Pistol ([info]toxicblackheart) wrote in [info]hounds_of_hell,
@ 2005-03-03 09:27:00
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Current mood: grateful

I am so deeply touched at the words, pictures and ideas this community has been able to provide for me. it helps ease the pain knowing that I have this whole family here to back me up. A whole family who loves Ruby, and wants to bring her killer to justice.

I want to thank every single person individually, but after all the mail I have received, it would take me years. Thank you all so very much for your support, empathy, and help!

I wish this guy knew what he got himself into. He fucked with the wrong pitbull momma. and now, I have this crew of hundreds of people, who want revenge just as much as i do. wouldn't that be a sight? having all of this community, their friends, family members, and every person who has been touched by Ruby's story to come storming down the road, stand in his front lawn, and give him what he deserves. he has no idea.

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE THAT OF A PITBULL OWNER.


there are so many good things in the works for Ruby from you guys right now, and I love all of the ideas! Painting and drawings, fundraisers, donations, web sites, legal advice, and the things that you have already given us... a paid account for Hounds_of_Hell (thank you [info]justj!), pictures and memorials, stories, and a Pit Bull Prayer... the list goes on and on. I can't even begin to thank this community. Through the tears, I am finding strength through you.

I'm so lucky to have family here. What would I do without you.

David came up with this idea, after all this court drama is settled. What if we all wrote to this guy and told him what we really think about him. HUNDREDS of letters, pouring into his mailbox, flooding his house, and reminding him of a life he should have never have been graced by. a life he stole. I will be making sure that he knows what everyone here thinks, and when the smoke clears, and just when he thinks it's safe again, we'll really storm him.

Thank you to everyone, whether you are a pit bull owner, a passerby, a cat owner, or just a aquaitence. THANK YOU ALL. everyone's words have helped me and my family. every single person has made a difference, and helped the pain ease a little.




I have a video clip of Ruby I want to post, any one able to give me directions on how to do so? I would love to show you guys, but I don't have the time to do the research on "how to" right now. Thank you!!



As for my other little girl...

Corona came home last night. Her vet bill was very very small ($125) but the Vet was a real asshole. She has a very small hole from the bullet where it only went through muscle (go pit bull) and didn't break any bones. they were worried about nerve damage, and thought her leg might have to be amputated, but this morning she was doing her best to try to use it again (A VERY GOOD SIGN!!). Health-wise, Corona is looking to recover well.

on the other hand, She is so extremly devistated and depressed. a small effort tail wag says she's glad you came to see her, but you can tell by her eyes that she knows she will never see Ruby again. imagine what this dog had to bare witness to... her only "sister", her soul-mate, being shot in the face and dropping dead before her very eyes, then being shot herself.

this killing doesn't only affect Ruby's owners. It affects her companion even more.

As for the case. I still have paperwork to fill out with my AC guys (Animal Control), & the Sherriff's department came out that night, but is no longer involved. I sent what evidence I had over this morning, and will be taking more pictures, drawing maps, and getting as much information as I can to cover everything. It has been quite exhausting, but I want to keep pushing this as much as I can. For Ruby's sake. i'll let you know where things go when the dust settles a little.

we are looking into the possibility of a standing-dog-point-blank-shooting. in other words, we do realize that the shot could have been taken while she wasn't even running, let alone "about to attack him" like this guy was saying. i want to press for forensics testing, considering we have the state facility right in our valley.

we don't want to get the media involved in the case right now, just in case. and besides, i don't want the press to go "oh another pitbull attack" and then have people freak out, our local paper is very biased and wouldn't do us much good if they got ahold of the story. we'll keep the pit bulls out of the press for a while. i just don't want it to backfire on the Pit Bull name.




I'm so proud to know everyone in this community, and to hear everyone's support for my girls. and if you could do Ruby a favor today... hug your dog. My regret with Ruby, is that I didn't get a chance to play with her one last time, give her kisses and snuggle, and just enjoy her presence before she was taken away from me. I took it for granted that she would be there when I got home, just like always.



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[info]ex_moonliz49
2005-03-03 07:04 pm UTC (link)
I am *so* there in sending this fucker hatemail.

Or, even worse, pictures of happy pit bull families, showing him exactly what he took from you and Ruby and Corona.

