weiqi and adrian pestered me to update. [26 Jul 2008|11:29pm] majorloser [ mood | silly ] HAPPY BELATED ONCE AGAIN, MALAYSIAN! (: ( THE PARTAY. ) and for the sake of updating, I COOKED TODAY. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. BYE. 0

he will roofie you good... but in a good way, honest. [27 Jul 2008|01:04am] restriction [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | doctor who - 3x03 - gridlock ] For the girls who were at cista's birthday stitch'n'bitch this afternoon who might be curious... this is our good friend Lockdown. Oh, is that the time? My hook, let me show you it. ( The junkyard, broken down motorcycle picture I was talking about. ) 1

Happy National MCR Day! [23 Jul 2008|03:21am] rocknrollparade [ mood | crazy ] [ music | The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance ] Happy National My Chemical Romance Day to all the MCR fans in the world. I am completely honored to say that we have all had the opprotunity of seven completely awesome years of My Chemical Romance and through those years, we have grown, as individuals and as people. Today, we celebrate the anniversery of I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love, but we also celebrate our dedication to the one band that has saved all of our lives. We should all stand up and proudly say that we are all proud of MCR for everything that they have done for us. We should all stand up and tell them that without them we would be nothing. So, Happy MCR Day to all of you and I hope you rocked out and partied hard.   0

[25 Jul 2008|07:00pm] melabonbon  vet calls with tika's blood results.  red blood cell count is good, so heart murmur is not related to anemia.  it's a 2 on the 6 pt scale, where 1 is the faintest and 6 is the loudest.  her thyroid levels are good, so we will not raise the meds for that because they can tax her kidneys.  kidney levels are up.  vet says she doesn't want to see tika lose any more weight (me either) or for her kidney levels to go up any more, and if they do we will need to start giving her sub-q fluids.  i cannot express how much the idea of doing that horrifies me.  when we did it a few years ago for a week i think it was the most horrible thing i've ever done on purpose.  she says lets give tika canned food every day, to help her kidneys out, because sometimes cats just can't drink enough water to help the kidneys, so the moist food is a way to get more fluids into her body.  bring her back in 3 months to recheck the blood levels and give another listen to her heart. 4

hilarious for so many reasons [25 Jul 2008|11:56am] melabonbon http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080725/wr_nm/pumpkins_dc_1 0

RAWRRRR~ [24 Jul 2008|08:13pm] iokeangel [ mood | dirty ] [ music | Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's ] Any entries that are "personal issue stuff" will be F-LOCKED. I am obsessed with Twilight and McFly. So if you are too, ADD MEEEEEEEEEEEE! I don't care who you are. None of my real life friends are internetz nerdz, so I need YOU! :} 0

another mini rant [24 Jul 2008|10:34pm] nocturna76 [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | tv ] ok, this is especially prevalent in the mcr_icons community, which i'm about to leave since it's happened 2ce this week alone... but here's my fucking question...why the fuck, in a community for icons of a certain BAND, do ppl constantly shove icons of the whores who have done nothing more than fuck the band members, down your throat??? since when did fucking a member of a band make you part of the band? when the fuck did that happen??? not to mention the fact that i can't even grasp the idea of ever in my life wanting an icon of some bitch who's fucking a guy i like...what in the motherfucking hell is that???????? i just don't fuckin get it, period </rant> *grumbles some more* 0

[24 Jul 2008|08:16pm] melabonbon [ mood | pessimistic ] Took Tika to the vet to have her thyroid rechecked, her blood pressure rechecked, and for her bi-annual (because of her age) exam.  The bloodwork results I'll have tomorrow.  Her blood pressure is under control, she's lost 2/10 of a pound, the vet said something weird like she has almost no muscle tone left on her back end (?), her kidneys are still small, she has slight gingivitis but no real tartar buildup, her liver and stomache and intestines feel fine, her ears are clean, her retinas are in good shape (always a danger with the high blood pressure), and she has now developed a heart murmur.  The heart murmur could either be from a valve thickening after getting bruised from her high blood pressure, or it could be from hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.  I'm hoping it's the former.  She debated about giving her meds, because she said some meds can aggravate the kidneys and some meds can aggravate the thyroid condition.  She saw Tika's kidney disease in the chart and went with the meds that will not only treat the heart but also help slow the kidney disease.  She thought Tika looked pretty good, all things considered.  I said she still acts normal at home.  I'm assuming when they call tomorrow they will tell me her thyroid has gotten worse and we'll need to up her meds.  Thankfully the heart meds are small and can be put in a treat like her thyroid meds, I won't have to shove them down her throat like the big BP pills.   Frankly, the whole fucking thing sucks, because I know where all this is slowly heading. But right now she seems happy enough, so that's all that matters. 3

