| WHY DOES THE UNIVERSE HATE ME?? |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|12:16 pm] |
This sucks. It sucks so, so much. In fact, it sucks SO HARD that WHITE HOUSE INTERNS would be impressed. I was doing FINE, no pains or anything--I figured I was done!
But no. The universe can't be that nice to me. For a few days I've had some vague pains in my general leftern side. Today, it's full-blown stone pain.
I CANNOT. FUCKING. WIN.
Kill me now, plzkthnx. |
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[Jul. 20th, 2008|10:48 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | belle | ] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Bennie K - Silence | ] |
Belle, my cat, passed away yesterday, while I was on my way to work. I didn't find out until I came home.
Rest in peace, Belle. Hopefully you're not in pain anymore, and you can be with your original owner.
Though I only had you for four years out of your 14 year long life, you will always be the pet closest to my heart. I don't know what I'm going to do without you. I haven't slept yet, and I don't know when I'll be able to. |
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[Jul. 20th, 2008|08:35 am] |
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I have decided that some day I will make the most amazing lolita dress ever.
Girls will have an orgasm just by looking at it.
All the Japanese brands will cry and shut down in defeat.
Everyone will want one, but since only 100 will be produced, people will trade 3 Iron Gate onepieces and 4 Twinkle Mermaids just to get their hands on the matching headbow.
A small group of haters will declare that its ugly, but then jump of a bridge because they know they will never have one.
I'll continue to make money by creating a website with nothing but large photographs of the dress, and make millions from advertising.
You have been warned. |
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| ﹙０２０１﹚baibai...? |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|10:43 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | hiatus | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ハッチ - ホシニウタエバ | ] |
HIATUS~ (ish) Will be on the computer less now until the end of O levels I guess. I have to stop procrastinating, so.
sdkgjsd;lgkjsdlkg Why is it that I feel so unsettled?! |
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[Jul. 20th, 2008|02:54 pm] |
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Dr. Horrible was pretty cool.
Not like..amazing, but I would recommend it to the geeky folk I know. |
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| Turn Your Back On Me |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|02:11 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Belle and Sebastian - Funny Little Frog | ] |
Shirt: Thrift store
Skirt: Flea market
Boots: Sacha
They are doing reruns of Twin Peaks at one of our channels. I'm so glad since I've never seen it and I didn't fancy buying the DVD box quite yet. We're only at the second episode so far, but I'm liking it.
Oh and this. The trailer for Terminator 4. I don't think I can wait over a year to see it... I'm so excited and terrified at the same time. I mean, Christian Bale will certainly make a better John Connor than Nick Stahl, since he does everything quite well. But it's still directed by McG of all people. I mean.... SERIOUSLY. Urgh James Cameron, why couldn't you get the rights on Terminator all to yourself, so nobody can ruin the franchise...
I'm trying really hard not to get a too negative view of the movie before I've even seen it though. I don't want to be bitchy elitist fan, but it's hard to resist the temptation!
Also, they're bringing in a young Kyle Reese which definitely has the potential to be interesting.
Yesterday I went out. We went to a poetry reading that was alright (better than I expected anyway). The poems weren't horrible and the authors didn't seem to take themselves too seriously. They were also quite good at performing, so yey. And afterwards we just hung around in Gent drinking, since it's Gentse Feesten. That's just kind a street festival with free concerts and stuff. Basically ten days of drunk people ^^;. I don't usually go that much since I hate the large crowds, but it can be fun every once and a while, if you stay clear of certain places XD. |
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| The Sound of Music |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|09:34 pm] |
From a thread on SA's forums - Songs translated into Graphic charts
This one is rather self explanitory
Anyone who get's this one is a legend.
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[Jul. 20th, 2008|09:03 pm] |
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| | Superstar by Tegan and Sara | ] |
Dr. Horrible's Sing-along Blog: Joss Whedon set out to make a production without the studios. It's very cute and funny but with that Joss angst. A musical about a super villain on the up and up, the woman he falls in love with at the Laundromat and his arch-nemesis.
I want Dr. Horrible fic!
Attention: This will be going down at midnight 20th of July in the U.S. This mean if you want to watch it you only have about 20 hours from now to do so. |
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| and here's a less happy post... |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|06:01 pm] |
People who first meet my mother and I say that we look like sisters.
But the thing is, I'm not as strong as my mother. I waited 3 years to tell my father what I really thought of him, and afterward I had no will to continue. I'm not strong enough to resist the tears that are pricking at my eyes, I have no will to continue studying.
I really need a push. I need help. Because I'm not strong enough to motivate myself, and those around me.
Not anymore. |
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[Jul. 20th, 2008|08:21 pm] |
Hiya people!
Just wanted to let y'all know that Manifest Online Rego is now open here!
Also- Happy Birthday Tannnnnnieeeee<33
Hope you enjoyed your present! |
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| ***The Dark Knight Review*** |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|04:57 am] |
***SPOILERS***
***/SPOILERS*** |
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[Jul. 20th, 2008|05:09 am] |
Add to my agenda:
-Buy Penis Pasta. Get about 3 boxes of that shit.
So I can totally make some for Muffy's 18th birthday. |
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| I'm home! |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|01:35 am] |
My hair is being tentacle raped. Because I found a tentacular hair clip. It's awesome. Also blue and sparkly.
