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[14 Jul 2009|08:29pm] |
I havent been on cause of nosey people at school found it :l
SO im going on a fast until i see my doctor a week - 2 weeks so yeah, only because i want to loose ALOT so his scales dont upset me :(
Butt are there any other things i can do to loose weight faster or is fasting the quickest then and week with orangge juice then soup then solids?
xxx
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[05 Jul 2009|04:57pm] |
i dont even know why or how it happened.
but i gained 15lbs , in a year ...
not that bad considering i binge and purge
everydayyy...but i dont find it to be good either
age: 16
height: 53
current weight:145
goal weight:120
lowest weight:130
highest weight:180
thoose are not good numbers ,
had a ed for almost 2 years
and i find that it really doesnt get easier
im tired of slipping up constantly
im so depresseddd .
i dont know what to do anymore .
i hate looking at my self and going out .
im disgusted
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[28 Jun 2009|09:17pm] |
yesterday, had around 2000cals,
tried weed for the first time, and it gave me the munchies sooo bad, i was already pretty drunk hense why my calorie intake was so high.
today i've had baout 800cals binge/purged.
and i've burned about 200.
so its not as bad as it could be
i began afast at 6pm. and im currently so motivated.
i've taken loads of laxatives.
atm, i currently want to die, i'm so fed up of being fat.
here are my stats as i haven't posted them in ages. you'll be shocked:|
HW - 160lbs
CW - 131lbs
LW - 119lbs
GW - 125lbs
UGW - 99lbs
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[19 Jun 2009|05:52pm] |
Going on a fast from MONDAY with a friend!
for a week with diet coke and chewing gum.
But going to cut down over weekend.
DOCTORS :( was horrible because they weighed me
and my scales at home said 34 kg and theirs said 39 so
totaly going to motivate me this week.
how are you all?
xxxxxxx
P.s whats the best way to start eating again after a 1 week -2 week fast so you dont put on the weight you have lost?
xx
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Has anyone taken these pills and got the advertised effects? If they do work...they'd be like an over-the-counter miracle pill--please let me know if you have tried these with any result.
http://fatburner.net/fat-burners/apidexin/
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[15 Jun 2009|12:31am] |
http://community.livejournal.com/amostperfect/
my group :) called almostperfect, anyone welcome to join :)
We need new members.
And possibly a new mod, to help us out a bit.
Just join and comment if you'd like to be one.
xXx
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Hey so I'm not sure if this is okay to do.. but I was bored and made a little proana website so check it out if you want! www.zombie-revolution.com
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[13 Jun 2009|09:08am] |
i have succesfully finished my fastt :D
so as i write this im eating a peanut butter sandwich.
and then i might have 2 chicken nuggets from mc donalds later which
i will then burn off by figure skating:)
anybody else succesfully done anything?
+how are you?
xxxxxx
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| great tip for those of u with i-pods |
[12 Jun 2009|02:02pm] |
Here is a neat lil trick (if you haven't already done it) for when ur out and about and you get that small craving that ur just not sure ur gonna be able to control this is what I did I loaded a bunch of thinspo onto my i-pod mostly positive tinspo anyway If ur out with friends don't feel bad if b4 the mean comes you slip off to the bathroom to look at some thinspo but make sure the first pic you upload is something no one will grab ur i-pod and wanna look thru all ur photos like ur wild crazy spring break or an amazing glam shop of you just use a picture of mountains or a sunset something like that something VERY low key and boring put like 5 or 6 on their of the same genre so by the time they get 2 the 3rd pic they know it's nothing special
hope this helps all u lovely ladies out their
p.s. here is a great place to find thinspo
http://supermodels.nl/
just click around it's really great
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| still going |
[12 Jun 2009|12:37am] |
Im doing well, on my no food just water diet but its only been since 8 am, this morning
but i've been living on about 100 cals a day for 2 months mainly being water.
My dad has checked my computer and has found all of my advice emails :l
So now all of my lies and all of my secrets have been a waste of time, they know
my worst kept secret now. They're making me go see my doctor again who wants to refer
me to a physciatrist, so now im going to get more help which = more fat!
