The following is Farhad’s response to a friend who asked, “did u you forget us?” Sorry for the delay. How could I forget my friends? They are like air to me. I can not live without you. I am back to my mother’s house in Brentwood. Because my own house we have tons of traffic, lots of plants, flowers and two vicious gigantic dogs (just kidding two toy Maltese that will like to lick you to ….” Well I am doing great, but I became a drug addict, not by choice but by force, I am almost hooked to IV 10 hours a day, and tons of drugs. They keep me away from reality. Also every day I have to go to UCLA for more blood products and tests. The cord blood has engrafted. Doctor will confirm this after tomorrow when he does bone marrow biopsy on me. Ouch…. The 1st 100 days of engraft is extremely important, 30 days passed, now another 70days to go, I have to be in Isolation, Because now the engraft makes immune system but this immune system is new and is not familiar with my body cells, They may attack my own body (GvHD) Graft VS Host Disease. So these drugs put immune system into sleep and they gradually wake her up. Yes it is she, I have a great relationship with her, just doctors do not believe that and put me on tons of drugs. So my mind is pre-occupied with these day to day mind boggling things. I promise I will write more. But do not doubt my feelings for you, I miss you tremendously and can not wait for our reunion, Till then Love, Peace, Respect Farhad |