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    Tuesday, August 19th, 2008
    fishery
    11:38p
    post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. then, put this in your lj to see what others have to say.
    Friday, August 15th, 2008
    lizry_gela23
    7:34p
    Poem I wrote:: FOREVER IN MY HEART..

    Forever In My Heart

     

    You said that you wouldn’t

    Do what you did last time,

    I count on you, forget about

    The pain and hardships that

    I’ve been through;

    I trust you and hope that

    Things will be find though..

     

     

    But here you are, standing at my door

    With you’re eyes looking deeply in my soul

    I cannot take my eyes off of you;

    There’s a glint in you’re eyes

    That makes my stomach growl..

     

     

    A kiss in the lips and I know its worth

    A thousand years of hurt

    Kept inside my heart

    Stab like a painful dart

    And it would never depart..

     

     

    Our memories were tight

    The beautiful experiences we had light

    And now tears of remorse in our eyes so bright..

     

    I can never forget

    Those things that we shared

    Times alone were paired

    Loneliness that cause us to despair;

    This, I will never regret..

     

    One glance from him, I am embarrassed;

    A blush on my cheek, I despised;

    Tears in his eyes, I am mortified;

    A roll of tears on my cheeks, I am surprised;

    A seal of a kiss in my lips

    So soft and yet so sweet

    So sensitive and yet it stays..

    Forever in my heart..=)

     

    [[Do you like it?? Dedicated to all P&P MODERN & REGENCY STORIES’ WRITERS!!=))]]

     

    lizry_gela23
    7:33p
    CHAPTER 4-Thoughts about One Another

    CHAPTER 4-Thoughts about One Another

     

    Netherfield Hall, Dinner time

     

    All we’re present in the dining hall; Darcy sits beside Miss Bingley who keeps on looking at him like he was the food. And Charles who tried hard to suppress his laughter from his sister and friend’s doings, finally he gives up; throwing a glance on his sister, he said while smiling:

     

    “So Caroline, I think that the food doesn’t suit you’re taste; that’s why you are looking and blushing at Darcy’s food, aren’t you?”

     

    Caroline looked deadly at her older brother He is so nice! And look at Darcy who did not even notice her brother’s remark; because he was busy eating his food. She does find a subject in which he can say something... And thus, she asks him.

     

    “How do you feel, Mr. Darcy when Miss Elizabeth fainted in your arms?” Darcy looked up from his plate to the lady who asks him about the woman he likes.

    “I do not expect such a question from you, Miss Bingley; but very well, I’ll tell you. I feel warmth when I danced with her and I got worried when she fainted.”

    “Then she does make an effect on you, Mr. Darcy. What does within her that you do not see in any other woman?”

    Liveliness...  Darcy thought. But he only cleared his throat and answers the question of Charles’ sister.

    “It is not such an important thing to ask, Miss Bingley.”

    “Why, Mr. Darcy! You are keeping a secret to us, don’t you?”

    “Unfortunately, I was not bound to any secrecy, Miss Bingley. And you must respect my wish of not telling it to you.”

    After the cold remark of Mr. Darcy, Caroline did nothing but eat her food; She kept asking herself, what does she did that makes her different from me? She knew that she was now jealous of that little country girl who from one night, swept off the man that she wanted more than to give her the love she wants. So when she finishes off her meal, she stood up and addressed her older brother and his friend.

    “Excuse me, Charles and Mr. Darcy; I am now retiring on my bed chamber. Goodnight to you, Charles --- and Mr. Darcy.”

     

    With her retreating, Darcy kept his eyes on her; finding something he might be able to know, he looked away when Charles spoke in a pleasing tone.

    “But I think she would be well, Darcy; Miss Bennet had said that she was a very lively girl and very energetic. Stop worrying over her.”

    “Who are you pertaining to?” a cold voice was used by Darcy to hide his obvious face when he heard that. But Bingley knew that too much.

    Bingley let a soft chuckle and Darcy shot his eyebrows on him and he said in response to his friend’s eyebrows. “You really think that I just focus on Jane Bennet aren’t you? I also watched you last night; and I think I saw a hint of jealousy when you see her dancing with him; she who wants to be with him and when she is talking to him… And you ask who I am pertaining to, Darcy? Of course, no other than Miss Elizabeth Bennet; I am not that blind, Darcy.”

