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und überhaupt awww~
und meine Perücke! <3
und überhaupt awww~
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26 July 2008 @ 09:04 am
ultimate back hair
Tracey accidentally-on-purpose introduced me to spreadsheets via Google Documents last night. BWAHAHA, I WILL NEVER BE BORED EVER AGAIN. I started making a master list of all the anime I've watched, started watching, eventually will watch, gave up on, hated, loved, meh'd, etc... talk about my ultimate hobby: organizing useless information. The possibilities are seemingly endless. I believe there are jobs that PAY people to do crap like this. If only...
she found this charter boat too: http://www.boatmiami.com/boats/elloro.h
now to pack up some boxes to take with me tomorrow when I go to Lauderdale :3
drinking a 40oz Moutain Dew slurpee at 1am was a baaaad idea :(
she found this charter boat too: http://www.boatmiami.com/boats/elloro.h
now to pack up some boxes to take with me tomorrow when I go to Lauderdale :3
drinking a 40oz Moutain Dew slurpee at 1am was a baaaad idea :(
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happy26 July 2008 @ 05:15 pm
Deadlines and Reminders to Self +.+
Fine Arts 10: Visual Perception
Plate No.3, "Pointillism"
DEADLINE: JULY 29, 2008
Huuh..element of designs...must follow examples...lol, kailangan pa ba talaga ng reaction paper..? ._.;;;
Fine Arts 14: Materials
Plate No. 2, "Pop-Up Card"
DEADLINE: JULY 29, 2008
Lol, sounds easy, but it's not.
Haha, kasabay pa niya yung FA10...
Plate No. 4, "Dia De Los Muertos Paper Maché"
Bring two studies on JULY 29, 2008
Deadline for Plate: hindi pa binibigay ng prof...
Lol!! We're not even done with the other plate tapos may bago na naman! XD
Nyaa~ Studies..I have to draw studies, pero may kumuha na ng Kimono..oh noes..tatlo pa kami...
Gaah~ DX Victorian Dress na lang sakin na may payong...hmm..still thinking..ayaw kasi ng prof ng
anime, cartoon or video game character ..+_+ kailangan famous person or national costume...
Yeah...kailangan 3ft. figurine daw paper mache namin *_*
And on Thursday, July 31..kailangan ko magdala ng Chicken Wire, Ordinary Wire pati Plier..
Whee~ skeletons..all about the dead and skeletons pala yung "Dia De Los Muertos"! :D
STAPLE* - FF7/FF13/KH/WEWY Doujinshi Anthology Project
Will submit six fan arts or more
DEADLINE: AUGUST 1, 2008
I just need to fix and adjust my fan arts..I don't want the out come to be rushed and messy... TwT
'kay, kaya ko 'to! XD
I'm still lucky enough to have time,
though..I won't be online for two or three days just to accomplish my works..haha.
*lol..no sleep, moar time*
huh..weird..why do i feel so restless and hyper at the same time? oh, my coffee. *_*
Plate No.3, "Pointillism"
DEADLINE: JULY 29, 2008
Huuh..element of designs...must follow examples...lol, kailangan pa ba talaga ng reaction paper..? ._.;;;
( cut for examples )
Fine Arts 14: Materials
Plate No. 2, "Pop-Up Card"
DEADLINE: JULY 29, 2008
Lol, sounds easy, but it's not.
Haha, kasabay pa niya yung FA10...
Plate No. 4, "Dia De Los Muertos Paper Maché"
Bring two studies on JULY 29, 2008
Deadline for Plate: hindi pa binibigay ng prof...
Lol!! We're not even done with the other plate tapos may bago na naman! XD
Nyaa~ Studies..I have to draw studies, pero may kumuha na ng Kimono..oh noes..tatlo pa kami...
Gaah~ DX Victorian Dress na lang sakin na may payong...hmm..still thinking..ayaw kasi ng prof ng
anime, cartoon or video game character ..+_+ kailangan famous person or national costume...
