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[13 Oct 2008|12:06am] |
what happened today??
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Я действительно пересмотрела список друзей. Есть разные люди, нет плохих и хороших, просто, к сожалению, невозможно уделять всем внимание, плюс иногда хочется общаться с кем- то а кому-то я кажусь неинтересной. Иногда я не могу общаться и поодерживать контакт с некоторыми людьми, когда чувствую непонимание, разность интересов или какие-либо барьеры. Дай бог им всем здоровья и счастья, и если кто-то из этих людей заглянет в мой журнал, то не держите на меня зла, слушайте лучше мое радио.
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[12 Oct 2008|03:24pm] |
After the angst and wangst of boots in Europe, I am proud to say I found boots in the US. Real, ass-kicking, fantastic, sexy boots.
At J. Crew, even. Best part? The $200 boots I fell in love with were really $130 marked down to $103. I win at boots. Oh, ja.
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[12 Oct 2008|10:37pm] |
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Сегодня в офис купили два цветочка в Леруа Мерлен (красивое название для склада)Одна из цветочков носит имя Аруна, а большое болотное создание теперь Кирилл. )))
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| Too quick |
[12 Oct 2008|01:34pm] |
I use it too quick, even when I'm busy. I either gotta pay to upgrade or else stay the heck off. If I had to prioritize whats most useful, like what expands my mind and makes my happy, it's anime... so that should go above chatting. I managed to find Rondo, a different group had partnered with Static. Looking forward to 4 like I am to Higurashi's 3.
I was sitting in a chair one day and had my legs crossed and this lady asked me "does that hurt?" I was pretty confused and thought she meant a spinal imbalance or something. I told her that I crossed the other leg on top about as often to keep the spine neutral, and that in terms of flexibility I was comfortable with external hip rotation.
Then she mentioned 'squishing' and a lightbulb went on. I told her that no, that if that were to happen I would simply adjust until it didn't. Were my pants really tight or something? Like I don't get it, because it's not like it was a thigh-on-thigh cross, it was like, when you put your ankle on top of the thigh, the legs are rather abducted, there really is a lot of room to breath. Indeed, when I adduct them in more and do thigh-on-thigh it does indeed squish. That's not bad if you do it slowly though, in fact I think it increases pliability.
The vigorous moments I spend prone on the floor exercising may have something to do with it. When you do back extensions and stuff it does tend to compress that area more, often with pleasing results.
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| ITS MY LIFE |
[12 Oct 2008|07:46pm] |
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[12 Oct 2008|08:46am] |
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jeani has to work on halloween and cannot get out of it, so mia is going to go trick or treating with her dad and jaxen is just going to go down to see aunt sunny during the day.
this is actually ok, he really freaked out in a screaming hysterical fit at the masks in the store , so it might have been a bad idea to take him out anyway..
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| finger owie chicken |
[12 Oct 2008|08:43am] |
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on wed when jaxen and i were covering the pool, he wandered up to the coop and was running along side the chickens.
i looked up and he stopped and then started to cry and came running down the hill with his middle finger sticking out saying owie finger bad chicken, there was no mark on it or anything so i kissed it and we went up to the run and i told him again to NOT put his fingers into the run.
since then, every once in a while, and when we go to wake the chickens up/put them to bed. he shows me his finger and says bad chicken, or owie finger bad chicken.
lol, now this expanded to a picture of a chicken in the book, and to just conversationally walking down the front stairs.
this kid has a great memory and is very unforgiving.
LOL
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| the elusive quest for heat |
[12 Oct 2008|08:12am] |
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we got the second ton of pellets yesterday, much to the chagrin of our credit card companies, who are going to have to wait another month for a payment. but they had them in stock and we had no choice in the matter, every other place i called said not until the end of nov..
so i opened the boxes with the pipes that had come in sept, and it was missing a piece. i never check the packing list, that is jeani, and she was sleeping when they came. so we are missing the piece that goes through the wall. of course that was at 6 pm last night and there was no on at the place we ordered it through. so jeani is going to call today and we will either have it shipped, or get refunded and go to lowes or someplace to get the thimble.
my back is in multiple spasms.
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[12 Oct 2008|02:30am] |
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I am an Amy Winehouse mess.
Stop Making A Fool Out Of Me.
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| OK let's get down to it |
[12 Oct 2008|12:50am] |
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Who knows how much about Ludwig Wittgenstein?
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| for twittering out loud |
[12 Oct 2008|12:03am] |
what happened today??
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| this is fantastic |
[11 Oct 2008|09:47pm] |
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McCain's attacks fuel dangerous hatred
By Frank Schaeffer
October 10, 2008
John McCain: If your campaign does not stop equating Sen. Barack Obama with terrorism, questioning his patriotism and portraying Mr. Obama as "not one of us," I accuse you of deliberately feeding the most unhinged elements of our society the red meat of hate, and therefore of potentially instigating violence.
At a Sarah Palin rally, someone called out, "Kill him!" At one of your rallies, someone called out, "Terrorist!" Neither was answered or denounced by you or your running mate, as the crowd laughed and cheered. At your campaign event Wednesday in Bethlehem, Pa., the crowd was seething with hatred for the Democratic nominee - an attitude encouraged in speeches there by you, your running mate, your wife and the local Republican chairman.
Shame!
John McCain: In 2000, as a lifelong Republican, I worked to get you elected instead of George W. Bush. In return, you wrote an endorsement of one of my books about military service. You seemed to be a man who put principle ahead of mere political gain.
You have changed. You have a choice: Go down in history as a decent senator and an honorable military man with many successes, or go down in history as the latest abettor of right-wing extremist hate.
