Yamazaki Susumu ([info]ninja_susumu) wrote in [info]himuragumi,
@ 2006-01-26 23:10:00
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Entry tags:okita, shura, susumu

Oct.9: The Kite, Evening
After leaving the shack, Okita-sensei suggested that we return to his dojo to better attend to Shura's wounds and while that was quite a solid idea, there were other problems with following it through. Such as I too was being followed and neither even knew about it yet. So on top of Shura's problems, I was mixing mine own in here as well.

I gave Okita-sensei some quick response and through the doubtful look he agreed. I could tell that he knew there was another reason and had stored his questions for later use. So the question came up again as we traversed through the forest, where to take the injured woman? I thought of the answer immediately after the question… where better to hide from the criminals and ruffians, than in the place that breeds and gives life to them?

Yoshiwara was a world where Okita-sensei and I could maneuver through and I was sure Shura could as well. We moved through the dark alleyways and behind buildings ease and unnoticed. We walked into each shadow carefully and made a slow procession through the buildings. I was pulling from experience from my Bakumatsu days and a glance at Okita-sensei told me he was doing the same.

Yet no matter how much we wandered we were still without a place to head to and Shura was looking worse, though she never once complained. In whispers and small pauses we deliberated a plan. I suggested that we move towards the Red Lilly, but half way through my suggestion, I remembered that Mayu-san was gone along with my connections to the teahouse. Okita-sensei then had us move towards the Cotton in search of his friend Miyuki-san. Yet that true proved fruitless, as the woman was not there, according to Okita-sensei.

We were at a loss, tired, and hungry when we happened to pass by another teahouse that Shura recognized. She knew the owner, a Yukishiro, and that he had extended some kindness to her in the past. It was a long shot but Okita-sensei went towards the front, while I waited with Shura behind the building. The two of us remained quite in a shadow, tucked away from view, as we waited for acceptance or rejection from the owner.

Minutes felt like hours and I could feel Shura become tenser in my arms as each one passed by. Finally, the back door of the teahouse swung open, revealing Okita-sensei accompanied by a small woman with a pointed look. I was not sure what the samurai had told her but she led us to a small room far from view of the other guests. I suppose two men and an injured woman was bad for business so we were placed in a room away from other's curiousness. I could hardly thank her enough.

Though Shura inquired about Yukishiro the woman merely rattled off that she would have fresh bandages and food brought to us before leaving, the question unanswered. I set the dark haired woman on the bed, taking care to not upset her wounds, and checking that the bandages held back the blood for now.

Through my steady work pace, I ask what I am sure was both on mine and Okita-sensei's mind, "Who is after you, Shura-san?"

((Permission to open the Kite & use of Kibagami-san granted by player. Direction of Shura and OKita granted by respective players.))




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[info]okita_kun
2006-01-26 08:31 pm UTC (link)
That woman wasn't easy to convince, but I had to do something. Flattery to a businesswoman is like eating rocks, that much I knew, so buying the company of their two top geisha turned out to be like feeding an empress sweetcakes made of the finest custard for breakfast. Mou, her silence cost me more than what I would indulgently spend on myself for four new swords, for example. She added quite a few years on me with all that intricate haggling, frankly; but I assured her that our gratitude extends for the rest of our wretched lives. Like I said, flattery.

When the fuss of settling Shura-dono is over, and the medicine, hot water and basin, and bandages--and oh look! A decent set of clothes and a comb made of turquoise--are brought to us courtesy of the woman (of course those are also on my tab), all that remain are the three of us and a burning question that Susumu-kun voiced for the both of us.

Who is after you, Shura-san?

I do not know who this woman is, but seeing the state she's in makes me increasingly sympathetic by the second. I'm not even sure if we should start asking her questions at the moment.

While Susumu-kun busies himself inspecting her wounds, I distract myself with cleaning her face with the washcloth. Hmm, isn't she a pretty one. Young--almost too young--to have ended up in this situation.

"So foolish," I mutter under my breath, hopefully not enough for them to hear.

