If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal

But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could
Learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
And would it matter anyway?
It wouldn't change how you feel

Gah, I love Staind.


I think I'm gonna call in for work tomorrow. :|

Been a bit of a slow week reading wise because I finished the first part of the Star Wars book from last week and then started reading a longer book. It's P.S I Love You by Cecelia Ahern, and yes it's the book the movie by the same name was based on. It's quite a bit different then the movie though. The basic plot is the same but it takes place in Ireland and she's got tons of family and friends that weren't in the movie making for a different dynamic then was in the film. I've had this book for a long while and just wasn't ready to read it as it hit a bit too close to things going on in the homefront, but after seeing the movie I decided to give it a go. It's a long book at almost 500 pages, I'm almost half way through at the moment but there's a chance I'll still be reading it next Sunday. Guess we'll wait and see what happens.

The cover art on the paperback version of the book I have is insanely gorgeous...

Really the picture doesn't do it justice though because it's all got a bit of a raised texture to it.

The section this week is long so I'm placing it under a cut...

( Clicky, Clicky )

( My fall TV schedule. )

Who knows, I might actually make a real post sometime soon!

Homeward Bound (1/1)
Author: Amy
Pairing: Orlando/Karl
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Never Happened
Summary: Karl has an unexpected house guest and finds he doesn’t mind it all that much.
Dedication: For azewewish because she begged nicely. (And for putting up with Bad!Fic while finding me the good stuff.) I know it’s not much but it’s my first time with this pairing so I’m a little shaky…

( It was the best choice he’d ever made. )

Whelp it's that time again...new layout time. This time around it was really easy to pull together. I decided I was in the mood for something light and ultra-gril and this header (and the pink in it) really jumped out at me. Once I settled on the pink background color the text color was a snap because pink and gray is one of my favorite color combinations. Should be an interesting counter-point to all the testosterone that comes through this journal on a daily basis... ;-)

Header is by spriink, first weeks default icon is by spriink.

I also went in and spruced up my profile page with new pics.

On a heads up note in November I'll have been posting here for two years so I've decided that starting in January it's time to go back in and clear out some of the images from my older posts. I need to declutter my photobucket a bit. This is not going to include EyeCandy posts or fic banners (or pics I just am too attached to). I'll probably be making the posts that were specifically about the pics I'm removing private to not annoy any visitors who for some reason feel the need to go through all my back posts. So if there's anything you think you might want pic wise from those earlier posts now's the time to go back and get them. Again this is not going to include EyeCandy posts those will stay until the end of time... :-)

There will be fic up later....hope everyone has a lovely Sunday!

Happy birthday take_this_waltz!



I hope you have a great day!

My new site of my pictures. Just one picture, but I'll post more soon. My attempt of photography xD
My proyectual homework is driving me insane. But it's turning into a funny novel xD In the last drawings I got two Levels (it could go from 4 to 6) and one Level - (a 3 :P). I know, the numbers don't seem amazing, but trust me, in a drawing, in the CBC, in UBA it's a lot! The best drawings in class got Levels, so I'm not that bad :O Oh, and here's the drawing I've been talking you guys about :D
I couldn't go to see Summerhouse =( I had lots of things to do, plus I think I caught a cold :P I want Spring back so bad!



Mi nueva pagina de mis fotos. Solo una foto, pero posteara mas pronto. Mi intento de fotografia xD
Mi trabajo de proyectual me esta volviendo loca. Pero se esta pareciendo a una novela comica xD En los ultimos trabajos me saque dos Niveles (de un 4 a un 6) y un Nivel - (un 3 :P). Ya se, los numeros no parecen muy alentadores, pero creanme, en un dibujo, en el CBC, en la UBA es como mucho! Los mejores dibujos de la clase tuvieron Niveles, asi que no estoy tan mal :O Oh, y aca esta el dibujo que les estuve hablando :D
No pude ver a Summerhouse =( Tenia muchas cosas para hacer, aparte me resfrie :P Quiero la primavera de vuelta!
 

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

MOG! MOG! Pissy's making her way through SPN, right? And she's at Route 666.

AND SHE JUST THREW UP WATCHING THE DEAN/CASSIE SCENE.

Given, she has the stomach flu so that made it easier, but. Still. She's such a slasher that softcore het porn made her VOMIT all over the place.

So yesterday, when I was least expecting it, I recieved an email from mome_awards informing me that two of my fics had been nominated for this year's awards....

El Corazon - Sean Bean/Orlando Bloom Long Fiction
Just Because - General RPS Short Fiction (It's Dominic/Eric)
(Click on the story title to visit the fic)

Seriously guys you have no idea how much this means to me and I thank everyone who nominated me a million times over. Corazon is my baby so seeing it get love always makes me thrilled but I'm especially delighted and surprised to see Just Because up there. I really didn't think that many people had read my little Odd-Duck pairing fic.

For those who are interested voting takes place Wednesday, September 17, and run through October 31. Even if you're not interested in voting please check it out when the ballot goes up because I'm sure there's going to be a ton of awesome fic in a lot of different categories to devour which is an award in and of itself!

*squishes*

*que pelvic thrust*

Is it wrong that I want to hump to that song? Meh, vateva.

OKay, so I just ordered pizza, and I'm in my Mickey Mouse shorts and a black tank and this guy up-downs me to the point of me having to clear my throat in order to get the pizza. *eye-roll* And he looked like Santa, except with a red beard instead of white. . . and also, Santa doesn't deliver pizza in the off-Christmas-season. . . He works at the local strip club (and not as a bouncer). SHAKE IT SANTA!