Yeah...kailangan 3ft. figurine daw paper mache namin *_*
And on Thursday, July 31..kailangan ko magdala ng Chicken Wire, Ordinary Wire pati Plier..
Whee~ skeletons..all about the dead and skeletons pala yung "Dia De Los Muertos"! :D
( cut for pictures )
STAPLE* - FF7/FF13/KH/WEWY Doujinshi Anthology Project
Will submit six fan arts or more
DEADLINE: AUGUST 1, 2008
I just need to fix and adjust my fan arts..I don't want the out come to be rushed and messy... TwT
'kay, kaya ko 'to! XD
I'm still lucky enough to have time,
though..I won't be online for two or three days just to accomplish my works..haha.
*lol..no sleep, moar time*
huh..weird..why do i feel so restless and hyper at the same time? oh, my coffee. *_*
26 July 2008 @ 07:41 pm
IT'S THE SUMMER HOLIDAYS FOR ME NOW!! HELLOOOOOO SUMMER HOLIDAYS!!
AND THE END OF THIS TERM IS ALSO THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS TOO, WHOHOO!! *was a total shipwreck last year*
I still have homework and circle work to do for the holidays BUT LET'S FORGET ABOUT THEM FOR AWHILE ^__^
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH I'M SCREAMING OVER FREEDOM AAAAAAAAHHHH
I'm gonna go have a loooong cold shower, cook myself some nice fried rice for dinner and then I'll get around to replying messages and stuff. And then... and then...! I. I'll go pull an all-nighter on Ratatosk!! But I get the feeling I'll just fall asleep halfway anyway. :P FEELS SO GOOD TO NOT BOTHER OVER ASSIGNMENTS ANYMORE EEEEEEEEEE.
Oh, right, on the way to school today, I found two places were holding bon-odori festivals! Thought I would join them after I hand up my assignments but after I did that, I decided I just wanna laze down and not work up my body anymore. :B Hikikomori de warukatta ne!
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As nerdy as this sounds, is there a way for me to play G-Darius at all!? Is there a download for it somewhere on the Internet or the Playstation Network!? D:
I, uh, kinda got extremely curious after hearing one of its beautiful BGMs in the The 2nd Top 300 Best Game Music Chosen by 2ch (it got #253, starts at 37:00). If I can't play the game, I would at least wanna have its soundtrack... You know what, I think it's great that Sony releases old games on the PSN but I wouldn't mind giving them money for old game OSTs on there too...
AND THE END OF THIS TERM IS ALSO THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS TOO, WHOHOO!! *was a total shipwreck last year*
I still have homework and circle work to do for the holidays BUT LET'S FORGET ABOUT THEM FOR AWHILE ^__^
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH I'M SCREAMING OVER FREEDOM AAAAAAAAHHHH
I'm gonna go have a loooong cold shower, cook myself some nice fried rice for dinner and then I'll get around to replying messages and stuff. And then... and then...! I. I'll go pull an all-nighter on Ratatosk!! But I get the feeling I'll just fall asleep halfway anyway. :P FEELS SO GOOD TO NOT BOTHER OVER ASSIGNMENTS ANYMORE EEEEEEEEEE.
Oh, right, on the way to school today, I found two places were holding bon-odori festivals! Thought I would join them after I hand up my assignments but after I did that, I decided I just wanna laze down and not work up my body anymore. :B Hikikomori de warukatta ne!
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As nerdy as this sounds, is there a way for me to play G-Darius at all!? Is there a download for it somewhere on the Internet or the Playstation Network!? D:
I, uh, kinda got extremely curious after hearing one of its beautiful BGMs in the The 2nd Top 300 Best Game Music Chosen by 2ch (it got #253, starts at 37:00). If I can't play the game, I would at least wanna have its soundtrack... You know what, I think it's great that Sony releases old games on the PSN but I wouldn't mind giving them money for old game OSTs on there too...
