...The more i realise. I really hate men.

No I'm not about to make a leap of faith into the realms of total lesbianism, but as an observation...Theres precious few truely decent guys around anymore...

Don't get me wrong, Orlando Bloom still plenty works for me, as much as ever! And theres a few others that hell...i wouldn't kick out of bed, as the saying goes. But really, most of them are.......quite appauling.

I mean i know a guy who religiously plays with womens feelings. Hes so DESPERATE for them all to like him, he'll do anything to make them. Then for some ungodly reason- definitly not his reputation- they all eventually decide...they actually MIGHT be 'the one' for him. They pin their faith on him, most of them lose a lot of friends who worry about them, in this mindless quest to be special to him because they dare to say a word against their precious new commodity, or express concern. Yet when he gets them, they arent enough, hes already looking around for something else, and while he leaves them hanging on as back up, he resorts to the most cowardly escape plan i have ever seen. He ignores them...He waits for them to go away..He breaks up with them in his head, neglects to tell them , or anyone, and he just waits forthem to get the hint.

I've watched him do it to quite a few people. Hell sometimes he'll work his way through a ring of friends! I'm pretty sure that he would try it with me if he didn't know it wouldnt work from the get go. Good God sometimes i feel the need to scrape the sleeze off with a trowel.

So right now hes a HUGE reason i hate men...I know a few people like him actually.... but ya know what? I have to doubt all the women too, that fall for it.

Its not even like hes that charming. Hes not even that special....And the only reason I'm ranting about this now is because honestly i woke up today and  for some reason  i just could not stop making a mental list of the crimes of all the guys around me.

Celibacy FTW!

Nothing has been going on lately so I have been updating and I am sorry for that. I've been really into reading those Sookie Stackhouse books trying to get them done but I'm stuck on the fourth book because there is no Bill until towards the end and it's killing me. Haha. I'm trying to remember what happen in the past two days but nothing really happen. There is this bat that flys around my bed room during the night and my dad said I could name it, so I named it rader and it's really small but it creeps me out so I stay inside so it doesn't like attack me. So my dad tells everyone I have a bat for a pet. Hahaha. I mean I already have four dogs, I don't think a bat is gonna do anything since it stays outside at ALL times. Haha. My brother tried to kill it once but that didn't happen.. he needs to be smarter then the bat I think. Anyways... I'm trying so hard to remember something of the past two days but nothing is coming to me cause my memory sucks.

Oh the new Twilight trailer was pretty badass, I'm not gonna lie but it did make me giggle slightly. I so can't wait to see that movie, it's going to be the best movie... ever? Ha. But yeah I am gonna see it with my sister and one of her friends I think. I so can't wait. AHH just thinking about it makes me giggle. Man I wish I had my new moon book back, my sister friend had it for some time now and I miss it. Haha. I have all four books and I love them. I still need to buy all 8 Charlaine Harris books too which I have no idea how that is gonna happen since I can't find them anywhere but, my best friend Sare did buy me the first book. God bless her heart, I love her.

Man I messed up my hair I do remember that now, I cut my long bangs and now I have bangs and I look so bad. I can't leave the house looking like shit.. you can't carry around a coach bag wearing uggs looking like hell. It doesn't work that way. I shouldn't have tried the bangs but it was calling to me but it's okay.. they'll grow out and I'll be fine. I hope. Haha. Everyone thinks I look like BJL [from oth, fourth season] now with my bangs so I guess that's good news? Ha. Oh that reminds me that I wanna see Keira Knightley's new movie so much!  But I don't think it's playing out here cause I live in the middle of nowhere. I should double check and pay one of my friends to tag along with me. Ha. But it looks like a really good movie and I'm hoping she finally wins an over due ocsar for her work, she desver one that most I think. OH man the other day I found out she went on a date with Orlando Bloom way back in 2002. Hahaha. That totally made me happy, they should be together I always love those two. Man.. life is so mean sometimes.

Tomorrow True Blood is going to be the best one so far of the season I can so feel it. Man.. I can't wait any longer. ( more this way comes.. )Anyways I am gonna go and I'll try and post something tomorrow after True Blood so until then Bye <3333333.

( ANYTIME they wanna quit? Would be fine with me. )

Y'know, if I didn't know better (and I'm starting to wonder if I DO), I'd say jeanamarie knew some kind of secret WAAAAAAAAAY back when she suggested Kellan could be Matt's little brother. Had she not mentioned it, the idea would NEVER HAVE OCCURRED TO ME! I mean, come on!

