Just a little bit thinner

Help.

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:16:21 GMT

im going to louse about 20 pounds by the end of next month!
but i am going to need all the support i can get.
does anyone want to text or IM?
if you do message me and we will exchange information
also anyone want to share myspace accounts, that would be lovelyy
thankyouu lovess !

Highest weight: 135

Current weight: 107-110

Lowest weight: 101

Goal weight: 92

Loveeee Ana&Mia, Kirstenn

Down time

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 02:55:18 GMT

So this community has been down for a while because ive been moving around but im settled in a new place now and id like things to get back to how they were with everyone supporting eachother
love you all and missed you so much
love miss scars
xxxxx

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 16:42:02 GMT

Hey girls!

I don't know if any of you still remember me but I used to be on for quite a while! I stopped coming here because I didn't have any access to the internet for some time.

Anyway, I hope you girls are doing great and I hope I get to talk to some of you soon. Really missed being here.

hi everyone

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:24:20 GMT

hi everyone
I have not posted in a long time, I have been away for a while. :-( I hope everyone is doing okay, or better. I was wondering if anyone would want to talk with me about these pro-ana sites and help me understand how they can help me and everything. I am new to all of this and could really use someone to explain it and all and tell me some things. Let me know thanks everyone!

Kate

Hiya :)

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 11:53:13 GMT

Hey all,

I'm new to this community and I would just like to introduce myself.

My name is Clara and I'm 19 years old.

STATS..

CW: 119lb
LW: 98lb
HW: 119lb
GW 1: 115lb
GW2: 110 lb

I will look forward to talking and supporting others.. :o)

Clara x

HI!!

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 21:52:05 GMT

hey!
i havn't posted here for a while. a very long while!
it's a long story envolving my mum blocking Lj from our computer... me figuring out the password and unblocking it...trying to 'go it alone' for a bit...gaining weight... losing weight...and generally getting lonely so coming back :)

anyhow, i shall re-introduce myself:
i am Rosie, Im now 18 and a half years old.
I live in southwest England with my family.
Almost every female in my family has/ had an eating disorder so i guess it's kind of enevitable i end up with one too...
(if you really wanna know)
I am both bulemic and anorexic as i go in cycles of being one then the other, When i am underweight it's known as 'purging anorexic' according to doctors and therapy.

Stats:
height 5'5 (and a bit)
HW: 130
LW: 105
CW: 115-120 somewhere
(i have to guess because my mum got rid of scales, which is annoying but i think she did it more for her than for me, also i have to get my arse out to the gym now if i want to weigh myself, and i might as well exercise while im there ;D so it can't be all that bad)

ok, enough blabbering from me :P
nice to be back!
xx rosie

:(

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 07:24:32 GMT

Winter and Christmas are beautiful. Just not the coldness and fat that comes along with both of them.
I got into a really huge fight with my dad over whether or not I have an eating disorder. I think I won because I pulled the guy card.
Im not going to blame christmas for making me fat. It was my own fear of my father and lack of self control that did it. For new Year I want to reach nicole richie status. This year I only got to a sorry paris/Mary-kate wanna be

Bring on the hunger

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 18:49:59 GMT

Hello children! haha just kidding

So I haven't been around for a while.. and thats mainly because I'm ashamed of the weight gain. I got down to my lowest of 119 over the summer and have slowly crept back to a pathetic 127. I feel awful and stupid. Yet, nothing seems to motivate me to try harder. All I see is food.. and I want it all. Some days I dont care about what I eat and other days it just kills me inside to see the crap I put into my body. I want to be thin.. I want to be beautiful.

But I need your help. I need all the support that I can get.. I want to get past my lowest and down to at least 115. Thats my goal for now.. of course it will change with time but I just want to get there.. ASAP.

Friend me?

SAD

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 08:13:41 GMT

That after all the hard work, I'm still not good enough in my own eyes.... which: when it comes down to it, is the only thing that matters.

I actualy ate on thanksgiving..... just thought it would be a nice thing to do for the memory of my grandmother and aunt. 1 day fast-ed after that and today and tomorrow are normal 500 cal days....

STATS!
CH: 5'11
CW:104
HW: 125
LW: 102
GW: 100( x-mas)
BMI: 15.4-ish I think.

