[Sunday July 20th At 2:25PM] ham26doors i wanna "run" into you somewhere...just to see you. tell me a place and a time please and ill go. Post

A shallow question... [Sunday July 20th At 12:29PM] kiddisaster Sino mas mayaman, si Tony Stark o si Bruce Wayne? Read [1]Post

wakie wakie rise and shine [Sunday July 20th At 11:38AM] slamthewindows [ music | radiohead ] The summer is going by so fast it's hard to watch it go I;ve been working straight for like a week I'm so exhausted I have no time to do anything really I just want to sit and think but I can't do that either what am I going to do when school starts back up I'm never going to make it I still haven't heard anything from the school about chnaging mymark my room is a disaster only a reflection of myself I can't wait to just go to my grandmother's although no smoking and that's all I'll want to do I can't wait for the day when I truly am beautiful I hate how I say looks don't matter when they surly do I want to be able to feel good about myself and not go "oh fucking lovely you piece of trash" in the mirror I can't wait to sleep in half the day tomorow or to come home tonight and draw my hair is getting longer , everyday! when kelly gets back I'll be dying it the cool colors I want as a test before school starts kelly sent us gifts I hear oh I need to go to work fuck Post

adsgklhdfjhgaf [Sunday July 20th At 10:32AM] bboovviiee I will never just be happy. Kill.Me. Post

Hey oh [Sunday July 20th At 5:04PM] gradapucci  I am basically kind of done with the huge homework pile? Except for stupid Economics Q20 :/ Hahaha, I think my Bosola essay is so badly written though :I Sigh, anyway it's Racial Harmony tomorrow & Joanna got us 3 Malay costumes for BOYS for us to wear HAHA. Oh man, I don't feel like wearing leh! Heh, sorry girls! Family dinner tonight, I'm done with work for the day! SCREW YOU ESSAYS!  Read [1]Post

[Saturday July 19th At 8:30PM] forsakenhero89 whoa. Things have been going nowhere lately. I need to stop being so lazy. I've been reading a lot of comics lately and working a bit. I saw dark knight twice now. ordered three pizzas today. just hanging out. friends are coming in next weekend. fun times shall be had. mmmmm hot dog festival.... Read [2]Post

Movies in 2008 : Completed [Saturday July 19th At 2:27AM] sariebeth88 I finished 100 movies in 2008. I'll keep a list of the movies I watch after this point. We saw Batman at midnight and it was CRAZY! 3 theaters full and we still go good seats. So much fun! I was so happy to have done that! I love Christian Bale and Maggie Gyllenhal. Rules and Guidelines 1. Watch movies in 2008. 2. I keep track of how many I watch in this post. 3. I only record first time movies. 4. I leave the entry public. If you want to recommend any movies to me, go for it! 01. Superbad 02. Atonement (4 times) 03. Juno 04. Shoot Em Up 05. American Gangster 06. The Brave One 07. 27 Dresses 08. Jumper 09. P.S. i love you 10. We Own the Night 11. Resident Evil 1 12. Resident Evil 2 13. Resident Evil 3 14. I Am Legend (2 times) 15. AVPR 16. Walk Hard: The Dewey Cox Story 17. The Game Plan 18. Lust, Caution 19. Rambo 20. Becoming Jane 21. Martian Child 22. Comebacks 23. Elizabeth, The Golden Age 24. The Invasion 25. Trade 26. 3:10 to Yuma 27. Sunshine 28. Death Sentence 29. Eastern Promises 30. The Kingdom 31. The Heartbreak Kid 32. Simpsons Movie 33. Hot Rod 34. Waitress 35. United States of Leland 36. I'll Sleep When I'm Dead 37. Apocalypto 38. Captivity 39. Sublime 40. The Painted Veil 41. Perfume 42. The Hitcher ---------------------As of Februart 23, 2008 43. Hoax 44. Rendition 45. First Blood 46. Troy 47. Texas Chainsaw Massacre (not the original) 48. No Country For Old Men 49. Into The Wild 50. 30 Days of Night 51. In the Valley of Elah 52. The Darjeeling Limited 53. Michael Clayton 54. Dan in Real Life 55. Gone, Baby Gone 56. Mulberry Street 57. Hitman 58. Kite Runner 59. Sweeney Todd 60. Doomsday 61. The Illusionist --------------------As of April 4, 2008 62. 21 63. The Perfect Witness 64. Cloverfield 65. Timber Falls 66. Strange Wilderness 67. National Treasure 2 68. Maria Full of Grace 69. Angela's Ashes 70. Rosenstrasse 71. Fire 72. Padre Amore 73. Untraceable 74. First Sunday 75. P2 76. One Missed Call 77. The Orphanage 78. Day of the Dead 79. Before the Devil Knows You're Dead 80. There Will Be Blood 81. Chaos 82. Sex and the City 83. The Strangers 84. Joshua 85. The Grand 86. Charlie Bartlett 87. The Eye 88. The Hulk 89. Le Grand Ecole --------------------As of June 30, 2008 90. The Cleaner 91. Stop-Loss 92. Lars and the Real Girl 93. The Amateurs 94. Shattered 95. The Hunting Party 96. The Girl Next Door (horror film) 97. The Ruins 98. Vantage Point 99. Perfect Stranger 100. Batman The Dark Knight --------------------COMPLETED: July 18, 2008 Read [3]Post

