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KOSHONIN aka the negotiator( la cucaracha )
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1, 2, 3, 4 Leave just as you came without a sound nothing to ruffle your ends
I've been wandering around making up movies. In my head so we say don't let it go let me try and pull out my pride I already forget how I used to feel about you
leave as fast as you came no invitation no where to go from here I've been wandering around wondering how I got so, got so... so fucking boring all of a sudden so fucking scared, no I'm not scared you'd mean so much more to me you'd mean so much more if I remembered
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July 19th, 2009 • 12:30pm ] |
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Taken from unrequited_rain
√ Post ten of any pictures currently on your hard drive that you think are self-expressive. √ NO CAPTIONS!!! It must be like we're speaking with images and we have to interpret your visual language just like we have to interpret your words. √They must already be on your hard drive - no Googling or Flickr! They have to have been saved to your folders sometime in the past. They must be something you've saved there because it resonated with you for some reason. √ You don't have to answer any questions about any of your pictures if you don't want to. You can make them as mysterious as you like, or you can explain as much as you like.
( All in black and white because I felt like it )
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July 19th, 2009 • 1:34am ] |
But if I call you...fucking call me back. That's what friends do. Reguardless of the circumstances, unless I'm stalking you, which I have never done to anyone and those have been the only circumstances I don't call anyone else back. HELLO, manners. Thank you.
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July 18th, 2009 • 11:18pm ] |
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love is determined by how much you can ignore.
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July 18th, 2009 • 1:33am ] |
i think i can understand why you're mad, because i notice it too. however, it doesn't bother me because i don't think there's any malice behind it. i think it's just hard to keep up with everybody. i am a very forgiving person toward people i like haha.
at night when i switch from contacts to glasses i throw up in my mouth a little because it makes me so very dizzy. things you all wanted to know, yeeaaahhh.
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July 17th, 2009 • 7:55pm ] |
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I had a really good day. :) So James and I ditched school and went to the beach instead. haha fuq summer school. hahah! anyway, we walked like five miles. lmfao! maybe not really. but lets just say we walked A LOT. but it didn't feel like a lot cause we were walking a long the waterr and stuff. after like 45 minutes we ended up at santa monica pier. haha! so we went around, then decided to go eat at the promenade. while we were eating, some asian lady came up to us and was like "JESUS LOVES YOU!" and gave us some really creepy paper, hahah. we went back to the pier to rent some beach cruisers! we went on a bike ride along the path at the beach. it was nice, and the breeze felt good. after we returned the bikes, we had to go cause my mom was calling, haha. but i didn't even answer my phone cause i didn't know what to tell her. lol so we walked allllll the way back to the car. we were so confused and lost. haha oh and there was traffic on our way back D: we were so effing sleepy. haha ooh and we sang along to the summer set and tayswift! ;D i finally got home around 3 and just told my mom i walked to jack in the box. hahah! she totally bought it. i discovered that i got ANOTHER sick tan. -____- its SOOOO bad. D: FML. but whatev. i had fun! :D we like effing owned the beach. hahah!
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July 17th, 2009 • 6:45pm ] |
i was watching kids jeopardy and the answer was 'Doctors recommend that 12- and 13-year-old boys get 2,200 of these each day'.
HOMEBOY SAID "WHAT IS MILK?"
i have never laughed so much in my whole life.
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| FRANK TURNER <3 |
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July 17th, 2009 • 12:04pm ] |
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Folkpunk-artisti FRANK TURNER Tavastialle 7.12.
Hiljattain Pitkä kuuma kesä -tapahtumassa esiintynyt brittiläinen folkpunk-artisti Frank Turner palaa Suomeen 7. joulukuuta. Edellisellä vierailullaan akustisella soolokeikalla nähty mies saapuu tällä kertaa maahamme taustabändin tukemana.
Hardcorepunk-bändi Million Deadin hajottua vuonna 2005 yhtyeen vokalisti Frank Turner päätti keskittyä soolouran luomiseen. Punk-sävytteistä folkrockia soittava tuottelias singer-songwriter ehti julkaista kaksi sooloalbumia ennen kuin tänä keväänä mies kiinnitettiin Epitaph-levymerkin talliin. Myöhemmin syksyllä on luvassa Frank Turnerin toistaiseksi laajimman julkaisun saava kolmoslevy "Poetry of the Deed". Soolouransa aikana artisti on kiertänyt maailmaa muun muassa The Gaslight Anthemin, Biffy Clyron ja The Offspringin seurassa.
Ma 7.12.2009, Tavastia-klubi, Urho Kekkosen katu 4-6, Helsinki
LIPUT: alk. 16 EUR (ovelta 17 EUR), K-18
KUKA LÄHTEE MUN MESSIIN? DUDES & DUDETTES, HOLLA IF YA HEAR ME!
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July 17th, 2009 • 4:05am ] |
Meet Me In Montauk.
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July 17th, 2009 • 3:51am ] |
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I had a good two weeks. Very good two weeks. I wish they had never ended.
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July 16th, 2009 • 8:22pm ] |
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so i had a pretty good day. i actually got to school on time, of course the usual yadda yadda yadda in first. i finally understand the damn lesson in algebra! and tomorrow's test is a partner test! :D yayay can you say A+? hahah! jk
anyway, then afterschool i was supposed to go see harry potter with james but my mom totally owned me by saying no. pft! D: laurie and friends left me to go to blue dot. again. hahah so james and i were thinking of what to do, we were going to go to yogurtland but my sister called and said that i had to ~go home or my mother would get even more mad. lolol so we turned around and went to starbucks to get something to drink. and.. yeah. it was too effing qt. :D but then god, FML for being so damn AWKWARD! i made it even more awkward. i think. haha oh and i felt like a fucking idiot. hahah. oh well. i didn't want to go home yet. so we kinda drove around and then parked somewhere and talked and listened to eye alaska and the killers. :) i then got dropped off home and i didn't even get introuble. hahah. and that's when i sent a bunch of picture messages to people. ;D ahah! ...and when i got a phone call from laurie and alexa and idk screaming. LOL
but uh, yeah. i'm happy. :] totally made up for not seeing HP and my mother owning me. hahah laurie can actually now say "boyfriend" without me going "shut up, he's not my boyfriend!" hahah.