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[info]cottonmanifesto
2005-03-03 07:17 pm UTC (link)
Yes, I'd send him a letter.

You'd have to be a fucking navy seal to get in a shot like that on a running dog.

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[info]acadiabaird
2005-03-03 07:20 pm UTC (link)
"What if we all wrote to this guy and told him what we really think about him. HUNDREDS of letters, pouring into his mailbox, flooding his house, and reminding him of a life he should have never have been graced by. a life he stole. "

I WILL TOTALLY WRITE A LETTER.

and i agree with cotton manifesto. this guy planned this, i wouldn't even be surprised if he was waiting. had you ever had issues with this guy before this situation?

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[info]acadiabaird
2005-03-03 07:21 pm UTC (link)
i agree in that she says that he'd have to be a fucking navy seal to get in a shot like that on a running dog........

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[info]toxicblackheart
2005-03-03 07:26 pm UTC (link)
had you ever had issues with this guy before this situation?
we bought this house at the end of October, and in that time we've met all the neighbors (whom are extremly nice) except him. he won't even look at us when we drive by or wave, and gave David's daughter a dirty look when she tried to say hello. his excuse when i talked to him the other night, was that he was distracted and probably didn't even notice we were there.... WHATEVER.

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[info]mom
2005-03-03 07:34 pm UTC (link)
We recently got new neighbors across the road from us. They are the same way with us. Will not look at us or say hi or wave when we or they drive up. All of the other neighbors are super. It is really freaky and makes me nervous. If they are like that with me they would certainly be that way with my Allie....(see Coral's icon) and I can't be there all day with her and Tigger...(see Justj's icon)
They let their dogs run the street and they yell at Allie and Tigger when it is THEIR dogs running up to mine on my property and causing them to bark. Why do people have to be so disgusting?

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[info]mom
2005-03-03 07:27 pm UTC (link)
I was wondering the same thing. It just doesn't make sense that he would do this just off the cuff like that.

I will write a letter. I would like to give it to him personally and knock him flat when I did!

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[info]phrustrated
2005-03-03 07:28 pm UTC (link)
Oh, I'll totally write a letter. A really long, nasty letter.

And does this guy just walk around with a gun or what?? Ugh, he's such a bastard.

Hugs for Corona, too.

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[info]ragsandchopmom
2005-03-03 07:28 pm UTC (link)
Kudos to you for being so strong and fighting through your grief to get justice for your girl. It is harder than any of can imagine but I for one respect you beyond belief for the work that you are doing. We are all here for you if we can do anything at all ... you say the word and I know that I will write .. and have my friends write as well.

We should all write and include pictures of our beautiful bully dogs. Heck, we should get someone to make a big billboard of bully pics to put in his hard .. with a huge shot of beautiful Ruby in the center. He should have to look at her face every day for the rest of his life .. I know that you'll see it in your mind.

Anyway, I have digressed. Hugs to all of you. You are being thought of today and always.

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[info]debby
2005-03-03 07:43 pm UTC (link)
I came here via [info]coral and [info]justj. I want you to know how very very sorry I am that this has happened.

I don't own a pitbull, but my dog is part dobie/part rottie so I understand. And mine is also named Ruby.

My heart is just bleeding for you right now, I cannot imagine what you are going through. And when/if this donation site for the legal proceedings gets put together please know you have 100.00 for the legal fees from me and my Ruby..to you and yours.



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[info]msdirctd
2005-03-03 07:48 pm UTC (link)
When and if you want mail sent to this man I will have my pen poised....he needs to know the significance of what his actions have caused...he needs to know that what he did is not acceptable and will not be tolerated...he needs to know that when he is in public people know what he did and that he did it with pure malice not fear...he needs to be reminded daily that he took the life of a beautiful soul that was loved by her family....he needs to know that his life means less than hers did.

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[info]pgh_anarchist
2005-03-03 07:49 pm UTC (link)
Hello - I followed this from someone else's journal. I just wanted to extend my sympathies as well and offer support.

I'd also like to go shoot the bastard that did this to your beautiful dog. I hope they charge him with the maximum amount they can get.

(((hugs)))

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[info]noelcc
2005-03-03 08:13 pm UTC (link)
This man needs to be drawn and quartered. But a ton of mail will do in the in mean-time. My offer still stands, if you need a mailer that can be printed, folded, stamped and sent, let me know. BTW - I also leave room for personal messages too.

