10 October 2008 @ 11:25 pm
New GuestBook  

I just installed a guset book in my jmusic site

http://jmusic.kirby-agudelo.net/guestbook

hopefully people passing by would write something down and help me make my site better

yey!
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Location: internet cafe
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 09:33 pm
 
*is currently downloading Boku No Pico 3: Pico x CoCo x Chico*

To be honest, I prefer the first OVA better than the second. Two little boys screwing each other is a bit too much for me to handle >_<
I mean, I like yaoi. I like shota too. But I only like shota when his last name is Yasuda *Pffft!* when the seme is more mature/older than the other. So,

[(Pico=12years old) + (Chico=8years old)] = not very appealing to me.

In fact, it's even disturbing >__<

But the moment I saw the new character CoCo, I decided that I definitely NEED to have this one! Because CoCo resembles Ryou Kisarazu and Ryou Kisarazu = GORGEOUS!



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I listened to Sound Horizon again. And as usual, after listening to their songs, I felt the urge to sing onstage with a live band once again T__T
I really miss performing onstage... I miss being in a band... but most of all, I miss singing T__T

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I'm pissed off. Not with someone specific, but with some things in general.

I dunno. I know I'm the type who loves attention and I'm actually used to receiving a lot of it. But sometimes, no matter how cliche it may sound like, it is true that fame can't make a person happy all the time.

 
 
Location: house
Mood: exanimate
Music: The Ark by Sound Horizon
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 09:10 pm
Kwentong Sawi  
kwentong sawi...

nahulog ang aking loob sa isang malapit na kaibigan...
nakilala ko sya sa isang sulok ng mabahong kwarto
sa salcedo park...

nasira na ata ang ulo ko at nawala na sa kabaitan ang aking pag iisip...ay potah! dati na pla akong
wala sa kabaitan...

ang nangyari...
simple lang at bonggang bonga...

mahal ko sya..pero di nya ako mahal...
one-sided/unrequited...
wala naman akong magagawa..dahil sa
pagibig..bawal ang law...
hinde applicable ang 1st law ng alchemy..
walang equivalent exchange.. dahil hindi ito required..
ang resulta lang ay humaba ang hair nya..
hair saan? (sa ibaba.....ng ilong)
at ikaw ay kinkain na ng lupa..

baket ko sya mahal? kasi...
siraulo sya, mababaw, happy-go-lucky,
napakakuripot,konserbatibo, tamad sya, di sya
marunong magluto, minsan mayabang,
madali syang mapressure, hindi
sya marunong sumayaw..naiiwan ung trunk
nya, marunong syang kumanta, isa syang
epal at magaling mang asar... mahilig sya sa
porn, di sya naglilinis ng tirahan,
wala syang sense of direction,
implusive pa sya, big fan sya ni pokwang
at mga local artists, minsan
masyado syang overwhelmed sa mga bagay
bagay at di makapaniwala...insensitive
minsan naman mahina loob nya...
madaldal kapag wlang kausap..
makulit...na parang ewan...
mahilig syang maglumpasay...
at bibo daw sya noon...
epal na ngayon...
atbp...

ewan..actually di ko alam...
siguro kasi masaya ako pag nandyan sya
confident...

pero since boring akong kasama..
di ako nagsasalita..para akong tanga...
kasi ba naman ..
nasobrahan sa pag treasure ng moments..
naging moments na nga lang tuloy ang lahat...

di rin ako magaling sa pagsabi ng aking saloobin
sa ganyang bagay... para akong nursery..
o kaya kung may exam tungkol dyan sigurado
-100% ang score ko...

matagal kong tinago..yun...pinigil ko pa nga...
nagkaroon ng pagkakataong...
kung ikaw ang taong naniniwala sa signs
eh parang positibo ang bagay bagay...
o di naman kaya..
epekto ng pagging ekonomista...
dahil sa ekonomiks..laging may assumption..
at ako ay ipinanganak sa feast day ng
our lady of assumption.

hinde rin madaling mahulog ang
loob ko sa isang tao kahit pa
si johnny depp yan...
mataray ako..at bawal lumapit ang hinde ko kilala
ng 250 meters away...
weirdo ang reaksyon ko tuwing may lalapit
at nagsasabi ng nararamdaman nila...
letche naman kasi..nakakgulat...
so ako.. nakatanga nalang...
blanko... naging yelo! at dumaan ang hangin..

hanggang isang araw.. di ko na kaya...
sinabi ko na..ngunit ayaw nyang maniwala..
para lang biro sa kanya...