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July 16th, 2009 • 7:30pm ] |
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well pardon me while i play the grand piano!
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| A Life? Cool! Where can I download one of those? |
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July 16th, 2009 • 6:16pm ] |
I have locked myself up in my room, hoping to avoid my mom for the rest of the day and also hoping that whatever crawled up her ass isn't planning on a permanent stay. So, to cheer myself up (and because I wanted to find a cool new nicname on msn XD) I typed in 'geek quotes' in Google. The nice girl I am, I'm going to share the best of those here!
( Lots of Windows jokes ahead )
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July 15th, 2009 • 11:17pm ] |
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i'm fucking addicted to my blackberry! i can't get off it and it distracts me in class. hahah no wonder why they call it a fucking crackberry! i love it soo much though :D
anywayy, today went by pretty fast. again. i really need to start trying to get to school on time. lmfao afterschool, laurie wanted to try blue dot and see what the ~hype was about. it was pretty good. but next time i'm getting the smaller cup, haha. freaking laurie! we squished into james' car again to go to starbucks. we just chilled there for a while andd i watched them play chess cause i don't know how to and even if you explain it to me, i'm effing retarded, LMFAO. then i went home and my mother was yacking again about why i go home "late" lmfao. whatevv, oh yeah! then my cobra tickets came in the mail... and my mother went sorta apeshit. haha. she was like "$149!?! YOU DIDN'T EVEN ASK IF YOU CAN EVEN GO" lolol. oh well. but she got over it.
im so stoked for august! it's going to be fucking amazing. JONAS BROTHERS, COBRA @ the troubadour!, eye alaska + acm, warped tour & DISNEYLAND (of course) ! :D so excited! haha
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July 16th, 2009 • 1:23am ] |
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Every day I get overwhelmed with dissapointment and sadness in the awfulness of the every day human being. I lose hope nearly every day in ever finding a soul that will make me happy the rest of my life, and feel like life is worth living, that the world is beautiful, that feelings and things unseen do exist. I want to give up everyday on everyone and everything, but at some point while I'm driving alone in my car and any good song comes on, it brings me back to some good feeling, or memory of why I love life and have fun. I find no possibility in meeting someone to make me feel life is beautiful, but at one point in everyday I get one moment of hope. So it's still there. It's in me somewhere. I feel there may be still some possibility of a person making me happy again, and I can only hope I can do the same for them too.
I do not consider myself depressed, I just think way too in depth and am so over dealing with anyones bullshit and stupidity. I won't be accepting of anyone for a while, and I have in my mind that, that is the way it's suppose to be.
-I apologize if anyone reading this thinks it's pessimistic and stupid, but I'd appreciate it if you just DON'T read it, or just ignore it. Because after all, this may be livejournal, but it is MY journal. And I write what I think and feel whether anyone likes it or not. That's why everyone has their own.
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July 15th, 2009 • 11:44pm ] |
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COOL STORY HANSEL.
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July 15th, 2009 • 9:28pm ] |
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July 15th, 2009 • 8:02pm ] |
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Escape The Fate -Situations- |
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My last post sucked.
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July 15th, 2009 • 7:40pm ] |
its weird how open i am with the girls i work with i just tell them everything and we talk about absolutely everything they have really become some of my best friends. i think its because they were people who knew nothing about me i was never that little asian kid who everyone thought was oblivious to the world i wasnt a child to them. its nice sitting with jasmine and telling her personal things that i cant tell anyone else because i know she wont be weirded out by it. its nice talking about these things i always kept to myself. my future is so different than my past. i like my life and i like how its headed. i never have to be in a group to have friends. i never have to go far to be loved. i never have to appease anyone. i never have to act obnoxious to be liked. i never have to defend myself or ask if anything is okay. i never have to worry about how other people are going to react. in this life ive created i am myself and everything is good. i am the leader of my life and i dont have to follow anyone. and i like that.
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| 2 Hookers and an 8 Ball! |
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July 15th, 2009 • 7:41pm ] |
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It's nice out today. I have a killer headache at the moment. I'm hangin out with Melissa tomorrow. Yay. My aunts cancer is terminal. It's pretty shitty. I have cramps like you wouldn't believe. And now I want ice cream.. You have one hell of a life and it should be obvious to me that I'm not good enough to really be apart of it. Which is cool, whatever. I can't wait for Warped. I can't wait for everything to fall into place. I need a job and a car. I need blah blah blah. Ok, I'm done now. Peaces.
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July 15th, 2009 • 4:12pm ] |
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due to the recent inactivity of this blog (and NO don't ask because i haven't been doing anything productive :P T^T), i have decided to post the full version of afterwards, that poor sad forgotten little fic that i had no idea how to finish because it was way too abstract, even for me. however, since i finished it a while go in a fit of *i hate writer's block let me write something anyways no matter how much it sucks* and forgot to post it, i shall post it now. enjoyyy.
( (afterwards.) {take two} )</div>i know it's like a weird death-obsessed/reincarnation thing, but i hope you'll excuse my weirdness. :P BTW the line i keep using ("baby, baby, this world must seem so immense compared to the womb") is from the song "babies" by cursive...it's an intro song but i like it better than most of the songs on that album, haha. :P
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