As I was wiping the tears out of my keyboard, I was thinking, and there is not tactful way of saying it, so I'll just spit it out, "If this were my dog, I would put a BIG sign up right in my front yard with a picture of my baby (like the picture Metalkat did) with the dates beneath, but I would put KILLED BY OUR NEIGHBOR IN HER OWN YARD ~ March 1, 2005."

You are not pointing fingers at the Bastard who did it, but everyone will know and he will have to look at it every time he passes by.

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[info]mom
2005-03-03 08:25 pm UTC (link)
That's a great idea! The bigger the better! Permanent too so he couldn't take it down!

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[info]rozae
2005-03-04 04:02 am UTC (link)
I like that idea.

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[info]justj
2005-03-04 06:25 am UTC (link)
This is better than the letter campaign, there would be nothing illegal about it, where it could be a boarderline issue with the letters... I would even say 'she was killed by so and so that lives at such and such address' on it...

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[info]goodriddance070
2005-03-03 08:45 pm UTC (link)
I am so sorry for your loss. I just wanted to tell you that she had the best mother in the world and if only every pit bull was as lucky to have a caring family and soul mate like that. You gave her the best year of her life. Thats what I kept on saying to myself when I lost my foster. If only there were more pit bull owners like yourself out there. I hope you are doing well. She is a beautiful dog. Good luck.

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[info]sugarbugevans
2005-03-03 09:21 pm UTC (link)
Hatemail isn't nearly enough. Guy's getting a box of dogshit, via UPS, from me when the time comes.

I'm so sorry. If I read the right userinfo, you're from Oregon, which I'm moving to in May. I hope to the gods I don't encounter any assholes like this with my pit.

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[info]anaitis4
2005-03-03 09:46 pm UTC (link)
Give the word and I'll be writing a nice long letter to this asshole with as much nastiness as I can muster (and in this case that's a lot).
I also agree with the idea of putting something up in your yard, facing his house. He can't make you take it down and he SHOULD have to look at her face every day and face what he did to your family.

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[info]lorryl
2005-03-03 09:51 pm UTC (link)
I'm not a pitbull owner, so I haven't had to deal with the bias against my dog, like most of the members of tihs community have. But I think they are beautiful dogs, and I am so horrified that this happened to your baby. Your story made me cry and I wish my dog was here right now to hug.

I am so sorry, and I just want you to know my thoughts and prayers are with you.

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[info]mysundownnn
2005-03-03 09:53 pm UTC (link)
That hatemail idea is a great one! I'd be so up for writing one for you! I have so much hatred for people who abuse and kill animals like that, so just gimme the address. ;)

That would be great to rally all the angry pitbull owners and families at his house (with the pitties of course!) with signs and in anger. Maybe he'd fucking think twice about shooting two innocent animals next time.

Poor Corona, atleast she's getting better!

If you need anything, just let me know. I understand how hard it is to lose a doggie...

Stay strong and I'm glad to hear you're coping well.
<3

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[info]mints4friends
2005-03-03 10:49 pm UTC (link)
Ohgod...that is truly awful. I just discovered this community/thread via a post on my friends list. I'm not a pitbull owner, just a dog lover (though for posterity, I own a Basenji, and they can have a very similar temperament).

The killer is a truly hateful person; I'll be looking into whatever I can do from where I am to help in getting the word out.

I also live in Ontario, where pitbulls have just been banned. ARGHHH. I have a great deal of letter writing to do.

Again, *hugshugshugshugs*. I'm truly sorry for your loss.

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[info]pinkfontgirl
2005-03-03 11:45 pm UTC (link)
just a thought...but wouldn't you get in major trouble for harassment if they were angry letters? maybe we could just send happy pictures of pitties to him, so he can see that we aren't vicious owners with vicious dogs. *shrugs* i dunno. i'm a moron :)

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[info]underdark_drow
2005-03-04 01:22 am UTC (link)
Hey, I just sneaked over from [info]petbulls and saw your story.

Like alot of people, I cried. I cried for you, and Ruby and for the fact that people like your neighbour exist. I cant even begin to imagine what it feels like to lose someone so precious in such a terrible way, and I send you, and you boyfriend and little Corona my deepest sympathies. I never even heard of you or Ruby untill half an hour ago and I cant even look at her picture without weeping like she is someone ive known for a long time!

