Will I get over this tour? Seriously. I feel like I'm bellyaching more over this tour than any other. Possibly because it was so epic, I loved all the bands (minus BLG but who cares about them), the atmosphere, the girls. DAMN. No telling as to WHEN I'll get over it, so bear with me. Normally there's many openers that I HATE when GC comes through, but this time it was PERFECT. ARRRRGGGHHH.

Anyways, I finished my last day of work today before school starts. I'm gonna miss the animals and some people but I'm certainly not going to miss the bullshit! I'm gonna miss Kelly, though. She's leaving forever. :[

I'm kind of bored with summer, but I really don't want to go back to school. This summer was too great to go back! Seriously, some summers I hated but this summer is a big WOW. I hit so many shows, been places I've never been to, met new people, tried new things, made money, stuff like that. School is just too repetitive. Boo.

Anyways, who wants to go see The Maine with me in NYC? I WANNA GO. kind of.

Last day of work tomorrow!

But I don't wanna go back to school :/

I miss all this past tour had to offer >:[

this totally sucks

My mind is in 92734928734982734 places at once right now that it's like one giant cluster fuck of thoughts and feelings.

I have so much on my mind and I feel like I need to write so bad to help it, but the words don't seem to come out.

has anyone else had this problem or am i just crazy?

I hate when my mind wonders so much...

( I need a life. )

I'm so not ready for this, but I know I'll make it through...

eventually.

It feels kinda lame posting on here considering I have like no friends that read this, but its also kinda nice writing a post. Haha... I'm so cool =).

( Today was kinda sucky. )

Well time is flying again. I should be going to bed. Feels good to rant here, even if no one reads it. =)

OH!!! In case anyone is seeing this... I'd really like it if you'd check out my SPN video. It took me a long time to make but I don't know how to get people to watch it. Please let me know whatcha thing if you do view.

Thanks for listening to my rant again... here's the video:

Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you...or the one you like the best.

1) Your name?


2) Your age?
20- Bag of Weed, costs $20.00 dollars and is enough to make 4 fat joints.

3) One of your friends?
Sally- to break someone's neck.
4) What should you be doing?
Sleeping- to masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.
5) Favorite color?
Pink- slang reference to the vagina

6) Hometown?
Laurence Harbor- place where you cant go 10 minutes without being asked to buy weed,place where almost everyone hangs out down the front,where everyone plays basketball there, place where you find needles and used tampons on the beach. this place is full of druggies and crackheads lol find us there cuz LH is where its at bitch!
laurence harbor is the shitt....LHRO

7) Month of your birthday?
September-

a month were girls are more likely to give blowjobs. during september girls will likely come to your house just to give u head

8) Last person you talked to on the phone?
mom-

The constant flow of cash and ass whoopings until the age of 18.

9) A pet's name?
Marble-

some one round and fat

sorry baby girl :[

10) Last food you ate?
rice- All Show...No Go! Modifying a car that is a piece to begin with, and doing nothing but body work to it in the end. Most likely loud, and unreliable.

WHY ARE ALL OF MINE ASSOCIATED WITH SEX!?

wow..I was right.
how crazy is that.lol.

So this summer has been really awesome for the most part...

I went to senior week down in OC Maryland with my friends and even though it was crazy and full of drama, I'm glad I went. Then there was the Disneyland trip in Cali for a week. That was amazing. It was hectic as well but I wouldn't have missed it. My godmother and aunt are AMAZING for giving me that wonderful graduation gift. (lots of pictures if anyone wants to see... just haven't uploaded them)

Now it's coming to an end though. All my friends in this area(all 3 of them) are just about to leave for college if they haven't already. It's kinda scary. I'm not really sure if my best friend is still my best friend. Not really sure he cares to be my best friend anymore and that kinda sucks but I'm tired of beating my self up over it. He'll be 3 hours away and we wont talk for awhile so we'll see if he misses me or not. I'm hoping he does but thinking he wont.

