Been a while [04 Sep 2008|08:10pm] azangal_icons since i wrote anything here..........how are the ppl on my friends list doing? I know most of u randomly added me as a friend and dont know you that well but glad to have friends on lj. Me I've been in school well college and going day by day of learning and hanging out wit my buds and looking for a decent job and being on lj and procrastinating on some things. I cant wait for Twilight the movie to come out and HighSchool Musical 3 on Oct which i am dying to see in theaters since on tv there were wayyyy to many comercials and not alot of fun waiting for it to show. But Twilight is something i am DYING TO SEE with my closest buds who love the books thats about it for now....oh and posted some icons on my lj com azngal_icons if your into my work. Post Comment

yesterdays and obsessions: [03 Sep 2008|07:08am] ashley_massacre [ mood | good ] Okay, so yesterday I ended up hanging out with my sister and her ex (the devil) I was suppose to go to my sister's house, but then we ended up just driving to some place i've never been to before and I was completly confused, the first thought that popped into my head was: where the fuck am i? I was given the impression that I was just going to be with my sister at her house, watching movies perhaps and that it was just going to be us, however I was mistaken (which is a first) but I ended up spending the majority of my night at some lady's house with her screaming kids, damn kids! I wanted to really just pull my hair out of my head that's just how annoying it was, kids will be kids I guess so what do you expect? I did noticed that everytime I want to just spend some 'one on one' time with my sister that someone or something manages to get in the way of that, it's like we're never meant to just have our alone time as sisters without someone getting in the way and screwing it up IE: THE EX BOYFRIEND FROM HELL!!! If it was llegal to murder someone he would be first on my list. The guy seriously has some mental problems of his own, he goes from being this nice, civilized person to this demented, down right ruthless fuck. I really don't know why my sister keeps sticking around him, like I don't see what's the big deal about his stupid ass. My opinion: she can do a hell of alot better than what she gives herself credit for. She just chooses not to, which I think is sad on her part.   Think about it in another sense. "you can't change someone, that doesn't want to accept change" it's just the way it is and maybe she'll learn from her own mistakes and realized that all of her time and energy that she invested into this guy really wasn't worth the sweat... it really wasn't. Yesterday was an alright day. Knowing me, I always find something wrong with everything and i'm not never sastified.. with nothing actually.  However, I started to watch season one episodes of Gossip Girl and i'm actually developing such an interest for the show in general. What's funny: is that i've never seen the show until yesterday i've only watched three episodes so far and I still have alot more to go; including the season two premire episode that I still need to watch and as soon as i'm done with all of that, i'll be all caught up with the series. What's weird is that I would of never seen myself watching that show or even growing a liking for it considering that show really isn't my cup of tea... not to mention that I didn't see it as a "show of interest" at the time. But now, my perception for it has changed and i'm really liking the show so far. Where it stands, looks like that i'm totally on board with Chuck/Blair. What can I say, they have chemistry with each other (as far as what i've seen) Although it's still too early to call because i'm still watching season one and i've just started getting into the show. I guess we'll see what happens next I suppose! Post Comment

annoyance 101 anyone? [02 Sep 2008|02:45pm] ashley_massacre [ mood | annoyed ] I wasn't going to even post anything today but I guess I just needed to vent out some built up anger and such. Anyway, I'm just like really fucking annoyed with all of the drama that people seem to be causing these days; it's sickening like 'grow some morals and grow up already' it's not like this is highschool anymore and It's not cute so cut the shit, thanks! Usually I don't take these things seriously, I just let them blow over because it's something that i've never seen the point in getting upset over and it's just clearly a waste of time, but today in particular I feel the need to take it seriously because of how these people really thrive off of their drama and how they need it in order to impower themselves, which believe it or not I find extremly sad. It's like why get all caught up in shit that doesn't need to be caused? I really can't figure certain people out and i'm not sure if I even want to make an effort in doing so. The whole 'drama' issue is one of the many things that had me call off friendships because of the stupid bitches that were always running their mouth about false crap and passing it off as the truth, which wasn't. So I had time to think about things and suddenly a lightbulb went off in my head and told me to start taking control over this crap and to end the friendship(s) which I look at now and I'm glad I went down that path and I don't regret it whatsoever. I wished that people would just stay out of those kind of complications because it really turns people ugly not to mention who in their right mind would want to put themselves into that kind of position? I'm sure as hell wouldn't. It's those kind of issues that really make people see who you really are and how you carry yourself in certain situations, especially something as starting shit. I've never cared about what people thought of me personally, I know what I am and I don't think that I should have people's perspectives tell me otherwise. However, when it comes down to it people would get tired of you and not what to involve themselves with you because of the person you are; which may be ok to some, but others... not so much. So what was the point in me writing this? Honestly, I have not even the slightest clue but I guess that's the beauty of having a personal place to write your thoughts. I just needed to write this and get at least something off my chest otherwise my brain would go on maxium overdrive because of it. Oh yeah, one thing if anyone of you guys saw yesterday's One Tree Hill S6 premire? What was your general reaction of the episode? Was it worth the wait? Care to discuss perhaps. Until next time :] Post Comment

It's morning, and i'm actually up. [01 Sep 2008|06:58am] ashley_massacre [ mood | content ] Geez, it's been awhile since I posted and alot has happened in the span of a couple of days/weeks or so. So much to say, so little time. Okay, ummmm so good news is that the season six premire of One Tree Hill is on tonight... YEAH BABY! I couldn't be any happier considering I've been like pondering nonstop on what the hell is going to happen this season. Usually, I would type up a bunch of my own predictions for each season and then once the season premire airs, I would then sit in front of the television with my predictions and start marking off each of the ones I got right (smart idea, right?) However, I didn't have the chance to type them up this time around which I may end up doing sometime in the upcoming week or so, we'll see how that goes... hopefully it goes according to plan. Anywho, I'm like bored like crazy and I've been just reading shit loads of fanfiction trying to pass the time, seems to be helping I guess. You know I was thinking about how the Summer is finally coming to a close and that I look back and realize that I could of done alot more this Summer considering last Summer was a completly failure, which consisted me staying at home and gaining nasty weight from being a couch potato. Don't get me wrong, I did do some pretty nifty things this Summer and met up with an old friend of mine that I've haven't seen in Three years (childhood friend) So that was something that made my Summer even better. But yeah, I just wished I would of went out more instead of sticking at home collecting years not to mention the majority of the time I was asleep so there goes countless hours... wasted over what, NOTHING! Seems like i'm in quite the predicament huh? One last thing: My journal is offically going to be for 'friends only' starting sometime this week (not sure when) but just thought I would keep that thought in the open. Post Comment

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