Annie ([info]out_there) wrote in [info]inthetallgrass,
@ 2005-01-11 22:11:00
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SN Fic: Special Powers (Metamorphosis)
Title: Special Powers (Metamorphosis)
Fandom: Sports Night
Pairing: Dan/Casey
Disclaimer: Still not mine.
Summary: If 'Special Powers' had ended this way, S2 would have been very different.

Notes: Written for [info]oxoniensis's Metamorphosis Challenge. Thanks to both [info]oxoniensis and [info]phoebesmum for betas and encouragement. (Those two British babes rock.)

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Special Powers (Metamorphosis)

When Casey was smiling that smile -- that smug, self-satisfied, the-world-is-my-oyster-for-I-am-Casey-McCall smile -- Dan knew something was up. And it wasn't a little something. It was a big something. Something that deserved its own capital, even.

Something had happened. Between the baseball highlights and the hockey round-up, something big had happened. While Nieuwendyk tried to strike out his twentieth batter, Casey had been away from the desk and Something -- capital and all -- had happened.

And come hell or high water, Casey was going to share.

"So," Dan said, the second after they wrapped up the show and went off-air, "what happened?"

Casey started to shake his head, that irrepressible smile still in place. "Danny, not now."

Dan pulled off the earpiece and started tugging his tie loose. It had been bothering him all night, for no discernible reason. Then again, there was no discernible reason for wearing a silk noose around his neck but wardrobe still insisted on it. "You said later, my friend."

"Probably." Casey nodded, pulling the small battery pack off his belt and fumbling with the earpiece wires. He untangled himself and placed it on the anchor desk, stepping away with a sheepish grin. "It sounds like something I would say."

"Because you did. You said you would tell me later. And now is later," Dan pointed out cheerfully as he led Casey out the back of the set, past the wooden backdrops and thick, colored wires, through the bullpen and back towards the direction of their office and their own clothes. "So tell me."

Casey paused for a moment behind him, just a momentary lag in his step, but Dan noticed. When he glanced over his shoulder, Casey grinned at him. "It was time."

"It was time?"

"It was time." Casey nodded, his mild brown eyes twinkling in the bullpen's harsh overhead lighting. "It was time for me to get into the game."

"It was?" Dan asked, managing to disguise his disappointment under false enthusiasm. "The time has come?"

"The time has. It is time for me to stop avoiding things, to stop waiting and hoping and praying. It is time for me to take action."

"Ah." Dan started walking again, keeping his back to Casey until his smile felt more real. Not that he wasn't pleased for Casey... Casey was his best friend, and he had nothing but the best wishes for the guy. When they said it couldn't have happened to a nicer guy, they were talking about Casey.

But for a while -- and ninety days was almost too short a while -- it had been nice to feel like *he* was the closest person to Casey. It had been nice to be two single guys, going out until the wee hours of the morning, even if the talk always somehow revolved around Dana.

Dan took a few sharp steps towards their office before he cleared his throat. "So, things with Dana went well?"

"Actually, no." For the first time that night, Casey's smile looked more sheepish than self-satisfied. It was a more familiar look on Casey's clean-shaven face. "It was more of a crash and burn type situation."

"Crash and burn?" Dan asked, raising an eyebrow and then making the crash-and-burn screech loudly. He threw his hands wide at the explosion sound. "That type of crash and burn?"

"Well, yeah." Casey stepped inside their office and took a moment to close the glass door. "Not a pretty sight."

He wasn't happy about it, Dan told himself. Not really. He was relieved and concerned and a good friend, and--

Screw it. Dan hadn't been happier since he'd landed the interview with Holly McPeak and Lisa Arce. It didn't mean he was going to gloat over it, though. That would just be cruel. "Was it bad?"

Casey winced, just a little. "It was embarrassing."

"Did she laugh?" Dan asked with genuine concern.

"No. But you know how there's all this build-up," Casey said, holding his hands up, gesturing with each second word, "there's all this flirting, and the charged atmosphere, and these almosts, these hopes? These wishes, and daydreams and possible plans for your future?"

Casey stopped for a breath and Dan was a little relieved. "Okay."

"There's this huge build-up and then you kiss -- you finally *kiss* -- and it's all..." Casey shrugged, hands outstretched as if he could pluck the right words out of the air.

"It's a bit of a let-down?" Dan guessed cautiously.

Casey's arms jumped up emphatically. "It's an anti-climax. You build up your hopes and dreams, for ninety days, and then it's just a kiss. A not particularly good kiss."

