I love alice in wonderland!!
It's awesome!

I've had a bit of a disney day today:D
i watched, The lion King (Lion King Movie Marathon anyone?)
the hunchback of notre dame and  alice in wonderland.
I LOVE DISNEY!

&& i got McFlys album:D:D:D
&&&& I'm going to see them again:D:D:D:D

hahaha!

*Love!*

x

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meme stolen from just_lj

SCATTERGORIES: Copy the text below, erase my answers, then use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following. They have to be real places, names, things.. nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial.. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.

WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Samara
4 LETTER WORD: Save
BOY NAME: Steven
GIRL NAME: Serena
OCCUPATION: Shoe Salesman
A COLOUR: Sepia
SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Stripey Socks
BEVERAGE: Soda
FOOD: Salad Sandwiches
SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: Soap
PLACE: Seaworld
REASON FOR BEING LATE: Sleeping In
SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: SHUTUP!!!

Okay. So, I went into the performance, knowing Francesca's feelings on Socha, but trying to keep an open mind. However, I HATED her performance. I sat there, excited to at least sample a new voice on Mama Who Bore Me, when she opened her mouth. I honestly was ready to go on stage and throw her off. WHO decided she deserved to even stand on that chair? The whole time I was shaking my head, dissappointed [but still not disappointed because Francesca was 100% right]. But I knew I couldn't say anything because I had two newcomers with me and I didn't want to influence their opinion of the show/her. Everytime Alexandra would open her mouth, I got angry. Not only was her acting horrible, but her singing was terrible. During Word of Your Body, I could swear that I was watching little orphan annie and Melchior. Her voice is childish, and not even a good childish for the role of Wendla. She reminded me a lot of Baby June, and I seriously disliked her performance. Honestly, the only thing she had going for her was that she remotely looked 14. The entire time Socha was on stage, I wanted to go grab Eryn and throw her in the role. Intermission, Kaitie [never seen the show before that night] turns to me and goes "This show is AMAZING. But what's up with Wendla? She sucks." and I agree. To review, Socha = bad.

My gosh, I have never felt so depressed in my life!!! They have switched Will's hours he's now 4pm-1am and so I only get to see three hours of him or less 3 times a week. And it hurts, no one knows how I feel. Everyone has been in a relationship before, everyone has or has had someone and this is like my first love here. I can not cope with out him, I know everyone says it's a little stockerish and a little obsessive. But it's who I am, I can be clingy I know. But I'm trying to cope, I can't heal in one night. I guess I'm dependent on him to make me happy. I was fine before I fell for him.

And it's hard when you work at the same place with the person, everything reminds me of him. I can't go in the back room because it brings back too many memories and it hurts because I know I won't have anymore. I've told him, if he wants a relationship I am willing to be serious if he is. We can have a relationship now that he's on another shift so I'm willing to not let anyone know about it if that's what he wants. Of course, he may not stay on days, its for 6 months and if it works then it'll be permanent.

I guess for now I need to try and make myself feel better, go to the doctors and get this nausea thing under control. Then get my car fixed and stuff then start saving to move out. Then I'll see how it goes. I was thinking, it's funny, if I had a choice of having none of him or a clone then I'd go with the clone even though it's not really him. And I know everyone is telling me it'll be okay and I'll survive. I may life but it feels like I'll forever feel like I'm suffering and miserable. *sigh* I just can't take not being with him.

В последнее время меня все больше притягивают кубинские и аргентинские романы. Их я люблю даже чуть больше английских. Вот и Кристина Гарсия со своим дебютным романом была поглощена мной на прошедшей неделе. Легкий и сытный роман, несмотря на обилие специй и щепотку политики.
Любовь на расстоянии возможна, она никуда не уходит, ни с замужеством, ни с рождением детей, ни с их смертью. Писать письма в пустоту - и складывать в шкатулку, зная, что Он никогда их не прочитает. Любить мужа - но совсем иначе. Без страсти, но с благодарностью. Такова жизнь Селии - одной из героинь романа. Но есть еще три - две ее дочери и внучка, истории жизни которых прийдут к вам в "Кубинских сновидениях"..