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[info]pirate_shura
2006-01-26 08:34 pm UTC (link)
"The Kairyu." As each syllable rolls off my tongue, I can feel a deep sense of dread festering inside of me. I do not know if either man has heard of the Kairyu, but it is the only explanation that I can offer them at the moment. The fact that I am even able to say that name out loud in front of two strangers is a feat within itself. I had hoped to never say that name again. I thought it was over that day at the island, and that those who survived the fire were imprisoned just as I had been. It seems though, that I was dead wrong.

I decide to elaborate, "A group of bloodthirsty pirates who looted the ships of corrupt merchants. They have long since been disbanded." And even though my intentions were only to provide for the village, I still cannot justify some of the horrendous things that I have done. I thought that I would be able to put it in the past and change for the better, but my bloodstained hands prove otherwise. I have not changed at all.

"But now they have resurfaced, seeking to obtain a goal that they had failed to accomplish many months ago." I nearly choke on the next words. "Killing the leader."

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[info]ninja_susumu
2006-01-26 08:35 pm UTC (link)
I do not pause from redress her wounds with clean bandages as she tells her story. The irony of it was that I could relate to it. After all I thought my past was long behind me but here I was again being forced into the shadows I thought I had abandoned. I finish up in the silence that follows her statement.



I did not know this woman, nor anything of her past. Even this small tidbit of information was just too obscure to base any sort of conclusion on. However, I wanted to help her. She was like me right now and I wanted to help her out of the darkness that surrounded her.



"How many are left?" I ask softly sitting back on my haunches as I looked at her. I couldn't tell how many she had killed or whom she had burned. Nonetheless, the message that there were still more out there was clear. My dark eyes narrow in thought. "You are in no condition to take them out yourself. However," I glance at Okita-sensei wondering where he stood in this life. "If you need assistance I can provide you with it."

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[info]okita_kun
2006-01-26 08:38 pm UTC (link)
The Kairyu. She answers gravely, as if she were spitting out shards of glass. The rest of her tale sounds just as pained--an overwhelming emotional scar that simply refuses to heal.

...seeking to obtain a goal that they had failed to accomplish many months ago. Killing the leader.

I'm all too familiar with that strategy that I'm no longer surprised. How many times in my past have I schemed to do the same? Or for that matter, how many times has it been used against me? Susumu-kun, for certain, understands this.

How sad...This woman's spirit is so tainted with herpast, too gray though it is to read, that she seems to have so little of herself left. Susumu-kun stepped in just in time, so it seems. And it's a good thing he
took me along with him this time.

How many are left?

The more the merrier...

You are in no condition to take them out yourself. However, if you need assistance I can provide you with it." Susumu-kun glances at me pointedly.

It's strange how people of the same ilk cross paths every now and then, and it jolts you back to the all-too inescapable present. Forget about past lives and karma--destinies and fortunes--this existence is hard enough to get through as it is. And sometimes, some people do not even deserve it...

"Nor are we, Susumu-kun. At the rate we're going, somebody is bound to find us." Or rather, I hope a certain somebody would find us. But what are the chances that he's involved in this affair, ne?
Nevertheless, I could use some violence every now and then. "And I don't think it's the Kairyu. While our priority is this young woman's safety, we need to make absolutely sure that we aren't being followed. Where
there's blood, the fox is sure to follow."

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[info]pirate_shura
2006-01-26 08:39 pm UTC (link)
"I'm not entirely certain," I sigh. "The one who did this to me was just a lackey--with a gun." Who probably was sent out to distract me and ended up getting much more than they bargained for. Much, much more.

"And though I appreciate your offer...I...cannot accept it." I wince slightly as I lay back on the futon "You both have done far too much already."

And I am not one you should be risking your lives for. Because in the end...my fate has already been sealed.

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[info]ninja_susumu
2006-01-26 08:39 pm UTC (link)
"Nor are we, Susumu-kun. At the rate we're going, somebody is bound to find us. And I don't think it's the Kairyu. While our priority is this young woman's safety, we need to make absolutely sure that we aren't being followed. Where there's blood, the fox is sure to follow."</i>

"There should be no blood trails." I look at Okita-sensei with a frown. "I am a doctor who knows how to bandage a wound so that the blood flow stops." I was a bit miffed that he did not have confidence in my abilities. As Shura begins to speak again I ignore him to pay attention to the dark haired woman.

"And though I appreciate your offer...I...cannot accept it. You both have done far too much already."