masakit kuya caesar! (RIP)
potaena!
wla sa itsura ko..pero..
sige mag aartista ako..
tatawa nalang ako...
feeling brave and strong...
pero wala..wasak na wasak..
sa loob...

minsan napaka unfair...
para sa sarili ko na..ituloy ang mga
bagay bagay nalamang...
akala ko..makakaya ko..
lilipas din yan...
pero..di na pla ito tulad ng dati..

lahat ng kaibigan ko...
mula elementarya, highschool,
kolehiyo, kasama sa trabaho,
kapitbahay, kamag anak,
kinausap ko na...
may dentista, inhinyero,
psychologist, ekonomista, tambay sa opis,
atbp...

hinyaan naman nila akong magkwento..
at syempre in the end..
papatayin nila ako...

natural ang regret sa isang tao...
pero sa akin..hinde uso yun...
naniniwala akong responsibilidad ko
ang bawat gawin ko, isipin ko at sabihin ko...

wala akong regret na naging tanga ako
at nahulog ang loob ko sa kanya...
dahil totoo naman... at naging masaya ako
kahit sa konting sandali at sa pangarap lamang...
isama mo na ang panaginip..at day dreams...
masarap maging tanga paminsan minsan...

hinde ako ang babaeng nagaayos ng sarili...
para sa akin... hinde ang pagiging simple ang kasagutan kundi...
mas ok siguro kung mahalin ka ng isang tao sa worst stage mo..
pampahaba ng buhok yan...
sabi nga sa tv
mamili ka .. ung gwapo na hampas lupa o ung mayaman na panget....
at ang sabi..aanuhin mo naman ang gwapo..
kapag hinampas mo yan sa lupa.papangit din yan!!
AMEN!!

at ngayon...
well.. di naman ako yung tipong...
magmumukmok...sa isang sulok..
magagalit... titigil na...
patuloy ang pagikot ng mundo...
hinde ito titigil kahit..
kunin ka pa ni pareng taning

di ko rin masasabing wala na ang aking nararamdaman...
alam ko sasabihin nya lang na OA ang mga bagay bagay
at wala syang pakialam

but i only knew one thing....
I deserved someone better ^_^
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Location: Gaea
Mood: depressed
Music: Alumni Homecoming -Parokya ni Edgar
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 07:38 pm
next time na magkita tayo isasampal ko sa pagmumukha mo ang medal ko!!  


ok, here's just a short list of adjectives/ descriptions that are quite considerable for a person to be MAYABANG

1. Good Looking People: mga pinanganak na magaganda / gwapo na kapag tumabi sa mga pangkaraniwang tao eh parang latak na lang ng kagandahan yung mga katabi niya.

2. Intelligent Ones: they just simply know everything, as in everything.

3. Born Rich / Famous: tipong kahit maglustay ng pera, hindi pa rin mauubusan even for a lifetime; famous as in celebs, politicians, influential figures at iba pa.

4. Too Much Confidence: they think they belong to one or all of the points mentioned above, but actually they don't. (i don't think this one counts)

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ok fine.

nasa service industry ang career na pinili ko.

but why are there certain people who just think too good about themselves?

there are those who THINK they are supreme.

oo nga the customer is always right.

pero is there really a need to say na they are educated, well in fact they are not acting like one.

sobrang mga conceited

kala nila porke sa hotel/restaurant nagtatrabaho ang isang tao, mga bobo at boba na ito.

kala nila sila lang nakapag-aral.

hello. kung hindi ba naman tanga,  kahit nga mga housekeeping at bellman samen eh nakatapos ng four year course sa college.

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Scenario No. 1:
Mga rank and File Employees ng mga Sikat na Companies:

hala kala mo kung umasta sila yung VP for Operations ng company. kapag sila nagchecheck-in, daig pa nila yung mga boss nila kung mang-utos. i have met really nice and grateful guests not knowing na sila na pala yung tipong Regional Director ng ganito, Presidente ng ganyang company, etc. etc. mas mabait at madali pa nga silang pakisamahan.

if i know yung mga rank and file employees na mareklamo sa mga kung anu-anong bagay ay MAS MALIIT pa ang sinusweldo saken, or sa mga co-hoteliers ko. BUTI NGA SA INYO.