The FabricLive catalogue encompasses a strange and unique array of artists. It is hardly surprising, then, that Simian Mobile Disco man the helm of FabricLive’s 41st volume. James Ford and Jas Shaw have never erred on the side of conventionality (evidenced by last year’s Attack, Decay, Sustain, Release), and yet FabricLive 41 retains its structure despite traversing bumpy aural terrain. SMD spend the course of 22 tracks mixing up a tantalizing variety of wild electro-house, Balearic italadisco and electronica whose sound can resemble that of an intergalactic Star Wars laser battle played over The Phantom of the Opera. Needless to say, Fabriclive 41 is not for the classicist in each of us...

hxxp://rapidshare.com/files/130034560/F41SMDa_Vic.zip
hxxp://rapidshare.com/files/130039318/F41SMDb_Vic.zip

хм..пикник афиши..
ну хз
имхо сборище фриков..кто во что горазд
огромная куча людей..
меня пугают толпы
но
было оч приятно лично познакомиться с 2glaza_naprotiv и startash,что скрасило впечатления=)))

ппц с пикника ушли часов в 8
а домой я всё равно попала в 6 утра %)
было весело)))

Graduating from Aphex Twin's Rephlex label to Warp, UK producer/DJ Leila pulls out all the stops on ''Blood, Looms and Blooms''. From collaborating with chanteuse (and muse to Tricky and Danger Mouse) Martina Topley Bird, to incorporating everything from deep techno to postmodern hip-hop and classic soundtrack styles, ''Blood, Looms and Blooms'' is the most original album you're likely to hear in 2008.

hxxp://rapidshare.com/files/130529167/LBL_Vic.rar

FINALE OF AVATAR FWEEeeee

http://www.demonoid.com/files/details/1558365/

8D Since there's no other postings of it- I made one on demonoid. WE NEED SEEDERS PPLES



Oh, and this is the best damn add on of ADBLOCK PLUS out there: https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/4364

c: select the frame of the ad you wanna say FU to. Gives a big FU to DA and the bs they've pulled, since I don't want to put money to a subscription. FOOEY



Edit: Wowwww.... I can't sleep after watching a finale like THAT 8DDD I'm just all a tingle~ *wiggles fingers* That was EPIC WIN.

Under the banner of the decidedly un-post-rock title O Soundtrack My Heart, the bands major-ish label debut will be released worldwide on the iconic Warp records (via Inertia in Australia). Infamously, Pivot are the first Australian signing to the label better known for launching luminaries like Aphex Twin, Squarepusher, Battles, Autechre, and Grizzly Bear. O Soundtrack My Heart was recorded and produced by the band in Sydney and their newly adopted home of London, but mixed by Chicago native John McEntire of Tortoise/Sea and Cake fame.

The band are currently supporting that gory 'In the Blood' single on a touring jaunt that sees them return home to support Sigur Ros in August. Before returning to the UK to take on another slew of festivals.

hxxp://rapidshare.com/files/131017571/Piv_Vic.zip

Dg Foto Art 6.0 
Программа для создания фотоальбомных листов с цифровыми фотографиями, готовыми для печати. С дистрибутивом программы идет более 1000 шаблонов практически на все случаи жизни (свадьба, различные торжества, календари, открытки, школа, отпуск, портрет, рамки, фон, клипарты и др.).
http://www.izone.ru/graphics/foto/dg-foto-art-download.htm

Fun-Generatoren, Ausweis-, Zeitungs- und Münz-Generator!
Сделай паспорт, монеты, газету со своей фоткой
http://www.onlinewahn.de/generator/

