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[07 Oct 2008|09:47am] |
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good morning starshine. lately i feel old because i wake up so early... like my grandma...
well pics today. ( click here if you have nothing better to do ) last weekend we had my little sister over for two nights. we watched enchanted (well, disney... but cute) and castle in the sky (miyazaki. i liked it) and the simpsons movie (who´s not into the simpsons?they´re just funny) and basically just hung out. had her draw pictures for us, ate kids food ... she really takes up a lot of space in my bed now... and she kicked me at night and stole my blanket... two nights with hardly any sleep. from saturday to sunday i thought: my bed, just for me. but! i woke up a gazillion times. the neighbours decided to move their furniture around 3, some jerk called me at 1:30 (at night!!!), my alarmclock (that i never use) went off at 5... i was desperate for some sleep... and i get all whiny if i can´t sleep. really, you don`t want to see that.
last night after work we decided to skip class and just go shopping instead. i got myself a bright green usb stick. and some glittery stuff to put in my hair.
enough for today. i´ll order 9mm now. and suilen. they are so cool!
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| ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH |
[06 Oct 2008|11:20pm] |
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i get by with a little help from my friends-Across the Universe |
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Ruthanne....
...lost a lot of blood today.
...passed out today.
...dealt with Flirty McCreeperson today.
...played with highlighters all day.
...didn't do her reading today.
...wants to go to bed right now.
...needs people to come home. right now.
oh also, watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HE9OQ4FnkQ
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| why can`t i decide? |
[06 Oct 2008|01:26pm] |
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sadly: nothing... |
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tomorrow i´ll post some pics. is that a threat? oh yeah...
right now i´m at work, avoiding real work (here´s nothing to do, really....) and trying to figure out which cd to order along with the new 9mm album.
jero? e.d.o. revolvers? the alterna live dvd? the suilen album i don`t have?
the last is my favorite right now because suilen are genius! i almost freaked on the train this morning when i heard a song (my mp3player doesn`t show the title) because it was SOOOO good. i have to thank kairo_kocha for this.
well, i´ll order tomorrow so by then i´ll have to have decided...
have i ever said that i hate work? where is my super rich husband-to-be?
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| so much it hurts... |
[02 Oct 2008|11:08am] |
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the back horn - sazameku highway |
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fernweh
放浪熱
wanderlust
deseo por viajar
nostalgie
对异地的向往
längta bort
... i just hate being in one place for very long. i need to go. somewhere. anywhere.
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| Greek and Roman myth-avoiding |
[01 Oct 2008|06:46pm] |
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MIA paper planes |
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( clickclickclick )
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| jasmine reads the gossip blogs |
[02 Oct 2008|12:45am] |
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whoo! |
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the book i just finished reading put me in a weird funk, so i've decided to read the gossip blogs to remind myself that while nothing is serious that shouldn't stop me from taking things seriously. after all, what else should i be doing? i'll kill myself from boredom if don't. you can only be happy if you care, play the game.
however, notes from undergound is still a better confessional than the fall. also less condemning. ha ha!
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| Random update. |
[30 Sep 2008|08:57pm] |
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Decided to update this thing again. I am cold right now. The temperature is starting to get colder @ night I guess. I am watching TV right now. Umm... I love my new computer. Except for a second there I had a variant of the Blue Screen of Death (TM), lol. In other news, my psychologist says I'm improviing, & I have an eye dr. appt. tomorrow. What else... I dunno. I'm too cold to think straight right now. :-\ In closing, yay for Halloween coming up soon. It's my favorite holiday! Or whatever ya wanna call it...
