KAY....I'M SORRY FOR SPAMMING IN YOUR F-LIST..BUT BUT BUTTTT DDDD8
SOMEONE HERE KNOW MY 69 ICON?MAYBE NO ONE KNOW ABOUT THE ICON
I JUST NOTICED THAT WHEN COMMENTING AT NERRIN'S JOURNAL...I USED THAT ICON..
BUT THE ONE THAT APPEAR IS THIS
OTL
AND WHEN I CHECKED MY USERPICS PAGE..YEAH...MY MUKU ICON'VE CHANGED TO THAT ICON 8Q

So, a recent update.

School started on Wednesday. I've been busing there, and I admit that I like the sense of freedom. There isn't much to complain about, save the crowded atmosphere. I can even read while the bus is moving. Waking up early in the morning is a pain, but that lets me get to school a little earlier, which makes up for it. I did take the wrong skytrain to Joyce today, and in the end, I decided not to go volunteering at all.

These days, nights seem so long... I feel so tired at nine. It's rather strange, but I suppose this is the toll I must take for my summer lifestyle.

I haven't watched Macross Frontier, Soul Eater, or any of my other serieses in a while... save Antique Bakery. That's the only one I watched every week. I also continue to update my youtube channel... I'm rather proud of it myself.

Baah... I already don't like school that much. The sheer stress of knowing this is my last year, and seeing all the work that's ahead of me is putting me way off. I'm so scared that I won't make it. When that happens, my mind usually jumps to Na-chan. How she does things, is probably very stright forward: get home as soon as possibly, do work as fast and efficiently as possibly, get a good nights sleep, and wake up in time the next morning with enough energy to take good notes during the day. Trés simple, non? Mais je ne le peux pas... rather, I will not do it.

Ah, my foot is numb, and msn is flashing me.

I'm going back to ... yeah.


Let's do this work. Wish me luck!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GACKT/infringe

Haha, woah, I can’t believe I made it in time. Okay, so; for the birthday of my favourite HOTTIE (okay, really, admit it already; so I can stop sounding like a fifteen-year-old boy), I could really only write something for you. It can’t measure or equal up to what you’ve managed for me, but I hope it’s a start. Also, expect a letter in the mail soon, with added goodies and ah—one hell of a long letter. ♥ And a tag + All those comments I promised, tonight.

FIZZKIP, I LIKE YOU. Have Story Now. Obviously, anyone else is free to read. *Shot.* But I won’t hold you to it. -With Love, Batman.

Title: Large Mouth Bass and the Grateful Dead
Characters: [Katekyo Hitman Reborn] 80-59-18. Comfortably a trio, here. Tsuna mentioned. Hovers somewhere around 8-years later.
Genre: Humor. Take this seriously at your own Risk.
Rating: Gokudera’s Mouth.
Summery: Kyouya’s patience becomes anorexic, and snaps in the hard 100 MPH wind. Yamamoto’s tongue has to be dry by now. A tonfa materializes out of fuck-knows-where, and jams Gokudera in the temple.

“I’M DRIVNG.”

“I’m annoyed.”


(  Silence. The Sonata of the Humpback Whales in C Minor has finally come to an end.  )


Um, in other news; college. I will talk about it, and there’s so much, it’s overwhelming. It’s home, and I feel useful and happy and surrounded here. It’s warm, too, for the moment, foggy and cozy with a slight lick of rain; jogging weather, for sure.

Until then, I have to copypasta;

From kasaiface’s journal; “I managed to be late to my first class this morning as I was in the completely wrong building, but did run into genkitozuku whose name I later dropped to Koyama-sensei who like, beamed when I mentioned her. I have learned that namedropping Maddie to professors who've had her previously is a really good way to break the ice and get on their good side, because every professor ever adores her, haha. ♥ (This worked last semester with Professor Miller too!)”

__kaze__ says: (9:59:38 PM)
Yeah, she told me when I dropped your name to hax my way into favor/class XD;

….Hahaha, whaaat, I feel like I’m the password for SPARK or something now, guys. But I have to admit, even if it’s pretentious? It always makes me feel really, really good to know an old teacher smiles when they remember you. Lame, goody-goody, a, maybe; but it made my day.

So, what made YOUR day, today? Any awesome little things go right? Joyful and fuzzy story time is now. Please share!

I think it was about two years ago I came out as bi here on LJ (you guys were the first told) and little by little, I started coming out to more and more to my RL friends, and ( TL;DR I JUST NEEDED TO GET SOME STUFF OFF MY CHEST )

SO TELL ME



IS KY KISKE COSPLAYING AS FLYNN OR IS FLYNN COSPLAYING AS KY KISKE?

Now I am so totally genki for more tiny cute animals and leveruing up desu desu desuuu. I can't wait for the Rinoa/Squall Yuri/Estelle scene in the magical gay flower fiiiiield! And I hear Yuri is more or less the Lelouch to Flynn's Suzaku or vice versa.

