I do not know what real friends are because I obviously do.
It makes me wonder...
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| My dead skin is on trial... |
[10 Oct 2008|12:23am] |
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Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
I hope you had the time of your life.
I hope you had the time of your life.
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| O.o "These pollen balls are giving me a idea!" I bet they are Aqua Man... |
[09 Oct 2008|11:22pm] |
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Sthenno: Good God.. I wish I had fast speed you know why???
KALAHARA: why? lol
Sthenno: because of this!!!!
Sthenno: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8K1yEkXn2e4
KALAHARA: hahahahaahahahahahahaha
KALAHARA: Wonder Twins! She'd snap those b*tches in half!
Sthenno: i never saw this as a kid...
Sthenno: if i had I would've hyperventilated
KALAHARA: man Batman walks so humpy
Sthenno: GOTH MUCH?
KALAHARA: hehehehee
KALAHARA: you know Medusa is my hero
Sthenno: why is Medusa wearing a burgundy bath robe?
KALAHARA: Victoria Secret's mother had a sale?
Sthenno: and what the hell is that Lion sphinx guy with a human face?
KALAHARA: I think that's Lion-O's early lost cloned brother
Sthenno: damn i miss youtube
KALAHARA: this is some crazy crap
KALAHARA: Medusa has no eye balls!
KALAHARA: and there is a odd Wonder Woman ass shot with a visible twitch - that's disturbing...
KALAHARA: cheap ass flying lion!
Sthenno: haha I know this sh*t is like pot toon work
KALAHARA: hahaahahaha
Wonder Woman girl what is with the unnecessary golden lasso ass shot close up???
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| A new pony |
[09 Oct 2008|05:56pm] |
I finished my second pony. Unfortunately, because of his theme, I can't post him on the usual pony forum. So he'll have to be photowhored out here and on MySpace. Don't mind my perpetually bad photo-taking skills.
Meet Baby Spliff.
And one of him with a few other members of the herd. You can see how small he is, that's a pack of cigarettes on the right.
He's my first total repaint. His symbols, in case you can't see them, are a pot leaf on his hip and "4:20" on his front leg. He's a lot smaller than the rest of my ponies, and he's a fakie (a fake or generic brand My Little Pony) so his eyes are very small. I learned a lot from this little project. He looks wall-eyed in the photo, but he's looking slightly to the left. They line up in person, I promise.
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| I want to spam a wonderful site! |
[09 Oct 2008|03:23pm] |
Normally I am pushing people to visit Gaiaonline.com, or to play Sims 2, but today is much much different. Today I would like to direct everyone to a wonderful site that helped me. Now the funny thing is, I tried for 45 minutes on my own to cure a stupid ad-virus... I finally got desperate and googled the damn virus I was directed to this site, and just by going through their "Setup for curing" steps I rid my computer of the infection.
Seriously everyone..
Go to Geeks to Go
Its like the Geek Squad® but free and better service!
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