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| "Mama Roofie!!! I'm a spider monkey!!!...monkey hungry ^_^"--C.Dan, blazed |
[28 Sep 2008|10:13pm] |
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I actually had a good weekend. it started on Saturday when i headed out to HoCro to visit Jimmy. i ventured out there and got some quality alone time with him. his room is awesome! its huge, hell their bathroom is bigger then my bedroom at home. then we went and hung out with Katie and Lexi in their room talking and chilling until me and Jim had to leave to meet his parents for dinner.
we went to this italian place called Via and WOW the food was amazing (not cheap, holy shit) but great. the dinner was going so well...until the debate came up. oh lord. Mr.D'Amico i can talk politics with. and while he does believe that Obama is the antichrist, hes willing to debate not just yell and pretend to listen. he really does, and even admits the last 8 years have been a clusterfuck. however Karen D'Amico...has built a shrine to Sarah Palin and not only is she closeminded and opinionated she won't . take. a. hint. i do like her don't get me wrong, but lord shes fitting the sexist stereotype that the McCain party believes: that since they have a women vice, that all women will vote for McCain just because palin is a chick. he believes all women are morons, and hes being proved right. for christ sake shes a creationist thats a heart attack away from the oval office. lord, McCain is 23 years older than the state she governs!!
but what really got me was when we got on the topic of the war. up until then i had just kept my mouth shut, but Mr.D'Amico actually asked my opinion on the troops so i said "I'm going to vote for the man who's getting our boys out. I had a good friend who was killed over in Iraq and before that he told me this war wasn't working. so i say get them out now because Iraq is going to collapse no matter what.i'm gunna listen to the soldier." Mr.D respected that and let it alone but Karen sort of...didn't and kept trying to say that from what she saw it was working. whatever. we got past politics (not before the table behind us obviously wanted Karen's head on a platter)
So Jim and I went back to his room and hung out with Lexi, Cdan and Laboo. we all smoked up (yeah, we even got Cdan high) and watched SNL. Laboo and I had an impromptu jam session me on vocals him on guitar to the spring awakening live album (sooooooo good!) then we ate tons of wings. it was beautiful.
Cdan is the funniest high ever! he practically acts like hes on speed he has so much energy, so he was pretending to be a monkey jumping all over me and Lexi and he spent most of the night messing with Jim. between Cdans monkey goofy behavior and Jims hysterical scared of everything high we all had a blast. So then Cdan ate his body weight and mellowed out and stared at this color changing plastic dog toy steve had for about 10 solid minutes. We got everyone back to their dorms and then me and jim talked about comics and star wars, had our fun then went to sleep.
I really needed this. however today as Jim was walking me to my car i slipped on a puddle of what i PRAY was left over beer from the night before and i think i sprained my right ankle. its kind of swollen and hurts a bit. but still it was a fun weekend.
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| meme |
[27 Sep 2008|04:09pm] |
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katy whatever - i kissed a girl (damn you, radio!) |
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this one i got from tangoineden</lj> . i got the letter M. hooray!
the rules:
Comment and I'll give you a letter - then you have to list 10 things you LOVE that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal and give out letters of your own. 1. my brother and sisters (my brothers name is moritz, my older sisters maika, so i´m still fine with the M) 2. mucc 3. merry 4. mochi 5. mugicha 6. melons 7. miya J 8. mizu/mare (water/the ocean. it´s bit unfair to do this polyglot, isn`t it? i don`t care. this is my lj...) 9. maronen (sweet chestnuts) 10. mexican food this is harder than one might think... especially the last three...
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| the WORST THING EVER |
[26 Sep 2008|05:16pm] |
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Joy Division (mourning purposes) |
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Junior Senior broke up ;_______;
this is horrible
the world is a less dancey, sunshiney, happy place today.
hhhhhhh (sits in the corner for a while)
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| Living Alone. |
[26 Sep 2008|07:26pm] |
After thinking about my place in society, and at this point almost losing my mind, I've been thinking of preparations to start living alone.
It would be more apt to call it Loner Lifestyle.
I feel sad at what I've become for these 22 years of existence. I don't know how this has come far, I've never looked at my life at retrospection. I wonder why is it that I've problems with establishing friendships. No one has made fancied what I liked or what I hate, like a curse, I always felt a receding self-esteem. And it's very sad. I've been branded a loser, I don't think I am such. But by fallacy and hasty judgement, the ugliest types of people tell me that. I don't think I'll ever rub this stupid title off. I still disagree with the people who regard me as such.