Scenario No.2:
Mga mayayaman na akala mong Matatalino na din at the same time:

Siya: "Ah, miss.. meron ba kayong printer dito? may ipriprint lang akong document."
Ako: "Sir meron po. but our comp. doesn't have an external drive-cd rom o kaya usb port" [sabi ng IT para maprevent yung viruses --> i don't need to explain this to him]
Siya: "Ano ba naman yan. sige itatype ko na lang 1 page lang naman."
Ako: "sir, ako na lang po."
Siya: "No, I will be the one to type. I believe i'm 3 x [take note: THREE TIMES] faster in typing than you."
Ako: [makes face dahil sa asar]
Siya:[he then takes over my seat and begins to type... wow ang bilis nga puro yung dalawang index finger lang ang ginagamit, come on, a third grader is faster than him.] "ano ba naman yang keyborad niyo ang luma, yung ENTER hindi na functioning. bibigyan kita ng keyboard pagbumalik ako at ano ba yang MS word niyo 2003 pa."
Ako:[leche wag ka na bumalik] "wala po kasi kaming business center dito. wag na po."
siya:[types then finishes]"tapos na kaso kelangan ko mag-double underline."
ako;[bobo ka pala kala ko ba matalino ka] sir kasi po tinype yung document inside a table pero invisible yung border. mas madali kung sa excel file [haha bobo talaga]
siya: "sabi ko na nga ba dapat sa excel." [he then figures out how to double underline in MSWORD]. buti naman napagtiyaga ka sa isang hayop na tulad ko.
ako:[aba natumbok mo! walang expression ang face pero asar na asar na sa loob loob]

grabe wala man lang THANK YOU. kung meron medyo nawala pa pagkaasar ko. tapos he dashes of without paying for the 2 copies that he printed. puta ang kapal. bente pesos na lang hindi pa nagbayad. kung makapagreklamo at magdemand parang siya si Mr. Universe. tanga kung gusto niya ng high end na service dapat sa mga 5,6,7,8,9,10 hanggang 100 star na hotel siya nag check-in. ng makuha niya gusto niya. Nako. Kasi nagyayaman-yamanan lang, can’t afford sa mga mahal kaya samin pa nagcheck-in.

kala mo kung sinong magaling. if i know mas mataas pa nakuha ko sa physics class compared to you. at para saan pa ang pagiging uno ko sa lahat ng computer class nung college?

the next time i see you, i swear i will wear my medal.

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post script:

i don't want to brag or anything. nakaasar lang yung ibang mga taong akala tanga or useless ka.

 
 
Mood: pissed off
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 01:02 pm
More Tooth (and money) Troubles  
I swear, if I ever meet the Tooth Fairy one of these days... I WILL ROB HER BLIND. AT GUNPOINT.

Rants. Tooth issues. Money Worries. The usual. )

AAAAAAGH.

Why doesn't money grow on trees? Just this once? T_T
 
 
Mood: worried
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 01:23 pm
Aye. I do love Alice Cullen.  

Go Team ALICE!!

I've been checking DA and I got reminded of Alice Cullen's description. Guess who among my friends fits the description?

CATHERINE JANNELLE DE JESUS! Just keep her Peter Pan hair.



adopt cat plz by ~Dustiedoll on deviantART
So Alice! :3



Whispers -misconception- by ~Dustiedoll on deviantART
This one's my envisioned sophisticated version of Alice. This also reminds me of Alice and Jasper's wedding. <3

Lurve you, Cat! :3


 
 
Location: House
Mood: excited
Music: The Mitch Hansen Band - She's Brighter
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 01:14 pm
Starlike Stereo Tab now available  
yes that song by Winne in drum mania. here's the link

http://jmusic.kirby-agudelo.net/node/50

I'd like to dedicate this song to everyone that loves playing it in Drum mania / Guitar Freaks it specially [info]ericvids  and [info]jactinglim 

enjoy!!

p.s. special thanks to [info]ericvids  for the chords ^_^

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Location: office
Music: base ball bear - electric summer
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 07:18 pm
Apples + Happiness = HAPPLES!  
THANK YOU, JYLI!! XD XD XD XD XD XD

 
 
Mood: amused
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 05:30 am
Some things in my mind.......  
Well it been weeks since I updated my blog (Thanks to Plurk btw, if you have a plurk account, add me up @ www.plurk.com/user/hitokiri_recca and send me an email at hitokirirecca[at]gmail[dot]com to introduce yourself. I'm not accepting plurkers who I don't know. Also, if you're planning to make an account, be warned, its addictive)

Okay... first off, Its been a hectic month because of back to back events. First off, the recently concluded AniCon 2008. It was really fun to be there and volunteer for the event. (Thanks to [info]menismastah for giving me the opportunity). I helped them in terms of its cosplay competition also to give support to the newly created band of [info]menismastah , [info]xtraryce , [info]ericvids , [info]kirby_agudelo and [info]sonnaqs named "Moonspeak".

