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oh yeah

[Aug. 31st, 2008|12:45 am]

xsectumsemprax

[	Tags	\|	the crow, youtube	]
[	mood	\|	sick	]

Once again, I know that like 3 people on my friends list actually LIKE The Crow, but...my friend showed me this FMV the other night when we were drinking. It's to The Beginning is the End is the Beginning and it's SO FUCKING WELL MADE. Greg and I just sat there completely slack-jawed when it was over.

Almost cried when watching it again.

....I don't feel well...

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*growls*

[Aug. 30th, 2008|11:39 pm]

xsectumsemprax

[	Tags	\|	drama, mother, witchbaby babble	]
[	mood	\|	nervous	]
[	music	\|	the beatles-lucy in the sky with diamonds.	]

So at one in the morning last night, I get a text from my mother telling me that she's throwing me out of the house, for neglecting to call her the night before when I stayed at Greg's. My phone died, mind, and I had no idea what the fuck her number was.

So I call her after I got that text, we fight, and my father is tired and just wants the psycho bitch to shut the fuck up, so he tells me not to come home. She PRETENDED TO BE MY FATHER and texted me saying that "u treat ur mother like shit u need 2 get ur shit together well get restrain order if u dont leave 2nite"

.....

Mind you, the cunt also tried to file a missing person's report on me, barely five hours before this.

So after the WORST night of my life (staying over boyfriend's best friend's house because I had nowhere to go, boyfriend's best friend telling me to cheat on Greg with him, me getting creeped out and not sleeping, really starting to think that I have no guy friends because it seems like they all want to get in my pants in situations like these) I come home to get my shit and she's crying. I get the "I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH we didn't really WANT you to go, we JUST WANT you to FOLLOW THE RULES" speech, hem, BULL. SHIT.)

I just ignored her, and went to go look at the apartment I've been trying to get into for the past week or so. I met the landlord, signed the lease, worked out an agreement with him regarding paying the security deposit in incriments, bam, Ashe has her own place, finally, and is moving in on Wednesday. It's not glamourous by any stretch of the imagination, no kitchen or bathroom, but it'll definitely suffice. It's not TINY, like I have my own closet and there are HUGE windows so the room is really nicely lit. I'm wicked excited to move in. My landlord is really flexible with money...my friend from work who was kind enough to tell me about the opening was explaining to me about how she showed up WITH HER BAGS and he let her move in that night. So I'm good, I just really need to concentrate on packing and stuff for the next few days.

Greg promised me a nice day for just the two of us tomorrow, so I'm very excited about that. I expect next week will be very stressful for me, so if I turn into a dragon lady, I apologize in advance.

Cigarette. Now.

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Modeling shit

[Aug. 28th, 2008|12:49 am]

xsectumsemprax

[	Tags	\|	modeling, waitress rabble	]
[	mood	\|	anxious	]
[	music	\|	moulin rouge! ost-meet me in the red room	]

So tomorrow I'm going to St. Vincent's to look for shit for my photoshoot. To inject personality into it, I'm gonna dress up like a Noir film actress from the 1940s, 'cos I'm an actress and all that. Thank you very much Ms. Berman for entrancing me with these women, I think it's possible for me to emulate their style. I hope so, anyways.

Peggy Cummings:

And Joan Crawford, who starred in Mildred Pierce, a great Noir film.

Tomorrow commences the great weekend of romance. I have three days off...such is a vacation to me.
@_@

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[Aug. 27th, 2008|02:01 am]

xsectumsemprax

[	Tags	\|	life, waitress rabble	]
[	mood	\|	exhausted	]
[	music	\|	seinfeld	]

I just want it to be Friday. Greg and I both have it off and I don't have to go anywhere near that godforsaken restaurant for twenty-four hours. Know what we're going to do? Bang. That's right. All day. All over the house. And take breaks to indulge in the big bowl of sugar-dusted raspberries, blackberries, and strawberries that I plan on buying on Thursday. And angel food cake. Uh huh.

Yup, I'm not kidding. Ya'all can judge us if you want. We are literally devoting a whole afternoon to carnal pleasure and romantic intimacy, and I can't wait for it. Been so stressed lately with work, and with certain people choosing to run their mouths about shit. I'm tired of drama, this isn't high school anymore. So done with that bullshit. I have no qualms with writing off the people involved, either, as they clearly are eager to do the same for me. I kind of wish there was a way to salvage the friendships, but that obviously isn't happening, so fuck 'em.

I'm moving out soon, for *real* this time. I found a place that's where this girl I work with lives, and it's only $130 a week. Of course it's a shitty one bedroom apartment and the whole building shares a bathroom, but whatever, it'll be my own place and will help me get into the habit of saving my money. I'm meeting with the landlord on Thursday hopefully so I can start paying off my security deposit. Yeah.

Anyone wanna buy me a laptop? :-/

Errr yeah. I better get to bed. We didn't leave the store until 1AM because Chris wanted to pull a perfect close. I hate cleaning dividers...

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[Aug. 27th, 2008|01:59 am]