     

    Darcy let out a sigh; of course, he should have known better. Charles Bingley had been his friend when he went to Cambridge and it was for 7 years from now.

    And knowing Bingley, he is a person who knows you from head to toe and he even detects if he is lying or hiding something… So when he looked up, he saw Bingley staring challengly at him. Of course, he wants me to admit it to him. O man!

     

    “Alright, Bingley; Yes I find her very pretty indeed. In spite of the bad remark I have said about her.”

     

    “Yes, I also want to ask you such question, Darcy. Why did you slight her that way when you feel something for her?”

     

    “You know that if I do that again then I would have her mother chasing me until Derbyshire, you know that’s too irritating, Bingley.”

     

    “Of course, who wouldn’t?” Bingley sipped his wine and smile at his friend. Darcy turns now the question to Bingley.

     

    “Bingley, I also do notice that Miss Bennet or should I say, Miss Jane Bennet is a favorite of yours last night? How are things between you and Miss Bennet?”

     

    “Oh! Yes, she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen! When she danced with me last night, oh I wish the night wouldn’t last! And at Miss Elizabeth’s room, I found her sleeping next to me in the couch! I am so glad for it, Darcy!”

     

    Darcy laughed at his friend’s sarcasm and even corrected him for it.

    “Well, I needed to correct you on that, Bingley. She didn’t sleep next to you; she is lying on the couch, while you were sitting on it.”

     

    “But then, I consider myself lucky for being able to sit really next to her.”

     

    Darcy read between the lines and found that he was right; He was lucky enough to be so near to the woman he wants; while he, he who just took a seat not nears enough for him to see if she had been awake or even if her fever is soothing or if she had been murmuring some words... NO! All he did was to see her in that state, though he seemed to be so concerned over her, he didn’t show it --- The reason was he did not want Wickham to learn of his regard to Elizabeth. If he isn’t there, then I would be the one tending to her, holding her hand and kissing it occasionally and not him! He was snapped out of his thoughts when Charles told him that it has been a night and he wants to rest already. He looked into his pocket watch. 10:50 pm. saying his goodbyes to Bingley he went over to his bed chamber for his own solitary thoughts.

     

     

    Longbourne Estate, at Elizabeth’s room

     

    Jane was seated on a chair near her sister’s bed and had been telling her of what had been the exchanges between her and Mr. Bingley. Elizabeth’s smiles because she knows that Jane had finally found what have been she looking for and after awhile, Jane felt sleepy and decided to return to her own room to rest.

    Elizabeth hugs her elder sister and she tucks herself under the covers of her bed.

     

    She had been closing her eyes when she felt that she was not even sleepy at all.. Her thoughts were alive and she thought about the few exchanges between Jane and herself.

     

    Even two years older than she was, Jane had always been like her twin sister and the very close to her. They always confide each other their most secrets when it comes to love and other things --- They even make a pact that they would only marry for the deepest love and they would get married on the same day. But sadly, she thought. That will never happen; because no one will ever love me like any gentleman that notices Jane.

     

    She admit to herself that she sometimes find herself that she is jealous of Jane. NO! How bad of you, Elizabeth! Jane’s too good! And she scolds herself for that, but that was the truth --- no man would ever love her and she will never marry because of that; she will die an old spinster.  But when Mr. Wickham came, she felt as if she would have to hope; her interest of him was growing.. Could it be possible that I love him now? This is so ridiculous, Lizzy! Stop this! But even this she was not hoping.

     

    But somehow, she wanted a man who would protect her, love her and care for her that no one had ever done. And thus, she fell asleep without realizing it.

     

    Can Darcy fulfill those? What do you think??=)

     

    lizry_gela23
    7:32p
    CHAPTER 3 – TRUTH AND LIES
    CHAPTER 3 – TRUTH AND LIES

     

    “No sir, I—I wasn’t thinking of George Wickham. I was just—“

    Then she lifted her bleeding right hand to show it to him and fainted, Mr. Darcy then embraced her, Mr. Wickham, upon noticing it run to the pair.

    “What happen to her, Darcy?”

    “She is bleeding, someone slash her hand.”

    Col. Forster saw that Elizabeth fainted and heard what Mr. Darcy told Mr. Wickham.

    “Bleeding? Then let her lie in the couch for while and—Mary King, tell her mother and sisters that she is here! Hurry now!”