Tales, why oh why must you always be so cliche'd and yet weirdly addictive? I love/hate you, you FF/colorfuliciousToM fuckeduplovechildripoff. I know Tales sometimes fails and copies, but I play MGS3 so leave me alone.

Fuck I need a 360.

Also, fanart here and here. And I am making progress in a Dogs doujin, as in TWO PAGES WORTH, myeah. Which is thankfully not in the aforementioned shoujo-esque style. That's a pretty decent amount for me because I can hardly force myself to sit down to draw any comic pages period. And it's fun! A lot more fun than I can recall anyway. I feel like it's been more difficult to put heart and soul into art lately, for whatever reason, but I don't feel the same way about this. I get a nagging suspicion I should've planned it out though. Cause I didn't. I don't even know what they're saying in half the word bubbles. But as Washizu would say, RON IT UP TIL DONE BITCHES, so I'll keep that in mind and keep working at it.

Anyway, this weekend I'm planning on going to the art supply store to stock up on pens (holy shit I haven't had any sakura microns for, uh, a month now?), sketchbooks because it's been around half a year since I've had one (that doesn't get covered in erased sketches so easily), and probably a couple other things I don't need. It's been so long I've been out and I'm going to bask the hell out of my FREEEEEDOM.

I know.... lately I'm so not much around...
middysama I'm glad you got the postcard... I hope kyuubi_naru did too.
Yesterday was a day I would prefere to forget actualy... I had this meeting where I was like all the time in silence, because it was stupid to comment on their ranting... it's just that... I don't think that they were good organisators, and that they made it seem like they were perfect, and every-other was to blame for an organisation that suxed... and... I repeat IT SUXED!
Another thing... I HAVE AN EXAM ON 9TH ç_____ç

I made a facebook account... if you want... friend me!

I'm hating the new LJ in this moment.... and I made facebook (you can find me if you want XD)
Thank you mitzrael -sama for approving me in fanstuff for AkuRoku (crosslisting with tfl) and... Doumeki x Watanuki Fics and Doujinshis...

Unmei
	Subject: Doujinshi: Doumeki Shizuka and Watanuki Kimihiro (xxxHolic) Category: Fan Works Opened: 03rd September 2008

Unmei
	Subject: Fanfictions: Doumeki Shizuka and Watanuki Kimihiro (xxxHolic) Category: Fan Works Opened: 03rd September 2008

and... I was also tagged by kitare

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. I TAG:

kyuubi_naru , neko_myka , skyearth85 , theailona , ....meh all the people were already tagged ç_ç, akuma_no_miyu , aleniakalain ,  is it 6 ok?

 

 

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Geezus, you know when your birthday is coming up when you get 40+ notifs from roleplay journalss saying HEY THIS RP JOURNAL'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP.

( Slightly Political rant, don't bother clicking if you're going to harass me. )

Whew get that off my chest. =3= I hate presidential time sometimes because I always end up feeling like the idiot for believing in what I believe in.

Uh, what else. I forgot.

OH. I now have vocaloid ringtones on my phone. 8| It's pretty hot. AND I AM DOING THAT COOL MEME THAT'S GOING AROUND BUT I HAVEN'T HAD A CHANCE TO FINISH IT YET. SOON THOUGH, GAIZE. SOON. Uh wat else.

Oh those hetalia sketches will come as soon as I get access to a mouse or tabletto. At the moment, I have neither. Buu. I guess that's it but I feel like I needed something else to post. I'll post it if I remember.



( And more clickables?! )

my trading cards since lj's being a bitch :/

&TRADING DECKS; >>--; c

Title: オトナの指先コドモの口唇
Circle: BBP
Pairing: TYL!5927
Pages: 60
Rating: R-18
File size: 79.02 MB

Summary: Gokudera gets hit by Lambo's bazooka. ... Do I need to say more? 8D

I'm... gonna have to apologize for the uh, huge file size. XD; BUT BBP NEEDS TO BE SCANNED IN HIGH RES OKAY. ;w;

MediaFire
MegaUpload

I'm so tired of living again.

Tomorrow I start school. MOm's yelling at me to sleep early.

It doesn't matter anyway

Why do I hate myself so much?

How much longer until the one I love appears?

Why do I creep myself out like that guy?

Do eyes really tell everything?

Over and over, i tell me you, I - too many things.

Too many things.

Too many things and too many chains. Too many chains pains that are myself. Boxes, boxes, confinement.

I chainbox myself so I cannot be free. I keep going even though I cry. I abuse myself only so that others will care.

I want you to hate me so that I can love myself for being such an idiot. I want you to love me so that I can hate myself for being unworthy.

I hate myself. Love me. I hate myself. Stop me. Hate myself. Kill me, don't. It hurts to be unable to love, to forget the feeling of pain.

I don't know how else to love, hurt you. I don't know the difference, between love and pain. Stop me. I don't want to stalk you. I don't want to confine you, I want to keep you, because else you will go away. I don't know who you are. Please, stop me. I don't want to live at all. But when I hear my heart beating, I wonder, and I cry. I cry at night and day and morning. My sins cannot be washed away.

