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[Aug. 21st, 2008|12:06 am] |
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| 637. FLUSH |
[Aug. 19th, 2008|05:45 pm] |
I went into the bathroom at the shopping centre today. I went into a toilet stall and shut the door and suddenly there was ~a voice~ "Love there's no toilet paper in there" oic. "Would you like me to hand you some under the wall?" "Um.. yes? Thank you." "Here you go" and an invisible woman handed me the most measly amount of toilet paper in the whole world. Lucky i wasn't poopin'. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2008|09:03 pm] |
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| | Family bickering of failing marriages | ] | Oh my God, I suck you guys. Happy August!!! better late then never, i figure.
So basically, it feels like so much has happened this summer, when in reality, it hasn't. I think it feels that way cause really, not much has going on, so when something does happen, it's magnified. Basically, in normal life, there are so many things going on that you cant focus on all of them, so you choose one main event to write about, and try to briefly summarize everything else, even if it means going back and editing again and again because you realize you forgot to include some stuff. Because I havn"t done much this summer, I remember specifically everything I have done, and that makes it seem like so much has more happened. So normally, things are constantly changing, so things are forgotten, and only the bigger picture can be seen. But right now, I haven't done enough to forget those minor details, so to write about everything I've done seems like some vast task that would take a very long time to complete, just because of those details. So summary, basically, art classes, some family trauma, aaaaaaaaaaaaand now I'm in St. Michaels (middle of nowhere), Maryland, for a week, half on a sailboat. All for my father's 60th birthday. I'm lonely and wanna go home. Lol all i wanted to do this summer was stay at home with my friends.
I really have to just start getting used to how i look. once i accept my own reflection, then i can start actually forgiving it, and not hating it anymore. I don't know, I sit with my friends in front of a computer, looking at facebook. "Oh my God, she's so gorgeous, blah blah blah." So I wish it was me, really badly. It's weird though, because I think I'm extremely weird looking, but at the same time, I really cannot accept that I am not the most attractive person ever. "If I had lighting, and make up people too, I'd be at least as good looking as them." That's what I say. But I honestly think that my face is bizzare looking, and I want to be one of those people whose friends and piers oggle for their "beauty." |
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| 636. BRRR |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|02:30 pm] |
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| | PJ HARVEY | ] | lol army print.
 It's so fucking cold atm. Ok it's like 16.4C but that is cold for me. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2008|01:46 pm] |
i'm getting more and more exited for skewl. i think it's like 10 days. i am pretty sure half my classes are going to be with seniors and i'm being pressured from all corners to join a theater class even though I hate theater. But idk I'm getting excited for the challenge, both academically and socially.
So Because basically all of you are older than me
Tell me about how your junior year of high school (!!th grade) went ^_^ If you can please refrain from telling negative SAT stories, that's my only request. |
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| 635. MMMM |
[Aug. 16th, 2008|06:35 pm] |
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TY Sally Hansen. |
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| 634. MUNCHMUNCH |
[Aug. 14th, 2008|12:39 pm] |
I need to go on a diet so bad. How do i lose weight.
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[Aug. 14th, 2008|12:17 am] |
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[Aug. 12th, 2008|11:56 pm] |
God, what is it about me that's so unlovable? How can people be so mean. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2008|01:12 pm] |

I TOLD MY PARENTS. - :-) |
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[Aug. 12th, 2008|12:11 am] |
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[Aug. 10th, 2008|04:03 pm] |
So let's just say it's complicated.
Best night of the summer.
Saw an awesome show (Black Fag, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, The Kegels) with Nigel. We got caught up on each others' summers. Turns out, he really missed me too. Stayed over at Dan's in the Sunset District. Got breakfast at Whole Foods.
We parted ways in a very somber manner. He blew me a kiss. He told me to call him in a week when I'm back up there.
So let's just say it's complicated. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2008|12:17 am] |
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[Aug. 7th, 2008|03:29 pm] |
no working phone barely working computer no working xbox |
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