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• 11:02 The physics wonder boy who's supposed to test Einstein's theories is hot. Geeks are sexy! twurl.nl/v8gl2v #
• 22:18 Having dinner at The Lost Dog. The bar just emptied somewhat. I love this place but I want to adopt another dog every time we come. #

"Zack and Miri Make a Porno"

This movie looks awesome! Is that Jeff Anderson and Seth Rogen together in one film?!
Not to mention they play hockey for the fuckin "MONROEVILLE ZOMBIES"!
I must own that hockey jersey!

"Vanilla people?  What does that mean?  Is that another name for white people?" 

I just have to say...

OMG BATTLESTAR! TRICIA! *SQUEE* *FLAIL* *SQUEE*

( Spoilers ahead! )

entry for toptentunes






Yeah, I know no one is online on Fridays. But what ze hell. ^_^ I haven't posted in what feels like forever. Just kind of have had a lackadaisical attitude to stuff in general. Plus...I've been getting really into Gossip Girl. Oh shut up! I skipped The O.C., let me have this. I'm only on episode eight 'cause my computer has been extra sluggish lately, so loading is no fun. But it's worth it. Chuck/Blair FTW!!!! She's such a bitch. So effing fabulous! XD She's like a bitchier Bree. And I love that whole good girl/bad boy thing (yes it's cliche, but I don't care) that goes on with those two. And I've read the episode guide over at TVGuide*dot*com, so I have a general idea of what is going to happen, so gimme spoilers if ya want. =]

Okay, I really have to go to the bathroom, so I'll make the rest of this entry quick. I am going to see Iron Man tomorrow! Yay! And will go buy the new Neil Diamond album and will post it sometime that night or Sunday. And here is my favorite Chuck/Blair vid (that I've seen so far). Spoilers obviously.


P.S. Scrubs last night was the cutest thing I've ever seen!

P.P.S. TGIF!!!!11!!1!!!!11!!

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ANyone know the userobsolete_being ? I don't remember adding them but all of a sudden they're on my flist and there's nothing but porn in their posts.

If my account was hacked...this sucks because now I'm going to have to get a new journal. God damnitt.

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Just making an excuse to post so I can show off my new but crappy icon. I made it today on the way back from the training center trip. The ride was uncomfortable and so were the seats so, meh. But it's funny so I like it. Though I don't know why the font is so huge since I had it on a 6 pt size.

Hmmm.

God I'm so sleepy.

I am here in NY with Becky. Its so beautiful here. You can see for miles here.

Tomorrow is my 25th birthday.

Will someone please tell my why I hate myself so much on this day?

So I went to the Mac store to fix my computer and the guy told me that it would cost the same amount to buy a new one if i got it fixed.

I now own a black macbook. anyone know how to fix mac motherboards for under 600 bucks?

things have been chill.
i miss people though.

I need to do something tonight. preferably play some minigolf, haha.

call me up.

I'm starting to get pissed off.
I guess that whole "if you ever need to talk to me, talk to me on MySpace" shit didn't really mean jack shit did it?

I'm just supposed to walk away after over three years with all these questions and she just drops me cold. I mean, if I didn't send her messages, I would never hear from her ever again. I think it's a little fucked up honestly. I mean, all I wanted was some answers. I'm really not trying to be like my Dad and come to some un-informed conclusions, but when she won't even send me a fucking myspace message, how can I not put the pieces together myself? Really looks like a lot of my fears might hold water.
I really thought she cared about me, but some of my friends are right, leaving me wasn't a wrong thing to do, but how she did it and more so how shes acted after doing it just kind of shows me that she thinks of me as shit or trash. I never hated myself enough to think that I deserved that. Hell, at least Sarah tried sending me an email or two to see how I was doing. Even if she was fucking some other dude a few days after she left me. That just seems really cold. I trusted her. I ALWAYS said that I would make mistakes and when I did, PLEASE call me out on them. Don't go to work and talk shit about me, don't let it build up until you explode.
I didn't try to beg for her back (at least not this time, I'll be honest), I just wanted some qustions answered. I guess she only wants to see the mistakes I've made in this relationship, not any of the good times we had or the good things I did for her. Looks like she just wants to throw me away and forget about me and that spells out that there is another guy in the shadows to me. Hell, it would be nice to just get some answers. I don't know anything for sure, but shes leaving me out in the cold to piece this all together myself.
It makes what we had look cheap. Breaking up with me over the phone like some petty High School relationship. I may have made some mistakes, but I changed my whole life around in a lot of ways so I could spend my life with her. I mean, FUCK, I never did half of the shit her ex before me did. I didn't destroy her shit when she left like he did. All I wanted was her back and now all I want is some answers.
When I got put into the suicide ward, Jimmy wanted to call her and see if she would come and see me and I said no. Because for one, I knew she wouldn't even answer the phone and for two, I knew there was no way in hell she would come anyways. I really just want to be a part of her life, even if that means as a friend. I really love her, but when I can't even get a reply to a fucking MySpace message (which she says is pretty much the only way I can talk to her) how can I not feel like she never really loved me?