The thought suddenly occurred to Dan that Casey and Dana hadn't kissed before. They'd flirted. They'd spent years not-quite-flirting before they'd officially flirted, but they hadn't actually kissed. For some reason, he'd never thought a mediocre kiss would be the end of Casey's eternal crush. He'd always assumed Casey's cowardly nature would ruin it. "So the kiss wasn't great?"

"It was not." Casey sat down on their couch, stretching long legs out in front of him. For some reason, the happy-go-lucky smile was back in place. "I spent ninety days thinking about it, Danny."

"You spent a lot longer than that."

"It was a let-down. Not the worst kiss ever, but still. It's not something that either of us will want to repeat any time soon."

Dan sat down beside Casey on the couch, eyeing Casey's smile warily. This wasn't the type of thing that Casey should be smiling about. "You don't seem as upset about that as you should."

Casey tilted his head to the side, eyes crinkling at the corners. "How upset should I be?"

"I seem to remember a lot of fear about this." Dan leaned back into the couch. "You've spent the last three months fretting and dithering, and now that it's fallen apart, you're suddenly Captain Cool, Calm and Confident? What happened to feeling sad and ashamed for a long time?"

"She didn't say no," Casey said with a shrug, "and she didn't laugh at me."

"And that fills you with joy?"

Casey bobbed his head from side to side and then scrunched his nose a little. "It gave me certainty."

"Certainty?" Swiveling around to face Casey, Dan gripped Casey's shoulders and tried to make sense of this strange mood. "You talk with Dana, you share a bad kiss, and then you come back on-air grinning like the Cheshire Cat. What is going on, Casey?"

"I have certainty." Casey's smile softened and he leaned closer, as if to whisper a secret in Dan's ear. "It's time, Danny."

"For what?" Dan asked stupidly.

"For me to take action," Casey said softly, his breath shimmering against Dan's cheek. "For me to get in the game."

Then Casey kissed him. Not passionately, not demanding. Just reassuringly there and solid, the way that Casey had been in his life for years; solid arms, firm mouth, dependable shoulders under Dan's hands. Casey kissed him slowly, surely -- with more style and confidence than Dan would have credited to Casey -- curling a hand around Dan's hip as his tongue explored the roof of Dan's mouth.

"You know," Dan said shakily when Casey pulled back, "I didn't see that coming."

Casey stretched his arms across the back of the couch, relaxed and just a little smug. "No?"

"All these months of encouragement, and I didn't see that coming. At all." Dan took a moment to gather his wits. He was still a little too shocked for it to sink in, but it would. And when it did, he'd probably end up wearing an irrepressible smile of his own. "If I had, I wouldn't have told you the statute of limitations was ninety days."

"Dana says it's sixty days," Casey said casually.

"I know."

Casey's brows beetled. "You knew it was sixty?"

"Casey," Dan replied, already feeling his smile start to form, "everyone knows it's sixty."

"Everyone but me, apparently." Casey shook his head a little, reminding Dan of a small terrier. "If you knew it was sixty, why did you tell me ninety?"

Dan shrugged, wondering if there was any possible lie that would excuse him. After a moment, he settled for telling the truth. "Having you to myself for an extra thirty days seemed worth it."

The End



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[info]zebra363
2005-01-11 12:37 pm UTC (link)
Great last line!

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 12:53 pm UTC (link)
Thank you! I actually had troubles with the end, and then Hilary pointed out that the easiest solution was to delete the last sentence and let that dialogue end it.

(And on a totally unrelated note, I need a little american help. You know how Casey starts with longer, rather floppy hair in the pilot ep? Would you use the word "fringe" to describe the hair that flops over his forehead? I think "bangs" might be the american hair term, but I'm not certain of its usage.)

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[info]zebra363
2005-01-11 01:03 pm UTC (link)
I'm American-born, but I've lived in Australia most of my life, so you should probably check with a 100% American. I'm not sure about men's hair.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 01:18 pm UTC (link)
*raises impotent fist of fury* Silly English language and regional variations.

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[info]gnomi
2005-01-11 02:10 pm UTC (link)
I'd usually call them "bangs," though I tend to think of bangs as being a women's-hair kind of thing. But that part of the hair that flops into Casey's eyes kinda qualifies as bangs.

(And, yeah -- even as a native-born American I agree that the differences in British and US English are silly. I can recommend a great book on the subject -- Divided by a Common Language.)