Current Music: G-Darius - KIMERA II
26 July 2008 @ 01:19 am
fly to the skyyyy ...
... I love.
So, pre-show, we more or less tested my alcohol tolerance because we swung by this charity event where I downed about six ounces of what was basically straight up rum (which I only realized in retrospect) in less than ten minutes. It was the closest I've ever gotten to drunk -- closest but not quite but almost -- and it completely fizzled out of my system in about an hour, which was nice. The only flip side was that all that rum plus the following 1.5 liters of expensive, really yummy water plus the coffee I'd drank earlier meant that I had to pee so bad.
Anyway. So. The concert.
( Review! )
Omg. SLEEP.
Oh, wait, then, post-concert, we rushed to feed Stella 'cause she had no gas, then were thwarted at the Bonaventure because they claimed they stopped serving food after 11. Well, all I have to say is that we were seated close to midnight, yet the tables around us were served food after we sat down. Maybe those parties were seated way ahead of us, but it was close to midnight, and I doubt they ordered at 11 and waited so kindly for their food to appear. Lame!
So, pre-show, we more or less tested my alcohol tolerance because we swung by this charity event where I downed about six ounces of what was basically straight up rum (which I only realized in retrospect) in less than ten minutes. It was the closest I've ever gotten to drunk -- closest but not quite but almost -- and it completely fizzled out of my system in about an hour, which was nice. The only flip side was that all that rum plus the following 1.5 liters of expensive, really yummy water plus the coffee I'd drank earlier meant that I had to pee so bad.
Anyway. So. The concert.
( Review! )
Omg. SLEEP.
Oh, wait, then, post-concert, we rushed to feed Stella 'cause she had no gas, then were thwarted at the Bonaventure because they claimed they stopped serving food after 11. Well, all I have to say is that we were seated close to midnight, yet the tables around us were served food after we sat down. Maybe those parties were seated way ahead of us, but it was close to midnight, and I doubt they ordered at 11 and waited so kindly for their food to appear. Lame!
exhausted26 July 2008 @ 01:51 am
I'm failing today. I'm too tired, my brain is barely in the on position. At least at times it feels like I'm failing Polka. That is the only one I've had real tags to do for today.
Still on the upbeat note, let the complications begin. Allegretto is now in Paradisim. Oh this will be quite entertaining. For any at Paradisim, the dinner party thread, I'm laughing just thinking about it. Frederic = Keysmashing. Love it.
Who would of thought Polka would have some of my most complicated relationships. ♥
Oh and Inphyy is over at Paradisim now as well. Ha. I doubt she'll have many if any best friends. She's not going to just trust anyone and everyone inside this cage city.
jglaka;jgkla Sorry for spamming. ♥
Still on the upbeat note, let the complications begin. Allegretto is now in Paradisim. Oh this will be quite entertaining. For any at Paradisim, the dinner party thread, I'm laughing just thinking about it. Frederic = Keysmashing. Love it.
Who would of thought Polka would have some of my most complicated relationships. ♥
Oh and Inphyy is over at Paradisim now as well. Ha. I doubt she'll have many if any best friends. She's not going to just trust anyone and everyone inside this cage city.
jglaka;jgkla Sorry for spamming. ♥
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tired25 July 2008 @ 10:55 pm
I'm just here on vacation
Clunky controls and all, I finally finished Silent Hill (1).
( Have you seen a little girl? )
Oh yeah, I also finished up REmake a bit ago.
( Enter the survival horror )
( Have you seen a little girl? )
Oh yeah, I also finished up REmake a bit ago.
( Enter the survival horror )
Current Mood: lazy
26 July 2008 @ 07:51 am
DGM Theorien
... also manchmal finde ich es verwunderlich was Leute für Theorien aufstellen was in D.Gray-man wie und wo und überhaupt noch passieren könnte.
