Trump cards
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time: 7:09 pm mood satisfied |
mirai_wo_mite |
Which just ruled out Atlantica and the North Pole.
And I don't see any Chinese around, although Riku could have stolen the horse from them, but the horse didn't look like it came from Mongolia...so they could be on Prydain...
What am I thinking of?! I need to get out of here first, then worry about them.
On a more serious note, I met my captor today.
It was...interesting, to say the least.
Thanks, Pluto.
Thu.09.03
Oh, lord.
time: 10:37 pm
mood sad
music Bare Naked Ladies - Alcohol
mage_of_dolls
Yuna, I need to talk with you.
n_n
time: 5:25 pm
mood happy
music Kosaka Riyu - Candy (Heart)
kawaii_selphie
Walking, walking, walking some more. It's horrible! Well, atleast it's good exercise...
Despite how freezing cold it is, everyone seems in good spirits. I can't wait until we find this Dark King guy! We'll totally take care of this, and I'll get more AWESOME FOOTAGE for my SUPER-AWESOME MOVIE! Cid, you'd better be SO ready to edit when I get back!
My candy supply is quickly dwindling. I wonder if there's a candy shop on this planet. Maybe Hana knows...I really need my sugar rush...
Off to walk some more~! ♥ I'll try and update later in the week~!
♥ Selphie ♥
time: 1:11 am
mood silly
engaging_enigma
Wed.09.03
It seems to me....
time: 5:36 pm
mood desparate and bored
music "Dan Yuan Ren Chang Jiu" by ....Faith Wo?
kingkuja
He's always reading books, not magazines! Read the bad ones Kuja! Me left a copy of a bad magazine on his pillow. He just pushed it aside and read some long philosophy book. He reads it to me which makes me go to sleep so fast!
Here's the deal. I want someone to knock him back into shape. I don't care what you do! First Mene, then Kuja! It's hurting my head!
I'll pay you anything, too. It doesn't have to be money, either. Date him, train him, beat him up, I don't care!
Oh no...Here he comes with that philosophy book...I will just take a nap now...
When was it last I wrote in this silly thing.
time: 12:33 am
mood sleepy
engaging_enigma
This old diary, it’s looking a bit rough around the edges now. It’s been so long since I’ve written in it.
A lot of things have been going through my mind recently. Haven’t really had the heart to open a new page to write in because I’ve been so set in the past. In the old pages.
A while ago I talked to Locke. It was a very long time ago now that I think about it. This place changes people I think. But not always in a bad way.
So now I’m writing about the past, even though this is a new page.
I wonder if I left a little piece of myself in each street would a different person find it and think about who it belonged to? Not... So much... An actual piece of me, more... Something that makes a link to myself.
Ahh, hehe. I don’t know what I’m talking about. I wonder if there are any hearts like mine here? Lonely on the inside but fine on the outside? Not so much fine in that sense, more fine in the sense of dull... Or passive. I haven’t seen anyone around recently. The beautiful people here seem to dash around on cushions of air. Like funny little nymphs things. All so busy.
I think I’ll fall asleep and maybe a prince will wake me up. Hee hee.
Mon.09.03
Ehm...
time: 11:02 pm
mood confused
music Emiko Shiratori - Melodies Of Life
tenshi_no_hane
I've been having more and more odd dreams and I don't know, but I think I might be remembering something that I forgot. But I still don't know how I managed to forget it. I mean, I'm generally not a forgetful person and I can't figure how I'd forget something like that. I've been brushing it off as just dreams, but my dreams have never been so vivid before.
They seem so real that I can almost feel the sakura petals fluttering around me.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
Since people left for Prydain, I've had less blackouts, which is good, considering. I did pass out while out with Zell the other day though. In the middle of... Ehm... Well, in the middle of kissing. Shut up, Rinoa, shut up.. He carried me over to his place and I kind of stayed for a while.
( To Selphie )
Sun.09.03
time: 3:35 pm
mood happy
tattooedhotdog
So this is squishy.