    Mary King runs to Mrs. Bennet who was sitting with her 3 younger daughters and told them of what happen. They went to where Lizzy is and find her lying in the couch. Lydia looked at her sister’s wound and exclaimed.

    “It was a dagger who caused this! I am sure! Because if this is a glass of wine, she wouldn’t faint.” Mrs. Bennet added while grieving. “Oh! —Find the man who caused this to my child! I shall have no rest till the man’s not found!” Jane hugged her mother and Charles Bingley told one of his servants.

    “Prepare the carriage, quickly!” Then he turned to Darcy and Mr. Wickham and told them. “Used my carriage, take her into their house! We will fetch the doctor!”

    After he had said that, Wickham stood up and he likewise carries Elizabeth. Darcy stood up and ran to open the door of the carriage. While the sisters and mother of Elizabeth go with Charles Bingley in the house of the doctor. Col. Forster and his men study the place and hope to get evidences.

     

    In the carriage, Wickham was looking at Elizabeth’s face that is turning paler. “I hate to look at her at this moment.” He drew the notice of Mr. Darcy who looked from him to Elizabeth; he was suddenly surprise when Elizabeth’s handkerchief fell from her right hand. It was full of blood. “She was keeping it since we are dancing—but how, without me knowing it, did she get one?” Wickham was not listening at him, instead he denoted. “From the beginning of our meeting, I find her beautiful enough. Her eyes we’re noticeable, I never in my life saw any woman whose eyes we’re shiny and dark. Her cheeks we’re pink and I love to look at it as she smiles. Her lips we’re red and it is, I believe, the lips of an innocent lady—whoever did this to her—with such a strong reason to do this to her—We’ll be paying and suffer under me, for he had hurt Elizabeth.”

    Darcy listened to him but he lifted the handkerchief and found it dripped in blood, he look at Lizzy’s face and he remembers what he denoted about her.

    “She is tolerable, but not that beautiful.” He then tells George.

    “I was wrong to think ill of her, because I saw you together. I am sorry.” Wickham then looked at him and he at a mad voice answered him. “Think ill of her?! How could you be so judgmental?! You didn’t even meet her yet—and yet; think ill of her, Darcy?”

    He only looked at him with a course of civility and as the carriage stop, Mr. Darcy then go down; he was met by the worried Mr. Bennet. He quickly told him in an agitated manner.

    “Sir, you’re daughter. Miss Elizabeth!” George then went down in the carriage, carrying the fainted Elizabeth. They went inside quickly and he went on. “She fainted because someone slashes her hand.”

    “Dear Lord, who will do this to my daughter? Is she in somebody’s way?

    “I don’t believe you’re daughter is in somebody’s way.”

    Mr. Bennet then went to his room to find the first aid kit. Meanwhile, George laid her at her bed and pulled the ribbons of her gown, he then turned to Darcy who is just watching him.

    “Darcy, get some mild water and a towel, I will stop the bleeding for awhile! Hurry now!” Darcy, as told, went downstairs immediately to get some mild water and a towel, the servant gave it to him and he run quickly upstairs, he was fortunate enough not to tripped because if he did, he could have returned to get water again. He placed the basin in the chair and he dripped the towel in it and he rinsed it. He then gives it to Mr. Wickham who was checking Elizabeth’s temperature, Mr. Bennet then went to her daughter’s room to give him first aid kit. He asked them about his wife.

    “Where are my wife and my other daughters?”

    Mr. Darcy then answers with a piece of civility. “You’re wife, sir and you’re other daughters we’re going to the doctor’s house. They told us to go here to assist you’re child, sir. But I am afraid that, none of us know what to do.”

    By that time, a carriage stop, it is by that time, the Bennets’ carriage. The sisters, Mrs. Bennet, Mr. Bingley and Doctor Clinton had arrived. Mary opens the carriage and run upstairs to her sister and asks them breathlessly with intelligence.

    “Is she having a fever? Or does she talk to anyone of you?”

    “No, Miss. I am afraid that she is having one. Where is the doctor?”

    “I am here.” He then went to the room and he took his stethoscope off to examine Elizabeth.

    “I see no problem with her heart or lungs though. Though the cut is not a simple one, it has to be stitched up.”

    “Pray—sir, how long would it take to stitch up my sister’s wound and how long she has to rest?” Mary said with a worry on her face, which was behind Jane.