So what now? It's plain to see we're over. [Friday July 18th At 12:23PM] bboovviiee I'm clueless at this point. Nothing makes any sense. I'm so anxious right now it almost hurts. I can't make even the simple decisions. How should I know what to do. STOP TREATING ME LIKE A FUCKING CUNT. Then again, maybe I'm overreacting? Yeah, that's probably what it is. Post

[Friday July 18th At 12:11PM] _aruba_babii_ ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Post

till wednesday night [Friday July 18th At 7:24PM] buckledknees [ mood | okay ] Rid and I made up, so I got to send him to the airport in the wee hours of the morning today. Sorry if Rid's face took up majority of the photos, I just miss him. Anw, he just called to say that he has alrd landed in Brisbane! Now taking the car (?) to Gold Coast! ( in my heart ) Read [4]Post

[Friday July 18th At 4:55AM] lizdean [ mood | depressed ] I upset people that I deeply care about. Its all I do. I don't cut it anymore. I'm a fuck up. I don't know what to do with myself. Read [1]Post

Our live have come between us. [Friday July 18th At 12:12AM] bboovviiee [ music | Breakfast at Tiffanys ] It's weird. I thought this week would be a lot more difficult. The first few days were rough. But then I was fine. Like, I knew you were out there. But you weren't totally in my head. So is that a good thing? Let's hope so. And, well, to be quite honest, I'm not as excited to see you tomorrow as I was when I got my license this morning. Scary. I mean, I've missed you lots in the past few days. But, I guess I just know that you'll be here for a while and there's nothing to worry about? Maybe? This is a very tricky subject =/ And I'm really sad that I can't drive yet because of insurance issues. So maybe I really will wait until I can drive myself over. I don't know why, either. IhatemyselfSometimes. Anyways. I want to be famous. Be known. For doing nothing. But being 'scene' on myspace. Hah, that'd be the life. I need to get back into my photography. It's been a while. Post

[Thursday July 17th At 7:52PM] ham26doors why be anonymous and comment me on an old account telling me information but not giving details.. it bothers me and i just wanna know who it is my new account is bamfsam use that one. Read [2]Post

all alone [Thursday July 17th At 10:51PM] moment0fdecay [ mood | disappointed ] I can't find anyone to go on vacation with me. I understand that some people are busy. but when I ask other people and they say they want to go and than ignore me it makes me really mad. I guess I'm not taking anyone.. Read [1]Post

[Thursday July 17th At 12:53PM] lizdean So. I was in my aunt and uncle's dining room. They are in position of my Uncle Johnny's ashes (for those of you who don't know, he is my mother's late brother. He shot himself in the head in April of last year.), which are in a box. A cardboard box. (My aunt has had issues with letting him go, etc. He was her brother, after all. So we don't have a box or an urn to put him in.) Anyway, I found said cardboard box. Its like something you would deliver a package in or something. Which, well, makes sense, because he was FedExed from Florida. That sounds a bit off, but its what happened. So there. I wasn't expecting to see him, I jumped back and gasped pretty loudly. Its weird, because I knew he was here the whole summer, and I've been looking in little places to find him. But I would have never expected him to be in some place as common as the dining room!!! And he was heavy too, to just be ashes. He had lost a lot of weight before he died, so I didn't think his remains would weigh so much. Eh, I still deal with all the aftermath of his death. Depresses me all the time, many sleepless nights due to night terrors and my mind, running off in places that it shouldn't. Post