(Lieblingsthemen dabei: Wer ist "das Herz"... bleh)
Und noch verwunderlicher find ich wie manche auf diese wilden Theorien auch noch einsteigen und dem verfasser zustimmen und weitere "belege" liefen.
Komui = the Heart?
Ah c'mon... -_-
Naja freuen würde es mich irgendwie... alles besser als Linalee aber wenn sie es ist wäre ich nichtmal mehr überrascht.
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cynical25 July 2008 @ 11:50 pm
I've been reading a lot of psychological manga lately and have decided this is by far my favorite genre. More than shonen series, even. Higurashi, I guess, was first. Then Majin Tanei Nougami Neuro. Those were more mainstream though.
No wait, I take it back. ES - Eternal Sabbath was first, although I've only read about two-three volumes worth. But anyway!
Soon after Neuro, I started reading Mirai Nikki. Fell in love. Then out of suggestion, I read Doubt. Loved that too. Like whoa. Too little chapters but I think it'll end early anyway. Well now that I read all that? I ended up reading Holyland. Geezus, it's so delicious for some retarded reason. It's close to a shonen manga in the sense that it's about STREETBOXING and one chickencat character who ends up getting stronger but it's very dark and pretty violent and can be psychological (that guy is so afraid of bullies whoa). I like it so far though. :(
Sob, this stuff is addicting on crack.
Mnemosyne 06 is out o shizzlecakes. Will watch tomorrow.
EDIT: EXPERIENCING FIRE EMBLEM PATH OF RADIANCE BRB
No wait, I take it back. ES - Eternal Sabbath was first, although I've only read about two-three volumes worth. But anyway!
Soon after Neuro, I started reading Mirai Nikki. Fell in love. Then out of suggestion, I read Doubt. Loved that too. Like whoa. Too little chapters but I think it'll end early anyway. Well now that I read all that? I ended up reading Holyland. Geezus, it's so delicious for some retarded reason. It's close to a shonen manga in the sense that it's about STREETBOXING and one chickencat character who ends up getting stronger but it's very dark and pretty violent and can be psychological (that guy is so afraid of bullies whoa). I like it so far though. :(
Sob, this stuff is addicting on crack.
Mnemosyne 06 is out o shizzlecakes. Will watch tomorrow.
EDIT: EXPERIENCING FIRE EMBLEM PATH OF RADIANCE BRB
25 July 2008 @ 11:11 pm
owwww
so apparently if I try swimming any deeper than three feet, my ears pop repeatedly
underwater
popping
fucking ow
My right ear popped twice and almost a third time because I couldn't swim up fast enough, it put me in tears it hurt so bad. Thankfully I'd made my mother swim with me so she got me out and put alcohol in but owowowow it hurts ;w;
underwater
popping
fucking ow
My right ear popped twice and almost a third time because I couldn't swim up fast enough, it put me in tears it hurt so bad. Thankfully I'd made my mother swim with me so she got me out and put alcohol in but owowowow it hurts ;w;
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distressed25 July 2008 @ 04:06 pm
Grab the shotgun
Leon: Shoot them in the head =|
I lol'd, sry.
Claire so pretty *o* (who's that little girl though?)
Current Mood: awake
25 July 2008 @ 05:52 pm
Work this week was so mind-numbing...
but the way home today was amusing enough.
Mom: So I was reading, that HBO show Oz - Christopher Meloni was in it-
Rin: Uh-huh.
Mom: -and he was nekkid! I thought, 'ooh!!'
Rin: Face, meet palm.
I shall reply to comments and posts once I wake up from my nap.
Mom: So I was reading, that HBO show Oz - Christopher Meloni was in it-
Rin: Uh-huh.
Mom: -and he was nekkid! I thought, 'ooh!!'
Rin: Face, meet palm.
I shall reply to comments and posts once I wake up from my nap.
sleepy25 July 2008 @ 10:34 pm
You're Looking at a Graduate!