    “Miss Eliza is a very lively girl of this neighborhood, I daresay that she can be standing up the next morning or the other morning—if you have no questions, I wish to proceed now.” Jane then with an assuring look on her face told him politely. “Yes, sir, we wish you to proceed now. I might as well, inquire to assist you?”

    “Yes, you may do so, Ms. Bennet.” Charles then also persists and he was likewise allowed to help them. They we’re suddenly surprised that Elizabeth spoke as she was sleeping. “George!—Do not leave me here—protect me, please stay by my side, sir.” They all look at him, but instead of standing there, went to Elizabeth. He sat in the chair and holds her left hand with his both hands. He then looked at them and told them. “Please do precede sir.” Without a word, the doctor opened his bag and he took out the thread, needle, piece of cloth and a bandage. Jane and Charles with politeness and after 6 hours, the operation was finished. It was 11 in the evening and the doctor said good bye. He told Jane what to do when her sister catch a fever. He then was attended by Mr. & Mrs. Bennet in the gate of the estate. Jane sits in the chair near the window and looks at the necklace Elizabeth had given her when she was 6 years old and her, at 10.

    FLASHBACK------------

    Jane was swinging in the swing, when her sister, young Elizabeth runs up to her.

    “Jane! I do not understand why Kitty cries too easily when I hold her.” Jane then stop from swinging and she stood up. “Maybe she is just surprise that you hold her or maybe she is hungry.” She said with a smile and an assuring face. Her sister’s face is angelic that she smiled at her mostly; she took out the necklace and showed it to her.

    “Look, Sir William gave this to me. But I bet that this doesn’t look nice at me.”

    “Why do you think so, Lizzy?”

    “Because it looks so nice on you, Jane!” Without any word to follow, Lizzy put it to her sister’s neck. “There!” She smiled sweetly. Jane only looks at her sister’s face and she look down at the necklace.

    --END OF FLASHBACK—

    Jane was in tears, the memory of their childhood was replaying on her mind. The day Lizzy gave her that necklace, was Lizzy’s birthday. Sir William gave it to her for a present, but instead, she gave it to her. Those sweet moments she had spent with Lizzy will never be forgotten. As Charles Bingley looks to his object of admiration, he saw the tears in her eyes. He reached for his pocket to get his handkerchief. He gets it and walks beside her.

     

    “Miss Jane, please do not grieve for you’re sister. I may not be so in the position to tell you this, but I assure you that Miss Elizabeth will be safe.”

    Jane looks at him with a tearful look in her eyes, even though crying, she managed to suppress a smile to assure him. He then handed her the handkerchief and she accepts it.

     

    The sun was almost beginning to set, Charles Bingley woke up near Miss Jane, they we’re sharing in the sofa, but he is sitting, while she is lying. He stood near the window. Darcy woke up too, he was sitting near the bed, he looks at Elizabeth, who was still sleeping, her features we’re beautiful to him. I think I am starting to admire this beautiful lady. He thought as she slowly stirred, waking up in a daze. George woke up too, feeling the movement she makes, as she held into his hand. He asks her in his most concerned voice.

    “Miss Elizabeth, are you now feeling well?” a worry on his face tells Elizabeth that he is serious, so she answers him.

    “Yes, a little bit—I am having a slight headache.” At this, George puts his right hand on her forehead to see if she has a fever or not. Elizabeth winced at his touch, the coolness of his hand, the way it touch her forehead. Am I really feeling his touch? She thought to herself for awhile. As she rinsed her thoughts, she found George looking at her; a slight blush covered her face as she lost herself in his blue eyes.

    “You still have a slight fever, Lizzy, its better if you still rest.” He then looked at her and was shocked when Elizabeth laughed; his blue eyes search her eyes for a reason for laughing. But she did not give it. He coolly asks as she stop her laughing, but looks red as she stops. “Why are you laughing, Miss Elizabeth?” The lady then smile, he smiled too in reply as she answered. “You call me in my nick name, sir.” Then George bursts into laughter, she studied his face. There, there was a good rendition of feelings in his face, he is laughing because he realizes now. She joined in and stops as she felt steps approaching them. She looked up, much to her surprise, she saw who it was. He was staring straightly into her eyes—yes, to her very eyes! And in reply, she could not help but stared at him too. George looks into her face and found her eyes not looking at him, but to another. As he follows the trail of the gaze, he found her looking at Darcy.  He coughed loudly, causing them to notice him and Jane to wake up from her bed, which is the sofa. He looked boldly at Darcy—actually, more of an ill look at him, but Lizzy saw none of this, and she was glancing at Darcy, while studying his features. Suddenly, as George spoke, their locked gaze broke.

