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[Aug. 21st, 2008|05:45 am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESSE.
You're a sweet lad of 17, now~<3 |
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| Help my eggs hatch? |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|11:46 pm] |
   
and my scroll. ♥
Click please (& Thank you) :] |
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| ...So |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|10:07 pm] |
I'm telling mom I'm gay tomorrow.
No matter what.
If for some reason I wimp out, somebody rag on me till I do it.
<3
Wish me luck? |
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| Cranger Kirmes |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|06:42 pm] |
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Mal wieder Zeit für ein paar Fotos, diesmal von der Cranger Kirmes in Herne:
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| Jews 'n Muzzies |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|06:26 am] |
Oh don't worry it's not just them, Christians also do it and even atheists nowadays. But the above two apparently have it as part of the religion. Xianity sorta does too since Jesus didn't directly say it was bad.
Fucking circumcision.
http://www.cirp.org/library/anatomy/garcia/
Readin' that got me thinkin, about how he explains the analogy to the eyelid for the eyeball, or the gum (presumably the lip?)
So I thought about starting my own religions where upon birth, you surgically amputate a baby's lips and eyelids.
Actually, this might be a bit extreme. You could have separate churches for each one. You don't want to frighten people off after all.
Hell, you could even do half of it. 'Church of the Bottom Jaw' 'Church of the Upper Jaw' 'Church of the Right Eye' 'Church of the Left Eye'. Just like Jews seem to love the glans so much they want to gawk at it all the time...
Honestly I just don't fucking get our society. You know no one would allow someone to give their babies breast implants right? That's just a fucking abhorrent idea. But at least that's fucking REVERSIBLE.
This isn't. It's amputation... like... I don't think people, especially women, fully comprehend what's been done to us here. Guys who whine about it tend to get called sissies, with other (whipped) guys going "hey dude I was circumcized and look I turned out fine". Those guys are basically asking me to sodomize them, because that's what I want to do when I hear bullshit like that.
Surviving trauma is something men can do. Maybe babies forget the pain, maybe men distract themselves from the absence they feel, whatever. Adapting does not excuse mutilating babies (or adults). This is beyond mutilation, but also sexual molestation. I don't care about the 'intent'. Whether you molest with intent for sex or not doesn't matter, and honestly, I really think Mohels and Doctors get some sick sort of thrill out of doing this.
It's probably like reenacting abuse. These guys had it done to them so they do it to others. Or in the case of uncircumcized doctors doing this, they may get a kick out of being one of those few whole guys out there who can still enjoy themselves. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2008|02:02 am] |
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You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses
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You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time.
You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion.
You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through.
You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable.
At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations.
You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax.
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| No Funny Business |
[Aug. 19th, 2008|10:34 pm] |
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It is almost finished.
My diptych.
My paintings~~
It had been two whole days since I last left my room before this afternoon for work. I just took my first shower in three days, had my first meal that consisted of something else/more than Poptarts and carrots.
As you can tell, I am very excited and determined to finish this. |
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| GW Quiz 2 |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|09:40 pm] |
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| Gundam Wing Quiz |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|08:52 pm] |
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Which Gundam Wing pilot are you
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| You scored as Heero Yuy MISSION COMPLETE! You scored as Heero Yuy. You follow through with all your goals, and nothing will stop you.
Heero Yuy |
| 60% | Duo Maxwell |
| 45% | Trowa Barton |
| 40% | Chang Wufei |
| 30% | Quatre Raberba Winner |
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[Aug. 18th, 2008|08:09 pm] |
well damn, all my ranting about them child advocates and i forgot a story. It's a chilfriendly story because it's a conversation between me and my father =D
dad) you high on catnip, Tawni (my cat)?
me) I thought that was just a yummy treat for them.
dad) Nope. It fucks them up majorly. Infact, you can get a buzz from it if you smoke it. Not much, just a little one... but it tastes terrible. Infact, smoking cork silk tastes alot better. But that doesn't give you a buzz AT ALL.
me) ...You seem to know alot of this for never personally doing all of that.
dad) ............I think I'm gonna go to bed.
The end =D |
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| HELLO, GANG. |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|06:23 pm] |
The 'rents have been married for Eight Years!
