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[26 Jul 2008|08:20am] |
> I have a major quiz on Tuesday but still not reviewing..
> I fail at Kanji
> I still haven't watched Code Blue or Maou
> I barely have time to eat
> I'm an emotional wreck
> I'm beginning to like the guy who likes my close friend
> I figured out that I am a very needy person
> I'm selfish
> I don't know what is happening in the fandom
> I failed to watch that freaking scene where Yamashita Tomohisa stripped naked and took a shower... da;lksjf;asdfja;osidfja;slkdfja;lsdkjf;alsdkfa;sd
> I'm too lazy to do anything tonight
> I want to quit school and be a bum for the rest of my life
> I just found out that Shige is BLONDE
> I have so many things to do but instead of doing them, I am ranting here in my journal
on the brighter side of life
WE FUDGING WON PEOPLE'S CHOICE AWARD!!!!!!!
and I was asked to appear on TV for a few seconds..
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[26 Jul 2008|06:01am] |
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I HAD AN AWESOME/WEIRD DREAM.
It includes Hyde, Psycho le Cemu, and Super Junior.
sdjkfhsdjkf what?!?!
( CRACK ENSUES )
Then I wake up.
I ran down here to type it, because I'll forget it later.
And this was too lulzy to forget. 8D
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| I...whut? |
[26 Jul 2008|06:10pm] |
His swooshy fringe... It... It's gone.
Please excuse me as I sob quietly in the corner
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[26 Jul 2008|02:19am] |
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Mall was great.
Chu, you're a real cutie, you know that?
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| SYTYCD!. This is SICK!. |
[25 Jul 2008|10:53pm] |
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This is sick. I love every freaking moment of it. I hope the last two are Katee and Twitch.
This is the second performance on this stage that I will remember for a very long time.
Bianca J
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[25 Jul 2008|09:25pm] |
Comments screened in the last post, but disabled here. Because there's really not much to say here that you can't say there. Basically... I don't want too many questions.
But I'm sure some of you have a few to ask, anyway. The most likely one being "why?" right?
I didn't really intend to make this post. I wanted to come back quietly. But someone made me realize, that it's not really fair. I've probably worried a few of you. Sorry. Really. ♥ I appreciate it, but I didn't intend it.
Anyway, I just hit a really really bad mood last night. One of my more destructive ones. Instead of my pictures folder, this time, I wanted to purge my LJ. But I didn't really have the time to. And I figured I'd regret it later. (Like how I regret no longer having any DANA pictures.) So I just deleted it, and left it alone. That way, I could move on and study for my test that was today. Then figure out with a clearer mind in the morning what I wanted to do.
It's nothing too big, nothing too dramatic. Just... Something I needed to do.
I hope you forgive me for causing any concern. ♥ Ilu guys, really. Really really really.
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[25 Jul 2008|09:03pm] |
Back.
Don't worry about it.
I know some of you will anyway, and I'm sorry.
♥
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| I have the urge to hit someone/someone in particular?/yeah, you. |
[25 Jul 2008|05:02pm] |
( SGA 5x03 )
My current obession:
Yes, I think Michael Shanks is sorta hot.
Yes, I love Daniel.
Yes, I am a Jack/Daniel shipper.
Yes, I am quite insanely in love with these vids, thankyouverymuch.
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[25 Jul 2008|09:27pm] |
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Nothings more awesome than coming home smelling like Quiznos. 8D
I was called in at like 7:30 because there was only one guy there and he needed help. So I was like lol ok. :(
Not like I was doing anything important, just watching TV.
So I go in, we make subs for people that want Quiznos, etc etc and then we get ready for closing.
Sweep, mop, clean counters, dishes, wipe covers, take out bread, and so on.
Usha ended up calling and was all oh amber came in? let me talk to her and then she was like telling me thank you for coming in and such.
And then...
She asks me if I can come in at 4:30 tomorrow. >:[ BITCH I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE SATURDAY OFF.
But I was like yeah sure. :/ Well, atleast she won't be there.
Well she might, but not when I leave. That means I can get a sub without having to worry about paying anything. >8D
Anyways, Allen (guy that asked me if I could come in) was talking to me about this guy named Jason. I've been hearing about him, like everyone said he was really weird. Apparently he's this 28 year guy that hits on every girl he sees. I was all oic he's like twice my age. AWESOME.
...This really had no point to it. I just wanted to talk about my job~ that i'm so happy to have, btw. ;D
HEY BRITTANY. YOU SHOULD GET ONE.
I have ice cream but I don't really want it.
It's just sort of..sitting there melting.
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[25 Jul 2008|09:11pm] |
HOMG WTFWTFWTF I check my profile to get to Mari-chan's journal and I see that there's a strikemark through Mai/![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) hoyah's username and I click the link and it says that her account has been deleted and now I'm freaking out inside and does anyone know what's going on? Did she just leave and not make an announcement about it? I mean I shouldn't be all emotional about it but she was one of my first LJ friends when I joined the whole Asian fandom.
