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[29 Aug 2008|08:22pm] |
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Liz and I went to Jack's house today. Jack is one of my kids and his family took in a stray cat who was pregnant. She had three babies (one died ;_;) and Jack's mom is trying to find homes for them. We offered to take one, since we were considering getting a kitten anyway.
Anyway, Jack's mom took us over to see the kittens tonight, so we could pick out which we wanted...And I took some pictures.
( Kittens within! )
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[29 Aug 2008|04:13pm] |
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Going for my license next Saturday.
I know I probably wont pass. I am scared to death. =/
My mum took me to look at a car yesterday. A 2004 Pontiac Sunfire. I even got to test drive it!
I decided it's my mama's car that makes me nervous. I felt SO comfortable in that car.
Then again the Pontiac is a V4 and mum's car is a V8... BIG difference.
I just know I wont pass.
I keep having dreams of failing.
I want my license.
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[28 Aug 2008|12:41pm] |
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I can use wifi through the whole school now :O Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice. I also think I'm loosing weight again but sadly the scale in moms room is broke so I haven't a clue ):
Japanese festival soooooooooon~ X3
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[28 Aug 2008|09:07am] |
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Got tagged by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jedi_of_urth.
1) Post a list of five things you currently love/like, and five things you currently hate/dislike.
2) They can be people, places, things, ideas, whatever.
3) Tag five people to do this.
Things I Love:
1.) Finally getting over writer's block
2.) My friends, especially the ones on AIM letting me bounce ideas off of them
3.) Winter
4.) Dolls
5.) My favorite song.
Things I Hate:
1.) Waking up earlier than I intended because some jackass is running a lawn mower.
2.) Living in Maine
3.) Right now, work, which has me scheduled for next Saturday, not this Saturday.
4.) Heat
5.) Spiders
Tagging: trollopfop, slytherinblack, maine_shortie, chaoticset, bean_bunny.
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[28 Aug 2008|03:22am] |
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So over the past... while I've been making NiGHTS icons randomly. :| I have 36 now and don't think I'll be making any more any time soon, so. Random icon post.
( 36 NiGHTS icons. )
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| Happy Birthday! |
[27 Aug 2008|10:45am] |
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Happy birthday to trollopfop, my closest friend, better half, and partner in crime. Hope today shapes up to be much better than yesterday!
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| The winner takes it all... |
[26 Aug 2008|11:29pm] |
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In this case I am the loser.
The big fat, fucking, loser.
You win. Everyone wins.
Karma is a bitch, and now it is coming back to bite me in the ass for all the shit I have done.
I should have died.
I should have killed myself.
That car accident should have killed me.
People would be better of.
Happier if I was dead.
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[26 Aug 2008|06:31pm] |
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HAHAHA OMG I FEEL SO DORKY COOL!
( Silent Eve Mizuki cosplay test 1 )
I'm gonna put make up on and fix my hair better tomorrow 8D
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[26 Aug 2008|04:31pm] |
Day one....clear!
I tried to updated at school but the wifi in the library was being totally nuts :\
I am excited to continue piano. It looks like fun~ Astronomy will be enjoyable. ♥ I met a fellow Jrock lover there~! Math was a bit dull but meh I hate math so of course it would be dull.
Mmmm I can't remember anything else from the post I made earlier today :\
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| Bazooka, Bazooka, Bazooka girl! |
[25 Aug 2008|10:51pm] |
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Bazooka Girls // Bazooka Girl |
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Once upon a time...
Tara discovered ParaPara, and a routine she really liked.
Since it was the start of her dancing days she had alot of trouble with it.
However, with a lot of practice she learned the dance.
Even if she didn't learn it every well, she was very proud of herself.
There were many other ParaPara she, rather clumsily, learned.
It was then she discovered how much she loved the dancing.
All because of these wonderful YouTube videos.
But one day, everything changed.
The YouTube website was taken over by...
-Dun dun dun!- Copyright laws.
Many videos were deleted left and right.
Many didn't know what to do! =O
The company Avex didn't like that the ParaPara videos were posted...