Good job, guys. ♥
This also means I turn 17 in 3 days. |
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| OH GOD, COURTNEY / POCKET. XD |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|11:23 am] |
So, our old swing set outside was broken, so mom and dad got a new one. I didn't see it until today. They got it from Zellers, guess what one it was? |:
Yeah, that's right.
The one you two were using. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2008|10:56 pm] |
I'm working on a kickass vid at the moment, akuroku. On my YT page I have a preview of it.
Randomly I made a play list for Axel and Roxas and I've been adding songs that related to their story...and they all relate to the targeted character as "she". Is it normal to cross dress The Organization?
In other news, I saw Paris, Je t'aime and Persepolis yesterday. WTH was that stupid animated rat movie doing with the Oscar?????
Oh, we're on hurricane watch so they delayed the start of school ^^ |
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| Coil Conclusion |
[Aug. 17th, 2008|05:39 pm] |
Well... as the 'venture was unplanned, I put it off a day... yet I still need to mention it. So I finished the series. Ironically enough, DB came out with 2, which I got. Maybe it'd be nice to see how they did it, or just to collect it. If they do it all the way through it will be another complete.
It is funny, but the choice Amasawa makes in the end reminds me a lot of the choice you make when you realize the truth in becoming an atheist... to flee from the collapsing dream of nothingness... it is funny how it took me so long to notice the similarities with Kingdom Hearts too...
Damned series made me cry... anime sometimes does that but not always, and this did it a lot. That annoyin' Densuke is too freakin' cute'n cool...
I hope I don't get angry when the noise comes back, because I want to stay enamored like this and loving the principles in this stuff. Beats a fuckin' bar'n date any day. People don't get this beauty.
But anyway... DB's other stuff is here so time for the regular reprieve. Not much of an ongoing plot in comparison I have to admit. This is more habit than enconsement. No wonder DB chose it even though it's but a season. Only one beginning all the way through save the finale. That's all it needs.
It's funny too about the smiley holes. They were there all the time yet you don't even have a clue about them until later. I do wish the bully friend was around more though. I have to wonder if possibly there could be a sequel? I wouldn't know... like what happened to the space... |
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| WHAT the FUCK is this SHIT?! |
[Aug. 16th, 2008|08:58 pm] |
xposted ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) foxdemon_arukas, ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) innocence_jihad, whydoesljcensor I really wanna get an answer
 
Seriously... "ChildSafe Advocate"? Aren't these the same people that STARTED all the trouble? (damn, I forgot to copy the link)
It's like they're trying to force me to endorse these people... Now don't say "well don't put ads on your page then!" Because I don't mind the ads. Sometimes I even go to their page if they seem interesting enough. But I think I should have the right to go 'oh FUCK no!' and take it off my page. Now don't give me wrong, I love kids, health AND the environment too. But I'm not from a group of people who goes around trying to block the internet from EVERYBODY because I'm too lazy to watch where my kids go on the net. Because it takes SOOOOO much less effort to pester sites to make themselves "child safe" than it is to limit my preverbal child's time to an hour on the compie a day, with me sitting nearby. Hell, maybe I can read a book or catch up on some sewing while I'm sitting there. You know, instead of spending HOURS and MONTHS patroling the net for offensive material that my child will eventually see someday. Gees...
/end rant
/end flist murder
tl;dr version: Are these ads from the same people that caused banfest? |
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| Is Seth/Horus considered "furry"? AKA- I got pet fishes |
[Aug. 16th, 2008|05:51 pm] |
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So I got some fish for my birthday. 2 balloon mollies and one that starts with a "P" (sucker fish to clean the tank). So I thought it was going to be hard to name them, but the one DEMANDED the name "Hera". I wanted to name them after fertility goddesses because of their tummies, you see. But anyways, she (I think they're both girls, according to my research) chases the other one around the tank constantly like Hera did with Zeus' lovers. I bought a lil hidey-hole thing but they just ignore it *sigh*.
So then I was going to name the other one Artemis/Diana since she's being chased by Hera, but then I realized... She never got chased by Hera! Hera didn't care for her much because she's a product of one of her husbands countless affairs, and they fought alot (almost as much as Horus and Seth!). But it was Callisto that got chased in the one Artemis story. So I thought of all the fertility goddesses I know and compared it to many lists on the internet to make sure I didn't forget any. And I decided. Ala <3 It's such a pretty name. There isn't too much information on her (that I know of, but I didn't look all that hard), but she's from an African religion. She's the mother earth and when you die, your soul is kept in her holy womb. She also is offended personally by anything bad that you do because you are doing it on her (the earth). So where as other gods only get pissed if you do something bad related to their domain, she gets pissed about everything, lol. So yeah, she sounds like a pretty good one. I was also thinking of Hathor though, because the fish has a lil black mark by her mouth that for some reason reminds me of a bovine... But I think I'm gonna go with Ala because I wanted each fish to come from a different religion.