Er, Squall? I need to talk to ya.
Sat.09.03
*SMILE*
time: 12:53 am
mood contemplative
_kronk_
On the not so happy side. Kuja, I need to talk to you about some...things. Something's been happening to me and I have no idea what. I need someone to help.
Oh yeah, if anyone has seen Esmeraldy, let me know.
Fri.09.03
Oh, boy....
time: 4:29 pm
mood contemplative
music Hmmm...Jaja flying around makes a good beat.
kingkuja
Kronk's getting me set up with some woman by the description I gave him. That'll fit...I'm not too sure who that'll fit. I told him to surprise me. I'm a little worried though. Kronk can mess up sometimes...
Sun.09.03
Posted all over town.
time: 10:45 am
mood worried
kupo_god
Female Moogle, Mene, daughter of Mog, has been MISSING since September 8, last seen at Selphie's Surprise Party, wearing a large pink ribbon. If you have any information about her, please contact Stiltzken at the Synthesis Shop. Any information is appreciated.
$REWARD$
$20,000 Munny
Thu.09.03
time: 12:56 am
mood excited
music JJ72 - Snow
airship_fiend
Or any cute chicks.
Who's with me?
time: 7:27 am
mood aggravated
mirai_wo_mite
I don't want it to go any lower.
But, still, at least I know that they're somewhere cold. Unless Riku's walking around in some foam covered place, I'm pretty sure that's snow.
I can't confirm it though. The connection seems to have been broken.
Dumb mirror.
If they're in some place filled with ice and snow... there are only a few worlds that I think are permanently covered with snow or experience winter weather. China, Atlantica, the North Pole where those damned penguins lived, Pyrdain...
Damn it, I want out.
Wed.09.03
Taking direction
time: 10:52 am
mood determined
sora_of_hearts
The communicator, in spite of Riku's request (and no, I'm not going to call them orders; I have my reasons for that beginning with not taking orders), has been mostly silent. THat probably means nothing's gone wrong yet. Of course, it also means nothing's gone right either, to a certain extent. And it means that neither group is going in much for random conversation.
I suppose... that it's all right in all three cases. Nothing going wrong is good, no success yet is fine since we just got here, no random conversation... well, there are worse things.
There's time later for random talking, after all. No need to waste communicator power on it, right? Right.
I'm not much for intuition, definitely not as much as Woody, Ron, Cloud... even Riku. But even I can tell that there's something important going to happen here. There's a reason we're here. I don't think it's the King, but maybe something about this excursion here or this time will help that search.
In the meantime, getting rid of the Heartless here and the evil is worth doing, even if it doesn't advance any other agenda. Maybe especially because it doesn't advance any other agenda... I should talk to Woody sometime, see what he thinks, find out about this Fate thing.
This Annuvin place... Hana's fairly closemouthed about it, but she seems to know more about it and the layout of the Horned King's fortress than an avowed neutral party should. There may be a past there, but she's equally closemouthed about that. I'll work on that.
And yes... in spite of the grim tone here, I'm more than happy to be out and working again.
Home again, home again....
time: 8:14 am
neither
I've taken to keeping near Selphie; the woman Quistis is frankly antisocial and the boy Sora has responsibilities that seem to preclude light conversation. Our discussions remain interesting; this most recent one about the nature of good and evil, and about people.
She asked, though, if I planned to stay here after the Cauldron is dealt with, or if I was going to continue traveling. I am not certain... but I think I will continue to travel, and make certain the Heartless do not come back here.
( Private/Heartless Entry )
Uneventful patrol.
time: 10:05 am
mood blank
__ungirly_paine
Had a dream last night. I can't remember it quite well. I know there were colors and lines interweaving. Three were outside though. It felt like the universe, but not. Am confused. Going to bed.
Weather's getting cold. May start living INSIDE the Dalmations' House. Strangely enough, they like me.
Tue.09.03
So what now?
time: 7:29 pm
mood dirty
shelinda
It's been a while since i've last updated it, and to those who read it and wondered where I went; my apologies.
