title. why'd you sing with me at all
fandom/pairing. twilight / edward/jacob
rating. pg
short summary. He felt Jacob’s words, every syllable, felt them like blades under his skin, carving out wounds in his granite flesh.
notes. Written for chartulae Twilight Drabblefest. Title from Damien Rice's Hallelujah.


( ... )

title: make a memory (2/??)
fandom: twilight
character/pairing: edward/bella
summary: After Edward leaves Bella they both move on. Now 5 years later they run into each other. Will Bella forgive Edward? What’s happened since they last saw each other?
rating: G right now might change later in chapters.
author: mrsjacobhoggard
disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns these characters even though I wish I did
a/n: Edward is a human and the same age as Bella. They are both around 22 or 23.


( Chapter 2 )

I have been working on this since the beginning June and I'm finally posting it, 'cause I miss them.

Anyway, since there's no way I could ever create a music video, but this song is PERFECT for Chuck and Blair, I decided to make a picspam to the lyrics.

( you should be in my life )

Things I'm looking forward to:
SINGFest
Lacrosse
Death Cab
My future
You
Swimming
Rest
Guitar Relevance
Vocals on Sundays
Connexio pictures to be done
New drumsticks
New headphones
Braces (maybe)

More to be added/not necessarily in that order


I'll update about the Night of Lights soon.

Thursday:met up with Cat in the afternoon, and watched the 1960's movie to the live action Batman TV series, which hilarious. Then her dad drove up to Wolftrap where we watch the NSO perform I'm Not the Messiah, a musical adaptation of Monty Python's Life of Brian, and Eric Iddel was there preforming. It was awesome and funny.

Friday: Watched the documentry Dangerous Days, about the making of the movie Blade Runner, was very interesting. Also watched the first half of the season finale of Doctor Who's 4th season, awesome.

And I just have to comment on how fug the Beast is. I mean, after the spell was broken. I thought he was better looking as a beast and I'm not even a furry. I say wtf, Disney. Wtf.

I want to write something. Something fluffy enough to warm my supposedly cold, cold heart. And I would do it too only I have a Theology long test to study for. URK URK URK. Strangely enough, if my recent test scores are any indication, Theology is turning out to be my best subject this semester.

Yeah. I thought it was weird too. But it should make my father happy. It's great that he's so supportive with my Bluerep endeavors and he's being really nice about having to pick me up from school at 9 PM every night. When I was in debate, he used to kind of bitch at me all the time and debate training would end much much earlier than that. He even watched Summer of '42, which he really, really liked. But he says that he'll pull me out of All Shook Up if my grades slip, which is fair. So that's more incentive for me to do awesomely this semester because I really REALLY want to perform.

We started throwing our partners and being thrown around in Judo this week. I don't bend my knees enough and as a result, I am completely FAIL at it.

I think I will download Grease 2.

Oh gosh! I saw the full scene from Comic Con and the pics too.. i'm in love with Twilight *_____* the actors are not my fav.. only james, jake, emmett and jasper are perfect, imho, btw it will be a great movie, or i hope so..

[3307-3342] 36 Twilight Comic Con Icons


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I'm watching Last Friends right now. You know, I've been thinking that I should be into the J-drama thing for awhile, but nothing I've watched has ever been able to hold my attention for more than two episodes. First there was 1 Liter of Tears, which resulted in feeling dead inside after every episode I watched, and then after that was Liar Game, which was so fucking ridiculous that even Nakata's amazing work on the score couldn't keep me interested. Anyway, I'm halfway through episode three, so... looking good?!

Nagasawa Masami really is pretty, isn't she? I didn't get all the fuss about her, but she looks a lot like Ute Manami to me, so maybe that's why I'm partial to her. XD Ugh, Ueno Juri is heartbreaking as Ruka... On that note, there is no way that Ruka and Michiru are not direct references to, you know... HARUKA AND MICHIRU. I know it's been said that "it was just about the way the names sounded!", but honestly, that's bullshit.

I've read all the important spoilers already, so I know how it's going to end up, but it's really fulfilling to see it all play out. Good show! Maybe this'll lead to me watching more of them in the future.

edit: Oh, and I forgot to mention that Sayu supposedly has a new PB coming out soon! EXCITED ♥

Dude. There are microbeads and glitter all over my kitchen. And decoupage glue. My God, the decoupage glue. I'm 97.3% certain that I will never not be covered in glitter again, find all the beads that spilled, and get rid of that glue smell.

I just worked 8am to 11:30pm.

I just spent an hour looking at every picture of him posted on Facebook. I keep feeling these little tinges of regret. I think part of that is the brain addlement of 3AM.
This is why I don't stay on the phone with him until my brain turns into mush.
Because then I might actually admit that things aren't the way they were - but that I like them better this way, and the sooner he realizes that, the sooner he can get on with that conversation.
Because, honestly, I stopped waiting and started shopping a few months ago. He thinks I'll always be around, and I'm finally realizing that he might not be right. And if he's not careful, he's going to loose me without knowing he's done it.
And that would be sad.


In other news, I went to a Bonepony concert IN A BAR tonight. No, for real. I have pictures - they'll be up in the next few days. I actually went into a bar. And got hugged by members of a pretty freaking awesome band.
So, yeah. That's life.