I've been having an urge to binge but ive kept it off and all them little bites ive taken
i have got rid of what i added by purging, so Im currently empty and starving.
im in need of thinspo!
xxxx
p.s post replies to my journal,
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[10 Jun 2009|10:47pm] |
I lost 5 lbs I'm really happy
it's finally going well I don't feel like SUCH a failure today
I'm gonna fast 2m and maybe I'll work out
2n well wish me luck :)
btw dose anyone know of any GOOD,FAST over the counter
diet pills I have been meaning to buy some but I don't wanna spend the money on something that might not work or harm my body
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Hello everyone :]
My name is Katja. I'm fourteen, and I want to get back to being friends with Ana. I want to find some more friends here as well. We all need support, yeah? I'm going to be starting the 28DayPlan soon, and I'd like to find someone else interested in it, as a buddy through it :D
my aim is gredxforge if anyone would like to chat
height: 5'6"
current weight: a very unhappy 142 lbs
goal weight: 115
lowest weight: 123
highest weight: 160, due to kidney failure
what ED: Anorexia and bulimia. I've been through bouts of both several times, but I'm hoping to stick with anorexia this time.
have you been diagnosed: the doctors haven't officially slapped that ol' label on along with everything else, but they ask about it a lot. so sort of?
how long: four years. i've been on medication that really messed with me and i've failed at this a few times, but i'm off of that horrible pill. it made me ravenous!
best advice: all you need is love.
makes me happy: my boyfriend and friends. good music. good books. kittens and red pandas and llamas :D
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[31 May 2009|01:45am] |
Hello, I'm Laura but those who know me best call me Griddles (long story.)
I'm 14 and have been diagnosed with Anorexia, OCD, BBD and Depression.
I don't like posting stats as such but since this is an introduction and therefor a 'one off'...
Height 5'1"
Weight 109 (fresh out of IP)
Highest 126 (before having an eating disorder)
Lowest 70
Goal 75
I hope I can make friends here and that I can use this community as a sanctuary when I need support.
Griddles x
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[29 May 2009|12:56am] |
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age: 23
height: 5'3
current weight: obsene and grotesque 170-ish (I'm not sure since I haven't had the guts to step on a scale since last year when I last weighed in around that weight)
goal weight: 115
lowest weight: 132
highest weight: 178
what kind of ED do you have? I used to be bulemic...but that was before high school
have you been diagnosed? no.
how long have you had it? 0
your best advice: I don't have any advice, just a fat-ass looking to lose weight fast. I'm tired of being called the curvy one or moo-moo, or the big-boned bull crap or that I am pretty on the inside and all that damned nonsense. I even worked out for several months at a gym with 'buddies' and never saw any changes other than I was still freaking fat. I used to be skinny and then I dated and got fat, I used to be that girl and its like I threw it all away because I got too comfortable and he says that he hasn't noticed that I got 'bigger" HELLO I'm FAT I used to be HOT and now I am GROSS and have stretch marks and the whole nastiness that comes with being fat.
what makes you happy: music, strategy games...and nothing else really
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[27 May 2009|08:15am] |
I have never really done the lj thing
but i thought it would help me keep occupied
stats:
height-5'8
cw-140
hw-180
lw-120
gw-119
i would love to make friends on here:]
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[24 May 2009|04:08pm] |
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lj username: neonshatter24
age: 13
height: 5'4
current weight: 128, quite fat, i know.
goal weight: 85.
lowest weight: 115.
highest weight: 138.
what kind of ED do you have? bulimia.
have you been diagnosed? no.
how long have you had it? about 4 months.
your best advice: honestly, im the one who needs advice.
what makes you happy: music, literature, photograghy; anything that takes me away from reality.
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[17 May 2009|06:28pm] |
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I believe in Control, the only force mighty enough to bring order to the chaos that is my world. I believe that I am the most vile, worthless, and useless person ever to have existed on this planet, and that I am totally unworthy of anyone's time and attention. I believe that other people who tell me differently must be idiots. If they could see how I really am, then they would hate me almost as much as I do. I believe in oughts, musts, and shoulds as unbreakable laws to determine my daily behavior. I believe in perfection and strive to attain it. I believe in salvation through trying a bit harder than I did yesterday. I believe in calorie counters as the inspired word of God, and memorize them accordingly. I believe in bathroom scales as an indicator of my daily successes and failures. I believe in hell, because I sometimes think that I am living in it. I believe in a wholly black and white world, the losing of weight, recrimination for sins, the abnegation of the body and a life ever fasting.
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| Stats. I'm new here. :) |
[05 May 2009|11:57am] |
Height: 5'9"
Current Weight: 140
Highest Weight: 150
Lowest Weight: 125
Short Term Goal Weight: 120
Long Term Goal Weight: 100
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