Matt: big, beefy, tattoo covered, pierced, fierce lead singer of a heavy metal/rock band. Tendency to let his mouth run away with his brain, but his heart is usually in the right place. Has a soft side revealed by dimples that don't quit, fan friendliness, and sparkly green eyes. Born and lives in Southern California.

Kellan: big, beefy, former Abercrombie & Fitch model. Pierced ears. Goofy, loves to smile, loves to pull pranks, and very affectionate with those close to him. Overly fan friendly, always willing to give hugs, dimples that don't quit, sparkly BLUE eyes (thanks for ruining my record, KBear!). Born in North Dakota, lives in Southern California.

Okay so when I lay it out like that, maybe that have more in common than what I wanted to admit to originally. But jeanamarie said when she first saw Kellan, she was IMMEDIATELY struck by HOW MUCH HE LOOKED LIKE MATT.

THAT can't be possible, right? Or was my brain, once again, trying to protect me from the obvious? As it was obvs trying to do AGAIN because I didn't register Kellan's OBVIOUS face freckle, so similar to Matt's, til today??

They are both tall, well built, handsome guys with big hearts, thick lips, and light-up-Times-Square smiles topped off by deep dimples. They both love their fans and try to do right by them, and they both have big hearts. Whoops, said that already And I'm gonna go out on a limb because I can't speak from experience, but they both give uh-may-zing hugs as well, if you should be so lucky.

Sooooooooo, do I have a type now? Or is my attraction to Kellan BASED on my attraction to Matt somehow? I'm interested only cause I love analyzing unimportant sh*t. I wonder...please weigh in with your thoughts/opinions :P Cause honestly, if other people saw their similarities right away while I did NOT connect the two at all til Jelly Bean said so...I might need to think about backing out of Denial for a little while.

Sigh.

I totally forgot my sister is visiting this weekend til about 40 minutes ago when my mom asked what time she's coming. She's got Monday off so she'll be hanging out, which is great cause I haven't had human, non-family contact in for-ev-er. Hopefully we'll get to go see NICK & NORAH. She never gets to the movies unless *I* take her, and we haven't been to a movie in a long while.

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*by goodgal996 @ puffblinks

My love for this episode is LEGENDARY! So much so that I took a million weecaps!

EDIT: Is the picspam too much? I think I'm going to try something different next week. If I do it right, it should't take as long to load.

( SPOILERS and HUGE amount pics. Like HUGE. )

Kassandra is currently in a Smallville-induced coma. She will return when she wakes up.

( My brain? JUST FAILED )

WHO THE HELL CARES ABOUT THE NEW TWILIGHT TRAILER WHEN THIS IS HAPPENING?!?!


*by bubbly @ juicy_grapes

If Pushing Daisies is cancelled, I will kill myself.

Like Romeo and Juliet.

The Claire Danes one.

Gosh, lately I been so busy that I barely have time to breathe, and the of course barely have time to get here and see what's up or even to watch the Premier League... so depressing... so annoying... anyway thank god it has been 2 months already, just 10 more months to go and I'll be free!!!!! YEY!! hahaha miss you all my cyber friends :( kisses kisses!!! :P

I kind of want to pinch Kevin Devine's pudge. omnom

Also, I finally uploaded some of my pictures from when I went to see Kevin and Jesse. I put them on my Flickr.

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Holy mofo! That was AMAZING!

( The cut of Judgment Day )

I am sorry for doing this once again.... I keep skipping a day before posting but I get so tired and so out of it that I forget all about it. I'm sorry, I'll try and keep up with this more then I am doing. Nothing really happen yesterday. I wasn't feeling all the great, I think since it's fall I am going to get sick pretty fast, it wouldn't surpise me any. I did watch the Starter Wife and I really liked it and I might watch the new season on Friday even though Stephen won't be in it which is okay! I rather have him on True Blood then the Starter Wife. Yes Stephen Moyer was in that tv show and he was pretty amazing. Oh and he had the hot surfer body going on but, the blonde hair was a bit to much for me. I like this brown hair more and it looks better on him. But I never notices his eyes and how blue they are. God I'm so jealous of Anna right now. She is one lucky girl if you ask me. Anyways yesterday I didn't sleep much if any at all. I woke up at nine which is a first for me ever and I couldn't go back to sleep. I have the worst headache ever and I just gave up on the sleeping. So I watched the Starter Wife on USA. I did watch True Blood at nine and it was amazing, each week it gets better and better. I can't wait for next week to come. We didn't get many Sookie and Bill scene we got one in the beginning but it didn't go to well but that's okay. But I felt so bad for Bill, I really did my heart broke for him hearing his story about the war and then later seeing how he was turn. Alan did an amazing job when he came up with that, we didn't get any of that in the book so it was nice seeing it on the screen. I didn't like Sam making out with Sookie, he seems pushy and everything when it came to Sookie. He needs to get over himself and her because she doesn't want to date Sam.. she wants Bill but I think she to afarid to admit that to herself just at. Anyways I'll talk more about this later when I can rewatch the it.

