| AZIL ( @ 2007-09-01 16:56:00 |
(stamp pending...)//zodiac theme
Name: Azil
Previously stamped as: {regular and other themes if applicable (chakra)} I will soon be stamped as the Hanged Man in the regular theme.
What are some of your positive traits?Never bored because i always find something to do, self-sufficient, optimistic, creative, academically smart without trying, amicable, multi-faceted, passionate, innocent but not naive, can play the part of mature and child-like, independent, reflective, effective writer, compassionate, calm/patient, optimistic, rebellious, adventurous, strategic, philosophical...
What are some of your negative traits?I get distracted easily with people or topics i consider uninteresting, loner/anti-social, detached/emotionally disconnected, stage-fright/bad public speaking skills, overly analytical, over-active imagination, forgiving, blunt , tense around uneasy social situations, procrastinator, bad memory, self-doubting, night-owl, sweet-tooth, picky about guys/friends/food/etc, harsh critic, sensitive, easily distracted (particularly by my own mind), 'spacey'(and i sometimes say the most random things out of the blue), bad at verbally describing things, i have a problem liking things that majorities like, procrastinator, forgetful...
What element out of the basic 4 (fire, water, earth, air) do you relate to the most?
Air. I've never felt an affinity to any of the others, both in the physical sense as well. Not only do I love the wind in general, I'm a free-spirit. I don't think I could be tied down easily considering it is my natural tendency to be a traveler. I gather I don't stay close to anyone for that reason, not because I don't hate people, but I don't like being tied down. It is like that movie Chocolat, where the mother would always move to a different place when the wind would change directions.
What would be your ideal profession? No matter what I know I have to be artistically involved. However, I refuse to be one of the little minions that is dictated to about what I have to develop. Instead I want to head the creative process entirely working amongst those in concept, character, plot development... possibly in the role as Creative Director or Director. If I was lucky enough to do so, I would want to be in a band (I write my own music) professionally, but the chances are unlikely... so I'm going into another risky profession as my back-up plan. XD All I know is if i am ever required to be in a career where I'm judged by my appearance or required to wear a suit, I'm out of there.
Favorite...
Colors? I guess my favorite is a sunset yellow (that almost orange-y yellow). I also have to say I'm a big fan of neons, or bolder colors in general.
Seasons?I think each season has different traits that make it unique. Its hard for me to choose one. I can't say i enjoy summer because it gets too hot and stuffy and my hair disagrees with it. But really I can't choose one. Winter is special because of snow and how night comes earlier. Fall is beautiful because it breezy and the leaves change color. Spring is spectacular because everything is coming alive. Summer has fireflies and generally signals a sort of freedom.
Flowers? My favorite is a waterlily. How it floats on the water I guess... they're just very beautiful... also they don't come in bunches, the stand alone. Also with fireflies who land on them they light up in the moonlight as well...
Planets? Saturn and the Moon... I guess I could add Venus too... but yeah my favorite is the Sun and Saturn. I have always felt a strong bond with the sun and saturn. I guess they also match my favorite color so I'm a little partial, but I did a giant report on the sun when i was little. I was also addicted to the stories of Rah and Isis from Egyptian mythology. (they both took the position of the God/Goddess of the Sun)
Gemstones?All of them are pretty... but my favorite is crystal or diamond because they are completely clear... I like how their only color comes from refracting light...
Are you more...
Dominant or Submissive? I like being neither? Just being. Yeah... I guess thats the way it is... I enjoy a partnership where no one is either submissive or dominant. That's honestly how I handle life. I'm easy going with almost any situation, but if I'm pushed around I'll flip out. I won't force anyone to do anything, but i won't let them force me into doing something I don't want to either. My view is if i want to do something someone else doesn't.. I'll just go do it myself. I gather that's why I'm pretty independent.
Predictable or Unpredictable? Unpredictable to everyone except myself. I gather most people don't know me very well so everyone seems to always feel I shock them... I seem to be a giant mystery to people but I don't really suppose how that goes. I guess I have a lot of "black swan" moments for people.
Idealistic or Materialistic? Idealistic. I actually respect people's ideas sometimes more than them themselves. I also find much more value in intangibles than tangibles. Ideals are what makes us human.