Well anyways... I bought my books for school. Super expensive. My uncle bought them for me though and insisted I get all new books so that was really REALLY nice of him. I have an amazing Family. I am just so blessed and so lucky.

I can't wait to start school but I'm getting nervous. I really just wanna skip it and become a teacher now. I just can't wait to work with little kids and fill their minds with knowledge. It's a dream come true.

My life is just amazing and I wouldn't trade it, even if I complain a lot.

Went and saw Good Charlotte on tuesday. I am back in love with them again, like majorly. It feels really good actually to be back into them... I didn't realize how much I missed that part of my life. I still hate Paris Hilton though and wish she would fall off a cliff but eh, what can I do? They are so AMAZING live!!!

Can't wait to see them again.


I REALLY REALLY can't wait to see my Wenchesters again in November! Not long now till the convention and I just can't wait. I don't even care I meeting the boys again. I just want to spend time with Kat and Erin and meet up with all the other amazing people I met in Chicago last year like Melissa, Kalissa, Kim, and Shannon, . They were all so nice to me and I just can't wait to do it again!! I wish it would come sooner!

Although... Supernatural will premiere soon so I have that to keep me occupied for now! Super excited for the premier on the 18th. Don't think that could come any sooner either. UGH I LOVE THIS SHOW.


So right now... I'm super nervous but super excited in ways as well. I'm a little stressed but I realize just how lucky I am and wouldn't have it any other way. =)

I'd actually take care of my people. To be honest, the past like 8 years all we have done as a country is infiltrate other countries and get knee deep in their problems and let our problems get worse. Granted America is a powerhouse in the world, that really doesn't mean that we have the authority to butt into other people's dilemmas. Take us going to war for example. Granted it's nice that we somewhat fixed Iraq, but how many of our people have to die before the government takes a hint?

People are losing their homes here. People can't afford secondary education and in this economy, if you don't have a college degree you have nothing. Kids just starting out on their own are already fucked before they even spread their wings and fly.  Poverty is on the rise, it takes more money to do things and President Bush has the nerve to say that the economy's fine.  You know what kind of deficit we're gonna be in when he leaves? 10 BILLION EASILY.

I'd actually care for the people that are living here before we even worry about other countries, or ease up on the aid to other countries so America can heal its own wounds. You have to make sure that you're alright before you even think about caring 100% about someone else. USA has been giving more than getting.  I know it's virtually impossible, but it's a good thought.

• no sleep
• trains
• the maine
• metro station
• hotel room
• unpacking and having all your stuff smell like aforementioned hotel room
  
• the hotel's being renovated
• Paul Thomas talking on the streets
  
• 2 Paul hugs
• facebook
• KLOOTZAK
• sharpie encrusted vans
• Deano hug
• embarrassment
• roller coasters
• screaming
• she makes me feel like shit
• McDonald's
• walking the streets of DC
• guitar picks
• dirty looks
• grime
• OWEE OWEEE OH OH
• pogoing
• backstage passes
• gc tour manager love
  
• happy ending.

You want all the stories, hit up the myspace. XD

ps.My friends and I are GOLD.

http://eventful.com/demand/D0-001-000161666-7#box-details


open that up and click the button so The Academy Is... Can come to san antonio.lol.

 Rubbing a condom in his face. It was beautiful.

so I will refrain from telling you.







ok well good charlotte in washington dc see you later.


I still don't want to go alone to the jersey one.....

In order for me to get to the GC show at Six Flags Thursday, I have to go UP to fucking Newark or New York, then come all the way down.

Does it really make any sense? Nope.

Fuck, I HAVE to go to this (I bought all the tickets, got the flash pass for 6 PEOPLE which the both total about 200 bucks, the plans were made 2 MONTHS AGO).

I feel like crying.

Anybody not doing anything Thursday and has a car? :[

 India, to me, are more free spirited. America, on the other hand, likes to blow shit up and cheer about it.