And that brings me to my last fish, the sucker. This one I kept with the fertility motif, but because he doesn't have the lil belly and is instead long and thin... I called him Min XD Please tell me someone else laughed at that before I have to explain it... Anyways, Min is Egyptian. And though there isn't many stories that I know of, most egyptian stories are kept hush-hush because there's soooooo much sex. Infact, alot of drawings aren't readily available to see because they're showing detailed sex. I'll link you to some of what I mean later on... Where was I? Oh yeah, Min. Not too many stories of him. Let alone knowledge of his existance... Why? He's always depicted with a boner. Just pointing right out. Boom. I nearly died laughing at the Carnagie museum when I saw a picture of him on the wall. Not because of that, but because a little girl was looking at the pictures and her mother was all "GASP! I NEVER!" and whatnot, and dragged the daughter away. Probably would help if the museum put up some INFORMATION instead of just the picture and name. Anyways, yeah. He's a big (pardon the pun) fertility god who is symbolized by lettus (the Egyptian approdisiac). Remember that next time you have a salad with your date/sex-buddy XD
If you want more information about the gods mentioned, I provided a few links. ( Read more... )
Okay, I'm done being a myth-geek...for now >=3 -ly,
~Arukas
*EDIT*
I had to get rid of Hera. I'm the type of person to give the benefit of the doubt. But I've noticed that she's been attacking her reflection in the glass and even Min! And Min is about 3 times her size. So My grandfather offered to keep her for me in his tank (he has a lil containment bin for her). Ala is doing much better now. Hera was starving her, so I've been giving her a smidgen of food ever few hours to help her relax and build strength back up. I also got them a thermomator so I can keep track of the temp better. I'm gonna get some testing strips and meatie treats too. I'd rather have 2 happy fish than 2 stressed fish and 1 with a concustion. |
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| Manga Inventory |
[Aug. 17th, 2008|07:42 am] |
Manga:
- 12 Gravitation manga volume
- 1 Gravitation EX manga volume
- 20 Fruits Basket manga volumes
- 10 Wallflower manga volumes
- 1 Dragon Voice manga volume
- 10 Yami No Matsuei manga volumes
- 1 Get Backers manga volume
- 8 D.N Angel manga volumes
- 2 X-1999 manga volumes
- 1 Crazy Love Story manga volume
- 5 Kill Me, Kiss Me manga volumes
- 5 Sensual/Kaiken Phrase manga volumes
- 1 Tag You're It manga volume
- 3 Boys BE manga volumes
- 9 Angel Sanctuary manga volumes
- 4 Ouran High School Host Club volumes
- 7 FAKE manga volumes
- 1 Seven manga volume
- 1 Words of Devotion manga volume
- 7 Loveless manga volumes
- 1 Silver Diamond manga volume
- 1 Jazz manga volume
Total: 111 |
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| Many Nights Of Limping 'Round On Pagan Holidays |
[Aug. 16th, 2008|09:46 am] |
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So, I awaken to my father's voice.
"Tam, work just called. Can you go in early?"
No.
No, I really can't, considering I'm not even fucking GOING in the first place.
"Your boss just called and said you open today, and she wants you in a little bit earlier."
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It's my god damn day off, bitch. Not more than two days ago did you critisize ME for not reading the schedules correctly. Go to fucking night school and learn how to make your finger follow the lines so you can read shit CORRECTLY.
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It's Katie's turn to open, by the way. Katie vs. Tamara. I see no connection. :/ |
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| 8/13...not 14 which is blasphemy |
[Aug. 14th, 2008|11:35 am] |
I might go to my school to paint today. Or I might hang out here with someone.
The point is HAPPY BELATED AKUROKU DAY JOURNAL!
I did make an amv, but its jsut a beta, (yes, another one). However, whith this one,I'm beginning to have fun with vegas and I'm actually inspired to do more. So, here:
link:"My Only"
I seriously need to upload an akuroku icon for these things... |
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