Why could I not have been born beautiful, so that I might prostitute myself out, and born not a Catholic, so that I might go out drinking? Then I oculd get found, beaten and abused, really, so that you would find me, and take me home, like a lost kitten.

I am twisted, but it's terrible, really, to hear me, so don't. Listen to my heart instead; the words there are purer.

I despise looking at you. I don't want to talk to you. YOu make me feel like I am lower. That is I. So take it, take the offer, beat me down and then lift me up again.

I'm so lost I have no god. I'm so lost I don't have goals. ONly you.

I don't work for you. I don't live myself to the best for you.

But the only thing is that I will be devoted to you. I'm sorry.

...and it reads like a self-insert Mary-Sue fanfiction.

I know I hopped on the Twilight train a little late but, seriously, WTF? How could this fanfic-turned-book be considered the next great series to fill the Harry Potter gap in millions of fans' hearts? I just don't get it. I really don't. The book's corny, the plot is utterly non-existent, Bella and Edward's relationship is about as platonic as an empty cereal box, and the vampires SPARKLE in the sun. Fucking SPARKLE. I weep for classic vampire stereotypes.

[This is where I start yelling at the characters.]

Also, Bella STFU about wanting to be a vampire. You think you thought it through, but you're obviously aren't mature enough to think about how your asshatted decision will affect others. Stop whining and having that pathetic dream about turning old and Edward still being young. If your base your relationship just on looks something is seriously fucking wrong with you, especially if you your whole life is devoted to him. And you, Edward, stop whining about how much your life SUCKS AND WHY IT'S SO HARD TO BE A VAMPIRE. Shut up, you lucky little fuck. Newsflash there, Einstein, you haven't died. You're still able to enjoy life, but you're so wrapped up in your self pity that you can't look beyond that. Christ, I want to BACK SLAP you so hard, but you're a stupid, fictional, sparkly vampire with a poorly written angsty past.
[/end bitching :D ]

I know the book's some people's guilty pleasure, but could it have been something with a plot?

Why do people feel like guilttripping me when I haven't even done anything? One moment, everything's okay, the next moment, I'm the reason why you're [bla de bla bad thing happened here].

And for some reason.

People think I'm oblivious to these obvious guilttrip attempts but that's because it works ANYWAY.

I'm going to bed.

-belated entry is belated but ah well.-

PS: Partially my fault because I have no spine. I've been told this over and over, and I've BEEN trying to change, but unless something drastic happens, I don't think I ever will anytime soon (although I'm a lot better than I used to be).

Okay at this point I don't give a damn on the photo anymore. *brain fried* X_X

And I will loathe cubes by the end of this semester.

FUCK YES

SOUL CALIBUR IV

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

( BADASS UN )

VOLDO. HE IS SEXY. LOOK AT HIM. I'D TAP THAT.

( BADASS DUEX )

AMY. SHE IS ADORABLE AND GOTH. I'D TAP THAT TOO.

( BADASS TROIS )

HOLY SHIT IS THAT A FUCKING LIZARD. YES IT IS A FUCKING LIZARD. HIS NAME IS LIZARDMAN. HE WILL KICK YOUR ASS.

( BADASS QUATRE )

TALIM. MOE OR MOE. I WANT TO HUG HER. ):

( BADASS CINQ )

ZASALAMEL. IF THIS GUY AIN'T BADASS IDK WHAT IS. SERIOUSLY GUYS. LOOK AT HIM. I WANNA BE BFFS WITH THIS GUY IDK ABOUT Y'ALL.

( BADASS SIX )

HILDE. REMEMBER THOSE OTHER BITCHES I SAID I'D TAP? YEAH I WAS LYING (except for Voldo). HILDE IS MY ONE TRUE LOVE.

( BADASS SEPT )

ANGOL FEAR. HOT. xINFINITY. LOOK AT HER BOOBS GUYS.

( BADASS HUIT )

ASHLOTTE. SHE'S A ROBOT. I WANT HER TO BE MY DAUGHTER OR SOMETHING. ):

( BADASS NUEF )

KAMIKIRIMUSI AKA KAMI FOR SHORT. SHE LOOKS COOLER IN THE GAME BUT WHATEVER. THIS CHICK IS A DEMON. IN BED.

( BADASS DIX )

TIRA. MY SECOND TRUE LOVE. LOOK AT HER. SHE'S BEAUTIFUL.




In conclusion, Soul Calibur IV is epic. You should all go out, buy an XBox 360 or PS3 if you don't already have one, and AT THE VERY LEAST go rent this game. Holy shit. I just. Can't get enough seriously guys. @_@

Especially ones left behind in driveways by Rhyme cosplayers.

Gahhhh rendering photo.

You're not supposed to be that hard to come up with.

=____=

It doesn't help I don't exactly have any remotely interesting objects.