introduce a little anarchy [24 Jul 2008|06:05pm] fishchan912 [ mood | bored ] [ music | longview . green day ]  today i got bored and made a joker wallpaper. 1024x768 // 1680x1050 continue with your day 10

today, & other assorted bitching [24 Jul 2008|05:25pm] nocturna76 [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Marilyn Manson - Long Hard Road Out Of Hell ] well, today, my bosses gave me a 3rd job, on exactly the 2nd week of the job i'm SUPPOSED to be there for.. -i'm there for customer service -1 week in & i'm filling in for the receptionist/switchboard -now, week 2, & i got assigned to call back any customers who had complaints you know, it would be nice if they would just figure out what the fuck they even hired me for, you know? in other absolutely completely terrible horrible godawful news..... ok, hold on, lemme back up.... anyone who knows me, & bothers reading my writing, knows that i always base my main character's love interest(s) on real people...& what serves as a steel wall & keeps me from ever writing at all (besides stupid jobs, cause this applies, even when i'm not working..) is if i find out that the character i'm writing in the role of the love interest is actually in a real life relationship...i just can't write anything at all about them if i know that they're seeing someone in real life, cause i can't write unless i can truly believe that what i'm writing would at least BE possible... now, in my current book, the main character's love interest is based on mat, & i hit a wall in may when there was that stupid rumor about he & kirsten dunst (tho it turns out that that bitch wasn't even AT the place where they were supposedly together), so when that rumor was shot down, i was able to write again...now, tho, i couldn't see the damn videos that were posted at my 1 KH comm, but one was him with kat von d, who he apparently spends way way way too much time with, so if it turns out that he's actually WITH her, i know i'll never be able to write another page of my book again...yippy :( EDIT-the person who posted sez they don't think mat & kat (how fucking corny would that be?) are dating, but that still leaves the possibility, which still makes me unhappy..i just wish i could actually see the video so i could determine why it was a point of contention...i luv when my comp refuses to play somthin, especially in this case *wanders off grumbling* EDIT #2-finally got the vids to play, but these are only the preview versions, which she's only in for about a second, so i guess i'll have to hope i can see the full versions in an attempt at further confirmation/disqualification of the horrid idea that is mat&kat 4

[24 Jul 2008|07:41am] melabonbon lovely new clinic video up: director wiz was inspired to do a video for them after seeing them live.  this made me go back and listen to do it! again and suddenly it's striking me as a very sweet and pretty record.  listening to the words i'm struck again by how many times the lyrics in clinic songs are in 2nd person singular or first person plural.  i know most people hate 2nd person singular and it's considered a big no-no when writing, but i love it.  everything is "you" and "we" and i wonder how many times the "you" is him addressing himself.  i did find an interview last night in which he was talking about a particular song and in that one did acknowledge that the lyrics are a person addressing himself.  not necessarily ade, but the protagonist in said song.  lots of childhood references as well, and cloaks and summertime and it's all making me think of my own childhood again and the House on Westwood.  and the whole idea of there being this "collective" that addresses you, especially with the whole surgical masks and odd costumes bit making everything sort of eerie and oddly enough, very intimate.  there is you, and there is them, no one else can see them at all and no one else can really see you but them. 0

^^; [24 Jul 2008|01:06pm] conspiracy_87 [ mood | listless ] [ music | Automatic Loveletter -Hush ] heeeeey omg im sooo sorry for disappearing yet again >.> currently in oxford my cousin gave birth 2 days ago to a beautiful baby boy ^___^ so cute! im like so bored right now =/ just got back from tigr lily with my friends that shop is my life kthx =] anywayz hmmm yeah how are you girls doing? =) hope your all doing fine and im soooo excited about watching 'The Dark Knight' heath ledgers last movie *cries silently* yeah im gonna go watch it today hopefully with my brother should be fun ,it has great reviews so it must be good, no? Take care peepz <3 ily xoxoxox Tifah 0