Carmex Gruß und Kuss 
Хотите поднять настроение своим друзьям и близким? Вашему вниманию предлагается отличный ресурс, который заставит Вас и Ваших знакомых улыбнуться :) Нажимаете кнопку "Create your own" ... и помните, перед загрузкой фото лучше ее отредактировать так, чтобы было одно лицо и формат jpg.
http://www.carmex-kiss.de

Hero-in.com 
Тут можно сделать себе виртуальный паспорт и оказаться на обложке журнала
http://hero-in.com/

Фоторамки
http://your-frames.com/

Modern Art Museum Effect "
Примузеенный" вариант твоей фотки
http://www.dumpr.net/museumr.php

PhotoFunia, PhotoFun
Ваши фото нас полюбят — таков слоган интернет-сервиса, предлагающего каждому почувствовать себя звездой. Нужно взять подходящую по формату фотографию (устанавливается опытным путем), а затем выбрать один из «звездных» шаблонов. Одно нажатие кнопки – и вот, вы в телевизоре, вы на обложке журнала, вы на рекламных постерах или на долларовых купюрах... И не нужно кропотливо вырезать собственное изображение, чтобы вклеить его куда-то, тщательно убирая нестыковки, как это практиковалось прежде в тех же целях розыгрыша.
http://www.photofun.od.ua/
http://ru.photofunia.com/

Упрощеный фотошоп (русифицированный)
http://fanstudio.ru/index.html

Сервисы поиска похожих изображений
http://picollator.ru/
http://tineye.com/

Межъязыковой поиск картинок
http://www.panimages.org

Генераторы
http://donadecasa.ucoz.ru/generators.html

Подбери лицо
http://www.zefrank.com/wanted/ 

Приколись над другом, отправь веселую открытку со своей или друга фотографией
http://www.fotopostcard.ru/pcthemes.php

dove evolution

I PASSED THE PHARM 101 PAPER along with everything else!!!!

just.

Oh wellm, Cs get degrees.

I demand the one month holiday to begin again.

Reasons being:

1. It did not feel like a month

2. Not wanting to be a geek during semester two; WHICH IS FREAKING STARTING TOMORROW.

Chapter 6

Dangerous Encounter

            Kame went and sat by Jin on the sofa.  Yamapi took in a quick puff and blew the smoke out with a hard breath.  Kame wanted to laugh at the sight of these two grown men who were apparently a tad bit agitated by the whole session of him singing…I think they got aroused by it.  He thought to himself for a moment.

“Are you two alright?”  He asked smirking on the verge of bursting out in laughter.

“We’ll be fine.”  Yamapi remarked as the two men moved a bit and crossed their legs, trying to establish the sense of self-control they had in the beginning.  They both felt like they needed to get away from him or they were going to explode.  Yamapi then stole a quick glance at Kame and threw his head back and started breathe slowly and calmed himself down; while Jin put his head down to the point his hair covered his face.

“Okay…if you say so.  We need to discuss something and you said after I sang we would.”  Kame said in a swift voice.

Yamapi and Jin seemed to recover from the blast of excitement and looked at each other and red streaks appeared on their faces. 

Kame’s snickers first started when the streaks did, and they eventually turned into giggles.

Jin couldn’t bring himself to admit that he did in fact turn on his senses.

Yamapi was unaware of Kame’s giggling at the moment, until he let out a loud guffaw escape from his lips.  He quickly covered his mouth, as his face was turning as red as radish.

If you ever tell Ryo I will kill you.  Yamapi said in a thought that he sent to Jin.

Jin’s face turned even redder as his own words sent to Yamapi.  Deal if you don’t say anything to Tsubasa.

Yamapi just looked at him and nodded his head.  The two men were too embarrassed to even look at Kame.

“Alright you two, I’m supposed to train for the next year.  Or at least that’s what Ueda told me.”  Kame said as His giggling began to cease. 

“Right, the training, we will start tomorrow.  Its 8:45 in the morning, I think we all could use the rest.”  Jin a said in a low voice.

Kame protested, but to no avail, the feeling of sleep was starting to creep up on Him.

