Natasha walked along the sidewalk in the late hour, sipping her cup of coffee. The ten blocks wasn't far to walk for what was in her book the best coffee in New York City. The small deli she frequented had much better coffee than any chain, including the over-roasted stuff one could get at the million Starbucks in the city.
Coffee was the one thing she could make herself, but she need some air and a chance to try to clear her mind. The polluted air of the city and the constant noise on the street were just what she needed. She hadn't been feeling quite herself lately and she needed something as mundane as taking a walk to help her get centered again. So far it wasn't working.
Something was wrong, she knew that, but she had no idea what it was. Ever since the Asgard trip, something had seem off kilter and it was getting worse. It was almost as if she wasn't comfortable in her own body anymore, as if her skin felt a little too tight. The lack of sleep and the nightmare didn't help to ease the feeling. It just added to the problem.
Hopefully Fury would have something for her to do and she could get back on track. Work always was a great cure all for whatever was bothering her in her personal life. With any luck it would be a mission that would keep her away for months and she'd shake whatever was bothering her.
She took another sip of coffee and thought about making a stop at store to buy a few bottles of vodka. With the nightmares occurring every night she had gone through her supply rather quickly. She knew trying to drink it away wasn't the answer and she should talk to someone about it, but she was being her stubborn self. She had thought about contacting Matt a few times, but she didn't want to get caught up in whatever mess he was making of his life at the time. Goodness knew she could barely handle her own mess of a life. Someone else's would just be too much to handle and Matt's life was usually a mess 99.9% of the time.
She was distracted enough by her personal problems that she didn't notice the hairs on the back of her neck standing up until it was too late. The shot had been quiet, but it hurt like hell as the bullet slammed into her stomach. Natasha doubled over in pain, her arms clutching her stomach.
Although she wanted to curl up in pain into a fetal position, getting off the street was the first priority.
She quickly glanced around, considering her options. The closest thing was a small convenience store. She stumbled over to it and practically fell through the opened door.