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Sunday, August 31st, 2008
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1:53p - im a newbie here...
i am fairly new to this site. a little about me...i am 28, 5'10, my CW is 211, my HW was 245, my LW was 173, my GW is 160-170. i need help in losing the fat and its so hard to do. i was on adipex (phentermine is the generic) for awhile when i was 173. i looked great, i felt great, i was beautiful. i couldnt get another refill from my doc and i gained all that weight back and more. now im 211 and i feel as if i weight 300+. i hate looking at myself anymore. when my husband holds me at night in bed all i can think of is "gross, he is touching my fat!". i hate feeling this way. i am hatred4me and it suits me well.........
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