“Rest” Jin said as Yamapi picked Kame up like a young bride and carried Him to Kame’s room.  “We shall reconvene tomorrow, sweet little Kame.”

Yamapi laid Kame on the bed and crept out of the room.

“You know where we’re headed don’t you, Yamapi.”  Jin asked when Yamapi closed the door.

“Yes, my lord.  I know exactly where we are going.  Which is why I have already taken care of transportation.”  Yamapi said in a sigh.  “I am going to retire for the day.  I hope you’ll be happy with the way things turn out, my lord.”

Jin sat up straight and said, “Thank you, my dear friend, for tomorrow we meet up with Ryo and Tsubasa.”

Kame’s dream

He tried to run toward where ever Jin’s voice was coming from.  ‘Jin!’  He cried out.  ‘Jin, Where are you?’ 

He hurried from one door to the next; this hallway was like a maze, one door right after the next and nothing.  He looked to the end of the hall to see Jin fighting somebody.  Blasts of green and blue lights flashing light up the hallway.  When he came up on them he stood frozen, what he saw made his eyes tear up, Jin’s throat was being ripped out.  He screamed so loud the scene cracked as if it was glass, one more glance and the pieces fell to the ground.

            Kame woke up to his own screaming and Jin holding him close to his chest. He looked at Jin and instinctively wrapped his arms around Jin’s neck to give him a tight embrace.  Jin’s shock was only momentary as he wrapped his arms around Kame holding him close.  He didn’t want to let Kame go.  They stayed in that position for a few moments before Jin released him.  His hesitation was not lost on Kame.

“Are you okay?  I heard you calling me, and then I heard you scream.”  Jin stated in a calm and soothing voice.  But Jin’s eyes betrayed him as they often did; the look in those beautiful emerald eyes was one of concern and worry.

Kame looked at him from top to bottom then looked away.  Boxers?  Kame thought, He wear’s boxers.  Who would’ve thought that?

Jin looked at him and inhaled deep.  He’s on the verge of getting his powers.   He could smell it in Kame’s blood.

“Lie with me, just until I fall back to sleep.  Please Jin, I don’t want to be alone at the moment.”  He said getting back under the covers.  The fact that this was the first time Kame had used his name was not lost on him as a small smile appeared on his face briefly before he replied to Kame.

“Alright.”  Was all Jin said as he laid next to Kame.  Kame moved closer and laid his head on Jin’s arm and his hand on Jin’s chest.  Jin wrapped his arm around Kame and let his head fall back into the pillow.  After seeing that Kame had finally drifted back to sleep he lifted his head and brought his free arm over and put his index and middle fingers to the middle of Kame’s forehead.  He closed his eyes briefly and saw the images of Kame’s dream.  When Jin’s eyes popped open, he looked down at the angel in his arms and wondered if this was how Maru felt about Tat-chan all those years ago.  I’m sorry, Maru, for even trying to break you two apart. I didn’t know what love was till now.  A single tear rolled down the left side of his cheek.  “God, I pray to you here and now.  Not only as a Guardian, but as a man, tell me if I should let my heart linger on this to see if it does get attached to this beautiful angel you’ve brought to  my arms.  Or if I should turn away now.”  He whispered and rolled onto his side bridge the gap between their bodies. 

“Koki.”  He said as he in a low and lethal tone as he raised his head.

            A man was now standing at the foot of the bed.  “Hello, Jin.  May we speak for a moment?”  He asked smiling.

Jin gently got out of the bed and walked toward the door.  The man following closely, Jin slowly put his hand on the door knob opened it and they removed themselves from Kame's room.

“Koki, how exactly did you find me?”  Jin asked his tone still low and lethal.

“It wasn't easy. But once I got a beacon from someone, I tracked your scent.  I actually had a hard time finding you.”  He said in a giggle and giving him a wink. 