Finally, I went shopping.. my oddly gathered income was supposed to be partially spent on Books of Yevon, but because I forgot him (as blasphemous as it sounds, it wasn't my fault), I Had extra money, and thus, settled myself into a meager apartment in the middle of nowhere in particular. I bought some new clothes, and a little baby-chocobo-like plushie that reminds me of a duck.. Then, of course, food to have at home, and the like..
Whilst trying to get a head start on training with Locke's daggers, I began to play with them on my own, and ended up hurting myself pretty badly because I was a klutz.. Miss Dagger was kind enough to come heal me, and she was also kind enough to put up with the aftermath that followed. Thank you. And thank you, Locke, as well, for your accompanying me home and staying with me for a bit. It was certainly good to see you again.
I think I need to get out more. Whereupon I used to always be out on the streets too much, now, I believe I am cooped up inside too much..Hm. I don't know.. We'll just see how things go; perhaps I'll go for a little walk right after finishing this.
As a final note, though, if it hadn't been deduced from the paragraphs above, I remembered everything I had forgotten. About Yevon, Spira; all of it. I've realized the extent of my utter sin, and am still debating the next direction that I will take.
( From the Private Journal of Shelinda )
Need fresh air.. That walk is looking pretty good right now...
Hell has frozen over. Actually, it is quite cold...it just may have.
time: 5:51 pm
q_trepe
Selphie’s ‘training’ went better than I ever thought it would. Originally I had expected her to treat it as a game or simply play time. I must admit, I am quite impressed with how she handled herself and with the enthusiasm she displayed. However, I am disappointed in myself. Once again, I couldn’t separate the instruction from the friendship and was quite unprofessional. I can’t screw this up. It’s too important. Yet it is rather comforting to see that she is able to remember so many techniques already. …it’s almost like having the old Selphie back.
*sigh* So I guess I’m also a hypocrite. Telling someone to forget about their past while attempting to cling to every shred of mine. But it’s different…right? I mean I’m taking comfort in the past. It was the only time I was truly happy…well…mostly happy. Regardless, it’ll never be the same again. Trying to accept that is the difficult part but I know I must.
One thing that I'm quite sure will be different when we return from Prydain is my apartment. I must remember to thank dear dear Leon for the wonderful pet he’s allowing Irvine to look after. It was such a nice gesture. I do hope no snow accidentally gets lodged in a rather uncomfortable place under his clothing. Really, I do.
…he is so getting a bill when we return…
But for now, I need to contact Irvine to find out what else to add to the bill to make sure things are still going well. Hopefully he’ll be wearing pants this time…
Nightmares...
time: 7:50 pm
mood numb
gypsy_fire
What happened. How I got here. Why I got here.
I remember everything. Oh God, save me.
Jesus came to save the lost
Please save me.
But if you can't see that I'm missing
How will you find me?
Mon.09.03
name like a shadow
time: 3:38 pm
mood contemplative
music Xenogears - Restored Pieces
asperity_deep
It's winter here, and the snow's pretty thick. I packed mostly military issue cami pants and shirts, which means I won't be freezing my ass off anytime soon. Thank you, army surplus store. Am also very glad I brought a tent.
I keep spacing out, which is bad. I'll probably run into a tree or fall into a river. Keep thinking about..well, stuff. I've always had trouble writing what I think or feel down.
...I keep wondering what not having to worry is like. Which is so cliche. At least I'm not making some silly metaphor about being a bird in a cage or whining about how nobody understands my pain. I can't remember ever being careless. When I was a kid, I was forced around by the adults. As a teenager and young adult, I forced myself around.
I'm still doing it, and now that I've realized it, I don't like it.
It's weird how a normal conversation can turn into such a big thing. It went from motion sickness to plans that have the potential to effect the rest of our lives. And now it's branching out and causing me to think over and examine the relationships I have with the people around me, and how I would function without them.
But it's worth it, I think. Didn't realize charisma was so infectious.
Ah, well. Job to do, trees to avoid, Keybearers to kill. I hate snowballs.