I look at the saddened face seriously with an impassive stare. "I do not remember offering." My voice rumbles slightly. "Shura-san, both Okita-sensi and I are not men to be easily swayed from our course. We wish to help you, we are not asking you to let us, but we old wolves are known to have a stubborn streak to us."

In my mind, I felt it… the overwhelming pressure to let it loose was there. I had been denying myself into thinking that I was merely a doctor. I am not and shall never be anything more than a wolf wearing sheepskin. My clan was after my hide and this woman's kin were after hers. She was no different than I and I was tired of the paranoia. Was she? Was she tired of closing her eyes and seeing the faces that haunted her?

"Shura-san, I will do everything that I can to help you with your problem. For now I suggest you rest in knowing that we ghosts not to be trifled with."

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[info]okita_kun
2006-01-26 08:41 pm UTC (link)
There should be no blood trails. I am a doctor who knows how to bandage a wound so that the blood flow stops.

I'm about this close to pulling all my hair out. Or his, for that matter--which isn't such a bad idea. "What is it with you 'learned' men?" I barely keep from baring my teeth and growling. "You always take things too literally? What I meant was an injured woman isn't exactly so easy to hide. Chances are, we've already been seen." Remembring that I still have the washcloth clutched in my fist--dripping with water and some of
Shura-dono's blood and all--I throw it at him not too playfully.

But of course, he conveniently ignores me. Again. In a way, it makes me think if I was -this- impudent with Hijikata-san as Susumu-kun is with me? Or has he forgotten that I am still his senior? Someone has to put
this pup in place one of these days. Better me than Saitoh-san.

And though I appreciate your offer...I...cannot accept it. You both have done far too much already.

Shura-san, both Okita-sensei and I are not men to be easily swayed from our course. We wish to help you, we are not asking you to let us, but we old wolves are known to have a stubborn streak to us.

"I couldn't have said it better myself." I remark, stroking her forhead and brushing away her hair from her face. "Stubborn indeed. And impudent." At this, I throw a smirk over to the shinobi.

For now I suggest you rest in knowing that we ghosts not to be trifled with.

"But I'm more playful than he is, that's for sure."

After I'm satisfied with how I fixed her hair, I move to stand and head towards the door. I can't very well spread my ki to gauge for spies or the occasional curious, so I opt for the more traditional method: open the shoji and peek out.

"By the way, Susumu-kun, in exchange for this inn's...hospitality, we are to expect the company of two of their best geisha," I'm not exactly sure how he'll take that arrangement. Most probably ignore me again. Pfft. "Just thought I'd let you know."

Heh.

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[info]pirate_shura
2006-01-26 08:42 pm UTC (link)
"By the way, Susumu-kun, in exchange for this inn's...hospitality, we are to expect the company of two of their best geisha. Just thought I'd let you now."

"Ahhh, you two should go then. I'll just rest for a while." Using my good arm, I wrap Okita-san's haori around me as tightly as I possibly can. I feel terrible for ruining such a fine piece of clothing; however, my chilled body is extemely grateful for the warmth it provides.

I lie there quietly for a moment, just staring up at the ceiling.

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[info]ninja_susumu
2006-01-26 08:49 pm UTC (link)
I just stare at Okita-sensei in shock, my mouth tries to come up with words but only silence seems to leave my open lips.

"Are you out of your mind?!" I hiss passing my hand through my face. I wonder if this is how Hijikata-san felt when dealing with the man.

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[info]okita_kun
2006-01-26 08:47 pm UTC (link)
Are you out of your mind?!

Priceless! I just love it when I cause a stir...

"Well what would you have had me do?" I shrug nonchalantly. "It was the only way to get us in. I couldn't very well harrass the woman or kill her on the spot, could I? It was a business proposition she couldn't refuse." And my dojo's expenses will suffer because of it. Sigh. All in the name or righteousness.

"I told her to give us at least half an hour, then the ohana fees will start to burn." And I don't think that woman will miss a heartbeat. I don't think she misses anything with those steely, beady eyes of hers. She terribly reminds me of Fude-san, Kondo-san's iron-fisted mother. A no-nonsense personality set on bricks.

