So I saw the Idols yesterday! AAAAH! I've been dying to talk about it since I got home at 1 am last night but I was soooo tired. And sweaty. And thirsty. And just. Ech.

David Cook seemed pissed. Dunno why. Because I'm a loser (shut up) I waited for all them to come out and be all HEY! And he was the only one who didn't come out. Well no, he did come out for like 5 minutes. Someone said he got pissed at the fans or something and left in a huff. Wtf? Doesn't seem right. Maybe someone bashed Kim Caldwell or something LOL. (I heard he gets pissed at that). But I dunno. He was weird last night even during the show, like he was phoning it in or something. Kinda disappointing and strange.

Jason has the prettiest eyes @.@...specially when he's, ya know, looking DIRECTLY AT YOU. Indeed. LOL. He also seemed completely overwhelmed by all the attention. I dunno. I can usually just tell that kinda stuff.

And Michael is awesome. Haha. He was just treating everybody like his best friend. So much hotter in person btw.

Kristy is extremely beautiful and sweet and funny! I loves her. I hate that she gets so much hate. As is Brooke. Haha Brooke was kinda funny. I dunno. All a sudden she gets all excited and says "HEY LOOK AT MUH SHOES! I GOT MY SHINY SHOES TODAY!" And when she was walking out to the crowd she does this weird jump all HEY! She was cute. Some chick next to me goes to Carly "HEY CARLY! SAY SHENANIGANS!" And she's all like wtf and says "..shenanigans?" Haha. They were all so chatty. It was pretty fun. Who else was there...Ah, Syesha is weird, she just like has this smile plastered on her face, but somehow you can tell she's not happy to do this. Ramiele is freakin' hot yo. Waaay more in person. Yeah. Archuleta came out but didn't come by me EVER. CURSES! Was so disappointed. LOL! All I cared about was seeing him I admit! DAMMIT!

WELL I HAD FUN. Didn't see Cook up close and personal at all because he felt like being a dick last night. Wtf Cook? You're not that big. Doesn't really have a right to be that arrogant towards fans.

I have to admit I can't stand those fans who hold up those stupid signs. LOL!

I need to get better about writing on this.
Admittedly, the last two weeks were nothing short of crazy, and throw in a birthday pirate party and you have one hell of a good time.

Lets see, we had two freinds up and visiting, Zac, the imfamous "Samhuinn" you may or may not have heard of. Luckly he was only slightly dissapointed that I wasn't a nine-foot-tall gay tauren, and decided to give me thebenifit of the doubt. Our other friend Lukas, also a fellow wow player spent a week up here as well (mmmm chops).

Uh, yeah.

Birthday pictures!
Dial Up beware!

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So yeah. More posts as i become more coherent.

America I've given you all and now I'm nothing.
America two dollars and twenty-seven cents January 17, 1956.
I can't stand my own mind.
America when will we end the human war?
Go fuck yourself with your atom bomb
I don't feel good don't bother me.
I won't write my poem till I'm in my right mind.
America when will you be angelic?
When will you take off your clothes?
When will you look at yourself through the grave?
When will you be worthy of your million Trotskyites?
America why are your libraries full of tears?
America when will you send your eggs to India?
I'm sick of your insane demands.
When can I go into the supermarket and buy what I need with my good looks?
America after all it is you and I who are perfect not the next world.
Your machinery is too much for me.
You made me want to be a saint.
There must be some other way to settle this argument.
Burroughs is in Tangiers I don't think he'll come back it's sinister.
Are you being sinister or is this some form of practical joke?
I'm trying to come to the point.
I refuse to give up my obsession.
America stop pushing I know what I'm doing.
America the plum blossoms are falling.
I haven't read the newspapers for months, everyday somebody goes on trial for
murder.
America I feel sentimental about the Wobblies.
America I used to be a communist when I was a kid and I'm not sorry.
I smoke marijuana every chance I get.
I sit in my house for days on end and stare at the roses in the closet.
When I go to Chinatown I get drunk and never get laid.
My mind is made up there's going to be trouble.
You should have seen me reading Marx.
My psychoanalyst thinks I'm perfectly right.
I won't say the Lord's Prayer.
I have mystical visions and cosmic vibrations.
America I still haven't told you what you did to Uncle Max after he came over
from Russia.