    “Darcy, have you got any business in Netherfield with Charles today?” He eyed Charles, sensing the tension between the three of them, Darcy decided to turn and quit the room. Charles looks at them and told them.

    Thank you, Mr. Wickham, for reminding my friend about his business.” He turned to Lizzy.

    “Miss Elizabeth, I hope you will be better—and you can visit sometime in Netherfield with Miss Bennet.” The man blushed and Jane turned reddened, Lizzy tried hard to not suppress a smile on her face, but she did so. It was truly evident that they fall for each other that fast! It was love at first sight! He bowed to her and Jane accompanied him. As the doors closed, her thoughts strayed on to the gentleman who left the room abruptly. She turns to Wickham, his eyes on her primarily fixed on her face.

    “Why does Mr. Darcy left in that manner, Mr. Wickham?” Wickham answered with gentility as much as gentility as he could.

    “I did not know why, Miss Elizabeth. But it seems that his anger for me was still evident even if years passed.”

    Elizabeth contemplated on the last phrase. But it seems that his anger for me was still evident even if years passed.

    “Anger? Years? You know him, sir? You know Mr. Darcy?” Her face was slightly flushed; she did not even feel the tense between them when the two gentlemen were on a locked gaze. She was curious to know in what circumstances are they related.

    “Yes, I have known him for years. Since infancy.” He look deeply into her eyes as he continue his story, while she, grab her pillow and hug it while listening to him as he continued. “I am not clearly related to him, I am the son of the steward of his good father, the late Fitzwilliam Simmon Darcy. We have been friends and we have a lot of things in common that we both enjoy, such as fencing and shooting. I was the favorite of his father when it comes to fencing, saying that I can become a successful commodore or even a captain in our troops, and then jealousy comes in when his father told him that I should get half of his money when he died. His sister, Georgiana Darcy became my fiancée when she was fourteen years old, I can say that she is still young at that age—but if you get to know her, she is a very pleasing young woman—whose mind was set, though at the age of fourteen. Well, her father knows about our relationship and when he died, he trusted the three of us in the guardianship of Georgiana.”

    “Three of us? Who are those two?” Elizabeth interrupted, obviously, listening to him.

    “Me, Darcy and Richard Fitzwilliam—Darcy’s cousin at his mother’s side.” He smiled onto Lizzy. “When his father died, Darcy took all the responsibilities. And, one of them was breaking up me and his sister. And not only that—he did not even give me my property which was the Norrington Mansion in Germany. And I was also forced to leave Georgiana and the mansion because he told me so. I came here to Hertfordshire now as a soldier—but now, a lieutenant. I work hard to get Georgiana with me, to show her that I love her still even she hates me now because of her brother—and she was now engaged to Lord Robbie Wellis.” Lizzy looked sadly on his face—this man, who had been a good companion, a good man and a good lover was treated so cruel! Her prejudices we’re touch and had she, with pride, ready to go to Darcy and tell him how much she disliked him now, she scowl as she repeated the story George lay down before her. Wickham, on his part, was happy of what had been the product of his falsehood story. He was sure that she had affected her and had improved her judgment against Darcy. He was gladly happy for his victory and after a long while decided to go and learn details of her case. She rested on her bed; thoughts were still straying on her mind as she contemplates on George’s story. How could Mr. Darcy do that to him? He had been a good friend to him! He is so cruel, oh! How could he be a disagreeable type of man­so disagreeable as to let his pride overrule him!  As she let these thoughts passed, she did not know that she fell asleep. But her mind was still set­—set on Mr. Darcy being a type of man not worthy of being friends for.

     

    After a few moments, Darcy returns from her room. He quietly sit to the chair beside her dresser, he smiled as he studied her features. Her face contained no worry or any feeling none other than innocence. She looks like an angel! He thought as he studied more. Her pink lips we’re parted slightly and curved into a slight smile. What is she dreaming? He did not notice that her eyelids opened and he was shocked as he saw those dark fine eyes staring at him straightly with shock and slight embarrassment. Say something you, idiot! Said his sensible brain cell and he did.