+ I’ve been definitely lazy in not updating, most likely to do my weird form of writer’s block, or what I like to call “slothful writer’s syndrome”. I haven’t wanted to write anything, not even a simple little entry and comments have been hard as well. It’s totally weird and I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I am actually forcing this entry out in hopes I’ll get over it.
- I actually have been pretty busy and had stuff to talk about, so it was not for a lack of things to say. Last weekend I was really busy. So busy, in fact, I slept for a couple of days afterwards. But that may have been due to my wacky sleeping schedule and being forced to be up early. So I went shopping and bought this Joker tee, I went to the lake with my cousin and it rained, but it was fun. On the car ride back, I made a mix for my Uncle Fred and we jammed to some classic rock tunes. And last Thursday, early Friday morning, I saw The Dark Knight.
+ … Which was fucking amazing! Partly I haven’t updated because I’ve been waiting to finish my big review on it, but I have that funky writer’s block :\ I will still post it, so I’m not going to say much about the movie besides that I went to the midnight showing and I was seriously like, "Let's go watch it again. Right now," it was so good, and that I already have a fanfic idea mapped out in my head [which I really wish I could write right now, instead of this entry].
- Oh! Before I forget, I need to post more gerbil baby pictures. They all have their eyes open and speed across the cage like little roadrunners. It’s been so fascinating to watch them be born, then grow into what they are now.
+ I hope everything is going good with you all! And I will totally try to catch up with your entries and comments.

title: make a memory (1/??)
fandom: twilight
character/pairing: edward/bella
summary: After Edward leaves Bella they both move on. Now 5 years later they run into each other. Will Bella forgive Edward? What’s happened since they last saw each other?
rating: G right now might change later in chapters.
author: mrsjacobhoggard
disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns these characters even though I wish I did
a/n: The first little part is right from New Moon (maybe not word for word) and in my story Edward is human and was born the same year as Bella





( Chapter 1 )

OMG "THE STOLEN EARTH" YOU WERE SUCH AN AWESOME EPISODE AJSKFLJSAKLFJDSAL!!! TOO LAZY FOR CUTS SO I'M NOT GOING TO SAY ANYTHING ELSE

I'm just going to go sit in the corner and flail around now.


Also: Sorry everyone else, but Torchwood > You. Yes, even you, Doctor Who. I KNOW. IT'S HORRIBLE. But I think I would rather work at Torchwood (WHEN EVERYONE IS STILL ALIVE THANKYOUVERYMUCH) first, and then maybe be a Companion second.

I miss Owen. :(((

I LOVED SUPREME SOUL. No, not just because they had a few hot members. I honest to God just loved off their dancing. Bionic is an extreme inspiration and so is Kool Raul. 

I live in Canada, and since MuchMusic airs the show, it comes in late. If it was MTV Canada, it would probably air on Thursdays at 10, but no. Here it airs on Sundays at 6. Buuuut, enough comments were flying around about Supreme Soul's elimination, and being a big fan of them, I couldn't help but really try to find out. 

Honestly, and I'm not just saying this because I'm one of their fans, they did not deserve to go home. They slipped a few times, sure, but they did not deserve to go home. Super Cr3w didn't even deserve to be in the bottom 2. Week 5's performance was insane by Super Cr3w. Don't dare tell me to get off my whiny ass and vote either because of the obvious fact that I can't - I live in Canada.

Lil Mama said one thing right for the first time. America, are you serious? And it's funny ... it really is, to me at least, that thousands and thousands (thousands upon thousands, KELLMETT LOL) wanted Supreme Soul back but yet there were thousands who didn't even like them. Proves that they are amazing and talented beyond words. To have them sent home ... that's just something they didn't deserve.

Not like I can change anything now, but I'm still gonna state my own opinion. Supreme Soul haters will get dumped in the SF bay. All of your accusations about them and all of your hating is completely pointless because everything was cleared up and you were all wrong, HAH. LOL. Anywho ...

Shane Sparks needs to stop being a Super Cr3w cheerleader. And anybody who goes up against Super Cr3w in the bottom 2 is/are Super Scr3wed. HAH. But during Week 6 ... I'd hate to be a judge. Having to pick Super Cr3w or Supreme Soul? That's hard shiiiit.

I'm gonna miss Supreme Soul so much. I cried enough watching those MTV Remote Control videos and watching them get eliminated and the video that MTV made for them is even harder. Seeing those guys cry is even MORE hard. I can't even watch the re-runs anymore. It's too hard for me, hah. They know they deserve better ... but they'll move onto better things. Good luck.

It'll be amazing to see the West Coast reunion performance during the finale! See you on tour, hopefully, Supreme Soul. Love you guys.

 

OK BBZ.

IF YOU REMEMBER THE YAHOO!ANSWER POST FROM EARLIER I GOT A COUPLE PEOPLE SAYING THEY WISHED THERE WAS A COMMUNITY FOR THAT STUFF, SO I MADE ONE.

yahoo_lulz GO JOIN BBZ.

ALSO I NEED ANOTHER MOD TO HELP ME OUT. I'VE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE AND I'M BAD AT RULES AND STUFF.

SORRY FOR THE OT POST AND THE PIMPING OF MY NEW COMM.