It's over and done with and, to be totally honest, I'm actually going to really miss it. I know I didn't get the full experience with me moving home for the last two years of the jaunt, but it's an amazing university. I wish I'd taken part in external activities and I wish that I'd made more friends but, hey, what can you do? I did enjoy it for the most part and, although I know that I could have enjoyed it more, that's what counts I suppose. Oh, yeah, there's that degree I got out of it as well!
Damn, I felt pretty proud of myself today. I loved wearing the gown and, um, that hat. In fact, I didn't really want to take it off at the end of the day. Half of you is damn proud that you stuck it out and managed to get through three years of hard work, while the other half starts to realise that you'll probably never see most people from your course again. I wish them all the luck in the world but if you don't become best friends with people then, hey, it aint meant to be, right? I'm still strange old Tom at the end of the day!
I have to admit I was pretty nervous about going up on the stage to receive my award. There were over a thousand guests and students in the auditorium and you were also being filmed on two cameras, shown on screens all over the room and in another room where my sister was watching (we couldn't get her a ticket. My brother couldn't be arsed coming, which isn't exactly a great show of support but I'll live). At the end of the awards ceremony all the students started cheering and stamping their feet. After we stood up all the guests in front turned around to clap us and, well, I felt great. After that you leave the room to the tunes of a brass band and all the academics (such as lecturers and course leaders) line up on either side to clap you out. Then you go and get drunk on wine.
Before I forget here's a picture of me looking snazzy in my gown:
That's all you're getting!
That's my mum and dad up there in the picture. My mum had to be pushed around in a wheelchair all day as she's a bit too weak to be able to stand up all day (although you were seated for the ceremony there was a lot of walking around as Headingly is a pretty big campus). I'm also getting a professional picture done but I'm dreading what I'll look like in that. Oh, I also change the subject halfway through a paragraph (I'm not interested in being arty today, it's just the details).
I'm no longer a student, just a plain old graduate. I now have to figure out what to do with my life and it's pretty scary. I should also try to stop being single, but right now that seems more complicated than getting a decent job.
Anyway, here's to the class of '08!
Current Mood: bouncy
25 July 2008 @ 10:55 pm
....poah xD
...da fliegt mein Schatzi echt mitten im RPG-sex aussm Internet ich glaubs ja nich...
fühlt sich so unvollendet an grad xD
fühlt sich so unvollendet an grad xD
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dirty25 July 2008 @ 12:03 pm
Ash like Snow - the brilliant green
空高く染める黒檀の闇 飲み込まれた星屑たち
儚く降り積もる 灰色の雪
見つめた嘆きの窓 i never dreamed
凍りつく there...I come for you
想いは寂寞の夜空に 舞い上がり砕けた
この世界が形を変えるたびに 守りたいものを壊して
失っていくなら
心にひしめく背徳の闇 君の声が
麻酔のように 冷たく感覚を奪ってく
矛盾を追いかけても終わらない 何故僕は戦うの？
there I come for you yeah
ash like snow
it's falling down from your sky
ash like snow
ash like snow
ash like snow
let me hear why i have to fight
この想いは寂寞の夜空に 舞い上がり砕けた
闇を開く栄光と引き換えに 守るべきものを失ってきた
t's falling from your sky
虚しすぎる
baby i come for you
砕け散った欠片に傷つくたび 閉ざされた僕の心は
強くなることを選んで ここまで来たんだ
儚く降り積もる 灰色の雪
見つめた嘆きの窓 i never dreamed
凍りつく there...I come for you
想いは寂寞の夜空に 舞い上がり砕けた
この世界が形を変えるたびに 守りたいものを壊して
失っていくなら
心にひしめく背徳の闇 君の声が
麻酔のように 冷たく感覚を奪ってく
矛盾を追いかけても終わらない 何故僕は戦うの？
there I come for you yeah
ash like snow
it's falling down from your sky
ash like snow
ash like snow
ash like snow
let me hear why i have to fight
この想いは寂寞の夜空に 舞い上がり砕けた
闇を開く栄光と引き換えに 守るべきものを失ってきた
t's falling from your sky
虚しすぎる
baby i come for you
砕け散った欠片に傷つくたび 閉ざされた僕の心は
強くなることを選んで ここまで来たんだ
( trans )
26 July 2008 @ 12:26 am
measurements needed!