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 00:07:48 GMT

sorry I dont have enough time to say hello to everyone but i have a quick question. What helps you lose weight better.....skipping breakfast or skipping dinner? I was just wondering....thanks ^.^

helloooo

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 02:12:58 GMT

wow i haven't posted here in forever. it's been hard doing my crazy ed nos things when i have a friend who now lives in my house. I gained back whatever weight I had last and then some... when I left for WA I weighed 125 and now I'm 135 yessss sir. What a digusting piggy I am. And what's worst of all is that I'm visiting my sisters this weekend in Texas which means they are going to see me as a fat ass. wooohoo. bleh any body have suggestions on how to lose as much weight as possible without my roomie noticing??

this is me

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 12:14:13 GMT

Height?: 5'3"
Weight?: 97lbs
Lowest Weight?: 95lbs
Highest Weight?: 116lbs
What weight do you want to weigh?: 80lbs
What eating disorder do you have?: ana

In Depth

How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: depends I’m pathetic

Do you throw up your food on occasion?: yes
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: HELL YEA
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?:Karate and I try to work out every day

Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: yes I’m either too fat or too skinny.I like the skinny comment though; they’re just jealous

Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?:yes a day and a half
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: I have
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: Oh Definitly
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: Luckily not but have been threatened sev times

Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no but thanks for letting me know that’s what it is
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: Yes but obviously not successfull!!

Body Image Q's

Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: what does it matter to you? It’s how I see myself, not you
What part of your body would you change?: Thighs hips butt bust arms pretty much everything

On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: -2
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: Yes why do you care? It makes me happy
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: yea, to the point of sucidal thoughts
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: Yeah i figure if Nicole Richie can do it so can I

Health/Food

Do you think you eat healthy enough?: in my opinion yes
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: not really, I judge by cals

Fat grams?: no but I should
Calories?: Calorie counting is my life
Are you often tired/fatigued?: Everyday
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: no I feel like a pig
Do you eat meat?: I try not to, way too many cals
Do you eat your food in a certain way? ie cut it up into small pieces, etc? no

Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: no except one tells me I look emaciated

Have you ever thrown up blood?: no
Is your heart bpm above 49?: I have no idea LOL
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: Yeah when I fast and get too hot

Other Stuff

Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: america is fat, we need the media to help
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: Its great for people with ED's but i find it hard to not worry about people who get into it as a 'diet'
Do you have any other mental disorders? ie Bipolar, BDD, etc.: yes depression with psycotic episodes, BDD, OCD, some others I can’t remember but have been diagnosed with too
What's your favourite food to eat?: nothing
Favourite drink?: water
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: I wish I was completely normal and happy

Do you want to recover?: not really so I ask for people to leave me alone or if I don’t like them I tell them to FUCK OFF

hey

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 16:29:13 GMT

ok everybody my name is corrie and I'm new to this community but old to everything else. I love my ed and I'm not going to give it up for anyone. here's my stats
cw-97
gw-80
lw-95
hw-116
Homecoming is this wknd for me and my goal is 92 for this weekend and last night I weighed in after a glass of water and weighed 98. AGH.... I really hope I can do it. Not eating at all tomorrow and then only a salad on sat. wish me luck. if anyone wants support and wants to start a group persay to lose weight email me
corrieparrish006@hotmail.com
later.
stay strong

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 13:44:21 GMT

Im sorry i had to go away for a while
when i moved back to the uk i wasnt online for a few weeks and it kind of messed things up
hardly anyone posts now and i can hardly get online here because im using the colleges internet and they track every site we go on so its very risky
i apologise to everyone for things going downhill
i love you all
xxxxxxx

tough times but im back

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 20:56:14 GMT

So i havent been on here in a gd few months and im reall sorry but a lot has happened since then!
i was away on holiday with friends in july and august and they eat so much it is unreal! i tried to say i wasnt hungry but i still put on weight!!!!!
then kinda had some tradegy to deal with and kinda binged majorly!!!!
so am now getting back on track and feel like im starting again but im so determined!
hope u gys have been doing ok!
xxx

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 03:11:39 GMT

hi everyone, been making my move to uni, so have been a bit busy, sorry. so uni is ok but i wish someone had warned me that all you do is fucking eat. in all of anyones spare time its spent eating. i need to stop this now, i swear ive been here for a week and i think ive put on a stone, i can lterally grab huge handfuls of fat. urrrgh. i hope everyones ok, anyone fancy going on a specific eating plan together? i need motivation.xo

p.s there is a picture in my journal of how fat my backs got, but im using it to make me not eat.