I've been blessed often times, I've come up with the most inspiring ideals with its inspiring examples. I've acted these ideals many times. I'm true to my word. I never lie to God nor do I allow harm on anyone. It's just sad, maybe I'm in the wrong place and the wrong time.
I don't know if I'm sane by saying this. Because I feel dull and weary and not up to thinking right. Probably at this point anyone reading this, might think that this(entry) is something from the movies or some book or tale. So I fear that what I've written wouldn't show my significance as a person, what with all the pain I've come through just to write this down, I feel bad. I think love is so rare in this world, probably extinct in its complete meaning. Or maybe not.
Nah, I'm not talking about romantic love, I mean love in its greatest and grandest uhm thing. I love Thelema, a religion about doing one's destiny. Love is it's core teaching. "Love is the Law, Love Under Will." Know thyself is a headstart.
But anyway...
Dear Internet,
I feel alone. With little joy.
~From swan.
P.S. This is just a little ad, with high hopes, probably that I might regain my worth and happiness.
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| sadness |
[25 Sep 2008|11:21am] |
I'm so disappointed in the reviews for KSSU. The sadness that they bring me is due to the fact that I believe there's just a general lack of respect for the Kirby franchise to begin with. There's a lack of respect and care with these reviews because they fail to realize what's actually there and are even filled with misinformation. This is a real BAD mistake and terrible journalism.
First of all... KSSU IS NOT A SEQUEL... don't compare it to past DS Kirby games because it's a remake of an SNES classic... NOT A SEQUEL TO PREVIOUS DS GAMES.
Second of all Revenge of Metaknight is not the game you unlock that allows you to play as Metaknight... Metaknightmare mode IS.
Third, It'd be nice if the people reviewing the game actually finished the game because than you'd notice there is even MORE content and harder games (Helper to Hero and True Arena)...
I mean, some of the compliants were also very silly... We're talking about a classic SNES title here! Also the best Kirby game ever! I mean would you complain about Mario bosses being easy and the worlds fast to complete? Would you complain that Sonic games are short or mostly going left... NO... that shit doesn't happen. People respect those games and would never do that because it's fucking stupid.
Take is from someone whose actually played most of the games already. It's impressive, the new modes are hard and actually pretty fun. Even if some of the later stuff is rehashin you got your new slew of boss fights and options that make it challenging and varied.
Touches here and there and the return of previous enemies/bosses should put a smile on long time fans and please new comers. Its a universal game that starts off easy so that even your kid nephew can beat it but brings something new for hardcore fans...
Like most Kirby games it should be a game that grows up with you, provides dual challenges and just be pure fun. This remake succeeds in doing this and no one should hesitate to buy it because of IGN or so on.
I just hope it doesn't hurt sales. That's my main concern. We need more Kirby games like KSS. Games with movesets and easy+tough challenges. All later Kirby games just took a frustrating step back by not providing powers with various moves and an equally impressive experience.
I can only hope sales for KSSU does well and we can see new Kirby games in the future.
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[25 Sep 2008|04:53pm] |
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so there´s a name for the baby...
( babybelly ) she seems to be doing fine, too. if all goes as planned i´ll be an aunt by the beginning of march after holding her hand at the birth. scary....
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[23 Sep 2008|10:46pm] |
Oh god, the new Kirby Superstar Ultra game is so fucking worth it.
SO FUCKING WORTH IT.... OH GOD.
Fucking Captain Vul, fucking KABOOLA (FROM ORIGINAL DREAMLAND... THATS RIGHT), Fucking MASKED DEDEDE, fucking new boss in Metaknightmare mode GALACTA KNIGHT, Fucking new DEVIL SOUL MARX...
REAL TOUGH NEW ARENA MODE: TRUE ARENA!
Nice unlockables and just worth the 35 bucks. It's a nice remake but the new content is just exciting.
I have yet to get to all that but so far so good.
I'm so pleased...
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| i AM a chatterbox... |
[23 Sep 2008|10:46pm] |
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dear diary,
while i´m sitting here, waiting for he new nico touches the walls album to finish, i might as well post. my weekend was great. ( really? )
and i got kicked out of the internet before the album was finished. dammit!
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