thedeadparrot ([info]thedeadparrot) wrote in [info]parrotfic,
@ 2007-09-26 12:10:00
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Entry tags:gen, house

Stage Five (House, Wilson, PG)
Title: Stage Five
Fandom: House, M.D.
Pairing/Rating: none, really, PG.
Wordcount: 480 words
Summary: Five years ago, House managed to convince Wilson to put up a poster of Rebel Without A Cause in his office, across from the desk, so that Wilson would see it every day.
Author's Notes: For [info]ficwriters_anon. Thanks to [info]savemoony for the beta.


Five years ago, House managed to convince Wilson to put up a poster of Rebel Without A Cause in his office, across from the desk, so that Wilson would see it every day. It's appropriate, he had said at the time, grinning as Wilson finally rolled his eyes and relented. Two years after that, Wilson took it down, and no one ever asked him why. They understood.

It leaves a blank space on Wilson's wall, though, and he thinks maybe it's time he filled it with something again.

---

Cuddy's made Foreman the new head of Diagnostics, though it's mostly in name only, since all three of the former fellows get equal time at the board, passing the marker around, calling out suggestions. Wilson pokes his head in occasionally to make sure everything's okay, but they don't need him, and they probably never did.

Sometimes, he'll just watch them work, so familiar with one another that they finish each other's sentences, sharing entire conversations with just one glance. While their solve rate isn't as good as it was before, it's still pretty amazing, and Wilson's proud, prouder than he has any right to be, because this is theirs. This is what they've learned. This is what they've accomplished.

---

Most days, he eats lunch with Cuddy, because they're friends; that's what friends do. They have their own table in the cafeteria, sort of, off in a corner that no one else ever takes, though in the summer, they eat outside, even on the days it's so bright Wilson has to squint in order to see.

She never steals his food, except for the fries every other Thursday, but he knows that's because the calories don't count if they're off someone else's plate. Wilson doesn't mind, really. He actually kind of likes it.

They don't talk about work over lunch. They talk like college students about art and life and relationships and superhero comics, and even though Wilson's never going to love her more than a friend, more than a close colleague, he's happiest when he's right here, with fries missing from his plate, the sun in his eyes, and the Grand Unified Theory of the Universe spilling from Cuddy's lips.

---

There's a piano in his living room that he's never played, never learned how to play.

But he occasionally flips through the yellow pages, stopping between "Musical Arrangers-Composers" and "Musical Instruction-Vocal", and wonders.

---

Wilson's always thought that he'd be constantly aware of death, that it'd never take him by surprise, but he's learned that it can sneak up on you, that it can happen when you least it expect it.

---

A few years have passed since the accident, and Wilson feels that maybe that's enough time, so he puts the poster back up, spreading it across his wall with careful fingers, stickytac at each of the corners. When he's done, he steps back and admires his work.

James Dean glares sullenly at him, but Wilson smiles, and the ache in his chest is gentle.


FIN.




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[info]deelaundry
2007-09-26 06:12 pm UTC (link)
I'm in love with this. Yeah, seriously. Absolutely perfect conveying of mood. Stunning. *mems*

Typo here? Cuddy's made Foreman's the new head of Diagnostics,

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[info]queenzulu
2007-09-26 06:17 pm UTC (link)
I so much love this story. I think it was vying for first place in my affections for ficanon--this and Tuesday. It hurt really happily well, not over the top, not a tear-jerker, but it had me all choked up. OH WILSON.

And, good on you, for writing differently.

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[info]demonqueen666
2007-09-26 06:33 pm UTC (link)
If I say that was pretty with it's hurtiness, will you understand?

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[info]vily
2007-09-26 06:35 pm UTC (link)
Oh, poor Wilson! He lost his boyfriend.

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[info]woodencoyote
2007-09-27 05:26 pm UTC (link)
Just stopping by to say your icon is awesome.

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[info]roga
2007-09-26 07:48 pm UTC (link)
I love this. And I totally could have written an entire essay about why this was yours, but even if I hadn't recognized your style by the second paragraph, this is what would have clued me in:

While their solve rate isn't as good as it was before, it's still pretty amazing, and Wilson's proud, prouder than he has any right to be, because this is theirs.