Question

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 18:50:48 GMT

Once again it's been an age since I posted, but whatever...life is horribly hectic, and in the worst possible way. Therapy is shit, they still haven't given me medication yet, desite the fact therapy hasn't made a difference, and school is crazier than ever.

Anyway, I have a quick question for you girlies. I've just been doing some research, and I've found a plan for The Sacred Heart Diet. I've read both good and bad things about it, and I just wondered if any of you have tried it and found it successful?

If you have been on this diet and lost the promised amount of weight, did you find that you put it back on again really quickly, or were you able to keep it off??

Thanks in advance, and think thin.
xxx

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 01:13:08 GMT

Im so sorry about not being on for these past weeks (or has it been months) I just recently started school again and my schedule is so crazy. I havent been doing good lately, but im starting again soon. How has everyone been? I hope you guys are making your goals and all. I actually have a friend who helps me now. Every other day we fruit or water fasts and on the other days we dont eat after 3 and a minimum of 2 low-cal meals.(under 300) I am planning on running or doing some kind of exersize soon. wish me luck.

(I also had a birthday on Sept.6th which made me feel disgustingly fat. tons of pizza but no cake and ice cream)

Wish me luck!!!

Cid

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 18:11:50 GMT

i tried hard.. to get over this whole thing. though, i'm still not quite sure what this "whole thing" is. i don't know what to call myself.. i dont want a label.. ana or mia or whatever. im sorta just a whatever. haha.. i have been struggling a ton the past few weeks with my weight. i had gotten to my lowest of 120 and plummeted all the way back up to nearly 129. i am currently at 126. i'm so disappointed. all my hardwork.. didnt pay off. now im sitting here like a bump on a long. the worst part.. i eat when im upset. and ive had some many upsetting things happen lately. but when i eat it just makes me more upset because i look at myself and my fat and i think of how disgusting i am and it makes me eat even more.. ironic eh?

i need to get back on track. i dont want this. but i need it. i cant be like this anymore. its gotten to the point where i wont even let my boyfriend of two years touch me. we can do stuff but i dont like him touching my stomach or thighs or anything.. im a freak. who doesnt let their boyfriend touch them?! wtf.

so that sums it all up guys.. im a fat freak.
oh and im back..

p.s. change of default picture. maybe you remember me.
it hasnt been that long... but eh.. who knows.

hope you all are doing wonderful.. im here if you aren't, and if you are!
brag to me or complain - im here. :)

Hi im new...

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 08:11:02 GMT

Hi everyone.
Im new, Just to say im a fat ugly person who needs to stop binging,
Im so weak, my life sucks.
Hows everyone else though?
Nicky x

remarkable

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 03:23:10 GMT

Is it just me or is this disease really competitive? It's like every time I see my friend savannah The same scenario goes through my head: " I hate that bitch!. I want to be that bitch! why is she so fucking skinny!?!?! I cant hate her! I love her." Its the same exact sentence over and over again and I hate it. Its like the whole pre-school thing "I can do anything better then you!" and its so juvenile and it gets on my nerves. I tried eating a normal amount of food today and I actually started shaking, I dont think my body can handle that may calories anymore: which is a good thing ! I guess.

myspace me
myspace.com/itamecowboys

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 19:13:17 GMT

why does my mum insist on makig the nicest food ever??? every night!!

:(((

i wish i could be left to do my own dinners like my friends are..

it would be so much easier!

i just ate a whole chicken curry.

hope you guys are doing better than me

x x x

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 12:44:18 GMT

hey every one.i haven't had the internet for a while, but i'm back now. i've been really bad lately and have put on so much weight. i feel disgusting. my current weight is 145 lbs. i'm determined to lose weight now though. firstly i need to lose 14 lbs by the 27th of this month. wish me luck.
anyways hope your all doing better than me.
xoxox

Thu, 13 Sep 2007 12:42:10 GMT

where is everyone =[

new

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 22:53:01 GMT

hey guys, i'm new! here are my stats-
eating disorder - ana/mia
diagnosed or self diagnosed-diagnosed.
height- 5'7
cw- 124
hw- 140
lw- 107
gw- 99

my icon thingy muhbobber is me in the picture. =]