And soon they were deleted.
Years have past.
Tara found other websites, but none had the videos she had once learned.
Soon she forgot about them.
Except for one fatefully night...
She discovered an old video!
Tara ran through the routine over and over and over again!
It was a joyful night...
And she lived happily ever after!
The end.
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Ahem. Yah!!!
CAN YOU SEE HOW BORED I AM?
Gawd I am driving myself crazy trying to find something to do!
No one is online. Nothing is on TV. I have finished watching Hanazakri No Kimitachi E.
-Sigh- I should go to bed I guess. I mean maybe I should get a regular sleep schedule going.
I dunno. I guess I am kinda depressed right now.
Again! The week is gunna suck! Just like all previous.
Mum is really sore from the hospital today. I have to keep watch on her because, well, she is "hyped" up on morphine and other pain killers that she is going kookoo. No kidding. Its kinda funny, but then again she still is in alot of pain.
I don't like seeing her sick.
I don't want to know if she has any more problem-sicknesses.
She is my mother. She can't have something wrong with her! She just can't!
Its not fair. I shouldn't say "Why can't it be someone else's mom." But that is too cruel. No one deserves to be sick. What if she has something fatal?
Talking about it hurts. I can't even talk to my sister about it. Or my Doctor.
I dunno how to handle this.
I must sound stupid. Huh?
I doubt anyone even reads this.
But then again, without LiveJournal what would I rant to?
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| Oh man, Oh man! |
[25 Aug 2008|01:23am] |
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Last night I went through all of my posts. Like from back in 2005.
Gawd I find myself so annoying. I was so fucking stupid, seriously. Not to mention my friend was reading that stuff too. Gah it was really embarrassing!! He called me a nerd. Haahaa. Thanks a bunch. Kidding. But there were some things I miss about those days, even if I was a loser, I wasn't so unhappy like I am now. It seems as though my life was eventful back then, but only a tid bit. Things really have changed, and as of yet... I dunno if things have changed for the worst or if the changes are better. Maybe soon I will find out?
Anyways. Work sucked today Then again do I ever say work turns out good? From 3 to 5:30 we were DEAD. Legit. NO ONE came in, and NO one called. I was going nuts trying to find something to do. Hell The people from next door didn't even come in to order anything. Which means I didn't get to see the cute kid. -Sigh- What a boring day.
I really hope this week doesn't suck. I am scared of so many things this week... I guess I am a five year old, like a friend says. I am such a dummy. Why can't I be an outgoing person? Oh maybe because I get so scared. SO DAMN scared that I will do something stupid, and then GUESS WHAT??? I end up doing something stupid!
Why am I so fucked up? An someone really answer my question?? I would love it if you could.
Maybe you can find me a new life I can buy. Seriously I have money, I wanna buy a new life!
To end on a better note...
My DVD was shipped today.
Fuck
YES!
[EDIT]
Hey! That "friend" is a duck-- I mean dick. I wanted to keep the typo!
No no I am only kidding. I just wanted to do it because I told him I would.
And a pedophile.
Just to warn yall!
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| It's Rant Time! |
[24 Aug 2008|12:02am] |
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The beginning of this week was fucking awful.
Can anything ever go right in my life? For once? Just one tincy wincy little moment?
Oh. No? Yah, Thats what I thought.
Since the start of the summer we said we wanted to go to Canobie Lake Park-- an amusement park. Tay, Chelsea, Nicole, the boys. Everyone! All said we wanted to go. well the days went by and we never went. Therefore like every day this summer I sat here on this computer-- doing what? Oh, NOTHING. It would have been nice because I haven't been there in 3 or 4 years, it would have been nice to go and have fun.
Last Thursday Taylor, Matt, and I were sitting on the train, into Boston, on our way to Nicole's birthday party. Taylor mentioned how we never went to Canobie Lake, so I said "Alright I have decided we are all going Monday!"
Well she listened, and soon we got it all planed. We went Monday.
Haahaaa haaa haa heh... Except it was a fucking trip to hell.
It. Was. Fucking. AWFUL!