I really don't think I believe in love anymore.
Nor trust.

I'm afraid that this has made me a bitter, jaded asshole.

I didn't want this to happen and I really don't understand why it has to be like this if it does have to happen. I wasn't that fucking bad! And if I did some fucked up stuff (which I did) well so has she. Communication was never there.

I don't know. I wish it was as easy as everyone says. Just forget her. It's not.
I have the chance (maybe) at something else and I honestly don't want it. I want her. My Dad calls me a fucking moron for calling this weekend's plans off.
I don't want to be an angry bitter asshole, but it's kind of hard right now.

I guess I'm never going to talk to her again.
It hurts after over three years together. We had a lot of good times.
Now she doesn't even want to see my face. I'll never know the full story.

HAY YOU GUYS WHAS GOING ON

I haven't made an... interesting post in a while! LETS FIX THAT

My "p" key isn't working very well right now. Stupid work keyboards...

So, work! I'm a Senior Tech person, which involves me doing the same thing that I did before, but now I have to help other people do the same thing, too. A $2/hr raise, too! I'm now almost paid double of what my 2nd highest paying job. AWESOME.

Speaking of computers, I have determined that I AM IN THE WRONG CARRER FIELD. I'm flat out bored. At school I barley pay attention/surf the internet/ect and STILL I PASS. Networking is not the way for me. I think once I get school paid off I'm gonna go back somewhere else for programing. I'm gonna try and start self teaching myself, too, but I don't know how me and my short attention span are gonna deal with that. WORD.

Hey, I gotta meet a lj friend, Alabamadragon, the other day! She was pretty awesome/funny. It's always neat meeting people irl that you have met online.

PEW PEW PEW

Soooo, I don't think I've really said much about it on here, but after I get out of all my networking classes in December, I'm packing up and heading to Flordia, so Kerri can go to a film school. I'm pretty pumped, I've had enough of Alabama for one lifetime.

EVERYBODY SHOULD GET A WII AND SUPER SMASH BROS so I can have other people to play online with. DO IT! I'll be your best friend!

Weezer just put out a new song "Pork and Beans"! It's a pretty good jam!

IRON MAN. OH MY GOD IRON MAN. YOU GUYS, IRON MAN. IRON MAN YOU GUYS. If you watch it STAY AFTER THE CREDITS! I stay after the credits on every movie I go to, and with Iron Man IT PAID OFF!

I read they are gonna make a sequel to Donnie Darko? Groooooan.

I have a Lv. 62 Blood Elf Pally on Warcraft! Too bad playing a Pally past 60 is the DULLEST THING EVER.

I downloaded 5 gigs of music the last week, and most of it I can't stand. I found one thing, "The Streets", a British rapper, that I like, but that's about it!

We have started using Linux at work a few weeks ago. PCLinux to be exact, and it's pretty dandy! I installed the new version of Ubuntu last week, and it's pretty nifty, too. I'm still not used to all the little things in Linux yet, but I'm getting there!

30 Rock is an amazing show! I've had a nerd crush on Tina Fey since she was first on SNL back in the day. Her show is 10 time more funnier than any thing else on tv right now.

Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd I'm out.

Charlotte Russe: I may be too fat to buy any of their clothes, but I'm certainly not too fat to take advantage of their *~**~AMAZING SHOE DEAL!~**~* Check it out, ladies, it's buy one pair, get one for $10. I got two pairs of heels for 35 bucks, which is not bad at all. I did NOT find what I was looking for, which was a lime green heel. I had no idea that lime green was such an unpopular color. I thought I'd be overwhelmed with choices, but I didn't see a single pair. I require them for a specific purpose.

Oh, and I really fucking hate the mall and all of its child denizens. Sometimes I forget how awful it is until I'm forced by some mission to venture into its loathsome depths.

While I'm on the subject of really inane bullshit, I got sushi in the boat for the first time ever tonight, and of all things, it was a vegetarian combo-- gorgeous and delicious. I've always coveted the boat but never got one because those boat combos usually include a bunch of crap I don't like. Everything on the vegetable boat was a delight.

Now I'm tired, goddamnit.

here are my tweets for today, so far...