Patient or Impatient? Patient I gather with people when they are expressing that they need my attention... however I get distracted easily with other things when something or someone is boring me... I guess thats generally in class... I can only listen to a teacher for so very long. Typically I'm keeping my hands and mind busy while they droll on. Same with conversations about topics i find uninteresting. When I'm not keeping my hands occupied, I'll stare at the person as if I'm listening to them and then I'll think about whatever is going on inside my head.
Introverted or Extroverted? Both but I like being introverted. I'm rather friendly and easygoing but I keep to myself in the end. I gather its mainly because I like spending time with myself best. A lot of the process of fitting in is degrading yourself or going against possibly what you yourself would naturally do. While I'll socialize with many people, and I do have an abundance of friends, I spend most of my time keeping myself occupied or hanging with people I truly enjoy the company of. Plus big parties with heavy drinking and smoking are not places for me (which are far too common at college). If its at a place where people are coherent, I'd be much more likely to bask in the company. I meet people really at concerts the most, second in classes.
Selfish or Generous? Generous but intuitive. I guess generally I would be willing to let people borrow money or other things that I know it won't effect me if I don't get it back, however generally I observe the type of people I'm lending things to before I give it to them, especially when its a costly or discontinued item. In terms of gifts I'm a simmilar way, I will always be the first when making friends to make cards, buy special gifts, etc over myself. However, if they don't in return do something thoughtful back, I stop being as kind. I want to be thoughtful to those who deserve it. If someone is thoughtful to me first, I try to double the kindness. However although I say this, sometimes I'll still be nice even after someone isn't kind.
Stable or Unstable? Very stable... I do have my freak out moments (it's called being hormonal), but I'm generally calm. Any time I freak out, I just do something to get my mind off things or just rant it off on lj. It just allows me to first get all that emotion out and then discuss it. I will say though that it takes a lot to get me angry.
Justice-minded or Fair-minded? What is Justice? I have an issue with this because it is just so subjective... same with being fair. I believe that simply when one person inflicts pain on someone who is utterly innocent, then they deserve punishment. However, there are so many things that are considered either shameful or against the law, that its hard to decide which one I am more so.
Optional
Without stating what it is, do you feel your zodiac sun sign fits you? Hmm I suppose I could say it would, however I am not that knowledgeable about all their meanings.
Pictures of yourself? Don't get the point of this...but alright...



Anything else?
Name: Azil
Previously stamped as: {regular and other themes if applicable (chakra)} I will soon be stamped as the Hanged Man in the regular theme.
What are some of your positive traits?Never bored because i always find something to do, self-sufficient, optimistic, creative, academically smart without trying, amicable, multi-faceted, passionate, innocent but not naive, can play the part of mature and child-like, independent, reflective, effective writer, compassionate, calm/patient, optimistic, rebellious, adventurous, strategic, philosophical...
What are some of your negative traits?I get distracted easily with people or topics i consider uninteresting, loner/anti-social, detached/emotionally disconnected, stage-fright/bad public speaking skills, overly analytical, over-active imagination, forgiving, blunt , tense around uneasy social situations, procrastinator, bad memory, self-doubting, night-owl, sweet-tooth, picky about guys/friends/food/etc, harsh critic, sensitive, easily distracted (particularly by my own mind), 'spacey'(and i sometimes say the most random things out of the blue), bad at verbally describing things, i have a problem liking things that majorities like, procrastinator, forgetful...
What element out of the basic 4 (fire, water, earth, air) do you relate to the most?
Air. I've never felt an affinity to any of the others, both in the physical sense as well. Not only do I love the wind in general, I'm a free-spirit. I don't think I could be tied down easily considering it is my natural tendency to be a traveler. I gather I don't stay close to anyone for that reason, not because I don't hate people, but I don't like being tied down. It is like that movie Chocolat, where the mother would always move to a different place when the wind would change directions.
What would be your ideal profession? No matter what I know I have to be artistically involved. However, I refuse to be one of the little minions that is dictated to about what I have to develop. Instead I want to head the creative process entirely working amongst those in concept, character, plot development... possibly in the role as Creative Director or Director. If I was lucky enough to do so, I would want to be in a band (I write my own music) professionally, but the chances are unlikely... so I'm going into another risky profession as my back-up plan. XD All I know is if i am ever required to be in a career where I'm judged by my appearance or required to wear a suit, I'm out of there.
Favorite...
Colors? I guess my favorite is a sunset yellow (that almost orange-y yellow). I also have to say I'm a big fan of neons, or bolder colors in general.