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 02:25 pm UTC (link)
But that part of the hair that flops into Casey's eyes kinda qualifies as bangs.

Aha! Thank you. I'm going through some beta'd fics and trying to polish'n'post them, but got stuck on that point.

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[info]oxoniensis
2005-01-11 01:09 pm UTC (link)
Heh, I was actually wondering whether to suggest just deleting the last sentence! Great minds... *g*

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 01:17 pm UTC (link)
Great minds...

...look at Casey and Dan and know they should be snogging? *g*

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[info]phoebesmum
2005-01-11 02:32 pm UTC (link)
*Smug* And you see how right I was?

Also, *sigh*. This is so how the series should've gone. I'm sure the writers could've come up with other ways to get Dan-woobieness and The Thing With His Mouth into the show.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 03:09 pm UTC (link)
*Smug* And you see how right I was?

This icon is totally you. It's the wrong Josh for you, though. *g*

This is so how the series should've gone. I'm sure the writers could've come up with other ways to get Dan-woobieness and The Thing With His Mouth into the show.

*nods* Certainly. The series could have played with all those fun angst-cliches and there'd be plenty of opportunity for The Thing With His Mouth.

Although, having said that, I don't dislike S2 per se. I just want a version with more guy-kissing.

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[info]phoebesmum
2005-01-11 05:35 pm UTC (link)
I find S2 a lot harder to watch than S1 - it's so much darker. I like my fic angsty, but my actual SN ... well, it's not so much the angst, but there's this sense of threat throughout S2, with the scary board meeting, and the buy-out and all. And then there's the boys fighting, which they do so well I can hardly ever watch it.

I used to fancy Josh from TWW, but he's sort-of been shouldered aside by Danny in recent months: same character, more or less, but (to my eye) prettier. Still, I do like that fic that slashes the two of them together.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 11:54 pm UTC (link)
And then there's the boys fighting, which they do so well I can hardly ever watch it.

*nods* Fair point. I just find myself watching S2 more than S1. I think it's because:
- The Cutman Cometh makes me giggle and makes my heart break a little every time
- Dana's hair is so much better
- Casey flirting with Pixley tends to melt me
- I love all the Dan-in-therapy scenes

I used to fancy Josh from TWW, but he's sort-of been shouldered aside by Danny in recent months: same character, more or less, but (to my eye) prettier.

*nods* Understandable. I've always been a Sam-gal (which is probably why I'm taping WW S5, and yet never seem to make it a watching priority). Interestingly enough, Casey's my SN favourite, supporting the whole recycled characters/sorkin archetypes thing.

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[info]snoopypez
2005-08-30 04:50 am UTC (link)
::randomly pops in:: The term is indeed bangs here, but I myself wouldn't call his hair that. :) I'm not sure why.. It's just.. longer, floppier hair. Not hair with bangs. :P

Also, LOVED this story so so much. :D :D Such a lovely and proper ending. Hee.

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[info]out_there
2005-08-30 07:51 am UTC (link)
Stupid hair-related words. I swear, it's nearly impossible to describe guy's hairstyles. I demand a new set of words.

Such a lovely and proper ending. Hee.

Thank you. Endings are always a sore spot for me (endings, physical descriptions and titles. At least one of those three things trips me up on every story.) so I'm thrilled that it worked for you.

(Also, I'm having a very fun time reading through all my old stories -- which I don't bother doing too often -- as you comment on them. It's making me grin like an idiot.)

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[info]in_the_bottle
2005-01-11 12:51 pm UTC (link)
Cool!! And aww.... Go Casey! Go Casey! ::giggles::

But I think you need to add: "andthentheyhavesex" at the end there!

Sorry, I can't help it! They were just talking about it on the slashSN mailing list! Blame [info]laylee for it!

::giggles like a loon::

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 12:56 pm UTC (link)
Hee! Actually, [info]phoebesmum was telling me about it. Hmmm. I think I need to join the SNslash list.

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[info]in_the_bottle
2005-01-11 01:00 pm UTC (link)
It's usually pretty quiet, but it's a bit livelier at the moment. And is that how you spell livelier?? Just looks strange to me... hmm...

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 01:13 pm UTC (link)
Livelier? I have no idea, but now you mention it, it does look strange. Really strange.

Hmm. What's the yahoo group name of the SN slash ml?