    “Are you well enough now, Miss Elizabeth?” he swallowed slightly as her eyes gaze at him intently.

    “Yes, I do, sir. But I wish to rest more so I could regain my strength by to-morrow.”

    “Would you like me to stay here with you, to attend you? Say anything, Miss Elizabeth; I am willing to do anything.” He told her as his eyes focused on her face.

    “No I don’t need anything, sir! Mary or Catherine can attend me – You, sir, do not need to be concern about me.” He stared at her menacingly. Why is she doing this? Is she mad? Is it true that I am seeing her face stern? He could not understand why she was staring at him in that manner and why had she said those words. Regaining his composure, he said in a husky voice, more than a whisper.

    “If you said so, Madam, then I only wish that you will regain you’re spirits and do you’re activities. I must depart now; Have a good day, Miss Elizabeth Bennet.”

    “Have a good day, too, Mr. Darcy.”

    He then bowed politely and went out of her room quickly. What had just transpired between them? What had just happen? Her face had filled by disgust and scorn, but why? Why she seems so civil to him? He had, by that time, reached the Netherfield Hall. Miss Bingley stood up in the swing near the foyer. She thus greeted him worriedly.

    “Oh pray – Mr. Darcy! Are you alright? Is there anything I can do for you or has any of you is aching? Pray – tell me, sir.” He stopped; look at the face of the woman who is, following him.

    “Thank you, Miss Bingley. But I am afraid that none of my person is aching – Sorry, but I have no time to listen to you’re practiced flirtations. He then hurries his pace to be quickly up in his room, making Caroline sit herself up and cry small tears.

    “Damn that little chit! Why does Fitzwilliam need to be involved of her! Why! Why! He never did such a thing for me! Why that little Miss Elizabeth have it!” She was very much jealous of Elizabeth that night; she had sworn that she would never be defeated by any woman. And that she would never look into them as a couple. If ever, they were to be. She took the dagger from a small pocket in her dress, she stared at it evilly.

    “Caroline!” She heard her elder brother’s call. Thus hiding her dagger and to look as if nothing had transpired. Then they appeared at the hall, her elder brother with Jane Bennet on his side. She ran up to her brother, giving him a little peck on the cheek and smiling up to Jane.

    “Hello, Miss Jane. I am so delighted as to see you here in Netherfield.”

    “Thank you, Miss Caroline. The pleasure is mine.”

    Both curtsied to each other, and they talk about many things while touring up at Netherfield…

     

     

    Wednesday, August 13th, 2008
    deeyana_le_fey
    10:49p
    “A Day in the Life of a Middle-Class Republican”


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    Thursday, August 14th, 2008
    baruchan
    8:02a
    meep.
    Just watched Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog. (Yes, I'm late for the party. Shush. ;p) I love it. Love love love it.

    I wanna watch it again. xD

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    Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
    amarra_jade
    10:35p
    One for the grandkids
    Last night was both the most awesome and the most painful night of my life. Ashley and I went to Caledonia. It started off as a typical Aimee and Ashley outing - walking around, chatting about various topics and admiring the scenery (which is absolutely gorgeous). A little before sunset, though, Ashley took us on this torturously long path uphill and soon realized she had absolutely no clue where we were. I was stupid enough to wear flip-flops and paid dearly for it. By the time we found the road, my feet were practically covered in mud and I was in pain from a hurt ankle, a bleeding cut on my left leg (Ashley very generously lent me her shirt to tie around it), and an extremely full bladder. Despite all the pain, though, I literally got down on my knees and kissed the road, as did Ashley. We hiked up the mountain for another hour or so, trying to flag down every car that drove by (no one stopped), Ashley dragging me about a third of the way, until we finally got close enough to her car for her to run up and get it while I collapsed in the grass and waited for her. Ashley made a comment about how all the pain would be worth it when we both woke up today with Lucy Lawless's body. Unfortunately, when I woke up today, my body was in excruciating pain, but did not, in any way, resemble Lucy Lawless's. In fact, I gained three pounds, probably from the box of chocolate mini donuts I bought at a gas station and scarfed down on the way home.

    Still, despite everything that went wrong, that was the greatest adventure of my life thus far, and I can think of no better person to share it with. I may not have Lucy Lawless's body, but I do have battle scars that would make Xena jealous. Well, probably not, since she's been crucified and I just cut my leg on a rock, but dammit, I'm a badass! Of course, Ashley's the bigger badass for managing to not get injured and for dragging me a third of the way up the mountain. She wins the Xena Award.