I'm addressing you.
Are you going to let our emotional life be run by Time Magazine?
I'm obsessed by Time Magazine.
I read it every week.
Its cover stares at me every time I slink past the corner candystore.
I read it in the basement of the Berkeley Public Library.
It's always telling me about responsibility. Businessmen are serious. Movie
producers are serious. Everybody's serious but me.
It occurs to me that I am America.
I am talking to myself again.

Asia is rising against me.
I haven't got a chinaman's chance.
I'd better consider my national resources.
My national resources consist of two joints of marijuana millions of genitals
an unpublishable private literature that goes 1400 miles and hour and
twentyfivethousand mental institutions.
I say nothing about my prisons nor the millions of underpriviliged who live in
my flowerpots under the light of five hundred suns.
I have abolished the whorehouses of France, Tangiers is the next to go.
My ambition is to be President despite the fact that I'm a Catholic.

America how can I write a holy litany in your silly mood?
I will continue like Henry Ford my strophes are as individual as his
automobiles more so they're all different sexes
America I will sell you strophes $2500 apiece $500 down on your old strophe
America free Tom Mooney
America save the Spanish Loyalists
America Sacco & Vanzetti must not die
America I am the Scottsboro boys.
America when I was seven momma took me to Communist Cell meetings they
sold us garbanzos a handful per ticket a ticket costs a nickel and the
speeches were free everybody was angelic and sentimental about the
workers it was all so sincere you have no idea what a good thing the party
was in 1935 Scott Nearing was a grand old man a real mensch Mother
Bloor made me cry I once saw Israel Amter plain. Everybody must have
been a spy.
America you don're really want to go to war.
America it's them bad Russians.
Them Russians them Russians and them Chinamen. And them Russians.
The Russia wants to eat us alive. The Russia's power mad. She wants to take
our cars from out our garages.
Her wants to grab Chicago. Her needs a Red Reader's Digest. her wants our
auto plants in Siberia. Him big bureaucracy running our filling stations.
That no good. Ugh. Him makes Indians learn read. Him need big black niggers.
Hah. Her make us all work sixteen hours a day. Help.
America this is quite serious.
America this is the impression I get from looking in the television set.
America is this correct?
I'd better get right down to the job.
It's true I don't want to join the Army or turn lathes in precision parts
factories, I'm nearsighted and psychopathic anyway.
America I'm putting my queer shoulder to the wheel.




needless to say, allen ginsberg is a genius.
the two lines that i made bold are my favorite lines.

I've just woken up and there seems to be no one in my whole house.... This is definitely odd. Everyone is gone and I wasn't even left a note or a phone number or anything... Everyone has just up and left me... Very strange...

Who am I supposed to call... I'd think my parents should have had the thought to write a note... -_-

But honestly, I am a bit freaked out... There aren't even any messages or voicemails on the phone... >_<

EDIT: Everyone's back! Hoorah! Still no answer to where they were.... I'm sure I'll get the joy of that later...

Guess who just passed some "stool" without having it feel like I was going through labor, only with my ass? THAT'S RIGHT.

...I find it's good to celebrate the small victories, people.

Anyways, Westport was fun. A+. Would visit again, only next time, I plan on visiting after bathing in bug spray. I thought I only got one mosquito bite, but I found four more this morning, so that's not cool. Also, I forgot to take pictures because, so sue me, I was too busy having fun. And I'm definitely going to be too busy keeping up with things 1 and 2, so you'll just have to trust that I have a life this weekend and live with that.

Their TDK obsession borders on overkill, but it's all worth it when you find shit like this.

I have some advice for all of you... Never take on 2 substantial fics at one time. That being said, definitely don't take on 4. Like me. -_- Not good for your health, brain or social life...

Never Say Never has consumed my every waking thought.... So hopefully I'll be able to finish that by the end of next week... Then go back and finally finish One Night in Paris (which was started almost a YEAR AGO). THEN try and complete What Is, Was & Could Possibly Never Be (Started BEFORE One Night In Paris and hasn't been updated since FEBRUARY) which is having serious issues... Oh, and complete Sparkling Angel (Updated March...)... Oi.... I think my brain may go boom lol

Oh joy.... Yeah, 4 fics at one time? Baaaaadddd idea..... >_<

Oh well... off to write! XD

If it wasn't for Journey's End I'd be done with the others by now... Damn you RTD!