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[info]in_the_bottle
2005-01-11 01:31 pm UTC (link)
Lively-er?? LOL! That's stranger... or more strange, or whatever!! LOLOL!!

Think the heat might've fried my brain.

slashsn. ;)

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[info]penguingal
2005-01-13 05:02 pm UTC (link)
I think it's livlier, actually... which also looks odd, but Google tells me it is correct :D

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[info]phoebesmum
2005-01-11 05:38 pm UTC (link)
We need an "andthentheyhavesex" icon, for sure. Also, I think we should all rename our communities that.

There's not that much (if anything) on the Yahoo list that doesn't end up here, too - boutique fandom, don't you know - but they do have a fanfic links list in their files, which is useful now that Trickster's died on us again.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-12 01:22 am UTC (link)
We need an "andthentheyhavesex" icon, for sure.

*nods* I swear, I will make you one.

There's not that much (if anything) on the Yahoo list that doesn't end up here, too - boutique fandom, don't you know

Woo (and I expected as much) but it was the discussion side of things that made me curious. Is there a lot of chatter/slashy SN love talk on there? Otherwise, I'll keep my email clean and clear, and just stick to LJ for fic and SN-love.

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[info]phoebesmum
2005-01-12 09:21 am UTC (link)
No, tragically we got into the fandom several years too late for all the chat. Although I did once, when I was very, VERY bored, spend several hours trawling through the old posts to see what people used to talk about.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-12 09:47 am UTC (link)
We should stage a coup. Take over the ml, and force them to listen to us talk about SN at length. At long length.

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[info]oxoniensis
2005-01-11 01:10 pm UTC (link)
Ah, I'm glad you've got this posted - it's just the way the episode should have been. *happy sigh*

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 01:16 pm UTC (link)
Just think of how different the rest of S2 would have been. There would have been no 6 Month Dating Plan, but we probably would have got one, or both, of our boys quietly obsessing about their sexual orientation and self-identification.

And we probably would have still had Casey/Dana flirting and some emotional fall-out from that, causing Dan to be a woobie and Do That Thing With His Mouth.

Hmmm. I'm assuming that Abby and the whole dealing with Sam through therapy thing must have still happened, meaning that the whole List thing would have still happened. So, S2 would have still be the season of woobie dan, there just might have been more guy-kissing shown.

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[info]in_the_bottle
2005-01-11 01:34 pm UTC (link)
Orrrr... Casey might've come up with that stupid dating plan after a talk with Dana, and Dan gets to tell him how stupid it is and kiss him out of implimenting it.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 03:06 pm UTC (link)
Dan gets to tell him how stupid it is and kiss him out of implimenting it.

Or Dan takes his own advice and starts sleeping with a lot of guys while Casey's being insane. But that would make S2 all about slut-danny... which is not necessarily bad.

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[info]in_the_bottle
2005-01-11 03:14 pm UTC (link)
But that would make S2 all about slut-danny... which is not necessarily bad.

Then he'd feel all guilty about making Casey insane and Abby would diagnose that he's having some comitment issues and is subconsiously sabotaging his relationship with Casey, and we get woobie Dan back.

If you notice any spelling mistakes, that's cos my mind is in a complete haze at the moment and I can't type/spell.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 03:25 pm UTC (link)
Hee. No matter how you plan it, S2 is all about woobie-Dan, isn't it?

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[info]in_the_bottle
2005-01-12 12:07 am UTC (link)
woobie Dan is good. no?

;)

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[info]gnomi
2005-01-11 02:11 pm UTC (link)
Very nice. I would've loved to see this ending on "Special Powers."

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[info]out_there
2005-01-11 02:18 pm UTC (link)
Hee! Yeah, I would have liked for this ending to be filmed, too. Thanks.

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[info]penguingal
2005-01-13 05:07 pm UTC (link)
YAY BOYS KISSING WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I am so terribly terribly behind on reading fic. Sorry about that. I can't wait to read the rest of your stuff. This is fantastic.

He wasn't happy about it, Dan told himself. Not really. He was relieved and concerned and a good friend, and--

Screw it. Dan hadn't been happier since he'd landed the interview with Holly McPeak and Lisa Arce. It didn't mean he was going to gloat over it, though. That would just be cruel. "Was it bad?"


LOVE.

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[info]out_there
2005-01-14 12:07 am UTC (link)
YAY BOYS KISSING WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

*laughs* Oddly enough, that's also my reaction to Dan/Casey kissage. I'm glad you liked it.

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