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    la_sirena_dolce
    10:31a
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    Monday, August 11th, 2008
    miss_kallahan
    9:16p
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    Current Mood: sick
    c0mpiicated
    4:17p
    this past weekend
    i just have to say....ellen, jolee, paulette, tracy....you guys made my weekend. it was totally the best time i've ever had. you guys made it that amazing! the whole weekend was a blast! i couldn't have asked for a better time. :) love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    Sunday, August 10th, 2008
    amarra_jade
    2:15a
    Suddenly not so eager to have a boyfriend anymore...
    A few hours ago, this guy I hadn't talked to since middle school sent me a message on Facebook. The conversation started out normal enough, with us just talking about what we'd been up to lately. Then he told me I was cute and started inquiring about my love life. I, of course, told him my love life was pretty much nonexistent.

    The rest of the conversation )

    Luckily, Katie IMed me then and told me she'd been having a similar conversation with him, except that she didn't let it go on as long as I did. Turns out he was so desperate for a girlfriend that he was probably having the same conversation with 25 other girls at the same time.

    I don't know why I didn't just tell him to fuck off when he offered to kiss me. Guess I was too flattered that a guy seemed to be showing interest in me for once. *sigh* If guys are this fucked up, I think I'd rather stay single for a while.

    Current Mood: groggy
    baruchan
    9:50a
    totally random, but...
    I was searching for something on the PsyArticles database with the keyword 'clothing', but for some strange reason, a clinical case study of a schizophrenic Filipino man who emigrated to the US came up. I read the article, and there is no mention of the word 'clothing' which weirded me out because why did it come up in the search results?

    Anyway, while I was reading the case study, the following passage struck me:
    Mr. A's visual and auditory experiences could be seen as fulfilling a role similar to that of the imaginary play figures that children often create for companionship during their earlier years. These figures, along with his shamanic calling, were interpreted to be culturally normative by the patient, and could be interpreted as such given the shamanic and animistic traditions evident in Filipino culture. In contrast, his symptoms were atypical of those associated with schizophrenia in the United States, which are typically stressful and upsetting1 (emphasis mine).
    It reminded me of something my teacher for one of my previous psych classes said: schizophrenics here in the Philippines are usually less distressed than their American counterparts. I don't remember what was said that explained exactly why that is so, but what I do remember is that I felt dissatisfied with the answer.

    Regardless of my teacher's explanation, I think that it's because people who see or hear spirits are taken matter-of-factly here. They aren't seen as mentally ill people, they're just normal human beings who only happen to see or hear things not everyone can. The fact that these people can communicate with spirits or what-have-you doesn't necessarily mean that they're psychotic since they can still function normally in everyday situations. So schizophrenics who have full-blown hallucinations are merely seen as people who have the same 'gift' for seeing the supernatural as other 'normal' people; they merely possess this 'gift' to a greater degree. Hence the lack of distress.

    I could go on and on about this topic but I have other things to do. Gah. Why couldn't I write a paper on something similar to this and not our lab report for our experiment on how clothing affects the perception of the person wearing it? Ang gasgas na ng topic na 'yon!

    1Hwang, W., Miranda, J., & Chung, C. (2007, June). Psychosis and shamanism in a Filipino-American immigrant. Culture, Medicine and Psychiatry, 31(2), 251-269.

    Current Mood: hungry
    Friday, August 8th, 2008
    apple_candy_x
    11:58p




    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: breathe - michelle branch
    x_midnightwolf
    12:33a
    Baby
    dunno if i made a point to write it in here, but katie is having a little girl. :) naming her carrie lynn. i can't wait! i'm going to have a niece! :D yay!

    Current Mood: enthralled
    Thursday, August 7th, 2008
    deeyana_le_fey
    5:37p
    A Short Book Meme
    1. Grab the nearest book.
    2. Open the book to page 103.
    3. Find the fifth sentence.
    4. Post the text of the next two sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
    5. Don’t you dare dig for that “cool” or “intellectual” book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.


    His men acted as scouts and guides for the US army, and in the battle of New Orleans, Lafitte himself held an independent command, defeating a very dangerous British flanking maneuver.


    Heh - Pirates! Game manuel . . .
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