• 19:26 gallery meeting at r. palate for gallery meeting.. #
• 19:42 i love that r. palate will just make me a vegan dish, off the cuff. #
• 10:31 dear portland, sequential art gallery is open! i'll be here all day, so pop in and say hello.. and maybe buy some art! #
• 10:46 @arashikami you're going to do fine with those conversations.. do i want coffee? hm... thanks! #
• 10:47 @verymickey oh, so you gave up your pretty boy status and rode your bike today? #
• 10:49 so i love the food from blossoming lotus, but i popped in and grabbed a breakfast parfait on my way to the gallery and i am unimpressed.. #
• 10:50 i am thinking it needs slightly more yogurt and the yogurt needs to be slightly sweeter.. #
• 11:00 in the future, i'll be sticking to the rest of the delicious menu at blossoming lotus.. #
• 11:01 like the spicy avocado sandwich, or the live fudge, or the vegan soft serve, or any of the yummy bowls.. #
• 11:02 @verymickey haha, ok, go show @showtime13, he was the one talking about your hair yesterday... #
• 11:44 @arashikami i love you for having soy cream here in the gallery for coffee. no seriously, i do. #
• 12:42 @cacophonous_joy can you make them vote for barack obama? ; ] #
• 13:12 oh kaebel.. you left me a french press, soy creamer and a giant cup next to the kettle.. i've officially had too much coffee. #
• 13:32 @cacophonous_joy yes ma'am, i am still at the gallery. here until 6! #
• 14:06 @cacophonous_joy thanks for stopping by, sorry i got all busy! #

my daily tweets bought to lj thanks to loudtwitter.

New work in Hyaena:
http://www.hyaenagallery.com/scaryart.html

For those of you who do know and those that don't.. I have been having
some personal issues mainly dealing with my brother. It has long been
suspected that he has had a problem with drugs. He would even steal my
Mom's prescriptions in order to get high. I have had a few
altercations with him in the past from him breaking into my room and
stealing things. Over the past few months my Mom has been missing
things.. rings.. perfume, clothes etc.. well my brother denied having
anything to do with this so we just figured my Mom was being
"forgetful". Well I went on a trip to Florida last weekend and I was
expected to go to the airport straight from work, but instead i came
straight home to find that my room had been searched and left a mess.
Guess he didn't figure I would be home that soon. I lock my room
because of him so this means he broke in.. He denies it of course and
I am left thinking well who else would do it but I had no time to
question it any further since I had a plane to catch. ( more on that
later, I had a great time!). So I come home and my brother is acting
all weird and stuff but normal for him. A couple of days pass and I
come home to him waiting for me on the porch.. I was like oh great
what does he want to talk about now.. He tells me he did something
stupid.. I am like ok... He said some guy from some repo company (not
even a friend) needed a TV and DVD player for a presentation. .. and he
lent him mine.... (I just got a new 42 hdtv for xmas) which means he
broke into my room again and took my stuff without asking.. my guess
he sold it and was just gonna say the guy didn't return it. A this
point I am about to break down because I feel violated and wonder what
else he has taking of mine.. so I get depressed and sulk..
My Mom comes home and I show her that it's missing and she has had
enough and calls the police. While she is doing that she tells me the
neighbors also saw him carrying my bed off too (it was my dads and
given to me when he passed away so it meant a lot to me) so he sold my
bed too. Ok so I had enough and went in to confront him. He denied and
said I was getting my TV back but at this point I was pissed demanded
it back now. I demanded he stop invading my privacy. At this point he
tells me to get the F#*k out of his room.. I said no I want my stuff..
at which point he said ok that's it and pulls out a couple of knives..
HE attacks me which I was in shock thinking no this can't be
happening.. He pushes me out of his room and locks it.. me being angry
and stupid kicks the door open and demand my stuff and that if he
stabs me I will have him arrested.. he keeps yelling you are in my
room as if he wouldn't get in trouble.. and then he aims for my chest
and nicks me and then my throat hits my chin and then boom.. straight
through my arm.. I was shocked and backed off.. Blood was everywhere
and I am running around the house telling my mom to have them send and
ambulance, since she was still on the phone with the police. Finally
one shows up and pulls me outside to the curb while I wait for the
paramedics and he goes in to arrest my brother.
I go to the hospital and have myself checked out.. the arm is fine, no
broken bones or anything major cut but it went straight through. the
other wounds were superficial.
The cops searched him and his room and found drugs on him and so now
he is in jail and being charged with two drug counts, theft and
assault with a deadly weapon..
I am doing ok, my arm feels better but now I sit here in shock that my
own brother tried to kill me so emotionally i am a little bad but
dealing with it.

So anyway that is what I have been dealing with and this is how it ended.

someone stole money out of my wallet and i am very unhappy about that because the only people i've been around are good friends. so wonderful.

edit:
ferret poop smells
my mom lost my knee high socks
my back hurts

Im so pissed damnit!

Title: I Miss That Shiny Downtown Whore That I Was Before
Author: Sydney Redfield
Fandom: Gossip Girl
Pairing: Georgina/Serena
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Don't own a thing. Just like the characters.
Summary: She knows it's wrong, but that doesn't mean she doesn't want it.
A/N: van der Sparks is textbook dysfunctional, but even the recappers know how much G loves S.

( I Miss That Shiny Downtown Whore That I Was Before )