I tried to write kute and fluffly hosu...but it juss wudn't agree with me so in the end...all you get is yunho angst and an oblivious junsu...

------------------Happily Drowning-----------------

It's one of those few moments where Yunho gets some time alone, some silence to think to himself. For once, Jaejoong and Changmin aren't arguing but enjoying the day together being like all couples should, Yoochun is god knows where and Junsu, he's probably at the park playing soccer.

Yunho sits on the balcony, staring out into the clear blue skies meeting with the buzzling city below miles away. He wonders what it would be like to fly, to feel the wind rushing though his hair, hitting his face, to feel like he's free.

It seems life has a way of balancing everything out though. He was fortunate enough to be a part of DBSK but his freedom is taken away.

Now life is moving too fast for him to keep up and he can't breathe; he suffocating in this wonderful world of his and he doesn't know how to stop, how to save himself.

"Hyung!" He hears and turns his head slightly, towards the sliding glass doors to see Junsu.

Salvation, that's what Junsu is to him. When he feels like he's going to stop breathing altogether, Junsu comes and gives him more air.

Jaejoong and Changmin are too caught up in their whirlwind of a relationship and Yoochun, he's has his own issues to deal with. But Junsu, he's always there when Yunho is about to collapse, when he can go no longer.

And because of that, he thinks maybe that's the reason why he was pulled in, slowly but surely deeper into the currents. He can't get out and no one can save him, no one but Junsu. He doesn't mind if he's stuck out at sea as long as he's reminded of why he's there in the first place.

He snaps out of it when he hears Junsu continue. "Yoochunnie and I are going to see a movie. Do you want to come?"

Yunho turns back to his earlier position, knees drawn close to his chest, head against the chair, eyes towards the city's skyline again before he answers, answers with a question. "Was this supposed to be a date?"

"Yes, but-" he answers quickly.

Yunho interrupts him. "Go and have your fun. I need to think for a while."

He feels Junsu come sit in the chair next to his. "Hyung," he starts. "You're drowning again aren't you." It isn't a question because Junsu already knows. Sometimes Yunho believes no one can understand him better.

"It's because I want to." He smiles then with his eyes closed as the wind picks up.

He hears Junsu let out a sad sigh as he shakes his head. "Will I ever get to know who you'll happily drown for even though they're obviously never going to come and save you?"

Yunho waits before answering, smelling Junsu's scent carried with the wind; the same wind that's rushing through his hair and brushing against his face. Only Junsu can make him feel free and trapped in the middle of a sea, gasping for air at the same time.

He opens his eyes feeling the wind has passed then he answers a simple, "No."

"Junsu!" They both hear Yoochun shout. "I'm ready!"

"He's waiting for you," Yunho says, not looking at him.

He feels Junsu nod then his presense leaving. Letting out a lonely sigh, he thinks this must be life working then; to have Junsu the only one able to free him, to save him but Junsu is saving Yoochun.

-----------------------the end-------------------------

A/N: Thanks to love_bug for beta-ing!....so yes...this came sorta naturally to me except the ending...i didn't say one-sided hosu though it seems like it because we really don't know wut su feels...he can be with yoochun and love yunho for all we know...i like these kinda fics where it has a lot of loose ends...it leaves the reader to think wut they want...ooh...and a sequel is coming...this time from su's POV...