A Friend to Feed My Fires
time: 7:03 pm
mood cold
dark_oblivion
Besides learning the fact that I'm everyone's favorite scapegoat, I realized something: because I'm a Keyblade Master, I'm stuck world-hopping with Sora and his Barnyard Friends for the rest of my life. Here's the fun part: they don't want me with them. The Duck hates me (the feeling is mutual, though at least I have a reason to; he randomly hated me three years ago in Traverse Town as much as he does now), the dog is fine, I guess, but a dog, and Sora...
This trip is a fluke. Strife, Leon, Quistis, Woody, and Freya won't always be along for the ride. Selphie may, I guess, which is a little better, but let's be honest with ourselves about that. And once the threat of Khan is over, Kairi's staying put in Traverse Town. Period.
I can live a life doing what I have to do; that's not a problem. But I'm not going to sit around and play follow the leader to those who don't want me. I'm not going to put people in danger who just don't deserve to be. It's not how I do things.
So I've got a plan. A really good plan, actually, and I've got a really good partner to go along with it. It starts the minute the Cauldron is destroyed.
Which means the Horny King better watch his back.
Poster!
time: 5:13 pm
mood accomplished
music La, la, la, LOVE!
_kronk_
Come on, come all! Kronk (that's me!) has been inspired to start a dating service! Yes, that's right, a dating service! If you need someone in your life, then sign up!
(Results may vary)
Posts all over Traverse Town.
time: 5:03 pm
ff6_locke
I wonder what I'm turning into...
time: 12:13 am
ff6_locke
But there are things I can't change already, and I shouldn't try to change them now. Everything should flow at it's own pace. Those things, I'll be able to change when the time comes. For now, I should just let them go.
Well, for now, off to buisness.
( To Dagger )
( To Kim )
Well, now... It's time for me to do something I was going to do for a long time... I'm tired of chaotic mumbling of the ESPers. It's time to learn their ways... Up close.
Sun.09.03
....?!?
time: 2:16 pm
mood contemplative
music 'I Touch Myself' - The Dyvinals
cowboy_woody
...Okay! So I've wandered into Leon's song collection. Oh well. It just goes with the sur-reality of my entire LIFE at this point.
So what's wrong with Woody? - seems to be the keyword conversational piece around here - and I figure I owe everyone an apology for being so grouchy and distant ... except Goofy who is the only person I haven't snarked at the entire time. (Sora, Leon, and Cloud don't count, because I haven't seen them. I would have snarked. Just ... no visuality to snark at ... you know what I mean.)
So, I'm really sorry for being an Oscar the Grouch. And this is the explanation why.
It's simple.
The stars are going out.
I'm a ... Fate.
I've been pseudo-elected to be Mayor of Traverse Town.
And all I ever wanted was to be Andy's toy, and be with Peep, and Buzz, and everyone else in Andy's Room...
But it's not there anymore. Nothing that I loved is there. And on all these stars, it's happening. People are just not ... there.
It's daunting, all right? I am toy enough to admit that I am scared out of my little wooden head. We have to stop this - and I'm a FATE - and I don't know how. I don't even know what a Fate CAN do. Aren't we all supposed to be quiet and taunt people with what we know or don't know? Are there kind Fates?
I don't know. I don't LIKE not knowing. I didn't KNOW Riku was going to do that stupid thing with Kairi, and she could have been HURT, bad! Forget what Khan could have done to her ... what about the Darkness?
How can I take care of people if I don't know what's going to happen to them?
I miss the days when the biggest problem was someone's dead battery, let me tell you.
It's not good for a toy to brood. We're kind of like fairies in that respect, we can only really take one big emotion at a time. When we brood? FULL-on brood.
Sigh.
I just want to know the people I love are going to be okay. Is that too much for Fate to ask?
...this song's not bad.
Playskool. I think I've been infected by the 'yaoi' virus. If I start dreaming about GI. Joe naked, then I'll worry.
And probably beat up Riku for starting the whole darned thing in the first place.
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