Okay, I'm really not making much sense... *sigh*

School is going. And I'm going to be getting better with it.

Nick is driving up the wall. *facepalm*

I boughts a fish. His name is Skwisgard, like from Metalocalypse. He's a beta, of course, and all red and black. His tank sucks pretty hard now, but I'll be getting "metal" things to be putting in it soon enough. That way he can rock out with his... fins?... out?

"And I meant every word I said, when I said that I'd love you, I meant that I'd love you forever!!!!

God, REO rocks. Well, not really. Actually it's pretty fucking lame. REALLY fucking lame. But it makes me want to run around the house in my undies and sing into the broom as I sweep... which I've been doing a lot of lately...

BECAUSE TEH DOGS ARE EVIL. :#
*sigh* Baines gets separation anxiety if we're gone TEN minutes. Like, he chews anything within a five foot radius and destroys it. RIPS IT TO SHREDS. All in minutes.

Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world. Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit. They can share the night, it goes on and on.

Strangers dancing, up and down the blv. They're shadows searching in the nights.

I FUCKING LOVE JOURNEY! It's official, I'm a southerner, and a little hickish, and possibly born in the wrong decade. :|

*dances in chair and lip sings*

Seems to me, you don't want to talk about it. Seems to me you just turn your pretty head and walk away.

James Gang = Walk Away = sex. *grooves*

I'm so sick of sad Hillary supporters it makes me want to not be a woman. But wait! I'm a woman?!?!? Doesn't that mean that I want Hillary to suddenly magically take the nomination away from Barack and make a direct route to the Oval Office?
Nope.
Not at all.
I think she's a bitch. And no, I'm not saying that just because she's a "strong woman". Strong woman? See Sarah Palin.
Oh, and it's not that I don't encourage Hillary supporters to join the red side. :D However, do not do so simply because Sarah Palin is a woman. DO not lump someone like Sarah Palin together with Hillary MCBITCH! I shudder for the females that hold their head high and say, "Just as long as a woman is in there!" That's the idea.

No wonder Hillary got so far. *shakes head*

GAH! I HATE LIBERALS.

I have an idea, let's raise taxes on the rich to give to the poor with six kids and can't feed them. That's a great idea. How'd those kids come into creation? Oh, they magically appeared, no sex, OH NO! They wouldn't be stupid enough to not use protection after they already had five kids and couldn't feed them. Hell, maybe they thought that the sixth would magically break them out of poverty and suddenly they could feed them. ? Maybe. But, taking from the rich to give to the poor is stealing. STEALING. And socialistic. And communistic.

People who have money worked for it. Maybe not the heiress or daughter of a governor. But, somebody in that family worked for it, no? *shakes head* People just see the rich and think, "That's not fair! They have so much, and I have so little, let's share!"


Yeah, let's not. That's communism.

OMG so much exhaustion I don't know where it came from. Well yes I do it's from staying up a too late at night...like a whole half an hour later... Yeah I know it doesn't sound much unless it's 4am in the morning and you didn't get it the night before...meh.

Anyway not much going on at the moment got lots of writing done this week though most of it you won't be seeing for a while as it's the multi-part AU I'm working on. Once I get a couple of chapters done I'll probably be starting up my Fic Updates thing again like I did for Corazon as that really helped with the motivation I'm just still in the feeling out stages with this new one so I want to make sure it has staying power before I do it. I do hope to have an Orlando/Karl ficlet up on Sunday. Yes you read that right Orlando/Karl...I know, I never thought I'd write one either. It's all azewewish's fault... :-P It's actually mostly written I wrote it long hand while standing around in the Garden Center at work today freezing my butt off and I just need to type it up and finish it off so yeah...probably Sunday... (but now that I mentioned that my muses will run away and hide on me...it's what they do best... *sighs*)

That's all for the moment. I was forgetful when I did my counts post on Monday and didn't add in my reading counts for August so I'm tacking them on here under the cut for those that are intersted.

I swear there's something else... *ponders* Ah well...must not be that important...

( What I Read in August Under Here )

где-то на другом конце вселенной никита козлов поет сейчас, наверное, про какой-нибудь мой смысл жизни. или просто про меня. все мои недосказанности и недодуманности.
так хочется легкости во всем. и ясности.
а еще понять, что нужно мне настолько, чтобы набраться смелости рискнуть.

так приятно, когда о тебе помнят.

College is great. Sometimes daunting, but great.

And if ever I feel discouraged, I simply remember:

I DON'T GO TO SAA ANYMORE!!!!

I just made my first large friends cut ever. I cut a little over 60 people, nearly half of my list.

I've been with LJ over five years and I HATE to do friends cuts (I've only ever done one other very small cut in the past) because I know that it can be taken personally, and I do not have anything against anyone on my friends list personally. You're all great people. But the truth of the matter is that my list is too large for me to deal with right now and I'm moving into a phase of my life where I really do need to cut it down some. I cut people based on either their lack of posting, or that we really don't have much to speak of in common anymore, which sometimes happens when you meet LJ friends through fandom, once that fandom stops being as active.

I imagine quite a few of you are probably in a similar boat and wanted to cut me a while ago, but just can't stand doing cuts. So I want to say, if anyone I have kept on the list wants to defriend me, then don't feel like you can't. It won't hurt my feelings...well, if it does I'll keep it to myself. :) Likewise, if anyone has been away from LJ land for awhile or whatever else and comes back and/or wants to contact me -- don't feel like you can't. Just drop me an email or comment anytime.