"Shura-dono, are you feeling well enough?" I know it's pointless to ask, considering how obviously...tattered she looks. "Because we will have to take you with us. Leaving you here is not an option at this point." My eyes drift over to the kimono that was brought to us earlier. "And I don't think we'll be needing -women's- clothing..."

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[info]ninja_susumu
2006-01-26 08:50 pm UTC (link)
Ugh… that man was incorrigible. "Sometimes I wonder about you." I take a deep sigh before following his gaze to the woman's kimono that had been brought along. Shura needed to get into those tattered cloths and at least rest for the few minutes we had left. However she was in no condition to dress herself and I certainly wasn't about to help her with Okita-sensei around.

"Well," I rise to my full height and tower over him with one inch. "Shura-san needs to be changed and you need to tell those hanamachi that we're not going to play with them." I gave him a thoughtful look before going to open the door to the hall. I hope my thoughts can somehow be sent to him, as he and I needed to discuss a few things in private.

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[info]okita_kun
2006-01-26 08:54 pm UTC (link)
I almost have the grace to bristle for an indignant moment, but seeing that weight in his gaze made me clamp down my mouth firmly shut.

Sometimes I wonder about you.

"Sometimes I wonder about myself, too, Susumu-kun. But I'm not the one made of shadows between the two of us."

Shura-san needs to be changed and you need to tell those hanamachi that we're not going to play with them.

"And I will not waste my money by being discourteous. Shall we at least spare a minute to spare them gracious compliments?" I huff as I step out the door, looking at him pointedly.

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[info]pirate_shura
2006-01-26 08:54 pm UTC (link)
I close my eyes as both men move to the doorway to finish their argument discussion.

I am hungry. I am thirsty. I am exhausted. I am hurting. And I reek of blood.

Overall, I think it is safe to say that I feel like shit.

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[info]ninja_susumu
2006-01-26 08:55 pm UTC (link)
"And I will not waste my money by being discourteous. Shall we at least spare a minute to spare them gracious compliments?"

I watch as Okita-sensei leaves in a huff and growl lowly to myself in frustration before turning back to Shura-san. She was already starting to get drowsy and fall asleep. I shake my head as I cover her with the extra kimono she was supposed to wear. I suppose it could wait for a later point in time. With one last glance I step out into the hallway and pull Okita-sensei to the side with a small hiss.

"Okita-sensei I cannot go see those girls!" Maybe it was my imagination but the shadows around me seemed to hide me completely in this hallway. It gave me a sense of relief as well as anger. These shadows were swallowing me up whole and there was nothing I could do about it. "I've already put myself into more danger helping Shura-san but I could not leave her alone." I rush to explain myself feeling the need to be expedient.

"There is a lot going on now that Okita-sensei would not be able to understand." I lower my eyes and release him. "A lot of things that Okita-sensei will not be able to help me with… So I am going to ask this small favor, because I cannot stay any longer." I raise my dark eyes once again, locking with his. "Please take care of Shura-san. I will do my best to help her as I best know how… through the shadows, however this is the place that I must stay in."

I could feel myself sink deeper and deeper into the shadows. This was where I belonged after all.

((Susumu will leave unless stopped.))

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[info]pirate_shura
2006-01-26 09:00 pm UTC (link)
"Okita-sensei I cannot go see those girls!"

The sound of Susumu's raised voice startles me from my light slumber. I open my eyes to see that they have taken their conversation into the hallway. They needn't be arguing over such a trivial matter. Perhaps, I should reassure them that it's alright for them to leave me here...

I stifle a groan as I pull myself up into a sitting position, and then, a shriek as I rise to my feet. I pay no heed to the kimono that falls to the floor, nor the stinging pain in my shoulder. Slowly, I take one shaky step after another as I make my descent towards the doorway. There are several occasions when I feel as if I am going to collapse. However, to prevent that from happening, I place a hand on the wall in order to stabilize myself as I walk.

After what feels like an eternity, I finally reach my destination and Okita and Susumu are finally within view. I lean against the doorframe, struggling to hold myself up. I'll just tell them that they can go to the geisha and then everything will be fine.

And then...I can rest....

"Please take care of Shura-san. I will do my best to help her as I best know how… through the shadows, however this is the place that I must stay in."