I had the worst time. Number one: for some damn reason, Matt was already in a bad mood. I guess he was depressed, he left me a message on AIM the night before saying "If stuff goes wrong tomorrow, I apologies in advance." What the Fuck! If you are gunna be fucking miserable dont FUCKING go, you dumb prick! Which leads me to number 2: Taylor got pissy all night because Matt-- Being the fucking dick that he is-- got in a fight with her.
Number 3: I could have hung out with Jason! of all days, ALL DAYS, and he asks to hang on the one where I am doing something. That got me depressed the whole time, knowing I could have had some fun instead of being upset.
Which leads me to Tuesday. I actually got to hang out with him. I am not going to rant about this because there is nothing to rant about. I am lucky to have gotten to hang out with him. I had a great time. I got a little sad though, but don't I always? I miss being able to hang out with him. I want to see him as one of my best friends, but how can I when I never see him? When I am sometimes hurt by him, because he isn't aloud to talk to me.
I guess I dont blame her.
I can't come in the way of her.
I am the bad person.
Thats just how it will always be...
Well Friday wasn't too bad. I thought it was going to be, but it turned out to be really good. For starters... I was looking up stuff on Ebay--With no intention to buy anything-- and I found the ever so rare "X Japan: Last Live" DVD.
That lovely DVD shall be in my hands in a matter of 2ish weeks. I HAD to buy it. I can't wait till it comes! I am so excited.
Thennn. I lost my Concert-Virginity. Yup never been to a concert in my life, cuz I am a loser like that. Mum and Sarah bought Gretchen Wilson--A country singer-- tickets. Originally their friend was suppose to go with them, but it ended up she couldn't. They were left with one extra ticket, so I said that I'd go because I had nothing to do-- All my friends were busy I had no one to talk to. I wasn't too keen on going to see her. I didn't know any thing by her, except for that "Redneck Woman" song. I figured I'd be bored the whole time.
It turns out, I had a fuckin' blast. We were in front row, and I was up dancing the whole time. I didn't know any of the songs, but it was loads of fun. I wouldn't mind seeing her again, now that I have listened to her music more.
Well I think that I'll end my rant with that. I figure that this will be tough to read because my hands have been slamming away at this keyboard, not looking over anything I have written.
I know I will have more to rant about.
Like soon.
Legit.
Like, Monday soon.
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| villain meme |
[23 Aug 2008|10:15am] |
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『THEVILLAIN MEME』
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[23 Aug 2008|12:05am] |
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Oh man....I get home from work at like midnight cause I had to do something after I got off work. I was gonna eat a little something and go to bed. So while I eat I'm flipping channels...You know what I find? Mother. Fuckin'. Selena. Fuck yeah. Fuckin love this movie ;0; SO......bad thing is I have work at 7:30 in the morning. DAMMIT SELENA!
edit: Oh god I totally cried at the end XD! Dreaming of You always makes me cry ;3; Selenaaas... *reaches*
EDIT EDIT: VOLA VOLA VOLA VOLA OH MY FUCKING GOD! REMEMBER EUN CHAN'S SISTERS BOYFRIEND IN COFFEE PRINCE!? THE "GORILLA"!? HE DIED TODAY. W.T.F
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| Goo's Video Game Review, Part One |
[21 Aug 2008|01:23pm] |
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I have this need to review things, for all that unless there's a funny gimmick behind them, I don't generally like reviews myself (Video Sewer being the exception, and I don't know why. Maybe it's because it's short enough to keep my attention, or just because stateparks is that awesome). But in my need to review things that I see and piss me off, here's the latest thing making me bang my head against my desk. To be honest, I knew the reputation of this going in and shouldn't have been surprised by how bad it sucked, and yet I still fell for it. Le sigh.
( Avatar: The Last Airbender: The Burning Earth Nintendo DS review )
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To hisui_bu
( wo ai niiii~ )
LOLOLOL ITS SUPER HUGE IN FIRE FOX! I'M NOT MAKING IT SMALLER CAUSE IT MAKES ME LAUGH
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