Writer's Block: Phobias [24 Jul 2008|01:47am] _heartscontent Do you have a remarkable phobia? Does your phobia have a large impact on your life? Submitted by bitter_melodee View other answers I have a bizarre fear of a cluster of holes, which I believe is called Tryptophobia. It isn't so much that I'll run and hide upon seeing them, but more that the sight or thought of it makes me feel really uncomfortable and sick and I can't look at it longer than a few seconds without feeling really horrible. Like I'm about to vomit. It's really specific too.. I can take polka dots, those are fine. One giant hole, maybe two- no prob. I like swiss cheese, even. But things like lotus seed pods are absolutely disgusting to me. Or a disarray of black dots, blech! I don't know how it developed, but it came about a couple years ago. I've mentioned this fear to a few of my friends, as it's interesting to me how strange the mind reacts to things. I used to be incredibly phobic of ghosts, the cause of which was repeatedly seeing the scene in the movie "Three Men and the Little Baby" as a child and overhearing my parents talk about the "boy" you can see standing by the window and pointing him out. That scarred me for more than half of my life. I couldn't look out the car windows when we drove by cemeteries or open fields or dark roads. I literally closed my eyes and even plugged my ears til I was someplace familiar. I couldn't even enter homemade haunted houses or talk or hear anything even remotely related to ghosts. I think I overcame the fear once I found out not too long ago that the "boy" was a cardboard cutout of one of the actors they forgot to remove from the scene. Heh. I still refuse to watch that scene over though... 2

I BEAT RESIDENT EVIL 4 TODAY. IT WAS EPIC. [23 Jul 2008|11:48pm] fishchan912 [ mood | drunk ] [ music | brian firkus the walking circus ]  Post the names of 20 of your favorite musicians/bands, see who can guess which is your favorite song. (this is more like a list of twenty musicians that i listen to a lot more than any other musicians rather than my favorites. also i like a whole lot of music so this list is strongly abridged, hiiii) 1. motion city soundtrack 2. panic at the disco 3. the hush sound 4. you, me, and everyone we know 5. we are scientists 6. gym class heroes 7. the beatles 8. radiohead 9. my chemical romance 10. cobra starship 11. death cab for cutie 12. say anything 13. cartel 14. empires 15. kanye west 16. modest mouse 17. regina spektor 18. yeah yeah yeahs 19. queen 20. band of horses PLAY WITH ME (hahaha, how random is kanye west? I HAVE A STRONG LOVE FOR GOOD RAP MUSIC, OKAY. KANYE.)  ETA: THE DARK KNIGHT: discuss. 16

PUBLIC ENTRY, BECAUSE I SAID SO. [23 Jul 2008|11:54pm] starlessxlove So I really want an RP Partner. I'll do pretty much anything, or anyone. [yes that sounds dirty but oh well] I have a fair amount of free time, seeing as I have very little life. I either want a partner or someone to direct me to some good communities. Recommendations? Does anyone know of anyone who is up for some RPing? If you want a sample of my writing for yourself or for anyone you know of let me know; i have to get it off my desktop. please and thank you for all comments. This is public, so even non-friends are very welcome to reply if you'd like to be my partner/ have suggestions. 0

[24 Jul 2008|12:50am] gdmcrjunkie [ mood | stressed ] お前はだれだ？　ＷＨＯ　ＡＲＥ　ＹＯＵ？？ :D :D ohboyohboyohboyohboyohboy6hrsleft 23

andoutoftune [22 Jul 2008|11:18pm] chxmicalromxnce frank and gerard role play. ( don't comment to be added. ) 0

today [22 Jul 2008|05:20pm] nocturna76 [ mood | grumpy ] [ music | London After Midnight - Nothing's Sacred ] would anyone be surprised if i told them that my shit-job changed yet another thing on me today? nope, didn't think so... so, today they told me that instead of the schedule i was originally told would b mine after 'training' (nvm the fact that i've been on the phones alone for 2 days now), isn't really gonna be mine...they're gonna keep me on this stupid 8-4:30 m-f shift 'til further notice'...& as much as i loathe getting up at 7am since i can never sleep at night, at least that means that i'll automatically be off on the weekends, which is when i need to be off for the kill hannah show...so yay? in other fun & exciting job-related news, i been there a week, on the phones by myself for 2 days, & today they had the guy that just started today, listening to MY calls for the last 1/2 hour! ummmm....i don't even know what i'm doin 1/2 the time, so sure, sit the newbie with me....well-oiled machine this place is, i tell ya 4

Eee! [22 Jul 2008|10:32pm] pixiebullets [ mood | hungry ] ( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. ) 6

y halo thar double standards [22 Jul 2008|10:17am] restriction [ mood | listless ] wow, there is a line and it's just been crossed. because that's not creepy at all. D: /cryptic 39

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