Then, this comming Sunday is Cosplay Mania @ SM Megatrade Hall 3 in which I will be a Marshall for the event. Also this coming Saturday is the PPF Party (Cant wait to see the New DTX simfiles and the Vid of the PPF Swimming Party) @ Crisanta Towers. Then on the week after is Ongaku RE:mix @ El Pueblo.


Anyway, a few hours ago, during my house cleaning here in Pasig (and up to this point, I haven't clean the Kitchens and the CR.) and constant peek at the PC for plurk (see, I am already addicted to Plurk) and torrent updates, I came across some Multiply Blog/Picture updates (Again, if you have multiply accounts add me up at hitokirirecca[at}multiply[dot]com.). Since I'm checking some updates, I decided to visit my sister and brother's multiply accounts. It made me a little sentimental because of the pics of us siblings and some post of my little brother's blog. It made me realize that the time we spent to each other and with our parents should be kept in my heart and will remmember them through the rest of my life.

As a final note, I would like to thank them for everything they have given to me.

Also, I would like to greet Pao Cruz (formerly known to lj as sindapa) aka   [info]77ws  A Happy Birthday.


Well, thats it for now and I SHOULD finish my housework.



 
 
Location: Pasig
Mood: contemplative
Music: Shimamiya Eiko's Discography
 
 
10 October 2008 @ 06:32 am
Is Jaejoong getting some wings, too?  



Is Jaejoong getting some wings? I got the image from DBSG LJ comm, edited it to add Hyde's tattoo pic. I think it's absolutely cool~~ But sorry Jeje, you won't be the first one. For me, Hyde owns that wing tats already. =)

Pero Meli, ... the pattern? T_T Nooo...ack.
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 02:57 pm
Currently losing wisdom. Teeth.  
For the past two days, the only word that has been running over, under, through and sideways in my mind is: GODDAMMITOUCH!

Gah.

I've been in PAIN for the past 2 days or so, because of a tooth that decided that it would be nice to act up now. The said tooth is at the farthest end of the left side of my upper jaw. I learned via Plurk friends that it's considered a molar, it's a wisdom tooth, and that the worst case scenario is that I may need minor surgery to take the bastard out.

GAH!

Besides the constant, painful throbbing in my jaw, I can't even close my mouth properly. It's as if the rogue tooth decided to grow half an inch overnight, and I can't rest my upper teeth on my lower teeth because the painful upper tooth is being pushed farther into my gums by the tooth below it. I've also been prodding it with my tongue, and there seems to be a small, smooth lump right beside the bad tooth, on the roof of my mouth. It's tender, and the slightest pressure on it stings. I tried touching the tooth with my finger, and there's something... sharp on it. It's like the tooth is splintered or something.

The other, and possibly the most horrid thing about all this, is that the bad tooth keeps me from enjoying my food, and I absolutely hate it. I like eating, and I like having comfort food whenever I'm stressed. I'm particularly stressed right now, but eating causes me even MORE stress because of the pain.

And yes, in the middle of all this, I still manage to remember the punishment of Tantalus. Not funny.

I'm crossing my fingers that my health insurance covers the procedure, should it be necessary, because I could think of much better and definitely much more pleasant ways to spend my 5000 pesos, than handing it over to a dentist in order to have myself put through more horrors in order to defeat the first horror.

So far, I've been coping by drugging myself silly with mefanemic acid and sleeping a lot. It makes the pain go away, but it also literally leaves an unpleasant taste in my mouth. The effects also wear off in about 4-5 hours or so, so I need to keep popping one because I'd go crazy and bang my head on the nearest cement wall otherwise. I'm also dizzy from oversleeping, so it seems to be a Lose-Lose situation for me. T_T

Stupid me, though, I only decided to see a dentist yesterday afternoon. I woke up late because I forgot to set my alarm, and by the time I got to the MaxiCare office, all the dentists they got hold of were no longer accepting patients because it's almost 5pm. The most I could get is an appointment for today, after I finish work later.

Still 5 hours to go before the time of my dental appointment. In the meantime, lemme leave you with this video which pretty much sums up how I regard dentists in general. Everybody sing with me now: "I'M A DE~~NTIIIIST~~..."

 
 
Mood: sick
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 11:49 am
I r genius. XD  
So, I have finally and totally figured out how to take back view photos by myself without literally or figuratively breaking a bone in my body, and without a tripod or surface either:

Back view

That's all. See you all at CosplayMania on Sunday! :D

 
 
09 October 2008 @ 10:55 pm
Yaaayaaayyaayyy!!  
ASDFGHJKLKJHGFDS!!!


Look at what [info]lyuna just found!!