beetchez! [Wednesday July 16th At 10:00PM] missing_pixie [ music | Some hardcore compilation ]  We leave for England in 3 WEEKS. How the fuck did that happen? We still have to book trains/buses, some hostels, oh and buy our REBELLION FESTIVAL TICKETS. I think that will be the biggest single cost aside from our flights. After all this bragging, I'll feel like a wiener if I don't have at least enough money to get some gifts for friends from the festival. (Yet it would allow me to act like even more of a wiener: "Haha... you may have a Cocksparrer pin now, but I saw them motherfuckin' live!") Tiny pieces of Cocksparrer merchandise for everyone! Bwahaha... At least Cory did get accepted for a credit card, which should arrive any day, so we can use that for bookign stuff. I don't know what will be my last day at work. Fuck I hate College Pro. I could easily pull some shifts at Tita's, but then it's a toss-up between painting in the hot sun or maybe having to prepare raw meat. Fuck. I think it's worth some free burritos though. I should call Heather tomorrow. I miss my laptop so much; Warren still hasn't fixed it. I've got to start calling him every day to remind him. It's been 4 months since I changed my damn ipod. So not only do I hate everything on it now, but I can't listen to specific bands and songs I randomly crave... Bikini Kill, Cheating At Solitaire, Dwarves, "Bring Back The Bomb". Bratmobile. Batmobile. Sick of It All. At least he's fixing it for free, that's the only reason I am tolerating this tardiness. Plus it will be that much more amazing to get all my tunes back; unless I actually own the album, I've practically forgotten they exsist.  The situations in which I've gotten to spend time with Molly have been ridiculously short. First, I bummed a ride to Salmo with Scott when he picked up his sis in Fernie; and caught a ride back 3 days later. The other week, when the Merville show occured, she was in Vancouver with Jesara for a couple of weeks and visited me... for 3 or 4 days. And on the way back from London, Cory and I are staying in Montreal for 3 days, and she'll have just moved there with Jesara! Ridiculous. Awesome, but ridiculous and kind of frustrating. Still, we have so much fun together when we do hang out that we hardly notice how little time we have. No time to be frustrated, only time for fun! Yesterday I stopped by Black Rose to pick up my payment for filling in for Melissa on Saturday. Cory phoned me to say that he was sick, which meant that he wanted me to come over and keep him company and baby him. So, dutiful girlfriend I am, now with car, picked up Tita's takeout, a movie, and was on my way. It was nice to spend the evening in with him, just chilling with delicious food and delicious Breyers fruit popsicles and each other. Oh, and I had picked a ton of lavender at my mum's earlier so I divided those into bunches while watching Shortbus. 'Twas a nice night. And to anyone who goes by my mum's house, help yourself to some fresh lavender, by all means.  Super sexy rock n' roll dance parties this weekend, yahoo! Happy birthday Shay! Post

[Thursday July 17th At 12:24AM] _aruba_babii_ ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) Post

[Thursday July 17th At 3:57AM] moment0fdecay It makes me sad that I have so little friends that I can't even find someone that can come on vacation with me. I'm also very lonely. all the time. and I'm quite sick of it. I don't get the same feelings talking to you on the phone as I used to. you just get on my nerves and I start to get annoyed. sorry. I gained weight so I need to loose it before vacation. I also need to get a hair cut. I'm lonely, moody, and all I wanna do is make out. Why do I miss you? Of all people. This is weird. and no I'm not fucking talking about her. Post

[Wednesday July 16th At 11:22PM] lizdean (10:52:24 PM) Elijah: there is nothing sweet to eat ..... (11:14:24 PM) Elijah: can i eat your pasty strudels? (11:14:42 PM) Elijah: you know things that that bitch's dad from Mean Girls dad invented (11:14:54 PM) Lizard: toaster strudels, and yes (11:14:56 PM) Lizard: LOL Liz: you know i fucking love you. i wouldnt share a ROHAN COMMUNITY with you if i didnt!! Andrew cell: Rohan? Yeah. That's love alright. :p In other news, I've gone from sleeping on a fairly (but not really) comfortable Aero bed to sleeping on the floor through an Aero bed with a hole in it. I think its the kids, because all I do is sleep on it (I'm on my feet the rest of the time, or just sitting still on it watching the Tube), and they play in here all the time even when I tell them not to. Ten more days til I'm home... Nine if you want to get an early start and begin at tomorrow. Post

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