Posted using TxtLJ [9:34am on 090708] angelbunnyjp I guess I've just become a bit depressed. lol. Maybe I've just missed you all. <3 Sorry about the last post, I'll go out and party or something tonight. COMMENT.

Posted using TxtLJ [10:48pm on 090608] angelbunnyjp Lately I've been asking myself if I've made the right choices or any differences in the current span of my life..Will anyone remember or mourn ME when i'm gone? COMMENT.

[4:55pm on 090308] xinzyx The first football game made me sadder than anything, and so did the freshman convocation. It wasn't Buller Field, and the band played the wrong fight song. And then the pommers came out, and I was watching from the stands. It was surreal. The first few days went well, to be quite honest. College lives up to it's stereotypes. I've been making friends in the smoker's pit over a hookah every night in front of our bulding. Mostly boys. The girls don't seem to be taking to me and Stephanie. They're fun boys though. I've had a couple of awkward moments though, to say the least. And I met a kid that knows Sophia. Fucking crazy, I know. Today I learned that you're pretty much invisible here. Unless you're not. I miss home a little bit. COMMENT.

Intro [11:43pm on 090108] organicchemical ( INTROBOTS ) OH MY GOD. My internet just totally flipped off, thank GOD for livejournal storing drafts, and thank GOD again for firefox having the ability to restore your session. PHEW! 3 / COMMENT.

I love pipes. [3:03pm on 082908] organicchemical I took some pretty awesome pictures of some pipes. Thought you girls might enjoy. ( see the wonderous magnificence of functional glass art ) COMMENT.

ehh back to this [1:47pm on 082608] kdubbz03 [ mood | sad ] Again, just needed an outlet. Back at Canisius for year 3. I didn't even feel this homesick the first year I moved here, but I am. Not even for my HOME, I'm just so lonely without my summer friends. Maybe because last summer was so terrible I was just so happy to get away. But I miss summer so much, I had a great group of new friends, no drama, a boy to kiss, and a best friend to hang out with every day. I miss Trish. I miss (boy) who just decided to tell me how he feels Thursday night, and we had to leave Friday. I miss new friends who were so fun and were up for a good time whenever, wherever, not to mention stuck up for me and Trish through a lot. I miss house parties, camping, yings, concerts... Now, (boy) just doesn't seem like he misses me as much as I miss him. Which is understandable I guess, I'm just sitting around my apartment and he's out having a great college time. (Screw this school, by the way.) I asked to go visit him but... he didn't seem like he was excited about it. It hurts. And it's only been a couple days, I know that, but I just really feel out of place here. This boredom and loneliness is leading me to hang out with someone that I shouldn't, only because he's a couple streets away from me. I just wish (boy) would give me a reason NOT to hang out with him. If he even seemed like he missed me a LITTLE, I would rethink it. Until then, I'm not just going to sit around. :/ I really wish he would just make me change my mind... School is going to be TOUGH. 3 accounting classes. Really? And Kermis made a reference to giving our lives for our major, and Gress made a comment about how if we want a 9-5 job to get out cause this is a 530am-1030pm job. WHAT? I don't think I'm ready for this. I'm glad I get to see Brandy again though, I missed her a lot over summer. Thursday, me and Thur are driving up to Brockport for 2 nights to visit Trish. Oh how I need that. I honestly forgot how to hang out without her around ha ha ha, nothing is as fun. Class at 230, I should go. I just hope this sick feeling in my stomach goes away soon. (I think you're the reason for it.) :( COMMENT.

Posted using TxtLJ [2:45pm on 082508] angelbunnyjp i know ive been flaky lately, bt my home life has been bad..i keep getting bitched 4 nothing, yelled an fucking screamed at 24/7. im on the verge of moving out. COMMENT.

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