UWAAHH~~

After all those times I've stalked researched about Kato Ryousuke, why am I not aware about the existence of Up Star?? Darn me and my ignorance! I'm sure he already mentioned about it before and I just didn't notice/understand!

Now I'm sure Mel and I won't stop until we managed to learn AND download everything about Up Star that's available XD


Mou... I'm still not done commenting on my f-list! But with what I've read so far, it looks like there's already a cast announced for what my dear [info]kaidouhazuki called the ShitMyu [Shitenhouji Musical] XD It looks like it's also going to have double cast again and that there will be Taiwan shows too! Yaaay! But... if only they had asked Shiraishi's seiyuu to play Shiraishi in the myu as well,
And speaking of Taiwan, [info]starberryfiesta  will leave for Taiwan tomorrow morning to watch the Imperial Presence! Have a safe trip Stacy!! Don't forget our photosets!! XD

I planned to stay awake all night but my eyes are already giving up. I can't count how many times I almost bumped my head on the laptop anymore. I'm so sleepy. And tired T____T

Kuso... if only I have more money to spare! Kato and Kiriyama's Rikkai 2nd Service Photosets are for sale for really cheap prices! Me wants T___T

 
 
Location: Ducklandia
Mood: da-ne!
Music: 好きさ好きさ好きさ by Atobe Keigo
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 10:46 pm
reasons why things exist  
Naalala ko na kung bakit minsan, ayokong maging (sobrang) masaya.

I should really learn the pattern of my life.

Then again, it's irritating how things must come tumbling down in one fell swoop in the midst right after my reservoir of happy has been filled to the brim.

Or maybe it's coz the happy has been overflowing since Saturday?

Whatever the case may be, after everything that's happened, getting all emo over a semi-failed project is pathetic, I think. Even Especially since that's how I am right now.

Oh and how wonderful. I'm closing in on a one-week debt of stories for the 30-day challenge.

I love it.
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Location: home, jen's
Mood: crappy
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 10:25 pm
Counter-strike: The Bots  
 
 
Location: MBFS
Mood: geeky
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 09:27 pm
New Tab at my Jmusic site  
yesh it's from ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION (アジアン・カンフー・ジェネレーション)

direct link:
http://jmusic.kirby-agudelo.net/node/48

the title is SENSELESS (センスレス), its actually a fun song with LONG (and I mean LONG) strums of A and E power chords LOL. The licks are nice and fun too.

if there are any corrections or violent ractions just reply here. The tab isn't complete but you'll survive with one electric guitar XD
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Music: chatmonchy - real
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 07:18 pm
things to do (updates)  
hell-spelled-with-three-e's updates!

oct13 (m)
eee 52 practical exam, 1pm

oct15 (w)
ee 280 machine problem presentation
eee 53 machine problems submission
pi 100 individual project submission, 12nn
pi 100 group project submission, 12nn
physics 104 long exam 02, 615-815pm

oct17 (f)
ee 280 finals, 1pm
ece 141 long exam 03, 4pm

oct18 (s)
eee 53 long exam 03, 10am


ps. i ♥♥♥ ohno~ <3<3<3
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Location: home.
Mood: enthralled
Music: Always be My Baby by David Cook
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 03:56 pm
Kung ikaw ay masaya, pumalakpak ka, ha ha ha!  
Translation: When you're happy and you know it, clap your hands, hahaha!

I'm SOOOOOOOO piled up with stuff right now it's making me crazy =_="

On a happier note, officemate knew someone from inquirer.net (tama di ba?) and his friend has asked me for an interview related to cosplaying! Yey! :D

Now, if only I wouldn't look like I'm dying by Tuesday *spasm*

Salamat! :D
 
 
Mood: busy
Music: I have no time for distractions, including music =_="
 
 
09 October 2008 @ 03:50 pm
I'm okay now 8D;;  
My cold/fever/flu wetf that was is now gone.
Thank you for the ppl in my flist who clapped their hands and beleived <333!

and now something that made me feel even better 8D!!!


ILU WHOEVER U ARE THAT UPLOADED THIS DVD-RIP IN HQ ♥ !

 
 
09 October 2008 @ 10:34 am
>.  
i lost my phone again. i lost my marbles again. i lost myself again.
stupid balance. why does a good part in my life have to have an equally shitfuck part too?

i miss jay and his angst. i'm not suitable with this.