Be strong for your Baby and give Corona a big hug from me, and probably from the hundreds of people who have been touched by your story.

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so awful..
[info]squid_ink
2005-03-04 01:26 am UTC (link)
I'm sorry. this just is heinous. I dont have a pit.. I don't even have a dog (kitties & turtles) but they're all getting hugs tonight.

As for the hate mail.. this guy sounds unstable. I wouldn't want to make life more difficult for Toxic... but I would like to help in any way I can.

Hang in there.. and puppy hugs all around!

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[info]norelevance
2005-03-04 02:52 am UTC (link)
you know I'm right there with ya. just let me know what to do and when.

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[info]rinalia
2005-03-04 03:00 am UTC (link)
I am sure you will keep us aprised of what is going on and what we can do to help. I know whatever I can do, I will...like everyone else here.

Give some gentle skritches to Corona from me and Mina. I wish there was some magic salve to heal the soul wounds, but there isn't. What this man did to Ruby, Corona and to you (and yours) is beyond redemption - he has showed us what evil looks like. But you and everyone here have shown what compassion, love, community and friendship are like and they are so much stronger, more powerful than this one dickless man every will be. WHich of course is all meaningless, because Ruby is gone. I am just so sorry. My condolences are with you.

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[info]dying_in_stereo
2005-03-04 04:48 am UTC (link)
that is really fucked up. im sorry to hear about your loss. please do post his adress. I will write him a letter. i think that would be great. i cant believe people like this can wake up every morning and be proud of what they have done. knowing you have killed someones pet and companion, pit bull or not. that is so cruel.

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[info]dying_in_stereo
2005-03-04 04:49 am UTC (link)
i put the banner of ruby in my journal as a memorial. im so sorry.

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[info]anaitis4
2005-03-04 06:27 pm UTC (link)
I was re-readingt his post and I have to ask, why was the vet being an asshole? What reason did he have to be an asshole to you about all this? I'm confused. Did I read that wrong?

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vet from hell?
[info]toxicblackheart
2005-03-05 05:23 pm UTC (link)
he was being a jerk because a.) she had been shot (she must have done something to be shot at), b.) i had to bring her in after hours (an inconvience for him), and c.) it's just his personality. he's just not friendly at all.
the only reason i went to him is because it was the closest to us. also have to think that he doesn't care any too much for my dogs, though i'm not sure if it's a breed thing or not. he wanted to muzzle her, even though we have never used a muzzle or needed one. and the work he was doing (just rinsing it off) didn't exactly require one either.

we took her to a different vet back in november to get stitches all over her body and she did just fine. didn't even flinch, and the vet wasn't worried at all.

this guy is just pissed off that he has to be a vet i suppose. he has not customer service, yells at his employees, and is just basically a cold person.

what drives me crazy is all my co-workers at the shelter, and many people i've talked with, say he's a great guy and does a great job. i've just never had a good expirience with him, asides from his prices.

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[info]yessinana
2005-03-05 02:49 am UTC (link)
i stumbled upon this post from a friends. i want to extend my condolences to you. this post made me cry. i don't own a pit, or a dog for that matter, just my tabby cat, whom i love soo much. it broke my heart to read about Toxic Corona, she must be just as devestated as you.

i hope you can get this asshole for everything that he's worth.

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as <lj user=msdirctd > said...
[info]cuntishness
2005-03-06 12:33 am UTC (link)
When and if you want mail sent to this man I will have my pen poised....

i found your story through a friends journal and would like a place to put my indignation and rage.

my heart goes out to you and your husband, but mostly to corona.
hug her for all of us.

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[info]cmariewt
2005-03-06 06:02 am UTC (link)
You may feel proud to know everyone in this community, but I am sure we are all more than proud to stand behind you. I agree with the letter writing idea. I would be MORE THAN willing to write a letter, or ten, to this asshole. And I have quite the way with words. This icon is for him.

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[info]teh_love
2005-04-18 04:35 pm UTC (link)
I would love to write as letter, And i think sending him a vid clip or a compilation of all pics would be great. My frined owns a company and he said he would be honored to put it together free of charge, so when the time comes, I will be honored to do it! Sorta of like a Dvd slide show.

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