And now that it's done, [Monday October 13th, 2008 at 11:58am] i_morsmordre Honestly, I need to get away from under your (whatever you call it). I want to be a strong gale, I want to be a force of nature. I mean, it's bad enough you're still one of the strongholds in my life, but I want to be the phoenix that you'd never expect of me. I want to listen to chris brown and dance like no one's watching, I wanna hang out with cher and nicola, and feel happy. I want to drink and go crazy with rachelle in the secret of her room with empty vodka cruisers littering the floor. I want to be able to step back into the cristina yang school of bitch when you're playing your cards out on me. I don't want to think, I want to know. I mean, I just want to stop caring, giving, shining and sacrificing myself to an empty cause. I want your pain to be magnified by what used to be mine. I want to be unnoticed and necessary. I want to be unrestrained and I want to keep my edge. I want to live away. I want to soar and be mutually exclusive. I don't want to give a shit about how disappointed you are or if I'm appeasing enough. I mean, I seriously just can't give a shit anymore. Z, I want to be the blair that also rises. Cola, you're right, no one should be able to make me feel this miserable, besides myself. Love and let love. 0 >> reply >> edit

Writer's Block: Transportation [Monday October 13th, 2008 at 3:34am] awakencordy In the past they promised us jetpacks for the future. We’re still waiting. What is your ideal mode of transportation? Has it been invented yet? View other answers I'm not sure about teleportation, (see: Heroes for possible problems), and it could be hard to stop, I mean the lines, personal spaces, how would goverment divide space into "portable" and "non-portable" areas? Come on. I always liked The Jetson's lifestyle though, flying cars, moving tubes. That could be it. Dreamy answer would be teleportation, but the latter is more possible (in a very rich country, of course.) I like subways very much too, in this lifetime. 0 >> reply >> edit

[Sunday October 12th, 2008 at 10:33pm] sjlnechnaia Когда-то давным-давно, когда мы с мужем были маленькими только поженились, у нас не было компьютера и тем более интернета. Только мой маленький старенький телевизор и видак. Зато каждый вечер мы смотрели по СТС Зачарованных (правда потом их стали показывать в неудачное время и я так и не знаю, чем же все закончилось :0). Но начали показывать Смолвиль. Много лет спустя... Во сегодня мужу говорю: давай скачаем, посмотрим. Ага, говорит он, давай... с первого сезона... :D 2 >> reply >> edit

[Sunday October 12th, 2008 at 6:37pm] dollrock To the beautiful anonymous person who sent me a virtual daisy for my birthday - I love you. ♥ 1 >> reply >> edit

[Monday October 13th, 2008 at 1:15am] la_fleur_darion Feed Me! Adopted from Valenth 0 >> reply >> edit

[Sunday October 12th, 2008 at 11:52pm] la_fleur_darion А я похудела на 10 см ( в среднем это около 10 кг).... может это и хорошо, вот только повод оставляет желать лучшего 0 >> reply >> edit

In over my head. [Sunday October 12th, 2008 at 1:12pm] i_morsmordre Everything just disgusts me now. I swear, it's an overkill of Dawson's Creek and like, life. 0 >> reply >> edit

ideas about wishes [Sunday October 12th, 2008 at 2:16am] sjlnechnaia Я постоянно задаюсь вопросом: почему мне не нравится моя профессия, работа, почему мне хочется заниматься графикой, фотографией, визажем (вобщем всякое "ерундой")? И наконец я дала себе ответ (прям для диссертации по психологии ЛОЛ). Я слишком эмоциональна, но замкнута и все свои чувства и эмоции мне приходится показывать через что-то другое + у меня какая-то болезненная тяга к тому, чтобы все вокруг были довольны и счастливы (вот это точно к психоаналитику надо). Если в моей работе нет творческой составляющей я начинаю впадать в депрессию. Последние пол-года я просто с неимоверными услиями заставляла себя идти на работу, в то время как работая в фотостудии по 12 часов 5 дней в неделю я была всегда довольна ). Так что всерьез задумываюсь о смене профессии I often ask myself: why I like to do this and don't like to do that? Why I like to do icons, make-up, haircuts and photos and don't like to be a boss? And now I understand - I like to make people happy. When I do my icons I want to show some emotions what I feel in that moment. And I want to show that in my pic. I know they are not good yet, but I'll study... and maybe sometimes I'll can do what I want and maybe be like rustal or karras they are so talanted! (ha-ha, it's my arrogance :D) ( some pic ) sorry for mistakes 15 >> reply >> edit