Yesterday I did get done with Living Dead In Dallas. It was good, I enjoyed the book more then I thought I would. I enjoy the ending very much and I notice something when I was reading that and reading Club Dead [which I am reading now] but Sookie brought this up twice many three times I can't recall but she said something about being married to Bill but he hadn't ask her.. I have a feeling maybe Charlaine is hinting at something I don't know. I heard she wasn't going to let Bill and Sookie end up together but she could be lying to us just to throw us off the trail. That's just what I think and I think she should end it with them being together for a lot of reason. I understand Bill did something bad and hurtful towards Sookie and I haven't really understood fully what that is yet but once I do, I will be posting a long review or whatever about my thoughts and why Sookie and Bill should be together. I rather see Sookie with Bill more then anything but if that doesn't happen I want her with anyone but ERIC. Because I think Eric is using her for his own grain and he doesn't love her.. he can't love her. I know you could say the same about Bill but, Bill did love her and you can see that in everything he did for her. Also I was looking at the covers of ALL the books and I know the black hair vampire on the cover is Bill and the blonde hair one is Eric. Bill is on like 6 covers if you count Living Dead in Dallas because I know the coffin is Bill's and Eric is only on two of them.. I wonder what that is about? I look at everything it's one of those annoying habits I have but I believe in the end when she is done with the books [ i don't know if this is her last book or not] but we're gonna be in for a shock. I am making myself read the books so I can get a better feel of Sookie and Bill and I'm not going to hate Bill after I found out what really happens because in the end I know he sorry for what he did and he loves Sookie and wants her forgiveness [even if he got a stupid girlfriend in book 8] yeah I kind of read ahead of myself just so I have something to look foward too. Ha.

So I asked my dad about christmas already because it's never to early to ask and I might be getting another coach bag and coach shoes and on top of that the Sookie Stackhouse books. We'll have to wait and see what happens because we don't know yet. We don't really do Christmas anymore and haven't for about three years but it's okay. It doesn't really bug me anymore like it use too.

Anyways I think I am gonna read some more and maybe take a nap. I don't know yet. My ears have been bugging me so much lately it's hard to sleep. Anyways I'll post tomorrow.. or I will try. We'll see so until then Bye <3333333333.

So apparently, my expiration date fluctuates. It's NOT just or always 2 years. Apparently, 5 is a magic number as well.

In the last 3 months, I've had 3 friendships of over 5 years come to an end. So 3 is a magic number too?

Moral of the story...

You never, I repeat, NEVER know anybody as well as you think you do. No matter how many secrets you share or how much time you know someone, you will never know a person all the way. Evidently, we all hide away parts of ourselves and inevitably and probably at a time of conflict, those parts surface and change everything. People can ALWAYS surprise you, and I mean that in the WORST way possible.

I don't know if knowing people is worth it anymore.

Blerg.

Rest In Peace.

I'm using delicious and I'm trying to figure out the best way to tag links.

Example: do you think it's better to tag something with two separate tags like "lois" and "lane" or to fudge the system and use one tag, like "lois.lane"?

I guess the reason I ask is that I'd like to keep whatever I tag accessible to me (which makes lois.lane) easier but also accessible to other using delicious and to search engines. Which means using two separate tags is better, right?

I'm overthinking, aren't I?

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- Please credit griggharris (me).
- Please comment if you snag any.
- Blank icons are not bases; however, I will customize.

[01] John Barrowman and Scott Gill wallpaper

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( just take those old records off the shelf, i sit and listen to 'em by myself, today's music aint got the same soul! i like that old time time rock and roll )