I am SO broke right now, but I'm so glad I visited Megan. Two years is too long between visits. But she should come out here next time. Less drunken, slap-fighting lesbians.
Which reminds me that I still haven't told Kristin about the best part of the trip ("you have to grab them by the throat") but I will get to it. XD
It was very strange taking a trip and not really having any specific plans. On the other hand, the Nebraska trip was one of the most fun vacations I ever had and all we did was drink and play laser tag and go to an amusement park. Megan and I went to the Dallas Aquarium (I love Lion Tamarinds, and sloths, and manatees and they had all of those) and the movies (Dark Knight is the best Batman movie, despite Christian Bale's inability to act, but at least partially due to his incredible hotness) and visited with her friends and ate and talked and it was nice and relaxing.
Kristin apparently came up with a plan while I was gone. It's a terrible plan, but she's bigger than me so I guess I might be stuck doing it. If it works, it will be hilarious. If it works in the way she really wants it to... well, that'd be hilarious, too.
Also, I have to say that starting my period a day early and mid-flight is not fun at all. I would like to punch someone. |
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| Vintage Erotica and Batman |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|03:15 am] |
But not in that order.
So, I saw Batman tonight. It was good. I would say that it was very good. Unfortunately, as Kats said, it suffered from the Spiderman 3 problem. Namely, going in too many directions at once, and pursuing none of them to satisfaction.
Is it worth seeing? Absolutely. Is it better than Batman Begins? Without a doubt. So, go see it.
Now, on to vintage erotica.
I had an awesome idea tonight. I was sitting in the car with Kats, and I suddenly thought to myself what everyone thinks to themselves at one time or another, "I need some obscene ties."
So I verbalized this desire, and Kats said, "What, like, with naked women on them?"
This was when I had aforementioned awesome idea. I realized that having a naked woman on your tie is both A) obnoxious and B) overdone. However, how awesome would it be if I had a plain black tie, then found some vintage 1920's or so erotic pulp fiction, and screen printed the text on the tie in white, Typewriter font? You'd have to get close in order to read it, so it wouldn't be obnoxious, and they never used really, really bad words back then anyway, so it still wouldn't be obnoxious even if read. However, it would be edgy and cool.
I got home and immediately began looking on the internet for appropriate stories. Unfortunately, I quickly discovered that anytime you're actually looking for porn on the internet, it's less like trying to find a needle in a haystack, and more like trying to find a needle in a stack of needles. It's not that I couldn't see the forest through the trees, but that I couldn't see one specific tree through the forest. I think you catch my drift.
So if anyone has the resources to find vintage erotica stories, and can point me in their direction, I would be much obliged! =D |
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| Feeling better... |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|04:32 pm] |
I didn't feel as gross as I did yesterday, but I now feel weak, and pathetic as in - how could the situation gone like that?! Feeling not in control, not in control of what could of happened and just not incontrol...weak for not being in control of the situation pathetic because I feel weak because I'm not incontrol. Heck maybe I'm insane coz I'm talking complete bulshit and sound like a complete control-freak of some sort who's gone batshit mad or something...
I want to tell you what happened but I can't bring myself to it...I'm scared of what you'll think of me I don't want you to think of me like that...I really do want to tell you, truly I do, but something just keeps stopping me, and it's a good thing too in a way. What really disgusts myself is that I can't even bring myself to hate it, and what I hate most is thinking maybe I actually did like it, heck maybe or worse - most likely, enjoyed it and even want more. Now I'm trying to stay incontrol - planning/controling what I should do "next time" and I don't know if I want plans to fall through and end up like they did previously or think in my box, don't let anything anyone stop or distract you, go with what you planned - fear nothing let nothing and no one stop you and squish the crap/ego/dignity/what ever out of thema nd destroy them.
MAYBE I AM BATSHIT MAD.
and what are you going to do about it jerkwads! hahaha >=D
I feel like such a retard right now -__-"
BUT I HATE IT. I WANT TO FEEL IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE, AND THE SITUATIONS, BUT I DON'T RIGHT NOW, AND I HATE IT.
I need to smash a bitch - like now, maybe I think the "bully way" making someone else feel bad therefore you make yourself feel good. Like beating someone up - theyy then feel defeated, weak, usseless whilst I would feel triumphant, Ha-I-pwnd-that-fag, and possibly in control??
Another craptastic post brought to you by your local homo-fag-cunt-spamming-your-fpage-with-stupid-shit-like-this
yep I've lost it.
edit - pssht self realisation - I enjoyed it,and I hate myself, no I don't hate myself - more like I LOATHE MY ENJOYING IT.
ffs - scarred for life X_X |
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| Don't you wish your girlfriend was a six foot meshugennah shiksah |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|03:01 pm] |
I did stuff today.
I played Monster Hunter with Adam, finished the grammar chapter, made flash cards, reviewed flash cards, practiced guitar, played Rock Band with Ruth, and went to eat dinner at Eat n Park with her on our usual Saturday night date. She is the best girlfriend ever.
Now I am tired.
The end. |
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| Lol Pulp Fiction |
[Jul. 19th, 2008|09:27 pm] |
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Producers sitting around brainstorming: "Hey guys, lets see how much we can use the word "motherfucker" in one movie!"
I'm watching it on TV though, so the bleeps are really annoying, so I'm going to play The Sims instead.
My obsessions right now: Pandora Radio and Pandemic 2 (I will succeed at wiping out the human race!)
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