fish bone, richard & diane, and 30 Rock [Saturday October 11th, 2008 at 8:58pm] loveohlovelove [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Quincy Jones ] Random? Yes RANDOM. 1. I got a fish bone stuck in my throat again. AGAIN! I'm starting to despise eating fish because I, sometimes, end up getting a bone stuck in my throat just like now. Ugh I couldn't get it out. x( 2. I finished reading Nicholas Sparks' Nights in Rodanthe and lol, it made me cry. The story was romantic though I think that Paul and Adrianne fell in love too quickly. It was good but not really my type of story. I wonder why on earth does Sparks aims in making the reader cry? I hope he writes something both comical/romantic. blah. To tell you I read Nights in Rodanthe just because Richard Gere and Diane Lane are the actors that starred in the film. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't be reading it (I'm not a Sparks' fan). I really love love love Richard Gere and Diane Lane. I loved them when I watched The Cotton Club (1984). Also I liked them in Unfaithful though I really frown at infidelity that was involved in the story. Anyway if they both didn't end up together I would be cursing the movie for ruining my ship. The Cotton Club( Lemon? Lemon? ) 15 >> reply >> edit

[Sunday October 12th, 2008 at 12:27am] la_fleur_darion Как хочется переписать историю... как книгу написать сначала... А я стала темноты бояться... то, что любила раньше так сильно, теперь пугает меня ... А ведь это очень странно, не первый раз же оплакиваю близкого.... Ваню своего выставила за дверь, сказав : "Вон и больше не звони"... а без него так стришно! Каждый вечер внушаю себе - "Я не сумашедшая".... Господи, когда врачи приехали он был еще жив!!!! ЖИВ!!! жив... Умер на руках у матери... Человек, который всегда улыбался... который был опорой и преданным другом... Человек, который ценил друзей и дружбу больше, чем белый свет мертв... мерт мертв из-за холатности врачей... мертв.... А я так и не успела ему столького сказать.... и столькое вовремя понять... 1 >> reply >> edit

friday night lights [Saturday October 11th, 2008 at 5:06pm] ifonlii [ mood | satisfied ] i have recently discovered friday night lights =0 i now i am really lagged but yeah. but i LOVE tyla which equal lyla+tim thats about all, right now i am watching season  2 episode 5 when i should be studying, yes i suck as much as i lag! okay thats about all =P xoxo cate 0 >> reply >> edit

[Saturday October 11th, 2008 at 12:52am] dollrock I keep on thinking about how much I'd like to go to Abbey Road and see if you can really feel the "Beatles spirit" there, as some people claim. And over that I remembered that I've actually got my own encounter with the Beatles spirit. Listen to this capturing tale. A couple of years ago there was an exhibition about the Hamburg music scene in the sixties, when The Beatles were here. Which I'm still insanely proud of. My beautiful city, all Beatled up. I was looking at Stu Sutcliffe's paintings. They had this whole thing set up in one corner, the paintings on easels and old paintbrushes and crumbly tin tubes of oil paint scattered around them. And I felt it, there. It was like having goosebumps without physically having the goosebumps. Eerie but somehow comforting. There was something. They also had handwritten letters from George to Astrid about some photos when he was about eighteen or something, which are adorable. Oh, you boys, I'll never get over you. 1 >> reply >> edit

[Friday October 10th, 2008 at 6:04pm] thefoxcharmer [ mood | cheerful ] Alas, I have not forgotten you all. Nor have I abandoned my promise to send out handmade postcards. Thus far I have painted 21 and only need a few more before the collection is complete. I used watercolors without thinking that they might be exposed to moisture on their journey and thus the colors may run. I can take that risk or I can stick them in little white envelopes. That is, of course, if you don't mind. Please let me know your preference I will send yours off accordingly. With that said I fully intend to have them finished and in the post within the next week! 11 >> reply >> edit

pimpage [Friday October 10th, 2008 at 1:12pm] monstertrees leavesofgold.deviantart.com if you have a deviant art, say so! i'd love to be friends. :) 1 >> reply >> edit