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| LOOK GUYS, A SHINEE ICON 8D |
[25 Jul 2008|03:09pm] |
I graduated to a cane \^v^/
So M's gonna have a new MV? :D
I want it to be Ai ni Ai ni, because that's the cutest song ever. Or maybe The Moment song.
taken frommartaeruroraito
</form> Discover if You are Seme or Uke! Created by ChiisaiYume on Memegen.net This is the result if Uke! has the highest score. Take this quiz now - it's easy!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: LIES
I AM SEME.
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| characters interview I |
[26 Jul 2008|02:47am] |
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I saw this somewhere and I had nothing better to do so there's a interview to a few of my characters |D I'll do it again with the rest... someday XD;
( NOT INSIDE YOUR BUTT, RIGHT? )
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| In Your Bag Meme |
[25 Jul 2008|07:31pm] |
First of all, everyone keeps asking me, “how do you fit your phone in your pocket?” so I took pictures to show you guys.
( ”My )
My phone weighs more than the charms.
RULES
01. Show the bag you use everyday in at least one of the photos (the bag you actually use everyday, not just one you like for special occasions) Or, obviously, if you just use a wallet, show the wallet.
02. Show everything that was inside of the bag, honestly! (But you may remove receipts and crumpled garbage if you don't want them pictured. But, if you think it is a part of your personality, I suppose you can even show the garbage!)
03. Arrange items neatly, don't just dump your bag out and take a quick photo or we might not be able to see what's inside very well!
04. List what your items are! And if you feel the need, describe why they were in your bag or what significance they have to you.
( ”Image )
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[25 Jul 2008|04:54pm] |
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[25 Jul 2008|03:18pm] |
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ugh i missed the deadline for the big bang thing.
>:[
I made an icon too, but I was going to wait to see if I could make a better one and then submit it.
But I ended up sleeping.
oh well. it wasn't that good of an icon, and I have a skip left still so no big deal, right?
had to go to my therapist with my parents today.
my dad and i are talking again.
which is fine, i guess.
idk. we got into talking about my self esteem, and I was asked if I could change a few things about myself, what would they be.
I said my teeth and my body, and then I started crying.
I hate crying in front of people. It was awkward and embarrassing.
and now I feel dumb, because those are silly things to be crying over.
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| Dinner |
[25 Jul 2008|11:21pm] |
ah.... had a really filling dinner just now.. XD coz it was my bro's birthday yesterday.. so i took my family off to the korean restaurant at novena square2 for dinner..(my mum send us there lahx) the meal was like $159 plus plus... D:
but it was worth it.. we ttried their korean bbq.. its awesome.. my bro loved the rib eye steak... its really well-cooked.. the waitress actually cooked the stuff for us.. so its cool. the food is rally awesome.. D: we're making plans to try the aussie brisket next time. .which will probably be in december on my mum's bdae.. :3
work-wise.. well aparently PBM juz acquired IFS... we had some lunch buffet with them yesterday at the office.. met all the big names like artgem and his gang... XD haha yays now we're rubbing shoulders wif all the godly ppl.. well.. my work... sigh.. its cool.. apparently i work too fast... the production coordinator was shocked dat i finish the props so fast.. but sigh i have to keep resaving the bloody flash files... argh!!!!!!!! first dey save oh.. juz save ur prop in individual falsh file... ok.. i did dat.. THEN... eh.. we need siz comparison.. put it next to the character to show the animators wad the prop size shld be.. okay... i did that too...THEN.... today... dey told me.. erm.. can uu re save all ur file with the template dat chery did... wiht he names and all on the artboard.. sigh.......... oh well office work....
looking forward to tomorrow... aunt is treating us to dinner again..coz of my bro's bdae..she treated us last week too ithink.. at sakura buffet restaurant.. lol.. she says to arrive early tml so we can shop while waiting for my bro.. (he has dance class) lol whic was what i had in mind... i wanted o buy beads for my boy.. ^^
and speaking of my boy... i hope tml will be a fine day so.. aki can work on the vamp head Caiel.. i think she did a beautiful work on Caiel's head. will post more pics when i learned how to re string him.. after i collect him frm aki's hse of course...(according to her he's strung too tightly.. he can stand.. and his legs will keep kicking...>.< so hopefully she can do the sleepyhead tml..so sun i can finally collect my boy.. XD
yays...... go aki go... lol
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| Music Japan picspam |
[25 Jul 2008|11:15am] |
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I just decided to do a small picspam of Changmin on Music Japan 080724. Why? Because during the song performance, I was like, "Did Changmin trim his hair again!?" LOL. Not that I don't love Changmin's hair like it is now, but I keep wondering if he'll ever grow it back out again like Yoochun did. I feel like Changmin's hair was unfairly gotten rid of. Like, under wrong circumstances. Though, who knows. Maybe Changmin DID want to chop it off long ago. ^^;
Anyway, picspam. Now. *shuts up*
( Damn he always looks good. )
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