Seasons?I think each season has different traits that make it unique. Its hard for me to choose one. I can't say i enjoy summer because it gets too hot and stuffy and my hair disagrees with it. But really I can't choose one. Winter is special because of snow and how night comes earlier. Fall is beautiful because it breezy and the leaves change color. Spring is spectacular because everything is coming alive. Summer has fireflies and generally signals a sort of freedom.
Flowers? My favorite is a waterlily. How it floats on the water I guess... they're just very beautiful... also they don't come in bunches, the stand alone. Also with fireflies who land on them they light up in the moonlight as well...
Planets? Saturn and the Moon... I guess I could add Venus too... but yeah my favorite is the Sun and Saturn. I have always felt a strong bond with the sun and saturn. I guess they also match my favorite color so I'm a little partial, but I did a giant report on the sun when i was little. I was also addicted to the stories of Rah and Isis from Egyptian mythology. (they both took the position of the God/Goddess of the Sun)
Gemstones?All of them are pretty... but my favorite is crystal or diamond because they are completely clear... I like how their only color comes from refracting light...
Are you more...
Dominant or Submissive? I like being neither? Just being. Yeah... I guess thats the way it is... I enjoy a partnership where no one is either submissive or dominant. That's honestly how I handle life. I'm easy going with almost any situation, but if I'm pushed around I'll flip out. I won't force anyone to do anything, but i won't let them force me into doing something I don't want to either. My view is if i want to do something someone else doesn't.. I'll just go do it myself. I gather that's why I'm pretty independent.
Predictable or Unpredictable? Unpredictable to everyone except myself. I gather most people don't know me very well so everyone seems to always feel I shock them... I seem to be a giant mystery to people but I don't really suppose how that goes. I guess I have a lot of "black swan" moments for people.
Idealistic or Materialistic? Idealistic. I actually respect people's ideas sometimes more than them themselves. I also find much more value in intangibles than tangibles. Ideals are what makes us human.
Patient or Impatient? Patient I gather with people when they are expressing that they need my attention... however I get distracted easily with other things when something or someone is boring me... I guess thats generally in class... I can only listen to a teacher for so very long. Typically I'm keeping my hands and mind busy while they droll on. Same with conversations about topics i find uninteresting. When I'm not keeping my hands occupied, I'll stare at the person as if I'm listening to them and then I'll think about whatever is going on inside my head.
Introverted or Extroverted? Both but I like being introverted. I'm rather friendly and easygoing but I keep to myself in the end. I gather its mainly because I like spending time with myself best. A lot of the process of fitting in is degrading yourself or going against possibly what you yourself would naturally do. While I'll socialize with many people, and I do have an abundance of friends, I spend most of my time keeping myself occupied or hanging with people I truly enjoy the company of. Plus big parties with heavy drinking and smoking are not places for me (which are far too common at college). If its at a place where people are coherent, I'd be much more likely to bask in the company. I meet people really at concerts the most, second in classes.
Selfish or Generous? Generous but intuitive. I guess generally I would be willing to let people borrow money or other things that I know it won't effect me if I don't get it back, however generally I observe the type of people I'm lending things to before I give it to them, especially when its a costly or discontinued item. In terms of gifts I'm a simmilar way, I will always be the first when making friends to make cards, buy special gifts, etc over myself. However, if they don't in return do something thoughtful back, I stop being as kind. I want to be thoughtful to those who deserve it. If someone is thoughtful to me first, I try to double the kindness. However although I say this, sometimes I'll still be nice even after someone isn't kind.
Stable or Unstable? Very stable... I do have my freak out moments (it's called being hormonal), but I'm generally calm. Any time I freak out, I just do something to get my mind off things or just rant it off on lj. It just allows me to first get all that emotion out and then discuss it. I will say though that it takes a lot to get me angry.
Justice-minded or Fair-minded? What is Justice? I have an issue with this because it is just so subjective... same with being fair. I believe that simply when one person inflicts pain on someone who is utterly innocent, then they deserve punishment. However, there are so many things that are considered either shameful or against the law, that its hard to decide which one I am more so.
Optional
Without stating what it is, do you feel your zodiac sun sign fits you? Hmm I suppose I could say it would, however I am not that knowledgeable about all their meanings.
Pictures of yourself? Don't get the point of this...but alright...



Anything else?