John McCain, you are no fool, and you understand the depths of hatred that surround the issue of race in this country. You also know that, post-9/11, to call someone a friend of a terrorist is a very serious matter. You also know we are a bitterly divided country on many other issues. You know that, sadly, in America, violence is always just a moment away. You know that there are plenty of crazy people out there.
Stop! Think! Your rallies are beginning to look, sound, feel and smell like lynch mobs.
John McCain, you're walking a perilous line. If you do not stand up for all that is good in America and declare that Senator Obama is a patriot, fit for office, and denounce your hate-filled supporters when they scream out "Terrorist" or "Kill him," history will hold you responsible for all that follows.
John McCain and Sarah Palin, you are playing with fire, and you know it. You are unleashing the monster of American hatred and prejudice, to the peril of all of us. You are doing this in wartime. You are doing this as our economy collapses. You are doing this in a country with a history of assassinations.
Change the atmosphere of your campaign. Talk about the issues at hand. Make your case. But stop stirring up the lunatic fringe of haters, or risk suffering the judgment of history and the loathing of the American people - forever.
We will hold you responsible.
Frank Schaeffer is the author of "Crazy for God: How I Grew Up as One of the Elect, Helped Found the Religious Right, and Lived to Take All (or Almost All) of It Back." His e-mail is frankaschaeffer@
aol.com.
http://www.baltimoresun.com/news/opinion/oped/bal-op.mccain10oct10,0,7557571.story
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| Let's Make It Up! |
[11 Oct 2008|08:39pm] |
Since I do not know what this says I say we pretend we do and translate it into anything we want. And no cheating by knowing Russian!
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| A letter I won't send... letter to myself, a letter to you |
[11 Oct 2008|05:48pm] |
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Dear World of Bernard Fishman,
I just don't get how you can be so happy with someone, hardly ever get into an argument - if you do they were so minuscule that they weren't even out of hand/ completely memorable, laugh together, watch intelligent late night movies together, talk about books and music, and then pretend you have nothing going on at all after I have a train wreck week, after I see Bruce Wayne the Columbus Coke Dealer Loser Of The Universe who told me that Bernie cheated on me and I actually decide to question him about it. Of Course I would question you about it!!!! WHAT DO YOU THINK?! And Sorry I get upset about the thought. I do TRUST YOU, but when someone, ANYONE, mentions that you inserted your penis in another woman, of course I want to know what your opinion is of what they are telling your girlfriend. Maybe I have the tendency to freak out before I get that opinion, or maybe TEXT MESSAGES about such ACCUSATIONS ARE JUST REALLY STUPID and this is what it is like to be a human!
and the 90% good of the last 4 months is just out the window and I really don't understand at all why. Suddenly you realize you aren't happy with yourself? Oh, SUDDENLY. I'm sure. Who is completely happy with themselves? I'm not the Jesus Christ or Buddha. I ain't shit but a real honest to god HUMAN BEING!!! Maybe I just have more compassion for other peoples mistakes then Bernie did? Could be. Which was funny because just that same day B.W.C.D.L.O.U. said, "You don't know shit about Inform because you're a girl that hasn't known him for very long, but he talks to every guy around him like a condescending little shit... Bernard used to do Coke on my living room floor." (I should mention that I didn't buy any of this BS until he used his actual name BERNARD and for some reason it really, really struck a chord and then he got other friends of Bernie to agree And that's when Things Fall Apart.)
I just don't get what I did wrong. I thought I was getting too fucked up all the time, so I stopped. Then I kinda relapsed for A DAY, heard that stupid story got upset and even more drunk, which meant even more ridiculous, and because of one bad day spiraled out of control, for living in this CHAOS called LIFE, I get the boot. Everyone keeps telling me it wasn't me, that it was him. Still. We were happy!!!!!! I WAS HAPPY! HE SEEMED HAPPY! I was HAPPY for the first time in ages and I thought we were SO good for each other. It reminded me of a quote from The Great Gatsby - something about maybe we didn't have a lot of things in common, OLD SPORT, but we knew different things and we learned things because of it! OPERATION MIND FUCK: WHAT DID I DO?!
Welcome to the simple ideology that Life Just Isn't Fair and and and whyyyyyyyyy can't I kiss and hug and hold and see you all the time and annoy girls talking about you and whyyyyy are you GONE out of my LIFE, why can we be friends BUT NOTHING MORE, but probably not even that, WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT? AND WHY DO I HAVE TO SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE DOING THIS!!!!! & LISTENING TO PEOPLE PUSSY FOOTING AROUND THE REAL REASONS WHY THEY DON'T WANT YOU!
FOR REAL! WHO GAVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO REARRANGE ME?
Okay, I actually feel slightly better getting that out now and I think I can move forward with my life. Still, though! still!
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| National Coming Out Day? |
[11 Oct 2008|05:13pm] |
Recap: I am a gay homosexual.
Last year, I was a gay homosexual.
Next year, I will still be a gay homosexual.
Just so we see the trend.
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| H-E-L-P |
[11 Oct 2008|01:02pm] |
My life is a total fucking train wreck. I need to heal and I might have to cut out a lot of my friends from my life, which sucks and will be really hard. I think in the end I'll become a better, stronger person for doing it though. I'm so tired of this and that. I'm tired of being embarrassed by my actions.
Really I just realized that I have a complete and total problem being so shy so I try to cover it up with a drunk idiotic pilled up drugged up version of something that isn't even remotely me. And I've been covering it up for a few years now so I don't even remember/know what I am anymore and it's sad. I need HELP. I need to HELP myself. I need to stop sayin this and do it, but I don't know how.
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