Yay, downloaded the msvcrt10.dll file, now my CS3 won't have that stupid error popping out again! Which means I can use the transparency layer too... Ahhh drawing is so much easier now! *_*
And h-help! Does anyone have measurements for 4-koma comics? X_X I can't even find it in google!!! TAT
Much appreciated! T3T
EDIT: Dude Atlus, why the suspense?!
EDIT 2: FUKEN HOTTTTTT
And h-help! Does anyone have measurements for 4-koma comics? X_X I can't even find it in google!!! TAT
Much appreciated! T3T
EDIT: Dude Atlus, why the suspense?!
EDIT 2: FUKEN HOTTTTTT
25 July 2008 @ 11:45 pm
forgiven
Couldn´t save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Time has passed you by
Oh, for so long I´ve tried to shield you from the world
Oh, you couldn´t face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence
You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that´s done´s forgiven
You´ll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that´s done´s forgiven
I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can´t warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away
Oh, for so long I´ve tried to shield you from the world
Oh, you couldn´t face the freedom on your own
And here I am left in silence
You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that´s done´s forgiven
You´ll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that´s done´s forgiven
I´ve been so lost since you´ve gone
Why not me before you?
Why did fate deceive me?
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence?
You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that´s done´s forgiven
You´ll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that´s done´s forgiven
Current Mood: 
good
goodCurrent Music: Forgiven - Within Temptation
25 July 2008 @ 06:03 pm
vacation
OK WORK IS OVERRRR
They said they'd be glad to take me next year too but idk if they'll remember anyway I'm glad too yayayayayaa. Mom and dad went somewhere for a week so I guess I'll just sleep for a week m. I'm rewatching every Disney movie I can find.
NEW VERSUS TRAILER HOT SHIT I WANT TO RAP- kdldsf
They said they'd be glad to take me next year too but idk if they'll remember anyway I'm glad too yayayayayaa. Mom and dad went somewhere for a week so I guess I'll just sleep for a week m. I'm rewatching every Disney movie I can find.
NEW VERSUS TRAILER HOT SHIT I WANT TO RAP- kdldsf
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bouncy
bouncy25 July 2008 @ 08:37 am
d-a-y
ahhahahhahha YAY x3573298672306987
1. My roommate finally knows that I'm moving out and is perfectly fine with it :D
2. I just called the general manager at the store I'm transferring to and everything is set up and fine and perfect ~yay~
now all that's left is packing my crap up and hauling a good portion of it to Lauderdale sometime this upcoming week
oh, I'm so happy that things are turning out for the better
1. My roommate finally knows that I'm moving out and is perfectly fine with it :D
2. I just called the general manager at the store I'm transferring to and everything is set up and fine and perfect ~yay~
now all that's left is packing my crap up and hauling a good portion of it to Lauderdale sometime this upcoming week
oh, I'm so happy that things are turning out for the better
Current Mood: 
energetic
energetic25 July 2008 @ 02:52 am
Asjsdlkjasmdmammmmnf;;;
AUUUGH I AM SO SO SORRY FOR POSTING SO MANY PICTURES BUT I NEED TO SHOW YOU THIS. This is my favourite picture from our TWEWY shoot hands down.
I love our Beat and Rhyme. ;__; So much.
Kay I'm done. Going to bed now. OTL
I love our Beat and Rhyme. ;__; So much.
Kay I'm done. Going to bed now. OTL
Current Location: the motherland
Current Mood: 
excited
excited