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Sabrae WON Ms Olympus!!!!!

(She called about an hour ago but I just now wrangled the computer away from a Teenkidlet)

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Master is in SC today and this evening with efire360. They are teaching a class, going to dinner with the group there and then stopping by the play party.

Master's mother, sister and two nieces are here visiting.

RED?
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*grin*

archer_ga will be flogging some ASS this coming Wednesday (July 23).

Yes....ASS! Join Archer and the folks of Atlanta S/M Solidarity (ASS) for the monthly SM101 Class  at 8:00 pm at The Atlanta Eagle. It's FREE and open to anyone of legal bar age.

This hands-on experience focuses on using whole body movement to adjust pace, intensity, and drawing top space in a flogging scene. We'll also discuss the basics of selecting a flogger that is right for you. Bring a flogger and a partner for double the fun!

Nothing changes.

I can't change.

My feelings don't change.

I'm still numb. I can't stay this way. I want to implode.

SOMEONE KILL ME BEFORE I KILL MYSELF.

Ana still lurks in the shadows. I constantly try to hide her presence but she tends to rear her nihilistic head at the most inconvenient of times. Recently I have tended to lack empathy, compassion and even understanding. I have reached a point where I just don't give a fuck anymore. I could live, I could die, I could fade into nothingness and at this point in time all I can do is agonize over all three. What sudden shift in my life has caused this lack of emotion you may ask. NOTHING. I've been back on the Gold Coast for three months and I still feel the same as I did alone in Brisbane. I can't hide my blank face and my indifferent nature from him anymore. Boden seems to be increasingly aware of my hidden side. My moments of pure absentmindedness, my intense burst of hated for my family and my lack of control. I think he takes my mildness as insanity.....if only he knew the true extent of my dark side. If only I the lie I parade around as didn't feel so true sometimes. If only's can be a very tiresome thing. I haven't cut in a very long time. I haven't felt the need to be noticed as much as I used to either. I feel like I'm falling in on myself and I have nothing to hold onto. I feel like Stimpy when he goes insane playing with his belly button.

You know you shouldn't but you just can't stop.

I wonder if these feelings will ever go away.

Probably not says the malevolent little voice inside my head.

While Dark Knight started this weekend the best limited series comic ever, The Watchmen, had this trailer come out.

It looks like it could be good. But Watchmen is all about the characters. I am hoping it can be great. Anything else will be sad.

Clarity is when the bird sings as she flies through the blue never ending sky.

Charged the price of Teengirl's new phone at Verizon 1 hour ago...the debit already shows up in my account.

Got a refund for a phone return at Verizon 1 hour ago....will take up to 48 hours for it to be credited to my account.


Just wrong!

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"wait, my shorts are falling off" boi_moe
being said WHILE pulling a HUGE freezer into the Uhaul
the boi is moving, the kids, mine and J are helping:)  YEAH kids:)

I would so love to be able to get this for efire360



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And this for prismfire


 
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Search for great Steampunk items in Etsy using the search term SteamTeam

yeah i got more lj huggles!!

I may be a mess most of today. I have an appointment to take Gandalf, our eldest cat, in to be put to sleep this morning. He's almost 16 and having late-stage chronic renal failure, and is about a week past the point of no return, as far as we can tell. We had him in the hospital last week and have had him on subcutaneous fluids and a phosphorous binder this week, and it's just not doing any good.

So yeah, not shaping up to be a good morning.

Particularly for those folks in Kansas, but in general, Running for Office, XKCD Style is quite amusing.

I hope Peter and Paul never realize that they both know me.

In the continue redo of the family roon, tonight I dissambled the entertainment center. It might have been easier if I had saved the directions. It used four different screwdrivers plus nails to hold on the cardboard backing. But I only stripped one screw! It will reassmble fine if I ever want to. It did take eight trips up and down the stairs to get it to the basement, but it is in a small dry spot down there. And a 2.5 hour total project time. Sigh. But it is done.

I just found out that are holding me captive til 8pm! That's 9pm my time! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Class was hard. My sloper & muslins weren't at all identical, and I still have changes to make tomorrow morning. The teacher took 50 of our 60 lunch minutes going over my basic bodice pattern with me - I couldn't make the armholes the right lengths in proportion to each other. After 45 minutes, neither could he. We decided my dress form is a deformed freak. The afternoon went okay until I tried to proof my sloper (change it back onto muslin & pin to the form) and couldn't get the shoulder darts to line up. I made changes to my front and backs. Just when I thought I was done, the teacher pointed out that my neck was too high. So I have to finish that tomorrow.


UGH!!


I keep reminding myself that I wasn't very good at teaching my few tries, either, and am hoping for a better day tomorrow. My teacher's final words to me today were: "Go home. Have a drink." (Sir won't let me, but I settled on chocolate and survived.) But I can understand why one of my students last year would shriek & stomp out of the room when she got frustrated from time to time. I was wanting to do that myself. And I understand why so many older people (older meaning anyone beyond the age of 22 at the moment) are so hesitant to learn new things/ go back to school/ take college classes/ etc.

Add a two-hour commute on top of that, through traffic, and I'm just about beat. I'm not even going to think of the studying I need to do by Saturday.

I got hugs - like lots more hugs! I am such a loved girl!  I heart huggles!  (see I do notice and I really do appreciate it!!)

I also got more and bigger red dots on my map too -- even in Australia! I wonder who in Australia would be reading my journal????