Let me start this entry by explaining my relationship with Spring Awakening. Now, when I first heard the words "Spring Awakening, a new musical" I rolled my eyes. It sounded like another lame old-fashioned show, and I was not at all interested. It probably didn't help that Katy and Gabby liked it a lot, even though I like them. Their taste in musicals isn't exactly fabulous, in my point of view. So needless to say, I was uninterested completely. It took Francesca obsessing for months for me to even get remotely curious, and the day that I asked her to give me a play by play was the start of all this. Piece by piece, like a jigsaw puzzle, what seemed like a jumbled unimportant mess became a bigger picture that would soon change and save my life.

You're probably thinking one of these few things:
1) This girl is stupid.
2) I like Spring Awakening more than her.
3) Everyone likes Spring Awakening.

Now, all of those feelings are justified. But here's why I'm stating this introduction to my entry: Tonight I witnessed what was quite possibly the most high energy, full of love performance I have ever seen in my life. Keep in mind, I'm not saying that I like Spring Awakening more than anyone or that it holds more importance to me than you. I'm simply saying that this particular performance made a huge impact on me and is worth a full review. I'm going to steal a little of Francesca's format and go song by song once I'm done stating the beginning.


( july nineteenth 2008 )

Overall, I had a great night. I'm exhausted though, so Socha review tomorrow.

i have windows vista and i fucking love it. everything is so awesome. like the gadget thing (on the side). omg. i just spent like two hours playing around with it. i love the iPod control. so awesome. and the to do list. and the reversi (my fave game OF ALL TIME SERIOUSLY!) and a notes thing!

jesus. i did have a katakana and hiragana quiz thing but i ran out of room! so much fun. haha.

i'm such a nerd.

i've been listening to talk radio here lately. and i'm kinda addicted to it. i don't even know why. i'm not really a fan of the news (i thought...) but my dad has clearly warped me because i don't mind watching it and listening to it. i got a new cd from a dude today at work. some hardcore/metal shite, it's pretty good, but i keep getting the urge to listen to the talk radio instead.

i was going to do something just now... i forgot what and now i'm kinda mad. or sad.

today was jake's last day in mobile. so very sad. really. he was awesome and funny and now i will probably not see him anymore. such a shame.

BEAGLES!!! I WANT ONE!! um... and it's totally not because of panic. seriously. i totally wasn't going to name it hobo either. i swear.


ummm...


so, the samsung instinct. yeah. it's pretty kickass. i get to play with one every day to call the carriers. i like it so very much. but i don't get a discount on it and the retail price is $599. jesus. no way. i'd rather get the pink razr. what? it's pretty!!

i'm such a bad person. i get home from work and all i talk about is phones. I LOVE MY JOB! I AM SORRY!


anyways. i changed my classes today again. i probably will again too. i got rid of speech. yeah. because i am a pansy. i'm taking physics instead. (on that note, i totally go into an argument with jomar about the force of gravity. ummm. what? it was whether speed could be negative, WHICH IT CAN'T!!)

arg.

talk to me people. do you have im? because i do.

aol: xchiznessx
msn: lovemeallways1412@yahoo.com and jesikalovesyou@hotmail.com
yahoo: jesikalovesyou

:D

edit: i'm going to bed! goodnight world!

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Hi all.

I'm feeling good. Yeah.
I kinda wanted to go for a run before, but I honestly don't know if my stomach, or my liver, or kidneys, or any other organ that woke me up this morning by creaking and groaning, could possibly handle anything too strenuous at the moment. Despite my aches and pains, I'm feeling good. Tell you why, inanimate livejournal? Because I have awesome friends who love me, as I was told squillion times over last night, and that makes me feel pretty damn awesome. As you all well know, I'm a whiny bitch, and occaisionally need that kind of validation. I love having self esteem again :)

Ok well, it was just one friend who told me a squillion times over, but that's ok, 'cause you know, she's awesome, and I'm sure she agrees.
Just want to tell said friend, that despite my awkwardness and lack of self esteem last night, I love them too. Again, I'm sure she knows that.

Now feeling awkward again, so I'ma head off.