Suddenly, the pain in my shoulder pales in comparison to that which I feel in my heart. I thought that I had finally found a person who truly understood me....a person who I gave my trust to freely with no questions asked. I thought that I had found a friend. But now...But now....

"You're...leaving...?"

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[info]okita_kun
2006-01-26 08:56 pm UTC (link)
A lot of things that Okita-sensei will not be able to help me with… So I am going to ask this small favor, because I cannot stay any longer.

This startling me would be a terrible understatement. He choses to leave NOW of all times? Has he gotten himself into another scruffle similar to the one with Kaoru-dono again? Well, -this- incident with Shura-san does resonate quite a lot like it, too...

Please take care of Shura-san. I will do my best to help her as I best know how… through the shadows, however this is the place that I must stay in.

"That sounds awfully a lot like you're saying goodbye..." I frowned. A twinge of hurt and a whole load of disappointment suddenly crashed down on me. "You must have your reasons, Susumu-kun, important as they are.
I only wish you would tell me about it." Because I will not stand to be put in the dark again. That's how I lost everything ten years ago...

You're...leaving...?

"Holy! kami..." I almost jump out of my clothes. Mou, taking me
off-guard like that is a bad sign...

"That I think, Shura-san." I said at lenghth, rushing to her side and helping her lean against me. "And he doesn't look like he's going to tell us why."

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[info]ninja_susumu
2006-01-26 09:08 pm UTC (link)
"That sounds awfully a lot like you're saying goodbye..."

Maybe I was, maybe I was not. I could not be sure anymore only that the more that night crept on the more I wished to hide. It was true that Yoshiwara was a good place to hide someone like Shura-san, however it was no place to hide a ninja. Within each wall I could feel them crawl against the woods, eyes that looked and yet did not, ears that listened to every word without notice. It was too close here and the shadows too dark to tell if it was me or someone else.

"You must have your reasons, Susumu-kun, important as they are. I only wish you would tell me about it."

I wish I could, Okita-sensei. I wish I could ask him for assistance in helping me to rid myself of these extra shadows. However, right now Shura-san was alone and she needed him more than I did. After all one sacrifice was enough, we did not need to.

"You're...leaving...?"

At the soft voice I try to press myself against the wall in surprise. Okita-sensei runs to help Shura-san, but I can tell that he is hurt by my words as much as she is. It seemed I was not the only one who had found a kindred spirit in her. However it was all the more reason that I had to go.

"That I think, Shura-san. And he doesn't look like he's going to tell us why."

I drop my gaze and give them both a deep bow. "I wish I could say why it is that I must leave, but I have troubled you both with my presence long enough." I rise and give them both a sad smile. "My world is here and from here I will help you Shura-san, you are someone like me… someone who cannot be left alone by the past. Therefore, I shall help set you free." Because through her maybe I can be.

It did feel a lot like goodbye. However, as I look at Okita-sensei I hope that it is not true. Many years had passed between us and yet he was always someone I had admired from afar. "Souji-san, please be careful and take her to Takani-sensei at the Gensai Clinic when you have a chance."

With that I disappear into the calling darkness.

((Susumu Exits.))

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[info]okita_kun
2006-01-28 08:52 pm UTC (link)
And just like that, he's gone.

...someone who cannot be left alone by the past.

But his words remain, and they couldn't be any more...rueful to my ears. Gentle as he had said it, it felt like rubbing lemon to my own wounds. If he couldn't take care of her on these grounds, how more can I?

Souji-san, please be careful and take her to Takani-sensei at the Gensai Clinic when you have a chance.

This is the first time he calls me by my given name. And his parting only makes it more unbearably bittersweet. I don't like this feeling at all...

The task suddenly seems too daunting. Mou, he didn't even give me time to say my farewells. I wonder when we'll meet again..in this lifetime or the next? I know not.

"Once a shinobi, always a shinobi," I say under my breath before turning my full attention to her. She's my charge now... what am I to do?

"Look to the shadows, Shura-dono. Hope is always stashed in the darkest of places." Or despair. "Come, you need your rest. The hanamachi can wait." I lead her back to the room with one last look the direction Shinsengumi no Yamazaki Susumu went.

He is one ghost that I would want to haunt me for the rest of my days.

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