national fucking treasure. [Friday October 10th, 2008 at 8:46pm] dollrock Simon: "Stephen, while you're here, is there a God?" Stephen: "No. No, darling, no." How adorable was Stephen on Buzzcocks? Calling everyone dear and darling. I didn't know any of the others, though. The blond guy was very funny. The comedienne next to Stephen looked intriguingly normal. She was sweet. The S Club Junior lass was a bit of an airhead. I couldn't stop thinking about this everytime she was on the screen. S Club: "Oh, are you the boyfriend?" Phill: "NO. HE WAS MERYL STREEP." Simon: "Don't mock our intellectual Greek love!" Josie: "I would put everything I have on number three. I mean that in several ways." S Club: "What part of the song is that?" Phill: "The one with the WORDS IN IT." Elephant: "I wouldn't say I abandoned it... It abandoned me!" Elephant: "We've changed our ways and..." Stephen: "And moved on to hard drugs." 2 >> reply >> edit

Writer's Block: The X-Files Birthday [Friday October 10th, 2008 at 3:08pm] awakencordy Today in 1993, The X-Files first premiered. What's your favorite episode? Have you ever experienced paranormal activity yourself? View other answers Ooh, so hard to choose from many. The one first popped in my mind is 'Arcadia'. How can it not be? For all of the shippers of XF? It was just brilliant. And with many unseen scenes, fans created a whole different world out of that episode. (So with Millennium, that kiss is still the event of 2000 for me) I love 'Small Potatoes', I love 'Detour', I love 'Fight The Future', I adore 'Triangle', and I just love the fact that I remember the episodes by names. Not one other show could make me do that. My paranormal activites come from my brain, especially with timeline. I often feel deja-vus, both from the past and future. My senses are very heightened about feeling people of what are they doing or stuff like that, but I always think that as coincidence, I'm not into that type of 'talents'. 9 >> reply >> edit

I have a dream, a song to sing. [Friday October 10th, 2008 at 11:46am] nicolemissing [ mood | worried ] [ music | Amanda Seyfried - Thank You for the Music ] Prima di tutto voglio dire che ho visto Mamma Mia! e mi sono completamente innamorata di questo splendido film e delle splendide canzoni (W gli Abba!) Amanda Seyfried oltre che essere bellissima ha una voce da angelo stupenda! Se non lo avete ancora fatto andate assolutamente a vederlo, e amore a prima vista! (o a prima canzone, per me XD). Tonight the Super Trouper lights are gonna find me, but I won't feel blue, like I always do, 'cause somewhere in the crowd there's you. Poi. Non so, questa settimana che sono dovuta andare un pò a lavorare per la ditta di mia mamma mi escono mille stills di Twilight e mi viene il raffreddore con mal di gola e ora tosse, e io posso solo stare a guardare le stills e non farci nulla perchè intanto non ho tempo e poi sto male e non riesco a stare al pc. Eh beh, ovvio. Oggi però sono a casa, mi è rimasta solo la tosse, quindi mi sono data da fare (un pò troppo forse? :D) e quindi, ecco. 69 Twilight Icons (12 animated) 1 Edward/Bella Banner (text and textless version) ( I have a dream, a song to sing, to help me cope with anything, if you see the wonder of a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail ) Avatar by violetdarko perchè faccio Meredith anche se la odio perchè tu sei Cristina. Fre Doc. Mi ricordo cose anche io :) grazie di tutto. Thank you for the music, for giving it to me. 56 >> reply >> edit

OME! [Friday October 10th, 2008 at 5:50pm] i_morsmordre COLA I CAN'T BREATHE. 1 >> reply >> edit

IDSKJDAKDJPWKP! [Friday October 10th, 2008 at 4:38pm] loveohlovelove [ mood | energetic ] [ music | none ] holy smokes! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! I love this day. That is all. :D =)

[Friday October 10th, 2008 at 8:59am] sjlnechnaia Ааааааааа посмотрела сейчас новый трейлер Twilight! Очень даже! И хоть и сделали из вампиров каких-то обезьянок, все равно смотриться не плохо. А уж как он яблоко ловил - вооще отпад. Вобщем, не могу дождаться когда же наступит декабрь. Ну и о насущном. Мое абсолютное неумене пользоваться поисковиками не то что не пропадает, а просто-таки прогрессирует. Чтобы я не пыталась найти естественно не находится, зато я вечно натыкаюсь на что-нибудь интересное. Вобщем, полезла вчера искать фотки(!), а нашла... трудно поверить уроки французского онлайн 7 >> reply >> edit

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