My brain was thinking, oh, oh, Wilson, but my heart was thinking, oh, John.

But anyway. Yeah, I loved this :-)

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[info]nightdog_barks
2007-09-26 08:23 pm UTC (link)
I usually have trouble reading fics in which House is dead or injured (yeah, go figure).

I love this. Just love it. It's so beautiful and gentle, and even though there's an underlying note of sadness, it's so, so lovely to see Wilson's recovery and how he can take pleasure in small things.

*mems*

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[info]karmadownurgun
2007-09-26 11:18 pm UTC (link)
This is very nice, despite the solemn feel to it. The whole Rebel Without A Cause poster with James Dean is just so fitting. It's such a great descriptive tool, without really, verbally, describing anything.

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[info]fallin4redheads
2007-09-26 11:42 pm UTC (link)
Aww.

That was beautiful. I love it, even though it's sad. It hurts in just the right way.

For some reason, I love reading death!fics, even though I get so sad when I read them.

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[info]theyreforrachel
2007-09-27 12:51 am UTC (link)
I love it.

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[info]elva_barr
2007-09-27 01:31 am UTC (link)
The imagery in that fourth paragraph is the first place where you begin to fall in love with this piece of emotions here: you really convey great motion there. I would've felt insecure about the recurring repetition of 'maybe,' but I find it works beautifully here.

teensy typo:and "Musical Instruction-Vocal", should have that comma before the close-quote

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[info]saara_zaara
2007-09-27 01:50 am UTC (link)
Very nice. I love the compactness of this. Reced at HHoW.

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[info]bloodanna
2007-09-27 02:38 am UTC (link)
Oh, this is just beautiful.
Simple and quietly painful in a way that's just perfect.
I'd pick a favourite line, but I really can't separate a single sentence as they all work and flow together and it'd kind be like picking out a favouite brush stroke in a painting.

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[info]blackmare_9
2007-09-27 03:10 am UTC (link)
Ouch, dammit.

Just ... oh, Wilson.

This just ... ouch. I'm going to stop typing now before I embarrass myself. :-)

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[info]shutterbug12
2007-09-27 04:16 am UTC (link)
Oh, this was so sad. Wonderful, though. The poster was incredibly appropriate. I like that its image frames the piece and, when Wilson takes the poster down, he's still surrounded by constant reminders of House. Ugh, so sad.

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[info]arwen_kenobi
2007-09-27 04:57 am UTC (link)
Oh that aches. But "gently aches" if I may paraphrase your fic there. ;)

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[info]spoggly
2007-09-27 09:33 am UTC (link)
So sad and sweet. I really, really like this.

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[info]psyko_kittie
2007-09-27 01:17 pm UTC (link)
Oh, beautiful and heartbreaking!

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[info]silja_b
2007-09-27 03:08 pm UTC (link)
Very well written.

It has subtlety and an almost fragile sense of loss. The last line is terribly moving.

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[info]xjessica_faithx
2007-09-28 02:05 am UTC (link)
My gosh....
*cries*

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[info]oursoliloquies
2007-09-28 04:27 am UTC (link)
That is just... heartbreaking. You conveyed the sense of loss here on Wilson's part so well, and the fact that it's done in such a quiet, understated manner rather than over-the-top with blatant mention of House makes it even more poignant. And that last line? Is just so, so sad and lovely.

Love this so much. ♥

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[info]annalully
2007-09-29 03:24 pm UTC (link)
Sad and lovely. What really got me was Wilson's quiet acceptance and loneliness and the little things he does to keep living.

It's touching because it's simple and poignant, as life usually is. :)

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[info]eeveekitty85
2007-09-29 08:54 pm UTC (link)
Ohhh...I don't even want to say 'ouch' because it seems like too harsh a word to describe this...hard to put my finger on why it works so well and why it's got me so choked up... It's simple, uncomplicated, quiet, and very very beautiful. It makes me miss House even though obviously in the real world (can a TV show be a real world?) he's not...ohhh it's just lovely. And not a scrap of emo in sight!

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